before i fly off to taiwan,

i need to:

1. write my personal statement
2. write my 2010 reflections
3. come up with my 2011 resolutions
4. reply emails

allright 1 and a half days left!!

it's been a long time

what am i doing one day and two nights before my a levels. seriously.

but, its good to destress. not that i'm actually really stressed (which is kind of worrying), but well, i take comfort in knowing that there's a Higher Purpose.

so many things have happened the past few years, and well, now's not really the time to do that, perhaps during Christmas, if there's time, but i know i've grown, mentally, emotionally (or maybe not) and definitely spiritually. i've been so blessed the past two years, it's been an incredible journey watching God's hand work in my life and even as i reflect, knowing and realising and learning how God's plan is so amazing.

and now, it's finally going to come to an end. i've had so many different phases in my life, and this blog has seen me through so much (90% cept for the past two years hahah) of it. i wonder if i'm ever going to delete this baby. maybe i'll keep it forever and publish it as a book for myself as a birthday present hahah. but let's see what happens to this blog over the next few years. what with fb and twitter and skype etc. but i'm traditional; i'll stick to blogging and emailing. how cost effective. well, not like the other sites actually cost money, but they are so time consuming. FB ESPECIALLY. it's awful, i could like play games on it all day long.

anyway, it was just supposed to be an update in case they suspend my account, which i highly doubt so. lj might though; oh dear.

youre not there when i need you

of Him to be my saviour

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior’s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

i hope you know who you are

i thought of you today. and how you were always there for me. how you always listened to me and encouraged me. and the pain and the joy that we shared. and i miss having you around. i wish i didnt take you for granted. all the late night talks and time in school. i miss every single bit of it.

remember the two songs that we shared? they suddenly mean so much more to me now. i hope your life is good now. come back soon, all right?

<3!