we cry holy, holy, holy

just a little bit of publicity.

have you ever had trouble finding a present for your mum, sister or even (for guys) girlfriends? well fret not, because now there's a solution!

hahah. amy lim (currently studying at acjc) is your answer! hahahah. okok. amy, mg class of 2005 actually designs accessories and various kinda things and they're really quite nice and at reasonable prices too. if interested, visit aimesdesigns.blogspot.com or AIMESDESIGNS on my links and you can go and see all the really nice things she has for sale. more information on the site itself; everything you need to know is there. i koped some pictures though haha which i thought were really nice. and screen shots as well.













yes yes so everyone, do visit it sometime even if you dont need to buy presents, cos its really quite a nice site!((:

ahhaha ohh my. eunice and i in what, p6? omg lah 3 years ago. HOW EMBARRASSING.


wenfu is sooooo sweeeet.(: he just randomly messaged me and asked how i was. hahaha so funny. but thanks!(:

ahhhh i have a lot to say. but i dunno how to put it across in words. i should take up and expression course. hahaha is there such a thing? hahah.

anyway. yes. not much lah. had granny's birthday lunch today. pictures when daddy gives me the camera. next week got maternal gramps birthday celebration. ohh my.

this week is gonna be. moderately busy. i think. i hope. monday got nothing (so far) YES I HOPE IT STAYS THIS WAY. tuesday got teachers day deco. wednesday gotta clear back of hall. thursday got commendation and deco. friday got celebrations. i hope something interesting happens on friday. hahaha. ohh my i sound so mean. hahaha.

aiyar. so moody lately. terrible.

Never Gonna Leave Your Side - Daniel Bedingfield
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home.
I feel like a knight without a sword
A sky without the sun
Cause you are the one.

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name.
I feel like a breath without the air
And everyday's the same
Since you've gone away.

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you;
I miss you, everyday.

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go,
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain.
Recallin' times gone by
I'm crying in the rain.
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again.
'Til you come to me.

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you.
And I miss you, everyday.

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
I lay my head against your heart, I know I'm home.

I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.

i wish we could go back to how we used to be.

my ear is itchy

I AM SO OUTDATED):

if only.. says:
ay do you know how old zac effron is?
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hahahah nope? why you interested ah
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nono
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cos i heard that hes like 15 or 16
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but then i read hes 19
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahaha yeah i thought hes bout 19
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why you not into current affairs kat!
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hahahha
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too busy
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
ahhahaha what current affairs! hes current meh?
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hahaha
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pple in school should be talking bout him what
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got hairspray
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high school musical 2
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ohhh hahahah hes acting in hairspray ah
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hsm so loooong!
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so long what??
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number 2 is coming out what
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as in.. long news?
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ahhaha
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ahhaa

long news? wah im gonna fail english. and is he really acting in hairspray? oh no. i never knew that.))))))))):

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hahahaha CHEER UP STEF COS I LOVE YOUUUU
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wah
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got red smiley
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ahhahaha orange lahhhh
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cute eh
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if i cheer up then you cheer up
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just like me
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hahaha
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theres my ego gnome!
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahahah i AM chee(red) up
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hahahahah
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learn from the owner AYE ahahahha
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hahaha
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im not as ego as you kay!
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahahahaha really ah!
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hahaha
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you think??
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahahaha you really want me to answer that?
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yes.
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jhahahha
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i can take it
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>.<
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hahahahaha
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duh im more ego than you lah! hahahah cannot help it lah
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YES
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hahahahahaha
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i was right
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hahahaa
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nv
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m
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hhaha
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thats what makes you gnomey
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haha
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i was trying to think of sth smart to say, but i couldnt. so nevermind
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hahaha
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you wanted to say im more ego right
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but your ego wouldnt let you
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hahaahhaa
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hahahaha no! hahahahaha
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riiiiiiiiight
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hahaha so clever
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course
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i psychic what

and my weak attempt to regurgitate all my bio stuff.
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
aiyarrr but its a vicious cycle see
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
if youre sad, then the people connected to you are sad
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then the people connected to the people connected to you in turn become sad
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then the people who are connected to the people who are connected to the people who are connected to you become sad
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and its like
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multicellular reproduction or something

at this point of time i already didnt know what i was talking about so nevermind. i make no sense. i make dollars. AHAHHA okay not funny.

