people need to know what they can and cannot do.
MIA!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
food safety; park restrictions
this guy reminds me of abby
hes called takagi, from the comedy duo ジョイマン (joyman)
watch him dance. can imagine abby doing it aye. abby is totally his descendant.
they even have the same hair! hahah.
I MISS YOU ABBY.)):
hes called takagi, from the comedy duo ジョイマン (joyman)
watch him dance. can imagine abby doing it aye. abby is totally his descendant.
they even have the same hair! hahah.
I MISS YOU ABBY.)):
Thursday, June 25, 2009
for 2 weeks
well.
the past two weeks have been really tiring. making decisions, talking to many people, getting opinions, hearing from God, etc etc etc. and right until the final moment, there was so much relief.
if you dont already know, im referring to running for council exco. they opened up the application right after june camp, which was a thursday, and we had to submit it in a week's time. so i prayed lots bout it, spoke to various people bout it, and yeah, basically i had already made up my mind on tuesday. i decided that i was gonna run, and i was gonna go for president as well.
BUT! char, the brilliant soul, (whom i love very much), asked me to really think bout it and make sure i knew what i was getting myself into. and that, for some reason, made me lose faith, and i wavered like crazy. i started to doubt, i started to think if it was really what God had wanted for me, whether it was a right decision or not. and it took sooooo long for me to decide again. and right until like 8pm on the submission day, my form was still empty. and it was getting scary.
i had a lot of concerns, a lot of fears, a lot of worries. and even right now, i cant even say what they were about. because i dont know. there was just this bugging uncertainty and unpeace within me, about whether to go for it or not. but He spoke to me, and He showed me part of His will for me at that point in time. and i am really thankful. God told me that everything was in His hands, and to give Him a chance to show me what He could do in my life if i just let Him. and of course, He also revealed many other things, but they're a bit more personal, so yes. hahah i will stop here.
so i filled in my application form, submitted it, and really just felt so relieved. and imma post my feelings bout the elections today on my lj so my flist will feel a bit more included ahah. imma leave it open for a week, then its gonna be f-locked. well, if i remember it, that is.
anyway, very very thankful that andrew is pres, and very thankful for my position as vice pres. also very thankful for the rest of the exco, and i believe that God will move all of us to do things for Him.((:
love you allllllls.
the past two weeks have been really tiring. making decisions, talking to many people, getting opinions, hearing from God, etc etc etc. and right until the final moment, there was so much relief.
if you dont already know, im referring to running for council exco. they opened up the application right after june camp, which was a thursday, and we had to submit it in a week's time. so i prayed lots bout it, spoke to various people bout it, and yeah, basically i had already made up my mind on tuesday. i decided that i was gonna run, and i was gonna go for president as well.
BUT! char, the brilliant soul, (whom i love very much), asked me to really think bout it and make sure i knew what i was getting myself into. and that, for some reason, made me lose faith, and i wavered like crazy. i started to doubt, i started to think if it was really what God had wanted for me, whether it was a right decision or not. and it took sooooo long for me to decide again. and right until like 8pm on the submission day, my form was still empty. and it was getting scary.
i had a lot of concerns, a lot of fears, a lot of worries. and even right now, i cant even say what they were about. because i dont know. there was just this bugging uncertainty and unpeace within me, about whether to go for it or not. but He spoke to me, and He showed me part of His will for me at that point in time. and i am really thankful. God told me that everything was in His hands, and to give Him a chance to show me what He could do in my life if i just let Him. and of course, He also revealed many other things, but they're a bit more personal, so yes. hahah i will stop here.
so i filled in my application form, submitted it, and really just felt so relieved. and imma post my feelings bout the elections today on my lj so my flist will feel a bit more included ahah. imma leave it open for a week, then its gonna be f-locked. well, if i remember it, that is.
anyway, very very thankful that andrew is pres, and very thankful for my position as vice pres. also very thankful for the rest of the exco, and i believe that God will move all of us to do things for Him.((:
love you allllllls.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
overload
hahaha amusing.
i think 30% of the people i know are now attached. hahah. and i never knew bout it! ahahha.
the best was during ongko's party. found out that like. 40-50% of the people present are attached. hahaha and slowly, i keep getting more news and finding out more secrets from various people HAHHA DAMN EXCITING.
i bet pris is all like "whens it my turn" ahhahah.
i love yall. so sweet.((:
i think 30% of the people i know are now attached. hahah. and i never knew bout it! ahahha.
the best was during ongko's party. found out that like. 40-50% of the people present are attached. hahaha and slowly, i keep getting more news and finding out more secrets from various people HAHHA DAMN EXCITING.
i bet pris is all like "whens it my turn" ahhahah.
i love yall. so sweet.((:
Saturday, June 20, 2009
brings back memories
for the last 6 months, ive lost my way countless times.
everything ive worked for, everything ive built up for the last two years in mg, i lost it all in ac within half a year.
its time to build everything up again. right from scratch. but at least i know im not alone. at least now, i have other people to build it up with.
thank you char phang! youve been an awesome source of support for me for the past week. im sorry i always irritate you and make you very impatient. but thank you very very much. i think ive said all i had to say in the email.((: love you charxxx.
everything ive worked for, everything ive built up for the last two years in mg, i lost it all in ac within half a year.
its time to build everything up again. right from scratch. but at least i know im not alone. at least now, i have other people to build it up with.
thank you char phang! youve been an awesome source of support for me for the past week. im sorry i always irritate you and make you very impatient. but thank you very very much. i think ive said all i had to say in the email.((: love you charxxx.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
please
i dont know if ive taken the right action or not.
i dont know if this is what You want for me or not.
i dont know what to expect.
i dont know if i can.
all i know is that this is in Your perfect plan.
every step i take, i take in You.
show me Your face, O Lord
i want to know You more
i want to stay
right here with You
all of my days
i dont know if this is what You want for me or not.
i dont know what to expect.
i dont know if i can.
all i know is that this is in Your perfect plan.
every step i take, i take in You.
show me Your face, O Lord
i want to know You more
i want to stay
right here with You
all of my days
Monday, June 15, 2009
i suppose i should do some reflections.
so first up, cf camp! all i know just before the camp was that i needed to go back to God. that i needed a fresh touch from him. and i got it. and i thank God for once again calling me back into his kingdom. and really, God has spoken to me during camp in a way like no other. he has put songs into my head, he has given me visions, he has taught me through his word, he has spoken to me in the prayer room, he has touched me through worship, he has encouraged me through fellowship. and camp was really something i believe changed many peoples' lives. whether or not it ran as planned, whether or not the schedule was followed to the minute, it doesnt matter. cos God worked in the camp, he walked with each and everyone of us during the camp. i believe all the campers met him face to face. and his perfect plan has come through.
on the first night, when we had pt, i was really challenged. cos i expected camp to be really really God focused and suddenly, the camp comm started to be all strict and imposing all these physical challenges on us, and i was kinda like, this is crazy. cos i knew i was gonna get this crap during council camp already. but now that i think bout it, i really pushed myself and i was prepared for council camp. and God also spoke to me when i spent time reflecting. and even until now, there are still things i dont understand, there are still messages hidden and that i cannot fully comprehend, but i know God will reveal them to me when i'm ready.
cf camp was just awesome. really appreciate the camp comm for all their efforts, and their hearts were really God centred, and he really blessed the camp and lifted their efforts.
next, famine camp. it was just dumb. honestly. i mean, i could probably say my heart wasnt right, but i honestly honestly feel that it had very bad organisation. and overall, i was just unhappy. i left early cos my arms started to ache really badly at night so in the end i dont get my 30 hours. ugh sickening. UNHAPPY.
Anyway. On to council camp. It sucked really bad at the start of camp. i really couldnt wait for it to be over. im not gonna go into detail, cos i took like an hour to verbally say it to jiap, so you can imagine the time i will take to type and the time you will take to read the post. so yes. but in short, im sure all the elects have had some sort of takeaway, whether individually or as a body of elects. but i know that we're capable of so much more. and honestly, i think the 33rds are a bit disappointed as well, cos there are so many things they wanted us to learn, but that we havent grasped yet. but its okay! i think with more time, and with a good exco, we will go somewhere farrrrrrrrrr.
now the next question is. exco or not, and if yes, president or not. this question has really been bugging me quite a bit. and ive heard from various various people their opinions and stuff. and well, i have yet to come to a decision. but well, eventually, we'll know what happens.
overall, the past 6 1/2 months since dec08 has been very challenging. for the me who doesnt really like to meet new people, i have been with 6 different groups of new people. thats an average of one new group of people per month. and it's really really tiring for me. i mean, can you imagine meeting some completely new people every month and you're expected to get along with them almost immediately? its crazy. but somehow, ive gotten through it. hopefully, this will help in my future meetings with new people. hm.
okay. im tired. i'll see yallllls.
reach out and touch somebody's hand
make this world a better place if you can
on the first night, when we had pt, i was really challenged. cos i expected camp to be really really God focused and suddenly, the camp comm started to be all strict and imposing all these physical challenges on us, and i was kinda like, this is crazy. cos i knew i was gonna get this crap during council camp already. but now that i think bout it, i really pushed myself and i was prepared for council camp. and God also spoke to me when i spent time reflecting. and even until now, there are still things i dont understand, there are still messages hidden and that i cannot fully comprehend, but i know God will reveal them to me when i'm ready.
cf camp was just awesome. really appreciate the camp comm for all their efforts, and their hearts were really God centred, and he really blessed the camp and lifted their efforts.
next, famine camp. it was just dumb. honestly. i mean, i could probably say my heart wasnt right, but i honestly honestly feel that it had very bad organisation. and overall, i was just unhappy. i left early cos my arms started to ache really badly at night so in the end i dont get my 30 hours. ugh sickening. UNHAPPY.
