AHHH PISSED PISSED PISSED

sorry thiam, but i'm seriously very very pissed. i mean, its really ridiculous after i went to her blog lah. i know there are two, but well, the one who has a blog and that i know of it. she's like, super insensitive and its really difficult lah. eh. see lah, told you i got no friends right.

stupid stupid stupid. everyone should just die. and go away.

or maybe i should die. no one would notice anyway.

HEH.

i hate you out there! pfft. make me so angry.

i shall not bother about you anymore lest you make me angrier. ):

stupid stupid stupid.

got no friends man. and i feel like crying shit. this year is gonna be so bad, i just know it. stupid pissiness. angry angry angry. i ain't get nowhere this year man. i'm so irritated. i cant do anything right. i'm a failure and i cant do anything. except make people feel worse. so ugh. i'm so useless man. no one would care if i like disappeared or anything. arghhhhhhh SOMEBODY KILL ME!

thanks yingen. /: it helped. (:

UGH I'M SUPER DUPER PISSED AND I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.):

eh. seriously man. so irritating lah. but i shant say too much.

but i just want you to know that its really difficult like, being your friend. i mean, we really cant communicate man, and we dont understand each other. i think its just me. no one gets my point.

UGH IVE GOT NO FRIENDS SHIT. I'M LIKE A LONER LOSER PERSON. SUCKS.

i hate everyone.

WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO. ORANGE GLASSES.(: CLASSY.

hahhah yesyesyes i'm getting orange glasses hahahha. whoohoo! fun. (: yay.

ahha yepp. today after drama jie and i went to LUCKY PLAZA HAHAHA to get mine and dawh's specs done. then dawh chose white frames but i chose orange ones. hahah. my first choice was actually this pair or silver normal ones which i looked nice in but they were overpriced lah. then cos dawh's frames are more expensive than mine, mum said try to get something along the same range. then there was this blue pair which was really nice and then i saw the orange pair and so i had to choose. it was tough man! but anyway.

AND I GOT NICE NICE NICE CARGO PANTS YAYY!!

haha i got a lot of new things this year! hahah. like the universal bag (thanks thiam<3 and suyi<3 and LYN<3!)
ORANGE GLASSES! ahhaha i feel so happy. hahahha.

but there are still so many things i havent done man. SUCKS. help help help! ):

hahaha. wow. church was so fun today. hahah. ok. lets see. i was really really high in the morning lah dunno why. char came over cos her house no more water supply (haha!) so yeah. i was being all stupid lah. and aahah everyone got so irritated at me i bet. hahaha. so yeah. then when we got to church i went into class and started being all weird and calling everyone stupid lah. ahhaha so fun. but ok, class was good. haha. trying to understand fixed rate and reducing rate like HUH?! but nevermind. yepp yepp. then after that we went down and kanna bullied by fang qi and charissa (hahaha ma'am!) and yeah. then we sort of tried to escape them and all but nevermind.in the end, i ended up talking to ian and arguing because he was being so mean to me on my blog and so i had to complain! hahha and then we got onto the topic of whether star wars was boring or not and isaac and david got like, really murderous and it was quite scary. hahah. seriously. like, david dumped the book on me and he was like "READ!" and isaac had his arms crossed and he was like "STAR WARS IS BORING?!" like incredulously. hahah. so anyway, halfway through our argument, we had to leave and then we went to have lunch with mama and er shu then came home and i slacked like the entire day lah. wa seh. haha. and we were actually supposed to go down to uncle andrew's but i didnt wanna go (sorry ian! but this is called retribution!) so well, mum and dad are there now i suppose. and jie's falling sick all over again. sigh.

oh and thusly, today the "WE HATE IAN CLUB" was formed. please grab an application form from me on any sunday to sign up! hahah.

ok, so the "WE HATE LYN CLUB" is like, non existant. well, it only consisted of me and nat so never mind. hahah. i'm super bo liao man. hahah

hm installation tomorrow. sigh. HI MAISIE!!(:


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its been a month and a day since i changed to this skin. which means this skin is a month and a day old (duh) um. yeah. should i change it already? or wait till like, next year (heh heh) AIYA I DUNNO LAH SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME I'M GETTING A HEADACHE!!!!