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or you break my heart
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=(
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im sorry
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i give you plaster

aiyoh i totally wasnt expecting that answer lah. hahahaha. but I LOVE YOU STEFFFF(: so cheer up okay! and dont feel unloved cos gnomey loves you the most!(((((:

HELLO JIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAP(:
jiap US Open '07(: says:
thanks for the present! hahaha i really like it(:
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hahaha yayyy
jiap US Open '07(: says:
haha its a nice thing to be reminded of everyday(:
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
ahhahaha i like it a lot eh. it was crying out to me begging me to buy it hahahah
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see jiap.
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
i have such good taste
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahahah
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hahah
jiap US Open '07(: says:
flash of brilliance la kat
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hahahahah
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wahhh so bright!
jiap US Open '07(: says:
like an eclipse
jiap US Open '07(: says:
HAHA
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haahahaha
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eh
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
eclipses take very long to go one round ok
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i dont take THAT long
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahaha rare occurance
jiap US Open '07(: says:
but special too
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hahahahah
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahaha
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wahhhh
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am i supposed to be honoured? or insulted
jiap US Open '07(: says:
so im insulting you
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EH
jiap US Open '07(: says:
but not insulting you at the same thing
jiap US Open '07(: says:
time*
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahahaha
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whaaaaaaat
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too complex!
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hahah
jiap US Open '07(: says:
but the mere fact that im so amazed by the fact of brillance
jiap US Open '07(: says:
...
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahah use your infering skills
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must break down to glucose molecules
jiap US Open '07(: says:
haha!
jiap US Open '07(: says:
oh dear this is our sad attempt
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ahahahha
jiap US Open '07(: says:
to relate our daily lifes
jiap US Open '07(: says:
to school subjects
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahaha
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hahahah jialat man
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we're a bit.
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahaha
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mission impossible
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ahhaha
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahaha thats just a CODE NAME for muggers inc man
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahaha
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hahahahha all right man!
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we're SO cool
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahaha yeahh
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ahhaha cos got me what
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahaha
jiap US Open '07(: says:
cough cough choke choke
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahaa
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahahahha wah jiap
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
you better stop insulting me ah
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my heart very fragile you know!
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later PIANG! then you die
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hahaha
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahah
jiap US Open '07(: says:
your heart very fragile
jiap US Open '07(: says:
so i die?
jiap US Open '07(: says:
hahahah
/.kat &.it only rains on good nights says:
hahahaha cos my heart will break into one million and one pieces
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and that one piece will stab you
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so there'll be a million left
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just right


ohh myy i feel so loved!(: ahhaha.


i take that back. ):

HAHAHA. no lah I LOVE YOU OKAY JIAP(: my talk-about-interesting-rubbish-cum-fellow-M-I-buddy/partner((: im glad you enjoyed your 15th!(:

mm ive been keeping something to myself for a very long time. but today i finally said it during cell. and it felt sooooo much better. cell is awesome. thank you pris (quek)!! and everyone's starting to warm up. wayne actually called me kat. hahahaha. so its awesome. and gloria joined our cell today.(: she's soooo funny. ahahha bio student. ahhahah and its really so much easier to accept someone when you have an open heart and open mind.

i love my cell.(:

OH NO TOO MUCH BIOOOOO.):

i realise im a very disorganised person. even when im blogging. oh no. hahaha. nevermind.

anyway. today kap with cheo, ongko, jo and eunice! hahaha it was fun. but not quite productive. ahhaha. and jo spilled tea on me. hahaha and we freaked out like siao lah. ahhaha quite funny lah. hahaha. but today was good. good, quality, bonding time.

yesterday's cell was good too! hhaa i barely blogged bout yday. after the get together (which im really not gonna blog about cos theres nothing to say), abbie, lesley and me rushed down to barker and missed the worship session. hahaha. but during cell we talked quite a lot bout some of the questions that have been raised by non-believers. hahah i dunno how to say. but yeah and we did 4th commandment.

ahhaha barker cell is really quite good eh. i find it quite beneficial lah. so thats good.(:

oh no i feel like doing those xanga emoticons. hahaha omg im so retarded.

why is blogger so screwed ah. why everyone can make their words big cept me? ): aiyoh salaaaaaaad! i can do all things, if you teach me how!

cheer up. please?

i hope you're alright;

"killing is bad and wrong.
they should have a new word for killing.
like bad-wrong.
badong. that's the new word for killing."