Anyway. On to council camp. It sucked really bad at the start of camp. i really couldnt wait for it to be over. im not gonna go into detail, cos i took like an hour to verbally say it to jiap, so you can imagine the time i will take to type and the time you will take to read the post. so yes. but in short, im sure all the elects have had some sort of takeaway, whether individually or as a body of elects. but i know that we're capable of so much more. and honestly, i think the 33rds are a bit disappointed as well, cos there are so many things they wanted us to learn, but that we havent grasped yet. but its okay! i think with more time, and with a good exco, we will go somewhere farrrrrrrrrr.
now the next question is. exco or not, and if yes, president or not. this question has really been bugging me quite a bit. and ive heard from various various people their opinions and stuff. and well, i have yet to come to a decision. but well, eventually, we'll know what happens.
overall, the past 6 1/2 months since dec08 has been very challenging. for the me who doesnt really like to meet new people, i have been with 6 different groups of new people. thats an average of one new group of people per month. and it's really really tiring for me. i mean, can you imagine meeting some completely new people every month and you're expected to get along with them almost immediately? its crazy. but somehow, ive gotten through it. hopefully, this will help in my future meetings with new people. hm.
okay. im tired. i'll see yallllls.
reach out and touch somebody's hand
make this world a better place if you can
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
adieu, adieu, to you and you and you~
ugh i waste so much time its disgusting.
bye yalls. i'll see you when i get back.
bye yalls. i'll see you when i get back.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
love you just the way you are
tmr's the last day of school, so i thought id just take some time to type down my thoughts despite the 1000+ assignments due tmr.
orientation started off quite badly for me, and i sincerely (i am so sorry) thought my og sucked the most of all time. but, things got better, and i am getting along so well now with the person that i got really irritated with in the og. and im thankful for that.
then the class came along. and man was it bad, again. i tried really hard to be optimistic, to learn something from my experience with my og, but no, it proved to be an even harder challenge. now, on the whole, i guess it's pretty okay, but there are definitely more battles to be fought and won.
then council came along, and came with it even more trouble. the interview, the campaigning, the results, the expectations, everything. it was all pretty draining, and im pretty sure that things arent gonna get any easier. its gonna be mental torture, and if i can survive it, WOW.
i've had my ups and downs throughout the three months/two terms in ac. and there are gonna be more ups and downs. but i appreciate everyone who has been there for me. to listen to me, to comfort me, to pray for me, to talk to me, to support me, to make me laugh, to make me cry, everything. jc life is just gonna get more and more intense, but i hope ill be able to come through as a stronger person at the end.
orientation started off quite badly for me, and i sincerely (i am so sorry) thought my og sucked the most of all time. but, things got better, and i am getting along so well now with the person that i got really irritated with in the og. and im thankful for that.
then the class came along. and man was it bad, again. i tried really hard to be optimistic, to learn something from my experience with my og, but no, it proved to be an even harder challenge. now, on the whole, i guess it's pretty okay, but there are definitely more battles to be fought and won.
then council came along, and came with it even more trouble. the interview, the campaigning, the results, the expectations, everything. it was all pretty draining, and im pretty sure that things arent gonna get any easier. its gonna be mental torture, and if i can survive it, WOW.
i've had my ups and downs throughout the three months/two terms in ac. and there are gonna be more ups and downs. but i appreciate everyone who has been there for me. to listen to me, to comfort me, to pray for me, to talk to me, to support me, to make me laugh, to make me cry, everything. jc life is just gonna get more and more intense, but i hope ill be able to come through as a stronger person at the end.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
raef
it just occured to me today how fragile life really is.
and how much courage it takes to leave everything behind.
This is my Father's world.
O let me ne'er forget
that though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father's world:
why should my heart be sad?
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring!
God reigns; let the earth be glad!
and how much courage it takes to leave everything behind.
This is my Father's world.
O let me ne'er forget
that though the wrong seems oft so strong,
God is the ruler yet.
This is my Father's world:
why should my heart be sad?
The Lord is King; let the heavens ring!
God reigns; let the earth be glad!
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 09, 2009
precipitation x1000
impact after impact today.
i wont talk too much cos im really tired.
but i thank God for his love, mercy and grace.
i thought of you today.
i wont talk too much cos im really tired.
but i thank God for his love, mercy and grace.
i thought of you today.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
limitations
ugh i am so unhealthy. i slept like 12+++++ hours. like i wanted to go for second service today, cos when i woke up at 7 i was so tired, but i overslept. ugh sickening lah.
ive got my gp essay left for the rest of the night. its not too much, i guess. maybe 2 to 3 hours? hopefully less. i dunno how im gonna write the actual paper during exams lah. die man.
ive been feeling so purposeless. like every time i think of school, i get so depressed. i think i just really want to get the next 1 1/2 years over and done with.
anyway. when i was walking down for combined cell yesterday, suddenly i remembered so many things. so many many many things. that are gone, like, forever. but well, i guess there are other things to take its place.
i should learn to be thankful.
ive got my gp essay left for the rest of the night. its not too much, i guess. maybe 2 to 3 hours? hopefully less. i dunno how im gonna write the actual paper during exams lah. die man.
ive been feeling so purposeless. like every time i think of school, i get so depressed. i think i just really want to get the next 1 1/2 years over and done with.
anyway. when i was walking down for combined cell yesterday, suddenly i remembered so many things. so many many many things. that are gone, like, forever. but well, i guess there are other things to take its place.
i should learn to be thankful.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
smells like school spirit!
[rant]
went for cheering for debate team against vjc at vjc. honestly, at first when the councillors told us all nominees had to go, i felt it was kinda unfair cos, well, yeah. i am, we're not in council yet, and they're not giving us a choice. i was kinda. upset over it.
but i was glad i went. really glad.
just that the organisers of the debate were kinda stupid. i mean, you hold it at vj, your judges are vjc alumni, obviously vj will win right! i swear everything was totally against acj. and vj was so loser cos the number of ac supporters totally thrashed vj supporters can. they had more people on duty than they had for supporters. how lousy is that! i mean, aside from the fact that the nominees were in a sense, made to go, but i cheered with all my heart!
ugh. the best speaker went to the person whom i felt was the worst speaker of the debate. i mean seriously, wth. ann speaks SO much better than her. she is undeserving of the award. just because she's from vj? wheres the fairness man.
and overall, ac was so much stronger be it in their delivery, their rebuttals or their points. just because you have vj alumni, obviously they would want their alma mater to win right. do the organisers not have BRAINS to get a NEUTRAL PARTY to be the judges. i mean, seriously. think about it!
ugh. anyway, ac beat them hands down, no matter what. cos we know who the truly strong ones are. who cares bout vj. so bloody far, and the whole event wasnt even organised properly. and their "student leaders" dont know how to serve.
yes, i know, im being cynical. but well, if you were there, you would understand.
all right, so not every student in vj is like that, but the people at the debate were definitely not pleasant. honestly, the good things bout the whole wasted day in that building was listening to acdebate team slam the opponents, and the free food. i should have eaten more of that samosa.
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well, at least i managed to finish most of my work throughout the day. and im really excited! cos the gp/ki dept is planning a trip to kyushu and i really really wanted to go. but i was damn scared my mum wouldnt allow, but i decided to take the form anyway. and when i showed it to her, she miraculously agreed! :D! so i did my personal statement today. ohh man i really really want to go on this trip! it would make me such a happier person, really. and salad says it's the week of the release of arashi's 10th anniversary album, so maybe ill get to see something big somewhere! im hoping!
other than it, its really been about council. i wont say too much, but one-liners are on monday. i cannot wait for monday to be over and results to be out. i still dont know if i want to get in or not, but we shall see what happens. i just want to get over the one-liners first.
recently, nothing much. school has been pretty okay. got class debate on monday (oh crap) and geog test on thursday (ugh) but ive been trying to keep up with my work, so shouldnt be too bad.
i was very encouraged by door to door! i really really was. i love watching nino's drama sps. they never fail to lift my spirits. cept maybe sukoshi.... cos i havent watched it yet, but it looks pretty boring.
ive watched the quiz show season 1 until ep 11 and golden ep1. mm well, sho's uhm. got pretty eyes. hahaha really really pretty eyes. the show is okay overall, just that i get really annoyed at the producer cos shes damn useless and her nose looks fixed. but maybe she will come in handy in the later parts of the show.
my cat is sick! his fur is having some problem and its really gross. and he's bleeding and itching and ugh. but lets hope he gets well soon.
ive been missing too much cell, both fridays and saturdays. well, sundays for now. im really sorry! i got loads of catching up to do with my homework and with cellies, and i will soon! hopefully. dont forget me!
ugh the weekend is over wayyy too fast. tuition on monday, cheering again on tuesday, MUGGGG on wednesday, test on thursday (plus 2.4km!), cc dinner on thursday, holiday on friday. yaye.
hmm. all rights. this post is actually pretty proper.
take that, madam!
went for cheering for debate team against vjc at vjc. honestly, at first when the councillors told us all nominees had to go, i felt it was kinda unfair cos, well, yeah. i am, we're not in council yet, and they're not giving us a choice. i was kinda. upset over it.
but i was glad i went. really glad.
just that the organisers of the debate were kinda stupid. i mean, you hold it at vj, your judges are vjc alumni, obviously vj will win right! i swear everything was totally against acj. and vj was so loser cos the number of ac supporters totally thrashed vj supporters can. they had more people on duty than they had for supporters. how lousy is that! i mean, aside from the fact that the nominees were in a sense, made to go, but i cheered with all my heart!
ugh. the best speaker went to the person whom i felt was the worst speaker of the debate. i mean seriously, wth. ann speaks SO much better than her. she is undeserving of the award. just because she's from vj? wheres the fairness man.
and overall, ac was so much stronger be it in their delivery, their rebuttals or their points. just because you have vj alumni, obviously they would want their alma mater to win right. do the organisers not have BRAINS to get a NEUTRAL PARTY to be the judges. i mean, seriously. think about it!
ugh. anyway, ac beat them hands down, no matter what. cos we know who the truly strong ones are. who cares bout vj. so bloody far, and the whole event wasnt even organised properly. and their "student leaders" dont know how to serve.
yes, i know, im being cynical. but well, if you were there, you would understand.
all right, so not every student in vj is like that, but the people at the debate were definitely not pleasant. honestly, the good things bout the whole wasted day in that building was listening to acdebate team slam the opponents, and the free food. i should have eaten more of that samosa.
