ive been feeling so left out lately.

i dont know why.

no one's telling me anything.

everyones locking me outside.

its digusting.

whats wrong with me.

i get pissed and offended so easily now.

even at the smallest things.

even if it was unintentional.

pfffft.

went back to hillview today.

damn nostalgic.

really felt so much like crying.

it was like...

reliving the past.

experiencing everything all over again.

it wasn't a bad feel.

but it wasn't a real feel either.

my skin is rotting.

i feel like dying.

nothing seems to be going on right.

i so feel like giving everything up.

it wouldnt matter even if i turned 15 tomorrow would it.