hahahaha omg so retarded. ahahaha some stupid movie showing on channel 5 now. i cant believe c5 shows such retarded things. ahhaha.

anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAP!
why do i not have a picture with you?
ohh but i do!

hahaha from class photo. hahaha anywayyy. happy happy happy jiapday! hahaha its been really awesome sitting beside you and all the (ahem) we talk bout in class. and im definitely improving in tennis! :D hahahaha yayyy. God bless and enjoy your 15th year!((:

wow this is really quite late. ahhaha. DRAMA NIGHT! soooo awesome. it turned out really really great. a whole lot better than i expected. and i got to know soooo many more of the drama girls as well. so its good. yepp.(: and THANK YOU PREFECT USHERS SOOOOO MUCH YEAH!(((:

this week has been. uhm. like a roller coaster. monday and tuesday really kinda sucked quite a lot. wednesday was all right. thursday was goood. i was soooo happy. and today was tiring but it was good too.

had dc on thursday. took steph. ahhaha shes so amusing. but i felt really bad cos she looked damn tired so i gave her MnMs.((: yes. dc was really good this time round.

mmhmm. then today had methodist schools staff get together. it was really fun, but very tiring. also cos i was really high in school today cos i was really happy. so my energy level totally dropped after that. but the get together was good. cos i got to know like. the juniors better? yepp. hahaha and bernadetteeeee(: hahaah. fishies, megg. haha. yepp then went down to cell. and michelle left us today.):

but anyway. this is what july gave me((:


it reads on the plastic: if you are not ke kai, dream on about eating any of these cos this is specially for ke kai only! (cos ke kai is so damn awesome) BERN

hahahah soooo sweeeeet.((:

and from night buddy!




i tried to make it look like a lot, but obviously didnt work. -.-


hahaha and nyam gave me cake too(:

hahha oh myy ive been seeing july and nyam sooooo much lately. hahahah. super amusing. but

THANK YOU JULY, NYAM AND NIGHTBUDDY! i really really appreciate everything okayyyy(: and yall have been really sooo awesome in listening to all my junk and supporting me and everything ayeeee.(: I LOVE YALLLL<3333

vonnnnn(: ahhaha this was taken agesssss ago. hahaha.


tmr 8am at guthrie with WANG and cheo. haahahah wang. hahahaha. ohh my i hope ill be able to wake up. :O

i miss you!

fridays are starting to feel more like saturdays.

More than that ... I'm asking myself, "Am I investing in the things that really matter? Am I pouring my heart and soul - giving up my life - into the things that really matter? If I was diagnosed with cancer, would the news rouse much love and concern? Would I leave behind me the things that really matter? Would I qualify to see my Saviour smile and hear Him say, 'Well done, good and faithful servant ...'?"

I've received a wake-up call and a reality check. Have I heeded them and asked myself, "What are the things that really matter?"

-twentythreeandsoaring.blogspot.com

when life gives you cooties, give em back to it.

everything's been going downhill so much.

everything is just getting worse. and nothing i do seems to be making a difference. they just dont care.

but im not giving up. even if it takes my life. because i know God has a purpose for putting me through all this.

"You will be tested by major changes, delayed promises, impossible problems, unanswered prayers, undeserved criticism, and even senseless tragedies...

A very important test is how you act when you can’t feel God's presence in your life. Sometimes God intentionally draws back, and we don’t sense his closeness. A king named Hezekiah experienced this test. The Bible says, “God withdrew from Hezekiah in order to test him and to see what was really in his heart.” Hezekiah enjoyed a close fellowship with God, but at a crucial point in his life God left him alone to test his character, to reveal a weakness, and to prepare him for more responsibility."

-Rick Warren, The Purpose Driven Life

im really so glad that we've started on the whole 40dop campaign cos this book is really awesome. God really speaks to me through this book and i can draw strength from God while doing qt.

i think right now, at this point of time, im gonna just leave everything to Him. cos He's the only one who knows exactly what is going on, and He's the only one who can get me through this.

"The good news is that God wants you to pass the tests of life, so he never allows the tests you face to be greater than the grace he gives you to handle them. The Bible says, "God keeps his promise, and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, he will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out."

right now my faith is being tested, and it really hurts. but with the confidence of being God's child and with the assurance that my Father is there to go through my pain and suffering with me and find me a way out, i know i will get through it. He's even provided such amazing friends with unfailing love and unending support for me. i know im not alone.