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well, at least i managed to finish most of my work throughout the day. and im really excited! cos the gp/ki dept is planning a trip to kyushu and i really really wanted to go. but i was damn scared my mum wouldnt allow, but i decided to take the form anyway. and when i showed it to her, she miraculously agreed! :D! so i did my personal statement today. ohh man i really really want to go on this trip! it would make me such a happier person, really. and salad says it's the week of the release of arashi's 10th anniversary album, so maybe ill get to see something big somewhere! im hoping!
other than it, its really been about council. i wont say too much, but one-liners are on monday. i cannot wait for monday to be over and results to be out. i still dont know if i want to get in or not, but we shall see what happens. i just want to get over the one-liners first.
recently, nothing much. school has been pretty okay. got class debate on monday (oh crap) and geog test on thursday (ugh) but ive been trying to keep up with my work, so shouldnt be too bad.
i was very encouraged by door to door! i really really was. i love watching nino's drama sps. they never fail to lift my spirits. cept maybe sukoshi.... cos i havent watched it yet, but it looks pretty boring.
ive watched the quiz show season 1 until ep 11 and golden ep1. mm well, sho's uhm. got pretty eyes. hahaha really really pretty eyes. the show is okay overall, just that i get really annoyed at the producer cos shes damn useless and her nose looks fixed. but maybe she will come in handy in the later parts of the show.
my cat is sick! his fur is having some problem and its really gross. and he's bleeding and itching and ugh. but lets hope he gets well soon.
ive been missing too much cell, both fridays and saturdays. well, sundays for now. im really sorry! i got loads of catching up to do with my homework and with cellies, and i will soon! hopefully. dont forget me!
ugh the weekend is over wayyy too fast. tuition on monday, cheering again on tuesday, MUGGGG on wednesday, test on thursday (plus 2.4km!), cc dinner on thursday, holiday on friday. yaye.
hmm. all rights. this post is actually pretty proper.
take that, madam!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Amen!
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and an 8-year old daughter.
The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed at the end of July.
The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says:- 'A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by a veiled Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!'
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds m ean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle.
Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still controlling and turning the world. Please let this story be shared.
well, i dont know how credible and reliable this is, but God will work in his ways.
The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE!
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed at the end of July.
The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says:- 'A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by a veiled Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!'
Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds m ean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle.
Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still controlling and turning the world. Please let this story be shared.
well, i dont know how credible and reliable this is, but God will work in his ways.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
definitely
Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds
In the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun
Come shining through
For you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear
May be ever so near
That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life
Is still worth-while
If you just smile
Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds
In the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun
Come shining through
For you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear
May be ever so near
That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life
Is still worth-while
If you just smile
Smile
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
thanks, gratitude, rain and storm
i suppose i should post about my council interview, although its a bit late. just to remind me of what it was like.
so, yes i am running for council. and the interview was well, not very interesting. i was suuuuuper nervous when i was waiting for my turn. i dont know why though. and my answers werent all that great lah. i kept stammering and stuttering and most of the time i didnt really understand what i was talking about. i know people are not gonna believe me when i tell them, but i think based on my interview alone, i probably wouldn't get in. but oh well. whatever it is, dont say i didnt try. if in the end i dont get it, its not my choice.
i dont have much of a memory of it happening, honestly. kinda just. happened. same with all my other interviews actually. the prefect interview, head prefect interview. everything feels the same. so ohh well.
whatever that will happen will happen. and its not in my control anymore. there's gonna be a briefing tmr for all those running. mmmmmmm.
i dont want monday to come. i still have lots of unfinished homework. and i dont know if i can finish it.)))))))))))))):
so, yes i am running for council. and the interview was well, not very interesting. i was suuuuuper nervous when i was waiting for my turn. i dont know why though. and my answers werent all that great lah. i kept stammering and stuttering and most of the time i didnt really understand what i was talking about. i know people are not gonna believe me when i tell them, but i think based on my interview alone, i probably wouldn't get in. but oh well. whatever it is, dont say i didnt try. if in the end i dont get it, its not my choice.
i dont have much of a memory of it happening, honestly. kinda just. happened. same with all my other interviews actually. the prefect interview, head prefect interview. everything feels the same. so ohh well.
whatever that will happen will happen. and its not in my control anymore. there's gonna be a briefing tmr for all those running. mmmmmmm.
i dont want monday to come. i still have lots of unfinished homework. and i dont know if i can finish it.)))))))))))))):
pay by cash only; fish dont like NETS (ohh i get it!)
peoples need to stop bullying me. its hurting my self esteem.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
food for thought
WAH. damn full. ((: and satisfied.
had high tea with jie and mum at raffles hotel, tiffin room. the food there.. well selection is limited, but its good. its filling, and fulfilling. i didnt eat the whole day cept for one waffle and a bottle of milo just so i could eat more at the buffet. and it was damn good.((:
well, school sucks. i hate (half) my class. like with a burning passion. i dont think ive ever hated anyone as much before. not even **********. hahah no just kidding. the ******* doesnt mean anything.
I REALLY WANT MG LIFE BACK. ac life sucks. for now it does. im still trying to find my place and purpose in ac. like, is it really where i'm supposed to be? and i was just thinking today, maybe im actually really made for poly. but at least im talking to tim and daniel more. and i hate guys who think they're so cool. and swearing is cool. cos its not and plain rude and you act like you have no parents and no childhood and i pity you cos you have limited vocabulary. and i have a useless chairperson, and nobody in my class seem to be competent enough to plan any event. SAD. there is like absolutely zero potential in the (half of the) class. ch.
the dsa and appeal students seem to be fitting in more than the posted students. wonder why?
hm.........
had high tea with jie and mum at raffles hotel, tiffin room. the food there.. well selection is limited, but its good. its filling, and fulfilling. i didnt eat the whole day cept for one waffle and a bottle of milo just so i could eat more at the buffet. and it was damn good.((:
well, school sucks. i hate (half) my class. like with a burning passion. i dont think ive ever hated anyone as much before. not even **********. hahah no just kidding. the ******* doesnt mean anything.
I REALLY WANT MG LIFE BACK. ac life sucks. for now it does. im still trying to find my place and purpose in ac. like, is it really where i'm supposed to be? and i was just thinking today, maybe im actually really made for poly. but at least im talking to tim and daniel more. and i hate guys who think they're so cool. and swearing is cool. cos its not and plain rude and you act like you have no parents and no childhood and i pity you cos you have limited vocabulary. and i have a useless chairperson, and nobody in my class seem to be competent enough to plan any event. SAD. there is like absolutely zero potential in the (half of the) class. ch.
the dsa and appeal students seem to be fitting in more than the posted students. wonder why?
hm.........
Monday, March 16, 2009
this is the movement
many things have been going on. first term of school has been pretty crazy. i need to sit down and think my life through. i need to use this march holidays to piece my life back together. find time to spend with God, family, friends and homework.
i've been feeling so purposeless lately. and it doesnt really help that a lot of times i dont feel like talking. im really okay. i mean, if i was going to die tmr, i'll definitely let you know. i promise.
i hope i recover from this awful flu soon! i dont want to miss jakk dinner, and i really dont want to be sick the rest of the holidays. why couldnt my flu come either earlier or later. just has to be at the start of the holidays.
i guess starting from term 2 onwards i'll have a lot less time. many things to look forward to, but probably less social time. well, give and take i guess. but one thing that i really wanna improve would be my class. cos now, it's just awful. but, let's start afresh. let's give everyone a chance. afterall, i dont wanna complain for two years and feel all gross while everyone else has fun. tch.
God has taught me 3 lessons over the past week or so:
1) He ALWAYS answers prayers
2) He works in His own timing
3) whatever i try to do will be futile in the end, because He plans my way
i hope this can be an encouragement to someone who might need it at any point in time.
many things to take care of, but things will work out fine. somehow.
earthwired on saturday! PATIENCE! i really kinda like my group. although we're not superbly close or anything, but everyone really gave their best during the games and no one withheld or anything. and i made quite a few new friends, who are really really nice. the whole event was a blessing. i dont know how long we will be able to stay in touch, but we'll see what happens.((:
i'll plan out my week here so i dont forget:
monday: SEE DOCTOR. post letter. meet hinann for lunch. hand in econs tutorial. do homework. meet kim at 5pm at 6th ave. jakk dinner.
tuesday: vanesa's house at 10am. math tuition with tian at 3pm. run at night.
wednesday: class party(?). mgs at 6.30 pm.
thursday: bubble tea date with peanut! homework day. run at night.
friday: go out with lesley
saturday: cosunday meeting. cell (or maybe not). run at night if no cell.
sunday: church. no plans yet.
ughhh then school. it seems like im going to be eating quite a lot during the holidays ohh dear. i need to continue running. 2.4km trial for mass pe. crap.
on a happier (or not) note, utaoni has ended! i really really enjoyed the show. it brought me lots of joy. and well, i dont think ohno needed to act much as kenta, but the parts which he did, i felt he did very well. or maybe im just ohno inclined.
yatterman! come to singapore pleeeease! ahh crap. i'd really really like to watch on the big screen. siiiiiiiiiiigh.
that reminds me, i havent done my drama post ohh dear. i keep procrastinating. but soon! i hope.
believe on yes933 just now. it felt nice, being able to hear arashi on a singaporean radio channel. i was hoping they would play kn,k but nope, they didnt. maybe next week, hopefully?
SUJU NEW ALBUM IS OUT AFTER ETERNITY! i need to get back into them man. and haha, arashi and dbsk appeared together on music station! :D the japanese are SO small. poor nino. 17yearold.
edit/I AM HAPPY!
hahaha ohh man they all look so different! i found it quite hard to recognise some of them, namely hankyung cos he had those stupid sunglasses on so i kept wondering who it was.
kangin doesnt get a close up until like 1:58. pfft. and oh gosh, he needs a haircut. kibum too.
donghae! hahah he looks the same!
everyone looks quite good (even kyuhyun whom i still think looks a bit weird) except for ryeowook and sungmin. hahaha sorry sien! but they really look quite bad.
im really really glad for them cos they've improved so much! like their dance steps and timing and its not easy with 13 people okay!i mean, NEWS can't even do it properly with 6
mmmmm MAYBE this will get me back on the korean track. i'm really really happy for em though!:D
sorry, sorry!
i've been feeling so purposeless lately. and it doesnt really help that a lot of times i dont feel like talking. im really okay. i mean, if i was going to die tmr, i'll definitely let you know. i promise.
i hope i recover from this awful flu soon! i dont want to miss jakk dinner, and i really dont want to be sick the rest of the holidays. why couldnt my flu come either earlier or later. just has to be at the start of the holidays.
i guess starting from term 2 onwards i'll have a lot less time. many things to look forward to, but probably less social time. well, give and take i guess. but one thing that i really wanna improve would be my class. cos now, it's just awful. but, let's start afresh. let's give everyone a chance. afterall, i dont wanna complain for two years and feel all gross while everyone else has fun. tch.
