aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


sigh. stress stress stress.


sometimes i wished i wasnt involved in the musical. it would give me so much more free time. but anyhow


today was kinda bad. gis and melin didnt turn up for mary mags and so i had to stand in. the props were missing and all that. but i guess the worst was juicy. jon got so super pissed and i was so worried. kiat seemed to be mocking us somehow. was really frustrating. but we still got through and they're still having rehearsals right now. im just hoping that our efforts for the musical will really pay off cos its really so much work and we're working with like professionals. but sometimes they're just too demanding and i dunno. they expect too much from us. i mean. we're students man.


siiiiiiiiiigh. oh well. i shall persevere and not give up! ooh my calender has a quote!!


"You must remain focused on your journey to greatness."
-Les Brown


how inspiring! yes, i shall remain focused and persevere till the very end! and be positive and dont think of the bad things that might happen but how im gonna make the musical good. mmhmm!(:


whenever i have negative thoughts, i shall think bout the camp and all the good things that have happened and all the obstacles and elements. if i managed to get through all that, ill manage to get through this production. i just think the way i did when faced by the obstacles - keep a positive attitude and believe in yourself. its all psychological after all. if you keep telling yourself you can do it, you will be able to do it.


well, at least im sure ive got God with me. He'll carve out a path. eventually. everything will work out fine. i got the faith.(: