i want to cry


everyone's just missing camp so much and like reading everyone's posts about camp makes me wanna cry. i miss the whole camp. the campsite, the trainers, the food, the canteen, the cats, the washing up, the bunks, the dorms, the toilets, the taps outside, the brushing teeth on my bunk, everything. it's just this camp has affected everyone so much. i really wanna cry. the trainers have been great, the activities have been great and now tv is kinda boring me. i'd give ANYTHING to go back to camp and have it all over again. it's just difficult leaving and putting everything behind. i still can remember the very first time we stepped into camp and looked around. i still can remember the trainers introduction. i still can remember the activities we went through as groups and how we bonded. i dont want it to end. i still can remember the meals. i wanna lie back downa t the camp fire site and just gaze up at the stars again. i want to relive camp.


it's just so difficult to leave. it sucks. ive cried so much over camp. i love fusioned so so so much. you guys have made a huge difference in my life. all of you. abby, melody, lam, lauren, shu, cheryl yeo, su-lyn, vicky, grace, yeong, kelly, carmen, meibin, nerd, jasmine and jong. thank you all so so so much for making the camp such a great one cos if there were any changes, it wouldnt be the same at all.


thank you abigail for being ever optimistic and positive. seeing a smile on your face 24/7 really brightens up everyone's day. its great that you're never unhappy and continue to stay that way!


you've been great melody, to work with and you're so easy to get along with. although you' re a little quiet, thanks anyhow for your cooperation and partnership during the camp. really enjoyed it!


thank you lam for being so happy all the time and for having the never give up attitude. it's been great joking around with you and being bullied by you. you're a funky person and don't ever change!


lauren and your super sonic KICK! haha thanks for being helpful and positive during the camp. had a great time laughing with you and all. you're a fun person so dont let anyone or anything change that in you!


thanks shu for being so positive and well, nice. thanks for your contributions during the camp and for always believing in yourself that you can do anything. its been fun working with you!


yeo! my pee treasurer! thanks for being the sense of humour in fusioned. its been really fun in camp with you and thanks for coming up with such crazy and briliant ideas to keep everyone's mood up!


always our first volunteer, su-lyn! thanks for alway volunteering yourself to go on any obstacle first because believe it or not, you encourage others that way. thanks for your confidence in yourself and for being so much fun!


its been great with you at camp, vicky and im really glad you took up the courage and overcame your fear of heights! many times in fact, if you count all the obstacles and the trekking. its been great! keep perservering!


thanks grace for conributing during the camp and though you're a little quiet, you're still a lot of fun. keep perservering and never give up. thanks for being courageous and trying to stand on the jacob's ladder!


thanks yeong for being so positive and fun during the camp and also or your weird sense of humour. thanks for encouraging vicky and grace when i didnt know how to. it's been fun hanging around you!


kelly! i was probably the closest to you at the start of the camp. thanks for being so smiley and positive during the camp. it's been really fun with you and i'm glad i got to know you better! stay happy always aight!


hey carmen! thanks for being so small, hyper, happy and cute during the camp. you really brighten everyone's day with your positive never say die attitude. keep that up and im really glad i got to know you!


meibin our dancer! really glad i got to know you during the night hike. thanks for warming up so quickly and have more confidence in yourself because you can achieve much more than you think you can. keep smilling!


nerd nerd nerd! ahha you're so quiet. got no food also so quiet. haha anyways, thanks for being ever ready to help out and for never saying you cannot. you're a form of encouragement to those around you!


hey jasmine! thanks for being so positive during the camp. you have never once said the word "cannot" when all the others have said it. thanks for your confidence and your contributions. really enjoyed our friendship!


AH JONG AH! ahha thanks for being my assistant leader! you've got a lot of potential and you're a great encourager. thanks for helping me and being so encouraging and cautious. it was really great knowing you!


yus, you've has been such a great trainer and although you're not gonna read this, thanks for being such a great trainer, motivater, encourager, supporter, friend and just thank you for being there to help fusioned bond as well. it's been really great with you around and fusioned definitely would not have accomplished anything with you. afterall, we'd be yus-less. thank you so so so so so so so much.


the whole camp has just been great. i really wanna go back. ive still got kaizen water in my bottle. and im not planning to drink it. i miss everything so much. the single log, swinging tyres, postman walk, the swamp, the waterfall, the houseflies and insects, the brushing and bathing with rainwater, the trekking, the getting sweaty and dirty, the sitting in the parade square, the stars, the interaction, everything. the fun times and all. 4 days and 3 nights is way too short.


ive really learnt so much about from the camp. like how to cook outdoors and you need timber, tinder and kinder to do so, how to build a raft, how to work in a team, so many things. so many MORE things that we can ever learn in a class room. i really really thank God for all these. for blessing upon the chance of going for the camp, the experience, the friendships and bonds made, for guiding and protecting all of us during the camp. its all just wonderful. everyone's really missing camp. well, maybe except for the trainers. but i guess thats how it all has to be. all good things will have to come to an end eventually.







I want to linger
A little longer
A little longer here with you