God has taught me 3 lessons over the past week or so:
1) He ALWAYS answers prayers
2) He works in His own timing
3) whatever i try to do will be futile in the end, because He plans my way
i hope this can be an encouragement to someone who might need it at any point in time.
many things to take care of, but things will work out fine. somehow.
earthwired on saturday! PATIENCE! i really kinda like my group. although we're not superbly close or anything, but everyone really gave their best during the games and no one withheld or anything. and i made quite a few new friends, who are really really nice. the whole event was a blessing. i dont know how long we will be able to stay in touch, but we'll see what happens.((:
i'll plan out my week here so i dont forget:
monday: SEE DOCTOR. post letter. meet hinann for lunch. hand in econs tutorial. do homework. meet kim at 5pm at 6th ave. jakk dinner.
tuesday: vanesa's house at 10am. math tuition with tian at 3pm. run at night.
wednesday: class party(?). mgs at 6.30 pm.
thursday: bubble tea date with peanut! homework day. run at night.
friday: go out with lesley
saturday: cosunday meeting. cell (or maybe not). run at night if no cell.
sunday: church. no plans yet.
ughhh then school. it seems like im going to be eating quite a lot during the holidays ohh dear. i need to continue running. 2.4km trial for mass pe. crap.
on a happier (or not) note, utaoni has ended! i really really enjoyed the show. it brought me lots of joy. and well, i dont think ohno needed to act much as kenta, but the parts which he did, i felt he did very well. or maybe im just ohno inclined.
yatterman! come to singapore pleeeease! ahh crap. i'd really really like to watch on the big screen. siiiiiiiiiiigh.
that reminds me, i havent done my drama post ohh dear. i keep procrastinating. but soon! i hope.
believe on yes933 just now. it felt nice, being able to hear arashi on a singaporean radio channel. i was hoping they would play kn,k but nope, they didnt. maybe next week, hopefully?
SUJU NEW ALBUM IS OUT AFTER ETERNITY! i need to get back into them man. and haha, arashi and dbsk appeared together on music station! :D the japanese are SO small. poor nino. 17yearold.
edit/I AM HAPPY!
hahaha ohh man they all look so different! i found it quite hard to recognise some of them, namely hankyung cos he had those stupid sunglasses on so i kept wondering who it was.
kangin doesnt get a close up until like 1:58. pfft. and oh gosh, he needs a haircut. kibum too.
donghae! hahah he looks the same!
everyone looks quite good (even kyuhyun whom i still think looks a bit weird) except for ryeowook and sungmin. hahaha sorry sien! but they really look quite bad.
im really really glad for them cos they've improved so much! like their dance steps and timing and its not easy with 13 people okay!
mmmmm MAYBE this will get me back on the korean track. i'm really really happy for em though!:D
sorry, sorry!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
to all the people who've made me who i am
Found a reason to be strong
You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name
I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends
<33
You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name
I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends
<33
Thursday, January 29, 2009
beware: pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooost.
okayyyy yes i have no life. but im BACK! and better than ever (seriously).
so! because i recently cannot remember things that happen in my life, i shall tell you my new and improved way of helping me remember! haha okay no lah. its just that i got my arashi calendar from saltypeanuts@lj. but im a bit upset cos it was really quite crumpled and creased. so i complained. and i got a 40% off the calendar ahhaha. so when i order something that's $4 next time, i get it free. :D complaining is champion. hahahha. but yes. i guess im okay with the calendar save for the creases. but it's quite thin. and quite small. and quite hard to write in cos there's so little space, so im using it for appointments and birthdays mainly. i should stick stickynotes on it so i wont ruin it. but then it becomes useless. haiyar.
oh yeah in my previous previous entry i complained so much bout the bus that i didnt bother to blog. last wednesday went cycling with grace, lianne, yanka and joan. and i got a foot tan. which sucked. but it's pretty much faded now; still embarrassing though. i realised that i really really like cycling. i can cycle like forever and ever lah. i dont think ill ever get sick of it. but nooooo my parents dont want to buy me a bicycle. and even kelly advises me against it. whyyyyy. isnt it good to invest in a bike? ._.
thursday lipin and i went to vanesa's house for lunch. FREE FOOD hahhaa. thats like one of my motivations to get me out of the house. and vanesa's life is really too good already. hahaha. got too many things at home. and ive decided to watch bleach alll over again. ahhhh 200 over episodes to reach the latest ep. :3 die lah. confirm fail j1. got so many distractions! haiyoh.
friday and saturday had family dinners. friday's one was dad's side. at brookvale. i played with rachael's wii. I WANT A WII. like it never occured to me how much im missing out. hahha until the family dinners. then on saturday it was barbecue. and i was playing with ben's psp. I WANT A PSP. seriously! these things are damn fun lah. but soooo expensive that i know its not worth it. but i still want one. ahhh my wish list is longer than me.)): NO KAT. BE CONTENT.
sunday! sunday was quite fun i suppose? had church. did skit for the kids. ahhaha i realised how truly auntie i can speak. hahha quite scary lah. then ahhh the p3s in church are sooooo cute. abraham (who looks like a monkey) is damn cute! and he wears retainers! at p3! so poor thing. hahaha.
then cny! hello sien! this cny part is for you! since you were the only one who bothered to ask hahah. it was okay lah. i got 40ish angpaos and $300ish! :D okay lah, quite happy. i mean, last year was also $300ish so not too much of a drop. and it feels good having cash at hand now. the next thing to learn is to control spending. and an excellent way to do that is to not bring any money out at all. which im starting to do.
somehow this year's cny wasnt as bad as i expected. and i realised something bout my family. when you prove yourself capable of doing something, only then will you be accepted. it's very strange. this year they were all pretty friendly towards me. which kinda scared me. it was unusual lah. but OH WELL. as terrible as it sounds, im only interested in cny for the money hahaha. and 40ish angpaos not bad considering how many less places we visited this year. maybe that's another reason why this year's cny not so bad.
OHH! but something really bad happened on the third day (yesterday)! cos i spent the whole day at grandy's place, then i was in one of the rooms. and the door to that room was spoilt. as in the handle-lock part. then i was the only one in the room and then the room door closed. so i was stuck inside alone. like seriously. totally no way out unless i climbed out the window. but even so, the window had grills that were locked. i really thought i was gonna die inside okay! like starve to death or something. damn scared lah! somemore all alone, helpless, fearful. okay not that bad, but it wasnt a pleasant experience lah. then jiujiu got me out. hahaha lucky siiiiahhh.
today had lunch with plees, jiap, den, yanka, lianne. at soup spoon. my first time eating there! pumpkin soup! quite nice. it was like a sweet soup. but not very soupy. more pasty-pureey. but it was nice. although i think i like the mushroom one better. and ive decided! next time i go to soup spoon, ill order the mushroom one but no more bread bowl. way too filling. maybe the crusted top dunno what thing. that's nicer. ((: then we went to starbucks. and sat around and talked. and then they went shopping. piang. hahah. i realised i only shop for bags and shoes. im very practical eh. hahaha yes and denise and i had a loooooong dispute because she wanted to give me a present but i didnt want it. and im so sorry bout your phone den! everytime she's with me, something bad happens. maybe you should stop hanging out with me. ahhaha.
then i went over to teach auntie vicky how to use the computer. hahaha i realised ms excel is very very useful. very. hahaha yes more computer knowledge :D and ryan is suuuuuper cute now! i was looking at some old photos of his (where he looked like an alien) but he's super cute now. but very very naughty. im quite worried he'll grow up to be like some brat.
posting results out tomorrow! i wonder what time they're gonna inform us. i dont really wanna wake up to the sms, but ahhhh. i dont really feel like telling anyone either. hahah. see my mood lah.
HI COCONUT!((: please dont die in army i want my very belated christmas card! and thank you for calling!:D
for the following part: im lazy to copy and paste so go to the webpage if you wanna read the article.
OH WONBIN LEFT FTISLAND. ahhh joan how! should i still support them? i know it was his own decision to leave but! make me so upset! haiyah but the new member isnt even cute can! and his name is so hard to pronounce. )): song seung hyun. i guess if he's funny and entertaining then okay but he looks damn serious. come to think of it, wonbin was pretty useless. hahaha cos hongki was vocals already, and jonghoon usually played the guitar. and although seung hyun wants to add in rap, wonbin rapped too! AIYAH. this is internal conflict siah. ahh well lets hope for the best for oh wonbin! I HOPE YOU DO WELL.
and it was the time i was getting back into ft lah. like i just put their songs into ikaladrasie the day before joan msged me and told me wonbin left. AIYAH. stupid.
okay i need to get back to korean soon. jpop wave is totally drowning me. hahaha. but suju has nothing going on now (not that i know about anyway), im not keen on big bang's new style, i've never really been into dbsk, i just got upset with ft, and the latest new korean song i heard was gee by snsd which im also not very into. DIE LAH! the koreans used to be so much more interesting. i need to find something to revive that spark in me again.
but for now! hahah. arashi is the new katkraze. ee. haha but seriously they are damn funny. like once you get into them, you cant get out of it. well for now that is. and i realised that jdramas are really good. and im not being biased. okay maybe a bit. but. i will prove my point. next post: drama post. all my recommended dramas and my currently watching dramas. i have good taste! hahaha. aiyah this is getting nowhere. je fandom another day i suppose.
i need to pangsai quite badly so i think i shall stop here for today. i think i've blogged about everything i was planning to blog about. if not, next post. ohh yes, i dunno if i should start blogging regularly on lj or not. cos that's more like a passageway to get to people's locked journals hahaha. but since i made new friends there, i dunno if i should start posting. not regularly, cos i dont even blog here regularly, but more like... frequently? cos now i only have 2 posts there. and i said i'll blog when big things happen, but big things dont really happen in my life. thoughts, anyone?
so! because i recently cannot remember things that happen in my life, i shall tell you my new and improved way of helping me remember! haha okay no lah. its just that i got my arashi calendar from saltypeanuts@lj. but im a bit upset cos it was really quite crumpled and creased. so i complained. and i got a 40% off the calendar ahhaha. so when i order something that's $4 next time, i get it free. :D complaining is champion. hahahha. but yes. i guess im okay with the calendar save for the creases. but it's quite thin. and quite small. and quite hard to write in cos there's so little space, so im using it for appointments and birthdays mainly. i should stick stickynotes on it so i wont ruin it. but then it becomes useless. haiyar.
