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最低なお前。

crazy titles

its not working! ahh this is frustrating. im spending so much time and money but im not getting the rewards. lots harder than i expected. ahhhhhhhhh.

i should do a post on the dramas i have watched up to date. then i wont forget them. and i should do recommendations too. hahah. yes yes that will be fun.

mmmmmmmm i should commit the rest of my hols to doing something more productive sigh.

edit/ 誕生日おめでとう、大野くん！

a lack of games and love

thank you very much for yesterday kim. it felt good. ((: i'd implode if not for you man, seriously. thank you much much much.<3

its over! but i dont feel anything. maybe cos it never started for me, haha since ive been slacking so much anyway. but yes, there's finally nothing to do and i want something to do. SO! during the hols, imma improve on my cooking skills and try new recipes and hopefully come up with new ones. look forward to it! i'll try to take pictures and stuff, but haha i doubt so. i'll probably forget. im still deciding on what to make. i need to research first.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. yes. i think hols wont be very interesting. not for november at least. december will be a bit more interesting, hopefully. ahhhh i cannot cannot cannot wait for kelong trip, china and cc retreat~~~! excitingggg.

誰にも 似ていない
君と進もう ♥

...

wow.

i havent been here proper for pretty long. oh dear. hahah but anyways. recently all exams so nothing much i suppose. my O is being stupid. ahhhh i have lost the skill of blogging haha. but anys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWHHHHHHHH. YOU'RE TWENTY AND OLLLLLLLLLLLD.((:

and just in case you miss home, here are some magnificent pictures of the darling cat and your beloved sister (the one which is not me).

hahaha my cat is damn cute.







and the one who is not me.


breakfast mother made.



ahhaha keewee and steve-kun! ahhaha he looks like he owns it. (btw salad this was the picture i wanted to show you haha.)



HAHAH he's protecting steve-kun! so cute







hahah kitchen shots. one of my favourite series of photos of keewee.







printer shots! damn funny.


HAHHA HE LOOKS LIKE SIMBAAAAAAAAA MUFASAAAAAAAAA.






just to draw a comparison.

well on second thoughts maybe not that much.












spot the similarity.

over and over again.

O:

onigiri --> almost a demon.

ONI:


PLUS



EQUALS

ONIGIRI:


eh?

the japanese are old.


tell me why
take me faraway

Don't forget to remember me
And the love that used to be
I still remember you
I love you

thank you for the friendships

thank you for the memories

i'm sorry i made so many people cry today

10 years over in 1 day

when we meet again in 10 years time, lets remember again

最後の

the last week!

i was supposed to blog yday but fell asleep. haha. but anyway.

last week of 10 years in mg.

the last monday

tuesday

wednesday

thursday

friday.

the last 5 recesses in mg.

the last 5 days in class.

the last 5 days of being a class.

the last ....

honestly. although im saying all this. i still wonder how much i'll miss mg.

although every one is telling me i'll cry during baccalaureate service, i still wonder if i really will.

hmmmmmmmmmm.

haha. well, pri 3 to sec 3 doesnt really ring a bell to me. so i dont know if i'll miss it as much as i expect.

people are crying cos they're upset.

i'm crying cos i'm not upset.

ohh dear. haha.

no peanut i'm not trying to be poetic. haha. but anyway, i'm pretty sure my predictions this time are gonna be rather accurate. haha. but love. <3

tumourculosis

thank you lipin.

thank you grace.

thank you jo.

i love you all.

and my sister too.
[gmail chat]
me: hur hurrr you again
jie: i could just smash your butt right now hahah

thank you for always making things work out in your own way. things were really bad the past two days. but thank you for being there with me through it all. thank you for keeping your promises to me and for comforting, encouraging and never failing me.

because i love you

i hope you dont keep it in.
i hope you'll be all right.
i dont know what has happened.
and i dont want to ask.
but i just want you to know im here.

i promise i'll bring you to see the stars again. we will relive that night again.

please be well soon.