Thank you Jesus for your love to me
Thank you Jesus for your grace so free
I lift my voice to praise your name
Praise you again and again
You are everything
You are my Lord

waiting for a miracle

the past weekend was crazy. everything has happened so quickly. and everythings pretty much a blur. i feel like im being thrown into a typhoon and spat out again, and not know what just happened. it really sucks.

ive been through much the past few days. so much. emotionally, physically, mentally. but i know from now on things are just gonna get better cos they cant get any worse. and i know that God let all these things happen to me for a purpose. and i feel its really a test of faith. so i will be strong in my Father and persevere!

anyway. yes. so many things have happened lately. and finally all that drama is coming to a close. i hope? actually, im not too sure bout that. but anyway. yes. at least some things are straightened out and it feels so much better getting it off my chest.

but of course, more will follow. and more are following. a whole lot more. and honestly, im really quite tired. and i feel like giving up so much. but i cant. and i wont.

last night was really so bad. i dont wanna talk bout it. i'll start crying. but thank you God for this awesome sister of mine.(:





i love you dawh! (really.) and im really sorry for being so dumb last night. i really am and right now, i feel so stupid that we actually let such a trivial matter cause us to fall out. but im really sorry and i love you! and ill really miss you too.): email yeahhhh.

and thank you God for that experience last night. it has taught me to really put all my faith in you that somehow, you will make things work out by themselves and you wont put me into any difficulty greater than i can handle.

drama night! finally. fri and sat! things are starting to look so much better now. tickets are selling, the plays are finally getting somewhere and the sets are looking coolio. tech run on thursday! i really hope it runs well. and its still gonna take a miracle for drama night to be a great big success, and i know its gonna happen.

right now i just really need to handle my emotional situation with a few people. ive been drifting from so many people lately. and it really sucks. cos suddenly, we cant talk anymore. its either theres just nothing to talk about or i get really annoyed and i dont feel like talking. whats happening to me?):

but im really sorry if anyone feels neglected! i promise, its unintentional okayyyy. please dont hate me!):

there are sooo many things to tell soo many people. but what happens when no one wants to listen to you? what to do?

BERNICE JULY CHAAAAAAAN! hahaha oh my we've grown so much closer this year! hahaha. all cos of lit and english and maybe a few people here and there. hahaha. but anyway. its really awesome having you and your retardness around. helps lighten the mood loads. and thanks for always being there okayyy. to listen to all my senseless rubbish and worrying. and yours too. hahaha. i love you!!! (yes, <3 only used for nerine. hahah!)

i really needed to talk to you today. and i was waiting there like a complete idiot, turning at the very sound of mere footsteps, only to be disappointed. i feel like a fool. i feel so worthless. so meaningless. i know we need our own spaces, but couldnt you afford to be a bit more sensitive? you're never there when i need you. its almost as though there's nothing to keep us together anymore. bonds broken. but nothing changes. is that what we are to you? is that how little i mean to you? maybe so.

im still trying to find my own space.

look. even the moon has gone into hiding.

That's God

Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for?

THAT'S GOD! He speaks to you through the Holy Spirit

Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to
Talk to?

THAT'S GOD! He wants you to speak to Him.

Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them?

THAT'S GOD! There's no such thing as coincidence.

Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you wanted, but couldn't afford.

THAT'S GOD.. He knows the desires of your heart..

Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it is going to get better, but now you look back on it?

THAT'S GOD! He passes us through tribulation to see a brighter day.

DO YOU THINK THAT THIS CARD WAS ACCIDENTALLY SENT TO YOU?
NOPE!

Please pass this along and share the Power of God.
In all that we do, we need to totally give HIM Thanks and our blessings will continue to multiply.

NOW THAT'S GOD!!!!!!!!

Don't tell GOD how Big your storm is.
Tell the storm how Big your GOD is!

wow.

haha. anyway. the past two days have been crazy. absolutely nuts.

on thursday, had lunch with dad and jie. then jie left for ndp and i went over to joans. met kim and suyi, slacked a bit there, went to belicia's house and then her mum dropped us off at kap. then we went to cold storage and i got my stuff for class party and they made me buy 4 bottles of tiger and 1 bottle of stella artois. they paid for it, but i was at the stupid cashier. we broke the law on national day. wonderful.