oh yeah in my previous previous entry i complained so much bout the bus that i didnt bother to blog. last wednesday went cycling with grace, lianne, yanka and joan. and i got a foot tan. which sucked. but it's pretty much faded now; still embarrassing though. i realised that i really really like cycling. i can cycle like forever and ever lah. i dont think ill ever get sick of it. but nooooo my parents dont want to buy me a bicycle. and even kelly advises me against it. whyyyyy. isnt it good to invest in a bike? ._.
thursday lipin and i went to vanesa's house for lunch. FREE FOOD hahhaa. thats like one of my motivations to get me out of the house. and vanesa's life is really too good already. hahaha. got too many things at home. and ive decided to watch bleach alll over again. ahhhh 200 over episodes to reach the latest ep. :3 die lah. confirm fail j1. got so many distractions! haiyoh.
friday and saturday had family dinners. friday's one was dad's side. at brookvale. i played with rachael's wii. I WANT A WII. like it never occured to me how much im missing out. hahha until the family dinners. then on saturday it was barbecue. and i was playing with ben's psp. I WANT A PSP. seriously! these things are damn fun lah. but soooo expensive that i know its not worth it. but i still want one. ahhh my wish list is longer than me.)): NO KAT. BE CONTENT.
sunday! sunday was quite fun i suppose? had church. did skit for the kids. ahhaha i realised how truly auntie i can speak. hahha quite scary lah. then ahhh the p3s in church are sooooo cute. abraham (who looks like a monkey) is damn cute! and he wears retainers! at p3! so poor thing. hahaha.
then cny! hello sien! this cny part is for you! since you were the only one who bothered to ask hahah. it was okay lah. i got 40ish angpaos and $300ish! :D okay lah, quite happy. i mean, last year was also $300ish so not too much of a drop. and it feels good having cash at hand now. the next thing to learn is to control spending. and an excellent way to do that is to not bring any money out at all. which im starting to do.
somehow this year's cny wasnt as bad as i expected. and i realised something bout my family. when you prove yourself capable of doing something, only then will you be accepted. it's very strange. this year they were all pretty friendly towards me. which kinda scared me. it was unusual lah. but OH WELL. as terrible as it sounds, im only interested in cny for the money hahaha. and 40ish angpaos not bad considering how many less places we visited this year. maybe that's another reason why this year's cny not so bad.
OHH! but something really bad happened on the third day (yesterday)! cos i spent the whole day at grandy's place, then i was in one of the rooms. and the door to that room was spoilt. as in the handle-lock part. then i was the only one in the room and then the room door closed. so i was stuck inside alone. like seriously. totally no way out unless i climbed out the window. but even so, the window had grills that were locked. i really thought i was gonna die inside okay! like starve to death or something. damn scared lah! somemore all alone, helpless, fearful. okay not that bad, but it wasnt a pleasant experience lah. then jiujiu got me out. hahaha lucky siiiiahhh.
today had lunch with plees, jiap, den, yanka, lianne. at soup spoon. my first time eating there! pumpkin soup! quite nice. it was like a sweet soup. but not very soupy. more pasty-pureey. but it was nice. although i think i like the mushroom one better. and ive decided! next time i go to soup spoon, ill order the mushroom one but no more bread bowl. way too filling. maybe the crusted top dunno what thing. that's nicer. ((: then we went to starbucks. and sat around and talked. and then they went shopping. piang. hahah. i realised i only shop for bags and shoes. im very practical eh. hahaha yes and denise and i had a loooooong dispute because she wanted to give me a present but i didnt want it. and im so sorry bout your phone den! everytime she's with me, something bad happens. maybe you should stop hanging out with me. ahhaha.
then i went over to teach auntie vicky how to use the computer. hahaha i realised ms excel is very very useful. very. hahaha yes more computer knowledge :D and ryan is suuuuuper cute now! i was looking at some old photos of his (where he looked like an alien) but he's super cute now. but very very naughty. im quite worried he'll grow up to be like some brat.
posting results out tomorrow! i wonder what time they're gonna inform us. i dont really wanna wake up to the sms, but ahhhh. i dont really feel like telling anyone either. hahah. see my mood lah.
HI COCONUT!((: please dont die in army i want my very belated christmas card! and thank you for calling!:D
for the following part: im lazy to copy and paste so go to the webpage if you wanna read the article.
OH WONBIN LEFT FTISLAND. ahhh joan how! should i still support them? i know it was his own decision to leave but! make me so upset! haiyah but the new member isnt even cute can! and his name is so hard to pronounce. )): song seung hyun. i guess if he's funny and entertaining then okay but he looks damn serious. come to think of it, wonbin was pretty useless. hahaha cos hongki was vocals already, and jonghoon usually played the guitar. and although seung hyun wants to add in rap, wonbin rapped too! AIYAH. this is internal conflict siah. ahh well lets hope for the best for oh wonbin! I HOPE YOU DO WELL.
and it was the time i was getting back into ft lah. like i just put their songs into ikaladrasie the day before joan msged me and told me wonbin left. AIYAH. stupid.
okay i need to get back to korean soon. jpop wave is totally drowning me. hahaha. but suju has nothing going on now (not that i know about anyway), im not keen on big bang's new style, i've never really been into dbsk, i just got upset with ft, and the latest new korean song i heard was gee by snsd which im also not very into. DIE LAH! the koreans used to be so much more interesting. i need to find something to revive that spark in me again.
but for now! hahah. arashi is the new katkraze. ee. haha but seriously they are damn funny. like once you get into them, you cant get out of it. well for now that is. and i realised that jdramas are really good. and im not being biased. okay maybe a bit. but. i will prove my point. next post: drama post. all my recommended dramas and my currently watching dramas. i have good taste! hahaha. aiyah this is getting nowhere. je fandom another day i suppose.
i need to pangsai quite badly so i think i shall stop here for today. i think i've blogged about everything i was planning to blog about. if not, next post. ohh yes, i dunno if i should start blogging regularly on lj or not. cos that's more like a passageway to get to people's locked journals hahaha. but since i made new friends there, i dunno if i should start posting. not regularly, cos i dont even blog here regularly, but more like... frequently? cos now i only have 2 posts there. and i said i'll blog when big things happen, but big things dont really happen in my life. thoughts, anyone?
Thursday, January 22, 2009
someday i'll know
maybe one day, i'll be able to accept people as they are.
maybe one day, i'll learn to love everybody equally, and not rank them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to solve everyone's problems, without hurting anybody else, including me.
maybe one day, i can listen to other people and their full stories before i make any of my own judgements.
maybe one day, i'll be able to look at others in one glance and not have any first impression of them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to feel at peace with all my friends, not being torn between them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to express my inner thoughts without fear of being discriminated.
maybe one day, i can be proud of the work that i do, and not try to hide.
maybe one day, i'll be able to do the work i'm supposed to do, and not worry about breaking my friendships.
maybe one day, i'll be able to show the same me to everyone, and not different sides to different people.
maybe one day, i'll be able to touch somebody deeply, and be remembered.
but for today, i'll leave it to You.
maybe one day, i'll learn to love everybody equally, and not rank them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to solve everyone's problems, without hurting anybody else, including me.
maybe one day, i can listen to other people and their full stories before i make any of my own judgements.
maybe one day, i'll be able to look at others in one glance and not have any first impression of them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to feel at peace with all my friends, not being torn between them.
maybe one day, i'll be able to express my inner thoughts without fear of being discriminated.
maybe one day, i can be proud of the work that i do, and not try to hide.
maybe one day, i'll be able to do the work i'm supposed to do, and not worry about breaking my friendships.
maybe one day, i'll be able to show the same me to everyone, and not different sides to different people.
maybe one day, i'll be able to touch somebody deeply, and be remembered.
but for today, i'll leave it to You.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
STUPID BUS.
bus 14 has to be the stupidest bus on earth
bloody bus wasted me an hour getting home from park mall. how friggin long does it bloody take to get from town to clementi?! but noooooo. bloody 14 has to travel all AROUND friggin singapore and the time taken is even longer than me getting to church. bloody bus! stupid. nobody should ever EVER take stupid 14 and let the stupid service shut down. stupidstupidstupidstupid. it's even worse than like 154 and 173(which i think is highly rididculous already). I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING USEFUL WITH MY LIFE BLOODY SBS. YOU STUPID PEOPLE WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAN BUS ROUTES AND BUS TIMINGS. YOU ALL SHOULD JUST DIE.
singaporeans have to be the laziest people on earth
why do two bus stops have to be so near one another. do you know how much bloody time is wasted to stop the bus and wait for it to start moving again?! have you lazy people ever heard of the term INERTIA?! CANT YOU ALL JUST WALK A FEW MORE STEPS TO THE PREVIOUS OR NEXT BUS STOP?! AND MAKE ONE LESS STOP FOR THE BUS TO STOP AT?! WILL IT KILL YOU!? and why must everyone drive. everyone should just take bus, which is 1) clean up the air 2) reduce bloody congestion on roads and 3) make buses come more regularly. but NOOOOOOO. even to a friggin nearby hawker centre, everyone must DRIVE. CAN YOU NOT FRIGGIN BLOODY WALK? WHAT DYOU HAVE LEGS FOR THEN? USE THEM! and! CANT YOU LAZY PEOPLE WALK UP THE BLOODY BUS FASTER! WHY DO YOU HAVE THE MAKE THE PASSENGERS ON THE BUS WAIT LIKE 3 BLOODY FRICKING MINUTES FOR YOU?! CANT YOU JUST MOVE FASTER?! STUPID DUMB INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO BRAINS.
