Mary did you know?

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him
And all that I do every word that I say
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

this Christmas was good and bad. it started off really good in the morning. service was fun and lunch was fun and everything. and then after that mum and dad got really rude and i got pissed off. i mean, i guess i dont have a right to be pissed off at them, but they were so insensitive. i wont go into details.

after that went to grandparents place. nothing to do either. wasted a whole lot of time. then went over to the cheongs and honestly, i felt super awkward there. it was quite bad for me cos i was just. there. but im thankful to justin cos he made me feel at least welcome. so, thank you justin. ((: but when more people like keith, stef and rhoda came then it got a bit better so yeah.

mmhmm. not much lah really. this year's Christmas... i dunno. i think i prefer gatherings with school friends (eg jakk) rather than xs people. maybe cos i dont quite know them yet. but i dunno. but i definitely dont mind my own cell. xs is just a bit big. and i hate to say this, but sometimes church people really annoy me. ):

anyway. jakk and others picnic yesterday was loads fun. like really. i havent laughed like that in a long time. and it felt really good. so thank you kim abby joan belicia suyi. and joan your present is awesome.((: kim your present is really cute. i will use it next year.((:

i found my other half (unfortunately) and we fed turtles and fish and swans! and the stupid swan lake only had two swans. so lousy lah. but it was still loads of fun. and egyptian masquerade after that. thank you thank you thank you all sooooo much. i love yall alot alot alot.

i will post pictures another day all right. when i collect from abby and belicia. and in case i have other pictures worth posting. haha.

joan! i want the super embarrassing video. ((: thank you.

all right. i will stop here. happy boxing day! :D

i want to be there for you.