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WHOOHOO! back from fusion yay(: ahha.

i hate you andrea, you stupid girl. haha. wah, said will go fusion with me but in the end not allowed to go. aha but i went with mariko in the end so yay! (:

wow, it was really really fun. its like really cool cos everyone there's just so supportive of each other and there's like no need to be embarrassed or anything so its really cool. and rev wee is a really great speaker too! haha he's really funny and entertaining and like, his words really make you think and stuff lah so its good. it doesnt bore you. haha.

we sang really great songs and some obviously dunno one lah, but it was still ok, i learnt new songs. so yeah. it was cool. and it was really like an event specially for God. thank you God! (: the event was really blessed by Him lah.

although i left early and missed out some, i'm still really thankful i was able to be there for like most of it. i mean, its really an experience lah. like a mini-fop sort of thing. haha. yeah. it was cool. just that you dont need to wait for hours. haha.

oh well. its kinda late though. but still THANK YOU MARIKO FOR GOING WITH ME SEE YOU ENJOYED IT RIGHT AND THANK YOU GOD!((((((:

hm well ian, thats really encouraging. so much for being a coconut. haha.

hahaha yingen. supervisor = no one hahah just kidding. but its true ok! haha

haha nat! what sort of weird um, expression is that. hahah

haha no i do not have a best friend lipin. haha what makes you think i have? hahahah

eheh. from ian

You scored as LONER.
YOU HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE! thats ok



Loner 80%
Emo Kid 60%
"Ghetto" 47%
Goth 33%
Stoner 13%
Jock 13%
Punk 13%
Geek/Nerd 0%
Hot 0%
Prep 0%



THANK YOU IAN I LOVE YOU(:

haha ok, i just typed an sms and deleted. deja vu. i havent been blogging and no ones been coming to this blog so OH WELL.


BACKSTAGE MUSICA EXTRAVAGANZA AND DRAMA NIGHT<33

FUSIONFUSIONFUSIONFUSIONFUSIONFUSION

eh. my throat hurts. and my font is too big.

is this better everyone?

hahahhahahhahahaa. read that. hahaha. eh. my throat hurts.

GET WELL SOON JOAN!!<33

hm yes. so after i'm down with the bug and recovered, joan gets it. oops. haha. oh well. its ok.

hopefully i'm going for fusion (if mum allows) with hilary and andrea(cos her church's organising it) cos i went for last year's and it was really really cool. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i cant wait for fop either! but thats a bit later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILARY though youre not gonna read it

hm. yeah. i think thats all. havent really been blogging cos have been quite busy. ahhhh havent done math.

ohohoh! i need a best friend. (: anyone?

man, this really isnt working out for me man.

lets see. just before 2006, i was having a running nose and cold and sick and sore throat and all that. oh and cough. so it really sucked. and just 11 days into the new year and i'm sick again. like, the whole "before and after new year" thing is me getting sick. it really sucks. i dunno whats coming over me man.

well, it was during chem yesterday. i started feeling really really cold. like i dunno, i kept shivering and and hands and feet were freezing and i could hardly take down the notes. then during recess i felt really gross and all and i got a headache. then during math, it was really bad cos we were supposed to do this worksheet thing and my brain really couldnt think and mrs chen's writing is so damn small and i didnt have glasses so i was squinting and my headache just got worse. during chinese laoshi let me sleep but i missed like the entire lesson! i've got a lot of catching up to do. chinese isnt my best subject either. of all times i have to fall sick now, when lessons have officially started. sigh. then during drama, i was feeling really gross again and really cold. after drama the comm went to the canteen to have meeting and then i fell asleep while waiting for mum to come pick us up. then we went to eat dinner and i went to the doctor's. temperature was 38 degrees! yuck.

so i'm on mc for today. and i'm missing all the subject lessons which i'm not good at. gosh. i suck. i've really got a whole lot of catching up to do. whats come over me man. eh...

bleargh bleargh bleargh. i've got so many things to do i cant remember them and i have to fall sick. dammit.

and that means no pe tomorrow. yuck. pfft. i think i'm starting to like pe. since the previous lesson was quite fun.

hm highest temperature so far has been 39.6 when i took this morning. but now its 38.1 which is that bad. i guess. hm...