ALSO! YOU STUPID PEOPLE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONSIDERATION AT ALL. cant you bloody sense that someone walking behind you is bloody rushing. cant you FRICKING move out of the way?! stupid or what! ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGH. BLOODY SINGAPOREANS.
sbs is the dumbest bus service ever
i dont even wanna talk about this. joan, you would know. stupid. transit link should just take over EVERYTHING. at least all transit link buses are airconditioned and pleasant to ride on. UGH. STUPID DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEIDIEDIEDIEDIE.
im so tired i dont even feel like blogging bout today. who the hell takes 2 bloody hours to get home from ecp?! STUPID BLOODY BUS THAT WASTED MY ONE HOUR OF TODAY NOW I ONLY HAD 23 MEANINGFUL HOURS YOU BLOODY BUS GIVE ME BACK MY TIME. it was a whole bloody day of waiting and i was not happy. i swear, if anyone EVER makes me wait for them again, i am never speaking to them. i bloody hate waiting.
hi thiam!
bloody bus wasted me an hour getting home from park mall. how friggin long does it bloody take to get from town to clementi?! but noooooo. bloody 14 has to travel all AROUND friggin singapore and the time taken is even longer than me getting to church. bloody bus! stupid. nobody should ever EVER take stupid 14 and let the stupid service shut down. stupidstupidstupidstupid. it's even worse than like 154 and 173(which i think is highly rididculous already). I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING USEFUL WITH MY LIFE BLOODY SBS. YOU STUPID PEOPLE WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAN BUS ROUTES AND BUS TIMINGS. YOU ALL SHOULD JUST DIE.
singaporeans have to be the laziest people on earth
why do two bus stops have to be so near one another. do you know how much bloody time is wasted to stop the bus and wait for it to start moving again?! have you lazy people ever heard of the term INERTIA?! CANT YOU ALL JUST WALK A FEW MORE STEPS TO THE PREVIOUS OR NEXT BUS STOP?! AND MAKE ONE LESS STOP FOR THE BUS TO STOP AT?! WILL IT KILL YOU!? and why must everyone drive. everyone should just take bus, which is 1) clean up the air 2) reduce bloody congestion on roads and 3) make buses come more regularly. but NOOOOOOO. even to a friggin nearby hawker centre, everyone must DRIVE. CAN YOU NOT FRIGGIN BLOODY WALK? WHAT DYOU HAVE LEGS FOR THEN? USE THEM! and! CANT YOU LAZY PEOPLE WALK UP THE BLOODY BUS FASTER! WHY DO YOU HAVE THE MAKE THE PASSENGERS ON THE BUS WAIT LIKE 3 BLOODY FRICKING MINUTES FOR YOU?! CANT YOU JUST MOVE FASTER?! STUPID DUMB INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO BRAINS.
ALSO! YOU STUPID PEOPLE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONSIDERATION AT ALL. cant you bloody sense that someone walking behind you is bloody rushing. cant you FRICKING move out of the way?! stupid or what! ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGH. BLOODY SINGAPOREANS.
sbs is the dumbest bus service ever
i dont even wanna talk about this. joan, you would know. stupid. transit link should just take over EVERYTHING. at least all transit link buses are airconditioned and pleasant to ride on. UGH. STUPID DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEIDIEDIEDIEDIE.
im so tired i dont even feel like blogging bout today. who the hell takes 2 bloody hours to get home from ecp?! STUPID BLOODY BUS THAT WASTED MY ONE HOUR OF TODAY NOW I ONLY HAD 23 MEANINGFUL HOURS YOU BLOODY BUS GIVE ME BACK MY TIME. it was a whole bloody day of waiting and i was not happy. i swear, if anyone EVER makes me wait for them again, i am never speaking to them. i bloody hate waiting.
hi thiam!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
never work for money
seriously. NEVER. it's pain, tiring and not worth it at all. even if it's just to waste time, dont ever ever work for money.
because i am in no mood to blog, i will stop here.
HI NICOLE:D
because i am in no mood to blog, i will stop here.
HI NICOLE:D
Monday, January 12, 2009
because of you
first, to my dearest Father in heaven, thank you for always being with me and just as you've promised, never leaving nor forsaking me. thank you for being my strength when i was tired, my support when i was discouraged, my comfortor when i was upset, my joy when i was happy and my confidant when i was irritated. thank you for being my everything everything everything. and even for today, thank you for being my pillar and for revealing your plan to me. thank you for my results, and thank you that i can rejoice in your name.
second, to my favourite favourite favourite, you know who you are.((: thank you for always being there for me and for taking such great great care of me from prelims all the way through till end of O's. i really really appreciated your presence, love and everything you did for me. thank you for letting me be spoilt, taking food for me, cleaning my table for me, letting me irritate you with my singing etc. without you, studying for O's would have been ultra extra boring. so thank you thank you thank you.
third, to bevvv who never never fails to make me laugh. thank you lots for studying with me as well and for being there whenever i feel like giving up. and also for the awesome chrysanthemum tea your mum makes. and for always feeding me good food and making sure im in the best state to study. our efforts have paid off and im happy for both of us!:D
next, my all important, very lovely, amath tutor, tian!((: thank you for your immense, incredible, never ending patience towards me. and everytime i say imma fail you always scold me so thank you for that! and everytime i say i dont want tuition you let me skip :D and somehow ive gotten through everything and IT WASNT POSSIBLE WITHOUT YOOOOOO. so thank you very much. and you always try to entertain me with shinhwa and stuff like that (but they dont really work cos im only interested in dongwan hahaha) but it's super easy to talk to you and i dont know where this thank-note is going, but yes thank you! t-prime is the best.((: seriously. you made my grade jump like from a c6 to an a2 lahhhhh thank you so much. i really cannot cannot tell you how much it means to me okayyyy. and you spent so much time on me somemore. even with my bad attitude and stuff. so i cannot let you treat me cos i owe you this.((: i will specially write you snail mail to thank you even more and to give you something else too. but i need to find your address haha. thank you tian!<3
to yanka, although our little secret didnt really come true, thank you for always being around to make me laugh and feel better. even if it's just a bit, thank you for the many many distractions cos they're actually really good breaks for me. i know that one day, both of us will do very very well and we will become big and famous! promise friend!((:
to jo, for being my seating partner (got no choice i know) and for making me pay attention (except during chem when we both laugh at ms yang) in class and i dunno, for everything everything. i would have turned out like totally rebellious and not studying at all if i didnt sit next to you. you're a super good pacer and it's nice sitting next to you cos we can talk about a lot of useless things that make no sense. i love you lots jo!((:
no i didnt forget you jiap! you crazy girl who makes me laugh a lot but also likes to laugh by yourself. i will never ever forget the moments when you talk to yourself even when we tell you to stop and you claim that you're talking to us. hahaha. you really amuse me a lot which is fun and you've made sec 3 and 4 really really enjoyable for me. you're one of the reasons why i love the class. be honoured!:D
to recess table (vanesa, cheryl, seeyue, sam, eunice, ONGKO WHO DOESNT EXIST ANYMORE, and the comers and goers), THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME GO DOWN FOR RECESS!((: recesses have been lots of fun with you guys, although mostly its the same people who talk and stuff but still. now that i think bout it, spending recess with you guys is more worth it than rushing out homework in class ahahaha! but seriously, recesses have been incredible and pure fun with yall. THANKEWWW.<3
thank you to my lovely lovely cell and church friends (char, grace, sien, yingen etc) for all your prayers and well wishes. and sien for the lovely lovely lovely two bites brownies! they were really really good. one day i will bake brownies for you! when i get an oven :D
to lipin, for always being so entertaining and it was lots of fun "studying" physics with you ahaha! seriously the book damn waste money, but that day was the best man. ahhaha i was glad i was able to spend good time with you, even though that day was not productive at all. anyway physics is lousy, and we both dont care. :D i love you pinnnn!((:
to july and dawn, you two crazy idiots who come over for english and lit, i will never never never forget the crazy times we had in class (with jiap and hannah and various people). you two have been english and lit lessons so much more fun, what with july's noisiness and dawn's complaining about a certain ahemsomeoneahem. and july's crazy high pitched laughter and dawn's "I CANNOT DO LIT HELP ME HANNAH" its been crazy fun for two years. dont ever lose your spark!((:
not forgetting my mum who has been keeping me in prayer lots everyday of exams. i know she secretly cares for me ahha. and jie, although we were both having exams at the same time, and you pangsehed me to watch hsm3 with your friends and you annoy me lots, i still love you.
to studying friends (namely ivfen, salad, jiani, sann, zhang, xiao, julia, eeleng, enqi, ying etc) and ppl who stayed late to study, thank you for making the canteen such a lively place to study in that ppl cannot concentrate at all. but it felt really really good studying all together. somehow it makes studying easier.
to my crazy jak, i hope you're all okay i seriously miss how the gatherings in the past were like. we need a seriously fun one where none of us are washing the barbecue pit and the rest talking and laughing *ahem*joanandabby*ahem* I LOVE YOU ALL.
to my lovely, ever-important-to-me peanut who has never ever forgotten me even when the whole world has, i really love you. i owe you many dates and many PSBs, please be patient with me! i know you love me a lot, i love you a lot too. we will go out very very soon okay. i will miss you and the going home together trips!<3333
to all my other friends (who quietly supported me so i also quietly thank you), i can hear your supports in my heart, when i listen really REALLY hard. hahah no lah. i still love yallll.
<3!