<3

im not even gonna bother posting bout my life since my last post.

mmmm. O's in about 3 weeks. and then in another 3 weeks we wont see each other anymore. and no one seems to feel anything bout it. kinda. pathetic?

i hate the feeling of getting upset over everyone else not being upset that mg life will be over. i dont know why i get it. but it sucks. like. what will mg be like. after we go. no one seems to care though. =.=

well. i suppose this isnt the time to be bothering bout things like this. i really need to get started on my revision like properly properly. aish.

kimi crashed.)): i almost cried. but it would be too embarrassing seeing as i watched it with my mum. damn i really thought he would at least get on the podium. and when i found out it was him who crashed, i was like O.O of course, my eyes aint so big lah. but yeah. haiyar. but its allright. he's still cool.

mmmmmm code blue is a good show. i shall do drama recommendations reviews after O's. haha quite a few (>.<)

aights. i should go something more productive.

i will lift my eyes to the Maker of the mountains i can't climb
i will lift my eyes to the Healer of the hurt i hold inside

on a side note: XS Youth Camp.
date: 15-19 Dec 2008
Venue: Dairy Farm (finally somewhere in the west)
Price: $30 before next sunday; $15 for newcomers.
tell me if you're interested!:D(seriously)

"her" again.

we write to say goodbye

i hate you for leaving

i hate you for not saying anything and for not having mentally prepared us

i hate you for making me cry

i hate you for making the class incomplete

and i hate you for so many other things

but i thank you

i thank you for the memories

i thank for the laughter and stress relief

i thank you for always being so willing to listen

i thank you for being my rantee

i thank you (or rather your grandfather) for changing your surname

i thank you for being you

i havent known you for the longest of times, right up till now, maybe 1 1/2 years? but its amazing how we have gotten so close and how i could talk to you bout anything and everything. the ikea trips were too fun to forget (we must go again soon okay!) and the ranting sessions on the bus as well. i'll miss having you seated in front of me and having someone to disturb during class. 4O will definitely be very different without your density. hahah.

it was really a blessing to have gotten to know you. please please please take care of yourself and dont get influenced yes! please stay as you, and remember to always return to God.

do come back to visit! and we can have crying session no.2.

i love you!

amanda tania wangongko


ohh dear i'm starting to tear again.

maybe i'm asking for too much?

i can't find it!
the bond that i broke

/edit

"But sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don't really know we are sad. So we say we aren't sad. But really we are."

feeling sad about something that isn't real and doesn't exist is stupid.

happy (very late) birthday yankaaaa!
and hey, just cos i didnt dedicate anything to you dont mean i forgot bout you. here goes!

you're super retarded, can get super annoying, and sometimes most of the time make no sense at all. but you're an awesome awesome friend. someone who is really easy to be around with. and i know i'm not the most patient person, but i'm glad we're friends (and such good ones at that!) and you're always all over the place. it's nice.((: BUT you need to STOP making sarcastic comments especially when you know that i cannot pick them out. i mean, if its really obvious, then okay, but you need to get rid of the subtle ones. hahah.

happy 16th, please grow up. and please dont stress over the minorest things! especially not by yourself. we'll work things out together yes!<333

and i hope you like your present (although it doesnt work anymore.):)


happy birthday carisser wee! (although i dont think you're gonna read this)
anyway. yes happy birthday. hey, come to think of it, i knew you in p1 too. hahah so that makes it 10 years. although ive only gotten to know you better in sec 2 and then in sec 3-4 again. but anyway, you are super retarded and a bit aunty and you always ask me to go for lunch at the wrong times. but still! happy birthday. and remain as retarded as everrrrr.(((:


okayyyy. im hiatusing until after prelims. so for birthday shoutouts coming up, read it after prelims!((: i promise you i'll do one (if i know your birthday). if i miss it, please do let me know! i'll make it up to you. ((:

all rights. founders was okay. will blog bout it another day, although theres barely anything to talk bout. but thank you dawn for being there! it really meant a alot. and i hope you sec 4s enjoyed the video! will be uploading download (hahha) link soon. be patient! ppl need to study also.

had dinner with stef and szelin! szelin drives a damn cool merc man. hahah and the way she drives is too cool alr. thanks much for the dinner treat and the ride home!<3

happy birthday andree!!((: hahah you were in my p1 class so i technically have known you for 10 years (O:) although i may not have remembered you every year (D:). haha. anyway. you have grown a lot a lot a lot since like, what, sec 2? yeah. and it has been lots of fun being around with you and stuff. continue to grow in God and shine for Him okay!<3

happy birthday salad! haha you awesome kid. you're CC0708's only and greatest discomm head!:D i wanted to get you a booking birthday card but i couldnt find a suitable one. but present soon okay! ((: 先生への誕生日おめでとう! すべてを本~当にありがとうね!

happy birthday july chan! :DDD hope you enjoyed the tofifee. haha. thank you thank you thank you for having been there when i really really needed it. and i may not be the first person you might wanna talk to, but rmb that we have sth in common! hahah. so yes, you can always come talk to me kay!((:

<3

the stars littered the sky and never stopped twinkling the whole night through. the moon shone bright and clear; it was almost painful to watch. the sky had never, ever, been so clear to the point you could see hundreds, no, thousands of eyes winking at you. it was there and then, that you truly experienced the beauty and grace of God.