after that we went back to joans, then i made my cake thing for class party and then we went swimming. so we totally missed the parade. but unimportant. then we went up, dried off and went back down to the playground. and we started drinking and due to certain reasons, i kept drinking and honestly it was disgusting cos it wasnt chilled. but yes. and i got drunk. which was really quite bad cos i dont really remember what happened.

but according to joan, i cried a lot. and belicia said i spoke a lot of rubbish. i really hope i didnt say anything that wasnt meant to be said. i cant remember.

then at 3 in the morning i got a really bad headache and i kept waking up. it was so sickening. but i didnt puke though, thankfully.

im so scared of myself now. i dont know what i can and cannot do. i dont know my limits. i dont know how to control myself. but i think ill take this as a lesson learnt. and im never drinking in large quantities again. i dont think anyone will allow me anyway. well, not those 4 in any case.

well, the reason i got drunk... i kinda figured it out. and its settled hopefully? i dunno. but i hate the feeling of being so unsure and uncertain of it. i mean, i dont know. someone told me im sacrificing too much and its not worth it. but i dont feel it. i know im just really scared of losing everything. im letting my heart rule over my head. which is stupid and senseless. i need to THINK. really sucks. im confused.

mmm. anyway. i woke up on friday feeling pretty okay. then i went down to jiaps and had class party. movie marathon! harry potter, mean girls and music and lyrics. music and lyrics is really SO awesome. its such a sweet show! hugh grant + drew barrymore = perfect. although hugh grant is a bit old. hahaha.

yepp. mr and mrs seetoh came over with luuuuuke. haha hes so cute. and ms ng came over too! and she fried fries for us! ahahha. ooh alliteration. haha. anyway. yes. it was okay lah. and venny was my slave for the day. ahah so funny.

mmhmm. ahha i was like the first to arrive at jiaps and the last to leave. we (vanesa, cheryl, tian and i) left at bout 6. then when we were walking to the bus stop, i kicked my toe against a brick. hurts man. ahha but yeah. went down to cell. worship was good. worship is always good. haha. yepp then we finished our criteria for husbands! ahha. i think im really gonna go for br cell regularly.

mmhmm. then got sent home, bathed, had a reallly loooooong sms conversation with july and fell asleep in the midst of doing so. hahah. im sorry july i love you!

ahha anyway. cell tonight! its our first official cell. and im looking forward to it.((:

there are a lot of things running through my head now. and im really confused as to what to do. for the better of me, or for the better of her? either way we'd both get hurt. but i think ill remain silent, cos, well, id rather be the one hurting.

let now our hearts burn with a flame
a fire consuming all for Your son's holy name
and with the heavens we declare
you are our king

you and your remedies

I AM SUCH A PIRATE.

ahahhaha. i shall not mention it. its kinda bad. but nevermind. hahah.

anyway. my new phone! <3



well mine's kinda white. that one is silver. but same model. z240(: its the coolest man.(: ahhaha im still trying to get used to it and figure out how to transfer files from my computer and vice versa. i plugged it into my computer and its charging. -.-

anyway. yes. hahaha today was such a happy day.(: had ND celebrations which i honestly thought ran really well so no worries july and lesley! great job. and it was also good that the programme varied from previous years. awesome(:

yepp. after celebrations i went to stef's place and we talk talk talk talk talk for 2 hours. ahha then she started itching and stuff. and i really hope youre feeling better!(: mmhmm then i left and went to abbie's house with chooooo! haha omg lah i really believed choo stayed above abbie. so annoying!

but anyway. yeah then they started playing some stupid game with the netball and then choo left then i talked to abbie. and talk a lot again. then she had tuition from 7-9 and i fell asleep on her bed. hahah wahh damn good sleep man. but anyway. yes then at 9 she came in and turned on the light and me, being the sort who will take very long to get used to light (and easily annoyed too but it would be rude to show it), was kinda in a daze. and my hair was all funny. but yeah. then like we talk some more, camwhored, then we went to have dinner after which uncle lee sent me home.(:

pictures from phone!

taken in the morning outside class by jiap.


jiap and sam!


abbie's room HAHAH HI CHOOOO


when i just woke up.



rainer!