(and im not even gonna say anything bout what mg posted on the website regarding results)
second, to my favourite favourite favourite, you know who you are.((: thank you for always being there for me and for taking such great great care of me from prelims all the way through till end of O's. i really really appreciated your presence, love and everything you did for me. thank you for letting me be spoilt, taking food for me, cleaning my table for me, letting me irritate you with my singing etc. without you, studying for O's would have been ultra extra boring. so thank you thank you thank you.
third, to bevvv who never never fails to make me laugh. thank you lots for studying with me as well and for being there whenever i feel like giving up. and also for the awesome chrysanthemum tea your mum makes. and for always feeding me good food and making sure im in the best state to study. our efforts have paid off and im happy for both of us!:D
next, my all important, very lovely, amath tutor, tian!((: thank you for your immense, incredible, never ending patience towards me. and everytime i say imma fail you always scold me so thank you for that! and everytime i say i dont want tuition you let me skip :D and somehow ive gotten through everything and IT WASNT POSSIBLE WITHOUT YOOOOOO. so thank you very much. and you always try to entertain me with shinhwa and stuff like that (but they dont really work cos im only interested in dongwan hahaha) but it's super easy to talk to you and i dont know where this thank-note is going, but yes thank you! t-prime is the best.((: seriously. you made my grade jump like from a c6 to an a2 lahhhhh thank you so much. i really cannot cannot tell you how much it means to me okayyyy. and you spent so much time on me somemore. even with my bad attitude and stuff. so i cannot let you treat me cos i owe you this.((: i will specially write you snail mail to thank you even more and to give you something else too. but i need to find your address haha. thank you tian!<3
to yanka, although our little secret didnt really come true, thank you for always being around to make me laugh and feel better. even if it's just a bit, thank you for the many many distractions cos they're actually really good breaks for me. i know that one day, both of us will do very very well and we will become big and famous! promise friend!((:
to jo, for being my seating partner (got no choice i know) and for making me pay attention (except during chem when we both laugh at ms yang) in class and i dunno, for everything everything. i would have turned out like totally rebellious and not studying at all if i didnt sit next to you. you're a super good pacer and it's nice sitting next to you cos we can talk about a lot of useless things that make no sense. i love you lots jo!((:
no i didnt forget you jiap! you crazy girl who makes me laugh a lot but also likes to laugh by yourself. i will never ever forget the moments when you talk to yourself even when we tell you to stop and you claim that you're talking to us. hahaha. you really amuse me a lot which is fun and you've made sec 3 and 4 really really enjoyable for me. you're one of the reasons why i love the class. be honoured!:D
to recess table (vanesa, cheryl, seeyue, sam, eunice, ONGKO WHO DOESNT EXIST ANYMORE, and the comers and goers), THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME GO DOWN FOR RECESS!((: recesses have been lots of fun with you guys, although mostly its the same people who talk and stuff but still. now that i think bout it, spending recess with you guys is more worth it than rushing out homework in class ahahaha! but seriously, recesses have been incredible and pure fun with yall. THANKEWWW.<3
thank you to my lovely lovely cell and church friends (char, grace, sien, yingen etc) for all your prayers and well wishes. and sien for the lovely lovely lovely two bites brownies! they were really really good. one day i will bake brownies for you! when i get an oven :D
to lipin, for always being so entertaining and it was lots of fun "studying" physics with you ahaha! seriously the book damn waste money, but that day was the best man. ahhaha i was glad i was able to spend good time with you, even though that day was not productive at all. anyway physics is lousy, and we both dont care. :D i love you pinnnn!((:
to july and dawn, you two crazy idiots who come over for english and lit, i will never never never forget the crazy times we had in class (with jiap and hannah and various people). you two have been english and lit lessons so much more fun, what with july's noisiness and dawn's complaining about a certain ahemsomeoneahem. and july's crazy high pitched laughter and dawn's "I CANNOT DO LIT HELP ME HANNAH" its been crazy fun for two years. dont ever lose your spark!((:
not forgetting my mum who has been keeping me in prayer lots everyday of exams. i know she secretly cares for me ahha. and jie, although we were both having exams at the same time, and you pangsehed me to watch hsm3 with your friends and you annoy me lots, i still love you.
to studying friends (namely ivfen, salad, jiani, sann, zhang, xiao, julia, eeleng, enqi, ying etc) and ppl who stayed late to study, thank you for making the canteen such a lively place to study in that ppl cannot concentrate at all. but it felt really really good studying all together. somehow it makes studying easier.
to my crazy jak, i hope you're all okay i seriously miss how the gatherings in the past were like. we need a seriously fun one where none of us are washing the barbecue pit and the rest talking and laughing *ahem*joanandabby*ahem* I LOVE YOU ALL.
to my lovely, ever-important-to-me peanut who has never ever forgotten me even when the whole world has, i really love you. i owe you many dates and many PSBs, please be patient with me! i know you love me a lot, i love you a lot too. we will go out very very soon okay. i will miss you and the going home together trips!<3333
to all my other friends (who quietly supported me so i also quietly thank you), i can hear your supports in my heart, when i listen really REALLY hard. hahah no lah. i still love yallll.
<3!
(and im not even gonna say anything bout what mg posted on the website regarding results)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
my watch is 12 hours fast
MERRY NEW YEARRRRRRR
ANNOUNCEMENT FIRST!:
selling NEWS' 3rd album color.
brand new, totally unopened cd. the plastic wrapping is still on as you can see below. it's the limited edition shipped in straight from Japan and it's being sold for $50! which is quite a bit cheaper than what hmv is selling for and cheaper than what it was bought for. if you're interested or know of anyone who's interested, you can drop me a comment with your email (or if i know you just tell me and i'll get in touch with you) and then we'll see howwww!((:
front (excuse the ugly background):
back (you can see my cat!):
water droplet to show that the outer plastic covering is still on hahah:
okay okay sorry for the incredibly late update although i dont think anyone really reads this lousy thing anyway. lots of things to blog about: kelong, youth camp, china, cc retreat, sleepover at yihui's, losers steamboat, jakk bbq and today. ohh and results? yeah.
unfortunately im not in the mood to post pictures. but i dont have much cept from kelong and china. okay china got quite a lot. kelong pictures are i dunno where. but yes i will just talk bout each one first although its crazy 3:35am and i have two major things to do tmr.
kelong was lots and lots of fun. i think it was the first time i seriously enjoyed myself with my family in a looooong time. maybe a first time actually. cos SOME people werent there lah haha. yes im mean, but its true. anyway. yeah when we got there, there wasnt much to do at first. we went fishing and to be honest, it was incredibly boring. (im sorry oh-chan! but i have no idea why he likes fishing so much.) and its not easy either. i felt a bit stupid waiting for fish that didnt exist. playing with the dogs were more fun ahha.
anyway yes for most of the rest of the trip it was mainly in the water lah. like riding banana boat, kayaking, jet ski, swimming etc. it was fun lah and the seafood there is seriously fresh. and i got to see joash! he's like this 3 or 4 year old boy who is suuuuuuuuuuper cute. pictures later or another day lah. he's just cute. ohh and we got to see fireflies too! it's super cool. like one crawled on my hand. and when you see it in the light, it actually looks like a baby cockroach which is kinda gross but they're much cooler. than cockroaches.
youth camp! fun fun and more fun. the theme for groups was transformers. and i was in ironhide! all the way mansssss. anyway yes. my group was seriously the best. we were the only group that stayed consistently within the top two throughout the whole camp which is super cool. but we were a strong team! and i think we had the best tl and atl. sien and fangyi are the craziest leaders ever.<333 but it was fun that our motivation everyday was mattress. motivations do wonders, really. at first when i saw the groupings, i was ultra scared cos i only knew sien, rhoda, steph and fangyi. and like samuel and adalric were in my group also. and i totally didnt know them and judging from the previous youth camp, i was a bit scared lah. but they turned out to be suuuuper nice people. and samuel even carried my bag for amazing race!:D my ultra-heavy-dunno-what-i-put-inside-that-made-it-weigh-5-kg backpack that jiap lent me. thank you sam!((:
im not gonna go into detail cos thats nuts. but games were fun, food wasnt too bad and most importantly, the meeting with God was incredible. somehow he made everything work out. from me declining to become a leader all the way until i came home and fell asleep. of course, the camp wasnt perfect. there were still times when i felt down and alone and stuff, but somehow God has given me something else to make up for it. and im really really thankful. i dont think the experience this time got me as excited as the previous one did, but somehow this time i feel that i want to get more involved in youth and God has presented me opportunities! so im really thankful. the next thing would be to get down to doing my tasks. -.- God please help!
CHINA WAS NUTS! i was really really upset a lot a lot of times cos of smoke and uncivilised chinese (i cant believe i came from there!) the chinese in china seriously need to learn etiquette or i tell you imma beat them up one day. smoke like crazy, push like crazy, and they whack their mouths off like anything lah. they dont think twice bout what they say and what they do. as long as it's okay in their eyes. stupid cheena people.
the only good things bout china is the cheapiority of food and most goods and weather. oh and foot massage that makes me snore. everything else sucks. except for window of the world. hahah. i'll blog more bout china when i put the photos up. probably the next time i blog. i'll try to do it soon!
cc retreat! i lurrrve my cc. they make me so happy. hahaha but it really was an awesome gathering. i am amazed by the amount of rubbish we can talk about lah. like jia ni, xiaohui, salad and i spent the whooooole (almost) day talking and talking and talking. like we sat in jiani's room for like. 4 hours? and we just kept talking and talking. and even when we went to sann's place, we still talked haha. and the next morning over breakfast we still talked.
one thing that surprised me bout the cc was the christmas presents that they brought. i thought i would be the only one, but like lesley, lyddie, salad and maisie all gave and honestly, i was shocked. i really was. ahhhhh i love them soooooo much<3 and its amazing how although we dont see each other for lengths of time, we dont really drift or anything. ahhhhhh im glad the people who make up the cc are in the cc.((:
had sleepover at yihui's on monday! supposed to watch little nyonya (which i dont) but i went late anyway cos i was doing the laundry. but yes the sleepover was fun and im glad i went! (thanks for the advice xiaohui!) it was super uda uda (more than the cc, salad!) like when i went, then we started playing bridge. we watched the prestige (which to me was like HUH?), i learnt how to play german bridge thanks to yingen! and at like 3plus we called in macs. we're damn siao lah. in the end pris, yongen and adriel slept at 5+ and then yihui, yingen and i talked until bout 6.30. siao lah.
next morning woke up at bout 10 plus. i went down to school at 12 plus cos kim said her class playing pe. so we played one game of floorball then they wanted to leave school so we went buddy and then holland. ohh and kim and i applied for jobs at cold rock. ahhah damn funny. and sophia became my guarantor. hahha. and then had losers steamboat dinner! thiam, joan and i are really the best losers. we decided to have a budget of $6 per person. so about $20 in total. in the end it came up to like $11.70 per person. we are super loser lah! we bought soooo much food and we ate sooo much. for like 2hours lah! but after that we went to the playground. which, to be honest i got a bit scared. i dont like the dark. then after that went home.
jakk + carriser barbecue! ahha it was quite fun lahhh just that it started a bit late. i went out with july in the late morning for brunch at hv. ohh and i also met pastor andy there! hahah. then wah, july and i also talk until crazy. its fun lah, to be able to talk rubbish with someone even though yall havent seen each other for so long. then after that we went to school to disturb teachers and stuff. then i went over to joan's at 4.50. i was 50 minutes late and i was the earliest. stupid people lah come so late. in the end we started at like 6plus? and for the first time, abigail was helping and not just eating. ahaha. but it was fun lah, like cooking and eating. although we didnt really sit down and talk or anything. gatherings are fun. ((:
and kim and i found possible future jobs! kim says we should set up a post-bbq cleaning company. we should charge damn high. ahha but i think people will hire us (especially lazy people) cos usually people dont like to clean up after barbecues. hahha good job opportunity. so yes. in the end i got home at like 11+. quite late lah.
