That's God

Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for?

THAT'S GOD! He speaks to you through the Holy Spirit

Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to
Talk to?

THAT'S GOD! He wants you to speak to Him.

Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them?

THAT'S GOD! There's no such thing as coincidence.

Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you wanted, but couldn't afford.

THAT'S GOD.. He knows the desires of your heart..

Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it is going to get better, but now you look back on it?

THAT'S GOD! He passes us through tribulation to see a brighter day.

DO YOU THINK THAT THIS CARD WAS ACCIDENTALLY SENT TO YOU?
NOPE!

Please pass this along and share the Power of God.
In all that we do, we need to totally give HIM Thanks and our blessings will continue to multiply.

NOW THAT'S GOD!!!!!!!!

Don't tell GOD how Big your storm is.
Tell the storm how Big your GOD is!

wow.

haha. anyway. the past two days have been crazy. absolutely nuts.

on thursday, had lunch with dad and jie. then jie left for ndp and i went over to joans. met kim and suyi, slacked a bit there, went to belicia's house and then her mum dropped us off at kap. then we went to cold storage and i got my stuff for class party and they made me buy 4 bottles of tiger and 1 bottle of stella artois. they paid for it, but i was at the stupid cashier. we broke the law on national day. wonderful.

after that we went back to joans, then i made my cake thing for class party and then we went swimming. so we totally missed the parade. but unimportant. then we went up, dried off and went back down to the playground. and we started drinking and due to certain reasons, i kept drinking and honestly it was disgusting cos it wasnt chilled. but yes. and i got drunk. which was really quite bad cos i dont really remember what happened.

but according to joan, i cried a lot. and belicia said i spoke a lot of rubbish. i really hope i didnt say anything that wasnt meant to be said. i cant remember.

then at 3 in the morning i got a really bad headache and i kept waking up. it was so sickening. but i didnt puke though, thankfully.

im so scared of myself now. i dont know what i can and cannot do. i dont know my limits. i dont know how to control myself. but i think ill take this as a lesson learnt. and im never drinking in large quantities again. i dont think anyone will allow me anyway. well, not those 4 in any case.

well, the reason i got drunk... i kinda figured it out. and its settled hopefully? i dunno. but i hate the feeling of being so unsure and uncertain of it. i mean, i dont know. someone told me im sacrificing too much and its not worth it. but i dont feel it. i know im just really scared of losing everything. im letting my heart rule over my head. which is stupid and senseless. i need to THINK. really sucks. im confused.

mmm. anyway. i woke up on friday feeling pretty okay. then i went down to jiaps and had class party. movie marathon! harry potter, mean girls and music and lyrics. music and lyrics is really SO awesome. its such a sweet show! hugh grant + drew barrymore = perfect. although hugh grant is a bit old. hahaha.

yepp. mr and mrs seetoh came over with luuuuuke. haha hes so cute. and ms ng came over too! and she fried fries for us! ahahha. ooh alliteration. haha. anyway. yes. it was okay lah. and venny was my slave for the day. ahah so funny.

mmhmm. ahha i was like the first to arrive at jiaps and the last to leave. we (vanesa, cheryl, tian and i) left at bout 6. then when we were walking to the bus stop, i kicked my toe against a brick. hurts man. ahha but yeah. went down to cell. worship was good. worship is always good. haha. yepp then we finished our criteria for husbands! ahha. i think im really gonna go for br cell regularly.

mmhmm. then got sent home, bathed, had a reallly loooooong sms conversation with july and fell asleep in the midst of doing so. hahah. im sorry july i love you!

ahha anyway. cell tonight! its our first official cell. and im looking forward to it.((:

there are a lot of things running through my head now. and im really confused as to what to do. for the better of me, or for the better of her? either way we'd both get hurt. but i think ill remain silent, cos, well, id rather be the one hurting.

let now our hearts burn with a flame
a fire consuming all for Your son's holy name
and with the heavens we declare
you are our king