Mr Ishak(:


awesooooome.(: i managed to work out my phone. i am so brilliant. ahhaha.

today was good overall. i spent good quality time with good people.(: so yes.

tmr got lunch with jie and dad and then joans house. then friday got class party and then barker cell. saturday morning gotta do work and then at night got cell. and then sunday church and then do work again and monday school. ohh dear. hahaha.

mmhmm. not much lah. but i like my phone.(: ahhaa i think its quite cool. its a 3g phone though, so it kinda lags. but its still cool. cos its mine. ahha.

anyway.

many people have been turning emo which is unhealthy. so to all the emo people out there, UMEMOFY YOURSELVES! or youll all die earlier than me. (which btw is at 20). so yes. CHEER UP AIIIIIGHT.

cos i know He's always there.

why so worried?

my Saviour King

ohh maaaaaan. i am so sorry for the lack of posts!): ive been so packed recently!

anyway. my daddy took the camera away so no pictures for quite long i would think. but nevermind! yall can appreciate my wonderful writing skills instead of just pictures pictures pictures. ahhaha.

yepp. the past weekend has been soooo awesome. right now im feeling so renewed. friday night went for barker cell. good job abbie and debbie! ahahha your names rhyme! ahha anyway. yes. and cell was good too. i shall go regularly(: cos its beneficial.

saturday had combined cell. worship was good too! abide 2(: and pat talked bout sharpening up. like as Christians, what are some of the attitudes we should be having.

sunday had church. 40dop kickoff! so awesome. Dr Rick Warren is really so good. and everything connected and made so much sense to me. and then we had farewell for sec 3s! but no one seemed really affected by it and i was quite disappointed cos its almost like, our class means nothing to them. and like, we're gonna move up into a cell, yet everyone's kinda like whatever about it. its kinda worrying. but its okay. we'll mature soon enough.

after church then we (pris, yongen, mariko, clara and me) went to tricia's house to slack our butts off. and i fell asleep in tricia's horsehair chair again! haha. yepp. then we went to kallang, met abbie and went down to fop. and keith was supposed to sit with us, but he couldnt find us, so he sat with the rest. and like. another old lady came and sat beside me and abbie and she was sooooo random. ahha and over-enthu? yeah. it was quite amusing, but i didnt really wanna listen? but aiyar. courtesy man. but she was quite cute lah. yeah. haha.

anyway. rev pringle is really such a good speaker! he touched on making space and connecting with God, and i feel that is really important cos its pointless to do qt without actually connecting with God. and i think one good way of connecting with God is through worship. so yeah. its really time when i can spend time alone with my father despite everyone around me. and thus my reason for loving worship so much.

its really rejuvenating lah. everything so far. and i feel that ive been feeling loads happier too and a lot less worried and a lot less stressed. cos i have the confidence in me again that God is always there and He'll make a way. and He is greater than any of my problems and even all my problems added together. so its awesome.

i dunno. i feel that God has spoken so much to me in the past few days. be it in sermon, or even in situations. and ive learnt to trust Him so much more. and there is actually a want and a hunger to do qt! haha. yes.

mmhmm. but not much lately though. everything has been going pretty smoothly. and ohh my phone! haha dad initially said he'll give me only on national day, but im getting it one day early! so its awesome. and im really excited cos ive been quarantined from phones for a very loooooong month. hahah.

yepp. there'll be a whole lot more things coming my way. but i just really hope that even as i get through this year (hopefully) ill just be able to maintain everything, be it my walk with God or my friendships. and i know that eventually everything will turn out right, no matter how bad the process may be. cos it cant turn out wrong. it just cant. everything will eventually be okay.

father, give her the confidence of being your child that she may shine ever so brightly for you Lord, and you let her know that though she may be physically alone, she is never spiritually alone and you're always there. also that God, you are the one whom she has to look to for strength father and i pray you help her realise that her weaknesses are what makes you strong in her father, so let her not be ashamed of them, but that you are made strong in her weaknesses and that other people grow in her weakness. father help her know that though she may be tired and she feels like giving at any point of time, youre always there with your outstretched arm wanting to carry her, to lift her from her sorrows. even as she goes through this point of her life, i pray you reveal yourself little by little to her and she will continue to grow and shine for you.

father even as she grows closer to you lord, help her know that she may feel alone, youre always there father for someone to talk to, and that im also there. and i pray father that she will just gather the courage and father i pray you help me to b sensitive towards her and also that the words that come out of my mouth bring her up and not push her down and also that you will just tell me what to say to her.

in Jesus' name,
Amen

Let now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess that my portion is Him
And I'm more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for Your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king.

We love You Lord
We worship You
You are our God
You alone are good

Let now your church shine as your bride
That You saw in Your heart as You offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home by the saved and redeemed
Those adopted as your own

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for Your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king.