question: why did the duck cross the road?

sigh i havent posted for so long! from 02 jan and today is 07 jan. thats five days. oh my...

oh well. i used to post like everyday but i guess this year's gonna be a real busy year so i'll hardly be posting. sigh. well the first week of school was pretty ok. we didnt have much lessons, just kinda like an introductory week since the teachers we have have hardly taught us before. this years teachers. well they're the extremes. they're either extremely good, or extremely bad. ahha. but i guess its ok lah. and i'm hoping 2h'06 will be great. i mean, its been ok so far, just a little cliquey with the 1e girls, but i'm sure things will turn out fine. or at least i'm hoping so.

i'm seriously hoping this year will be great.like not only with 2h but with like the pb, house comm, drama, church and everything lah. i'm really hoping we can all bond better and get to know new friends better. (: this year there're gonna be many many things going on, like for class there're going to be a whole lot of activities going on. like at least 6 class activitites. there's going to be sec 2 adventure camp. which i'm pretty much excited for. we're hoping to take a huge step for drama, come up with new activities like drama camp and do up the drama board and even have a drama shirt! and of course, bond the drama group lah! for pb, i really want like pb sec2 06 to bond and really be together and united. i'm hoping to make new friends from the house comm and maybe i'll start liking someone from there. i mean who knows, anything's possible right. haha. as for church, our class really seems to be relating to each other more! (: the boys arent being so anti, although they dont hang out with us after class except maybe yongen cos he doesnt have a choice. haha. i'm thinking of planning like a sleepover or retreat or something to really get to know each other more.

am i too ambitious? hm... but this year's going to be an ultra busyyear and i really wanna get good grades too. and besides all that, i wanna maintain old friendships too. so it may be difficult, but i dont think its impossible. (: i'm really hyped up and excited for march prefects camp and i'm sure the whole games comm is too! (: its our first time getting to organise the games for the entire pb and i think we're all looking forward to it. (: it's our opportunity to show the seniors what we can do and also to bond better of course! (: its payback time! for the seniors who have been bullying us. haha.

and then for the end of the year, i think most of us are excited because we're going to organise the sec 1 orientation camp for next year! with the ltc group of course! ahha isnt it exciting! but its definitely going to be tiring and tough because we're missing the first week of school. and its going to be a lot of catching up to do. but its going to be fun! (: and maybe the sec 2s are going to put up a little something for teachers day too if possible! (:

this years definitely going to be busy and everyones going to need help and be helping. and i do wanna be involved in church activities as well so. i do hope i'll be able to manage! (:

haha yingen, you're like the meanest person alive. i'm not going to stand or sit you, i'm going to ignore you. haha! lets see you retort to THAT. hahahaha. you LAME person. ahahahhaahah

and bimb, i'm not the bimb ok, you're supposed to be the bimb! so you cant call me bimb. i'm the bomb. hahahaah. geddit! no cos you're too slow! hahahah.

haha hi enhui! haha i dunno why you hit me in the first place but lydia hit me very hard ok. back very pain now. haha. you have to pay for my medical bill! haha

oh i forgot to add! i think this year's pe lessons are going to be great. what with andrea, nicole, bimb, gis, lyddie and carisser in my class, i think pe's gonna be real fun and very tough as well. haha. but fun at least! the first session was great, i gotta know a few of the 1e girls more. (:

hm yeah. very long post. oh well.

hm ok. school's starting tmr, i havent finished reading and doing zhouji and havent finished the shoutouts and yeah. i'm dead. but i cant be blamed ok! i was packing today. and finally, we are almost finished with packing the room! ho bliss.

haha i slept a lot a lot last night. ahha but when i woke up this morning only kelly was up and she jsut woke up. so yeah. we were all beat due to the dinner last night. haha. so i gput up and i ate the leftover holly jolly pizze we packed! (: yumm.

then after that the packing begin and it just stopped. today was like a whole lot of packing lah. very tired now. nothing really happened. haha. and now jurrasic park is showing.