"which dyou think is the brightest star?"
"*points* that one."
"but it's not twinkling! that's a planet."
"what? no. its too bright to be a planet. and why does it have to be twinkling to be a star?"
"cos it's twinkle twinkle little star."

thank you. you know who you are.<3

i wanted to talk to you
but it hurt when i did

no kim i'm not talking bout whoever you're thinking of. and STOP it with the bad taste. hahah.

i apologise for the lack of posts! but honestly, my life has been really uninteresting. and emo. so that makes it even more so uninteresting. when something happens that i have NORMAL (meaning no foreigners) pictures of, then i will post kayyyy. i promise yo!(:

but for now. be patient. yes bat i know you're reading this. BE PATIENT. ahha and yeah i owe you a tegoshi post. hahah.

honestly. who reads my blog? O:

edit/on a side note, i hate gel sessions. i really do. they always make me so upset. pisses me off. )<

HELLO STEF!((((:

I SMACK YOU

ahhhhh.

okay. so i havent been feeling the best of moods.

I'M SORRY JOAN YANKA KIM FOR FRIDAY. i promise i have a reason. and you'll know in time to come when im ready. but bear with me k.

and i'm sorry for today kim! it was such a waste of time. i cant get it out though. but i promise i will tell you. through some other means okay. i promise.

church get together on saturday! it was good lah. but i think my group totally lost. but it was fun. hahah. then combined cell was really good as well. thank you auntie lynette.((:

church on sunday was awesome. i totally fell in love man. hahaha. but i think next week i'll fall out of love. ahahha. i never knew my cell guys were so hot. O:

mmm dance niiiiiight i'm sorry peanut! i'll buy you another 100 PSBs okay! im really really sorry and i really wanted to go ahhhhhhh. damn it. you can dance for me again. :D

wah seh the woman in the show is damn irritating. hmph. )<

"how would you like people to remember you after you die?"
AIYAR WON'T DIE ONE LAH.

i write to apologise

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry

心配ない
一緒に尽す全力を割り当てる

this is a proper post.

ahha wow my first proper, no picture, update in a rather long time.

first week of school done.((: it hasnt been the easiest week, but i think it's been one of my most blessed weeks.

ive been super mood swingy. i dont know why. but everytime im like that, somehow God always pulls me back. so i'm very thankful.

and im thankful also, for all the trials he has helped me to overcome. truly, without him, my first week would have been hell.

anyway. yes. yesterday. lovemg. it was really great. cos something happened just before the event. so i wasnt in the happiest of moods. but yet again, God called me back. and i'm thankful also for abby joan and kim. it was really the first time i felt so touched. cos each of them was just really truly worshipping God. and i believe that God touched their hearts and spoke to them. in time to come, i know that they will only get stronger in the Lord.

and ive also learnt from the three of them what "God's timing" truly means. its useless to force something if God doesnt allow it to happen. but last night, he did. and it was just amazing seeing how he worked last night.

continue to press on, you three! <3

im thankful for grace tooo.((: who never fails to be there. who is always so ready to listen. and somehow, her faith doesnt waver. and she remains so steadfast. truly blessed to know her.<3

for seeyue, dont doubt. have faith that God will help you in your path to glorifying his name. cos that's his plan for you. and when you feel you've disappointed him, remember his steadfast love for you and how he sent his son. nothing could be of more proof of his love for you than that. k?(:

daniella! (you probably wouldnt see this i think) i really hope that you can get over your fear of being judged by people because remember that all you're doing, you're doing for the Lord and not for men. people may be unhappy at you, but if you serve and worship with a pure heart, God will accept your offering.

dearest english scholar, i hope you're feeling loads better now. please remember all that i told you. and ultimately, have faith that God will work things out somehow. pray that nothing untowardly will happen and that by the grace of God, she will be saved. by the mercy of God, she will be called back into God's kingdom. chill friend.<3

to bev, this period of time may not be the easiest for you, but im keeping you in my prayers okay. press on, cos God takes time to work. and i believe he will work a miracle in your life. and when that time comes, you can proudly say "my God saved me". dont lose hope. God is working in your life even at this moment for a greater purpose which you may not understand, but you will in time to come. <3
yes peanut i should be able to go for dance night.<3 come for drama night?

many many thanksgiving. and also, many requests. but God hears them all.

i hope i've been a blessing today.