We love You Lord
We worship You
You are our God
You alone are good

You asked your son
To carry this
The heavy cross
Our weight on sin

I love you Lord
I worship you
Hope which was lost
Now stands renewed

I give my life
To honor this
The love of Christ
The Saviour King

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy

brilliant.

im really tired.

sick and tired.

i have currently 6 running projects to overlook, teachers are being really difficult to work with right now, my grades arent showing the slightest improvement, im not spending enough time with friends, im falling sick, expectations are heightening, more commitments are coming my way and i shall die at 20.

i deeply apologise for the lack of posts. ):

ahhhhh. i really feel like sleeping. but sleeping is a total waste of time. and ive been sleeping wayyy too much. its terrible.

anyway. kim mentioned something today that really kinda got me thinking. cos i came down from gel and then i had a meeting with megan and kim was like KAAAAAAAAAAT. I HAVENT SPOKEN TO YOU FOR SO LOOOOOOONG.

oh dear. am i really not spending enough time with my friends? im really really sorry okay! ive just been so packed recently and yeah. my life is just totally going haywire. and im not exactly looking forward to the national day break either cos everyone wants to go out but i really kinda just wanna sleep. BUT I PROMISE TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YALL ONCE I CLEAR SOME OF MY STUFF OKAYYYYY<3

i need to learn how to be fair and spend equal amount of time with everybody. ):

anyway. yes. and jo was so sweet today! cos today we had lunchbox day, but cos i had iBounce, so i couldnt go and she was like "it was so different without you. it was less lively." SO SWEET I LOVE YOU JO! and i promise promise PROMISE the next lunchbox day ill sit with yall at the quadrangle okayyyy!

dinner at vilage! to celebrate jie's birthday and dawh's farewell.


all our fooood(:


mushroom and cheese crepe!


pizza!


salmon!


NO MORE FOOODD!!


heehee



dawh and nelvin.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY KWAAAAAAAN(:


chicken and cheese baked rice. YUM.


NO MORE!





bread and butter! i love this. but i didnt get to eat it. -.-





my mum's such a kid.


carisser! happy birthday to you tooooo!(:




our reciept was 30 cm long. the total bill came up to $159.90. oh my.


mum!


dad!


ONLY TWO CAMWHORE PICTURES OKAY!



the moon! it was really bright that night.


and finally, the cousin of VivoCity.


my sister wants to get engaged. and she's concerned cos i dont like her boyfriend. i dont not like him per se, but well, he's just kinda hard to get to know. like, i try talking to him and he totally daos me? and im supposed to like him. no thank you. i mean, ive tried opening up to him, but he just doesnt want to. i cant do anything aye? IM SORRY DAWH I REALLY LOVE YOU, BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING UNLESS YOUR BOYFRIEND DOES SOMETHING.

miss tan sze lin is baaaaaaaaack!!!(: hahaha hellooooo. and helloooo miss stefanie chua! ahhahah. oh man these two are so retarded. and ms kek was really funny today! cos i saw her in the comp lab, and she was like "did those two look for you?" and i was like "who?" and she went "MISS TAN AND STEF." ahhahahahahah omggggg.

anyway. blogthings!:D

You Are Not Stupid

You got 10/10 questions right! While acing this quiz doesn't prove you're a genius, you're at least pretty darn smart.

Are You Stupid?

i hope so.

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

ohh dear):

Your Depression Level: 88%

You seem to be severely depressed. You should seek immediate attention from your physician. Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

Are You Depressed?

oh my im really hoping its true!

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it. And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge. You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs. If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open. You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend. In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

indeed. :O

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

so true!):

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere. You're the type of person who goes along to get along. And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat. Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it. Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

really?

People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

ha.ha. sure.

You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance. You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it. You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!

What Kind of Cake Are You?

hahahah wheres my ham sandwich!

You Are a Turkey Sandwich

Conservative and a bit shy, you tend to stick with what you know and trust. You are very introverted, and you prefer to blend in whenever possible. Though you may be hard to know well, anyone who does know you considers you a true friend. Your best friend: The Ham Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Tuna Fish Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

shucks.

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

ayeee so expected eh. haaha.

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone. And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care. You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands. Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends. Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

wahseh got heartache man. serious problem. oh dear. but no kat! must remain strong. and i shall listen to my darling peanut and go sleep now.(: see i listen to you aight!

HI CHEK!<3