but dinner was really really good. we had veggie, egg and auntie vicky cooked this really cool dish! it was like prok cooked with chilli and lemongrass. yum ad she didnt know what she cooked! haha so cute. it tasted like a thai dish. and dad also bought already marinated chicken wings which were really good! haha yay. so today was a very tiring day indeed. i dont think i can wake up tomorrow. haha. and i have to finish everything by tonight. so i die! siao lah and waking up at 530 cos i gotta be in school by 630. :3 man i dont want school to start. eh...

ok, i shall stop ranting because its the new year! (: haha. yeah short post because nothing really happened and i'm tired. sorry!

hello yingen! (((((((((((((((((: haha. haha no lah, wont become head or vice head one la. hahaha and no thanks i dont want to follow her footsteps! haha. she didnt get best maid award you know! haha. you anyhow run and fall into holes of course your leg not ok lah! ahhaha.

there are too many "kat"s in this world. ): i'm no more special! >(

Thank You - Simple Plan

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We'd be alright,
We'd be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won't forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I'd never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I'll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted ,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You'll remember me my friend,
You'll be wishing I was there for you.
I'll be the one you'll miss the most,
But you'll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You'll wonder why,
You're all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

hm these lyrics relate to me. as in my point of view. not the person who is being spoken to. the one who's speaking. haha. yeah and fyi, i do NOT fancy simple plan. i just like their lyrics.

the first post of 2006. (:

ok so after the countdown i stayed up writing shoutouts (i hope you guys liked them!) until about 530. yepp woke up at 830 and then went to church. haha had ss class which was really fun! (: haha yeha todays was really cool. cos our class was like kinda active and loud so it wasnt like quiet. haha does it make sense! haha so anyways. went for holy communion ( as a class) and then we went down. where the boys kinda left us and so did eunice so it was me mariko and charisse. then came along sandra. haha. yepp then we got our food and all (farewell lunch!) and sat on the steps eating. and it was really really crowded and then yongen came cos he aiya dunno lah! said andrea and ray were boring. haha so he joined us and then a chain of events happened but i'll do the highlights.

yepp we ate. then we played games and hahaha i am so good at the quack quack game. haha. yay i beat cherie and raewyn! (: and the slap hand game as well. hahah. yeah then after church we went to auntie mag's house where i wanted to blog but the computer was being strange. yeah so i watched tv and then went down and played ahjong! (again) and this time, i didnt win. totally didnt. not even once. HEH. so jialat right. but nevermind! then after that went ot people's park and my sickness started arising again so i was in a pretty bad mood lah and all. but then went to the restaurant where we were having dinner and dinner was really so fun! (:

all of us (as in the whole family from mum's side) were just like really crazy and stuff, and it was really very fun it was a lot better than i had expected it to be! so thats a good start for the new year.

the first day of year 2006. 364 more days to go before reaching 2007. hm well.

haha hello supervisor! hope your leg's feeling better! (: what potential babe?! ahah what?!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO CHERIE. my leave ends tomorrow. ): i'll have to resume calling you ma'am from tmr on. sigh.

hahaha hi vicky my blog is not gay! yours is...done by meg unfair! haha happy new year too! <33

hi yihui! thanks loads for the muffins. they're really really good! (:

ok, i'm still kinda sick but i'm recovering! good start for the new year! heh heh.

shoutouts given today:
charisse
eunice
yongen
ray
andrea
sandra
felicia
yihui
cherie
ian
yingen
char!(:

couldnt give to pris and tricia cos they didnt go to church humph.

i'm sorry mariko i lost your letter!


hm my bimbo partner is either dawh or mabel ahha. OH WELL(:

[10.00 p.m. 31st december 2005]

):

no more watch night service. and i was looking forward to it too!

ok kat! you gotta recover faster! in about 2 hours time its gonna be year 2006! you cant start the new year coughing!

sigh. it really sucks man. haha. ok this is kinda gonna be a long post cos its gonna be reflections of 2005 and resolutions of 2006.

tmr is dad's birthday! <33

i was watching winnie the pooh the other day and like there was this part when rabbit got really angry cos they were messing up his house and all that. and then he was like "i dont ever want to see a honey-munching pooh bear, a terrified piglet, a bouncing tigger and an upset donkey. i'm leaving!" all because they almost broke his rabbit plant. and they all didnt want to see rabbit go so they said "we should change so rabbit wont leave."

what really struck me was that although their thinking was naive and simple, they were still willing to change just because of one friend. how many times do we think like the four of them? how many times do we think like rabbit? we say things that we dont realise hurts others. we are willing to give up friendship just because of an object. we are selfish and the world revolves around ourselves. sometimes, innocence really is a gift.

sometimes we say things that arent meant to be hurtful, but everyone views them differently. we just dont notice it. and in fact, we dont notice a whole lot of other things too.

