i dont even know why i bother anymore.

you dont appreciate a thing im doing for you. i dont even know why im doing all this shit. i dont know why im so worried about doing all that junk just for you. and you dont care at all. it means nothing to you. I mean nothing to you. do i really?

you dont care that im so worried for you. you dont care that im going through so much just for you. you dont care that i have sacrificed so much for you. three words: you. dont. care.

so really, im not seeing why i should now, because im wasting my life away, worried about someone who isnt even half as worried about herself. so why do i bother? i have no idea.

if you feel that i care too much, then voice it out; ill back off. ill leave you alone. you dont have to act as though you dont care. well, i mean, maybe you really dont, then nothing can be done on my part can it? i'd rather give up.

i am so bothered by this bloody thing that i cannot concentrate and work properly. somehow, one way or another it links back to the whole situation. every little thing reminds me something of you. its annoying, because im trying to forget.

to you, im just like a replacement right? a fill-in. someone you go to because your friends arent there. but once you're surrounded, you dont even bother looking at me. fine. if thats the way you want it.

why am i yearning for so much more? if i really cared, then i would be happy just focusing all my attention for you even if i get nothing in return right? right, if all my efforts were actually appreciated. but in this case, apparently not.

and if you dont think im talking about you, then you're probably the one im talking about.

like a drug

founders pictures from choo!

hahagang<3!


hello ms ho!(:


HAHAHAHA NO EYE GANGGGGGG (courtesy of char)


bernadette!! aka youngery?


in schooool.





ahahha plees you freak




my wonderful view from my seat. ahah.


"and then the rain started to faaaaaaall."


the cupcake on the left supposed to have a blue base, not green. -.-



PLEES DISGUSTING CHICKEN MAYO


half eaten garlic bread.


yankaaaaaa




32nd ACJC Student Council Investiture!

31st ACJC SC


KELLY KWAAAAAN



pledge of allegiance!


32nd ACJC SC!


President's speech


handing over


officially installed!


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I LOVE YOU KELLY KWAAAAAAN(:











MG representatives!


UNGLAAAAAM







thank you peanut for that awesome talk yesterday! it was really good to be able to just spill everything out. i really admire you for being able to to bear all my shit. i love you and peanut sesame ball soon! and no rejections!(:

im sorry bernice for what i said on thursday. trash that okay. i know you mean a lot to her; i can see it. just forget what i said okay. and dont feel like an egg.

ahhh crap man. im getting jealous wayyyyy too easily. what the hell is wrong with me. pffft.

ive got a butt ache. why is that.

ugh. i feel like i keep doing wrong things. its unintentional, but its wrong. and its annoying. but i dont know what to do. and im seeing things im not supposed to be seeing. im knowing things i dont want to know. im feeling things i shouldnt be feeling. im doing things i have no right to be doing.

UGH.

i wish i could be as honest as you.

you can be beautiful too-oo-oo

dinner with kim, joan and belicia on tuesday!

ate at killiney. food there wayyy too ex.

then after that went to courts.

aiyar too lazy to blog. look at pictures lah.

























founders day dinner! from char. so chioooooo.((:


haha gang!


iBored
never knew amath could look so classy eh. ahhaha.



my favourite drink!(:


it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.