today! met kim at dhoby ghaut and then went to heartland mall. damn retarded. supposed to cook for her today, we ended up eating pizza hut and she treated me. ahha. then we went to her house and watched a double shot at love. it's quite an amusing show, but quite scary at the same time. then we talked. wah recently ive been talking a lot eh. haha yeah i got a bit more updated on the scandals ahha and yes. i feel like i havent seen vicky for incredibly looooong. so today was fun.
after that i went for cell and then for mariko's barbecue. so retarded cos the people who left the latest were cell people. hahah so for me, it turned out to be more of a cell thing rather than a mariko and friends thing. but anyway naomi cooks very well! like seriously well. and mariko is plain cmi hahah. after that we just sat and TALKED somemore (i really got nothing better to do. maybe i just like talking.) bout youth camp and church and etc. it was quite fun lah, just to sit and talk. at least you dont feel tired. we talked from like 11+ all the way till 2. we left at like 2:06 according to my watch. crazy.
so yes im still awake now and this post is too long for its own good cos no one is gonna read it. pictures another day! results on monday and i dont feel like going. im really considering ponning but then i know people will get upset at me and i need to be brave and face reality!
i havent seen many people throughout the whole holidays. like grace and tian. and various various people. im missing yall!
all rights. im shagged. i got things to do tmr i shall leave it as it is here!((:
ahh i wanted to watch maou tonight.
edit/my dawh gave me undies for christmas! i dont know what to say.
edit//unfortunately, looking back at my previous posts, my hols have not been productive at all. (see 26 Nov 08 [happy ohno day!:D])
edit///note to self: 25th Jan
ANNOUNCEMENT FIRST!:
selling NEWS' 3rd album color.
brand new, totally unopened cd. the plastic wrapping is still on as you can see below. it's the limited edition shipped in straight from Japan and it's being sold for $50! which is quite a bit cheaper than what hmv is selling for and cheaper than what it was bought for. if you're interested or know of anyone who's interested, you can drop me a comment with your email (or if i know you just tell me and i'll get in touch with you) and then we'll see howwww!((:
front (excuse the ugly background):
back (you can see my cat!):
water droplet to show that the outer plastic covering is still on hahah:
okay okay sorry for the incredibly late update although i dont think anyone really reads this lousy thing anyway. lots of things to blog about: kelong, youth camp, china, cc retreat, sleepover at yihui's, losers steamboat, jakk bbq and today. ohh and results? yeah.
unfortunately im not in the mood to post pictures. but i dont have much cept from kelong and china. okay china got quite a lot. kelong pictures are i dunno where. but yes i will just talk bout each one first although its crazy 3:35am and i have two major things to do tmr.
kelong was lots and lots of fun. i think it was the first time i seriously enjoyed myself with my family in a looooong time. maybe a first time actually. cos SOME people werent there lah haha. yes im mean, but its true. anyway. yeah when we got there, there wasnt much to do at first. we went fishing and to be honest, it was incredibly boring. (im sorry oh-chan! but i have no idea why he likes fishing so much.) and its not easy either. i felt a bit stupid waiting for fish that didnt exist. playing with the dogs were more fun ahha.
anyway yes for most of the rest of the trip it was mainly in the water lah. like riding banana boat, kayaking, jet ski, swimming etc. it was fun lah and the seafood there is seriously fresh. and i got to see joash! he's like this 3 or 4 year old boy who is suuuuuuuuuuper cute. pictures later or another day lah. he's just cute. ohh and we got to see fireflies too! it's super cool. like one crawled on my hand. and when you see it in the light, it actually looks like a baby cockroach which is kinda gross but they're much cooler. than cockroaches.
youth camp! fun fun and more fun. the theme for groups was transformers. and i was in ironhide! all the way mansssss. anyway yes. my group was seriously the best. we were the only group that stayed consistently within the top two throughout the whole camp which is super cool. but we were a strong team! and i think we had the best tl and atl. sien and fangyi are the craziest leaders ever.<333 but it was fun that our motivation everyday was mattress. motivations do wonders, really. at first when i saw the groupings, i was ultra scared cos i only knew sien, rhoda, steph and fangyi. and like samuel and adalric were in my group also. and i totally didnt know them and judging from the previous youth camp, i was a bit scared lah. but they turned out to be suuuuper nice people. and samuel even carried my bag for amazing race!:D my ultra-heavy-dunno-what-i-put-inside-that-made-it-weigh-5-kg backpack that jiap lent me. thank you sam!((:
im not gonna go into detail cos thats nuts. but games were fun, food wasnt too bad and most importantly, the meeting with God was incredible. somehow he made everything work out. from me declining to become a leader all the way until i came home and fell asleep. of course, the camp wasnt perfect. there were still times when i felt down and alone and stuff, but somehow God has given me something else to make up for it. and im really really thankful. i dont think the experience this time got me as excited as the previous one did, but somehow this time i feel that i want to get more involved in youth and God has presented me opportunities! so im really thankful. the next thing would be to get down to doing my tasks. -.- God please help!
CHINA WAS NUTS! i was really really upset a lot a lot of times cos of smoke and uncivilised chinese (i cant believe i came from there!) the chinese in china seriously need to learn etiquette or i tell you imma beat them up one day. smoke like crazy, push like crazy, and they whack their mouths off like anything lah. they dont think twice bout what they say and what they do. as long as it's okay in their eyes. stupid cheena people.
the only good things bout china is the cheapiority of food and most goods and weather. oh and foot massage that makes me snore. everything else sucks. except for window of the world. hahah. i'll blog more bout china when i put the photos up. probably the next time i blog. i'll try to do it soon!
cc retreat! i lurrrve my cc. they make me so happy. hahaha but it really was an awesome gathering. i am amazed by the amount of rubbish we can talk about lah. like jia ni, xiaohui, salad and i spent the whooooole (almost) day talking and talking and talking. like we sat in jiani's room for like. 4 hours? and we just kept talking and talking. and even when we went to sann's place, we still talked haha. and the next morning over breakfast we still talked.
one thing that surprised me bout the cc was the christmas presents that they brought. i thought i would be the only one, but like lesley, lyddie, salad and maisie all gave and honestly, i was shocked. i really was. ahhhhh i love them soooooo much<3 and its amazing how although we dont see each other for lengths of time, we dont really drift or anything. ahhhhhh im glad the people who make up the cc are in the cc.((:
had sleepover at yihui's on monday! supposed to watch little nyonya (which i dont) but i went late anyway cos i was doing the laundry. but yes the sleepover was fun and im glad i went! (thanks for the advice xiaohui!) it was super uda uda (more than the cc, salad!) like when i went, then we started playing bridge. we watched the prestige (which to me was like HUH?), i learnt how to play german bridge thanks to yingen! and at like 3plus we called in macs. we're damn siao lah. in the end pris, yongen and adriel slept at 5+ and then yihui, yingen and i talked until bout 6.30. siao lah.
next morning woke up at bout 10 plus. i went down to school at 12 plus cos kim said her class playing pe. so we played one game of floorball then they wanted to leave school so we went buddy and then holland. ohh and kim and i applied for jobs at cold rock. ahhah damn funny. and sophia became my guarantor. hahha. and then had losers steamboat dinner! thiam, joan and i are really the best losers. we decided to have a budget of $6 per person. so about $20 in total. in the end it came up to like $11.70 per person. we are super loser lah! we bought soooo much food and we ate sooo much. for like 2hours lah! but after that we went to the playground. which, to be honest i got a bit scared. i dont like the dark. then after that went home.
jakk + carriser barbecue! ahha it was quite fun lahhh just that it started a bit late. i went out with july in the late morning for brunch at hv. ohh and i also met pastor andy there! hahah. then wah, july and i also talk until crazy. its fun lah, to be able to talk rubbish with someone even though yall havent seen each other for so long. then after that we went to school to disturb teachers and stuff. then i went over to joan's at 4.50. i was 50 minutes late and i was the earliest. stupid people lah come so late. in the end we started at like 6plus? and for the first time, abigail was helping and not just eating. ahaha. but it was fun lah, like cooking and eating. although we didnt really sit down and talk or anything. gatherings are fun. ((:
and kim and i found possible future jobs! kim says we should set up a post-bbq cleaning company. we should charge damn high. ahha but i think people will hire us (especially lazy people) cos usually people dont like to clean up after barbecues. hahha good job opportunity. so yes. in the end i got home at like 11+. quite late lah.
today! met kim at dhoby ghaut and then went to heartland mall. damn retarded. supposed to cook for her today, we ended up eating pizza hut and she treated me. ahha. then we went to her house and watched a double shot at love. it's quite an amusing show, but quite scary at the same time. then we talked. wah recently ive been talking a lot eh. haha yeah i got a bit more updated on the scandals ahha and yes. i feel like i havent seen vicky for incredibly looooong. so today was fun.
after that i went for cell and then for mariko's barbecue. so retarded cos the people who left the latest were cell people. hahah so for me, it turned out to be more of a cell thing rather than a mariko and friends thing. but anyway naomi cooks very well! like seriously well. and mariko is plain cmi hahah. after that we just sat and TALKED somemore (i really got nothing better to do. maybe i just like talking.) bout youth camp and church and etc. it was quite fun lah, just to sit and talk. at least you dont feel tired. we talked from like 11+ all the way till 2. we left at like 2:06 according to my watch. crazy.
so yes im still awake now and this post is too long for its own good cos no one is gonna read it. pictures another day! results on monday and i dont feel like going. im really considering ponning but then i know people will get upset at me and i need to be brave and face reality!
i havent seen many people throughout the whole holidays. like grace and tian. and various various people. im missing yall!
all rights. im shagged. i got things to do tmr i shall leave it as it is here!((:
ahh i wanted to watch maou tonight.
edit/my dawh gave me undies for christmas! i dont know what to say.
edit//unfortunately, looking back at my previous posts, my hols have not been productive at all. (see 26 Nov 08 [happy ohno day!:D])
edit///note to self: 25th Jan
Thursday, January 01, 2009
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