2005 has been a fruitful, tiring and different year. many events took place, stressful and fun, emotional and being sick. this year, after being nominated as class chairperson, i should have known that there would be many challenges ahead, especially in secondary school. orientation day, we got to bond with our class, and i'm really quite happy that i was in 1h. although there were many many times of losing my voice and all, being all emotional and stuff, i think 1h is one of the best classes in my 7 years in mg. (: happy pink hippos, i'll never forget us! orientation camp was great. although tiring, it really helped us bond. at least i felt that way. and in some ways we also got to bond with the other classes. (: so thats good.

april, syf drama. got to work with the seniors and really learnt a lot from them! earned a silver. (:

in may, became a pt and new there were plenty more challenges coming my way.

june, church camp + my birthday. (:
this year's birthday has definitely been different. for one, i spent it waking up at 4.30 in the morning, at the airport, on the plane and in thailand. plus, i celebrated with norman. haha i find that most amusing. (: but anyhow, yeah. and many many people's birthdays also took place during church camp! like mine was on the 7th, char's was on the 8th (though she didnt go), 9th was uncle haiting (if i'm not wrong) and 10th was marcus'. during church camp i got to know isaac and steph, got closer to sandra and ian and it was really fun!it was really really great getting to know you guys better. and of course, a lot of other memories too!

july
haha i got this blog. haha. yeah i remember i did it in school. haha and jie's birthday too! (: held a party for her.
1h also got an overseas visitor. (: she was nice, hong konger. but i think she was scared of me. but i didnt get to spend too much time with her. cos of all the upcoming national projects and inkwell also.

aug
the opening of project inkwell. i got to work with a few of the drama people and got to know them a lot better! well, months before but yeah. and i got the experience of doing a monolouge. its really quite scary lah. haha. but it was definitely fun!
and of course, the all well-loved annual festival of praise. this year was actually my first year of hearing of it and attending it and it was really an eye opener for me. i mean, i've never felt so alive in praising God and feeling His powerful presence. i was revived and reminded of His love when He sent Jesus to die for us. and when i saw the many people accepting Christ i just broke down again because all of them were like smiling and i kinda felt it. it was like. an indescribable joy coming from within. it was truly an event that really was really God-focused.

september
i think it was around this time of the year that i was suicidal. everything was just really getting to me and i couldnt hope. all the stress from 1h, being the class chair and all, family problems during that time and also the exams were nearing. pw presentation was also ahead and it was like, a whole lot of stress really. during that time i just completely turned away from God and i just forgot about Him. i forgot He was always there for me. and also of course, friendship problems. yeah. that time of the year was bad. really quite bad. i cried a lot and i was having really negative thoughts. but God sent friends to show me how much he really cared for me. actually come to think of it, it was much earlier. but in september i was depressed again. sigh.

october
ah everyones favourite month.exams. ahaha yeah. was kinda a month i dont remember. but i know i got a lot closer to giselle. (:

november, last month! (:
i had singapore children's society musical performance which was really fun! i got to know some seniors better and they're really not as bad as you think! obviously some of them are, but its really good exposure and experience.
and then of course, prefects' camp! KRAFT! really got to know the other prefects a lot better and learnt a lot of new things. i think our batch is a really fun batch and i hope we'll remain that way! and found out i was in 2h. ahah.
then i also got to know nat. (: which i think is really fun cos or else i'll just be like daoing her and all. and she'll probably hate me. haha. and of course got to know thiam like a lot earlier, but i dont remember when i'm sorry!
mm. some depressing times in november but its all over! (:
yepp then went for rae and kjelt's outing thing and had music sunday too! (:
and spring cleaning! haha.

dec!
sunday school camp! really a great experience. it was really a lot of fun and excitement for that 3 days 2 nights. i actually dreaded going but i dont regret! i got to know yingen,cherie, marcus and felicia! and i'm really really glad. God already had like everything worked out for me. and i got to know yihui better! and we also started our maidship. (: and also i got to know mariko a lot a lot better. and everyone else too, for that matter. haha. and i got the best maid award. haha.
i went out with grace and vicky and vicky and nat haha. and got to know nat more (:
and of course, not forgetting the watermelon party (where i got to know abigail) and the christmas party (where i got to know seniors)
and then the uploading of photos! haah and the video.
and then sec 1 registration. ahah good exposure eh! and also christmas. and boxing day. haha yet again very different this year. and got to know mabel and family a lot more. nice nice people and theyre my relatives. (:
and of course, my falling sick and seeing cherie too many tiems in school. and then agm! where i got to bond with a few of the prefects and my comm as well!

yepp. and today, was pretty ok, just that i couldnt pack the room cos of the rain and we went to eat at pizza hut for dinner! I GOT MY HOLLY JOLLY PIZZA THAT I WANTED THANK YOU MUM! <33
we ate there to celebrate the last day of 2005. this year, i actually noticed it was the last day.

this year, i got ignored a whole lot of times! and i am unhappy about it and i got daoed a lot of times too by SOMEONE. whom i shall not mention. sigh.

as we usher in the new year in about 1/2 hour's time, ( i know, i type slow but there have been distractions!) we should make our resolutions! ok, so i'm late. but nevermind!

next year, i'm really hope its gonna be a good year. being a prefect and all.i really hope i'm able to meet up to everyones expectations. not forgetting God, i want my walk with Him to be even closer so that i wont feel the threat from the devil at anytime. im hoping i get to know all my new friends ive made this year better next year. and that our ss class can be more bonded! pb can be more bonded! 2h'06 will be more bonded! charis maidship be more bonded! because all of you are a great and fun bunch of people and without any one of you guys, my life would be so different. i hope i'll be able to really concentrate on my studies and achieve good grades. and of course, change for the better.
i also wish everyone would stp ignoring me because it really isnt a nice feeling being ignored! and i want to stop being told to shut up. ): oh and try not to exceed smses! i shall also try to be more optimistic and enthu and try not to think negative thoughts because i know everything that happens happens for a reason and its all in God's perfect plan! (:

of course a whole lot more, but i shall not go on. this is a really long post. i intend to post till 12. haha. to say happy new year everyone! ahha.

my reflections and resolutions being done (somewhat haha), i shall make an edit to my previous post!

the shortest post of the year: monday, october 17, 2005

haha. ok. that was random. reply to tags!

hi denise! thanks for introducing me to stupid comics. i shall blog about that another time! (:

haha no no! not addicted, supervisor! cos play 2 times in a week, so got the craving lor! haha! it will die off!

haha hello charisse! haha yeah but i found your blog before you found mine! haha. thanks for tagging! (:

HELLO IAN! haha why go ma'ams house? she got mahjong table anot!

the end of year 2005 is coming in about 10 minutes. i will really miss this year, but the memories will definitely remain. (: and nothing will change them. whether i drift apart from you, be it i knew you for some time or just knew you, or i get closer to you, i will still remember you and all the fun times we've had together. (: you got a place in my heart mate!

i was reading through my previous posts and like. wow. my style of writing has really changed from just july! this is why blogs are useful! (: haha.

i have decided to give you guys your shoutouts on paper! (: though it'll be overdue lah. haha. its ok right! new year shoutouts! (:

al right. 7 more minutes. (: i know its kinda pointless waiting but its ok. (:

6 minutes. this year has been really really great and fun knowing all of you who has really changed my life whether you want to believe it or not! (:

5 minutes. you either get your shoutout on sunday or on tuesday, haha

4 minutes! c5 is showing sky symphony countdown. (:

3 minutes, i have nothing else to say

2 minutes, aminah's being ego!

1 minute! :DDDDDDDDDD get ready y'all!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

[12.00 a.m. 1st jan 2006]

ok, imma go for watch night and i dont think i have enough time to blog all my crap cos i have a lot to say so i shall post after i come back! although it will be 2006 already. ): overdue but never mind! its my reflections and resolutions. (:

yay, the shortest and last post of the year.