omg today is the earliest ive gone home in 2 years. (: im proud of myself.

this is a really really late post. but heck. 1 week. my record. even my hiatus wasnt that long. haha. but anyway. musical is over. im like, glad cos theres nothing to worry bout anymore, but im missing it. like, nic and gis too. ahha and we stole gabriel's feathers. haha. quite funny lah. but yeah i think it was overall a great job, so well done! i would do my thanks now, but got no time. this is a brief update. (:

yepp then omg the worst thing and the best thing happened to me this morning. like at midnight around there or something. ahha. yeah omg like seriously. ahha but its very private, so i shant mention it. but i cried. haha. cried really really bad. aiyar, it was mainly my fault lah. for being so insensitive and stupid, but im glad its all over and its even better than before. omg, its been on my mind all day lah. i cant seem to get it outta my head. EH. but anyway.

thanks for always being there! like really. thanks for being so patient and caring and encouraging. im really so sorry i hurt you without realising it. i didnt know it would cause such a great impact. you matter a lot to me, honestly. and you're not insignificant. im really glad you confronted me and that its all over and we're a lot closer now. closer than before! ahha and yeah, like you said, after what we went through last night, its soooooo much that we cant possibly fall out anymore. ill always remember that night k. and im really really glad you think we're close. its cool. thanks for everything. and i mean, everything. ahha. im just really really glad we managed to resolve it, or i think we'd just turn enemies and hate each other for life. i really really treasure the times we spent together, and i really meant it as a joke. haha i love you for caring so much about me and thank you so much for telling me cos i know it takes a lot of courage. and im really surprised that you know me so well but sometimes it seems like i barely know you. i really should spend more time with you hm? haha. its just been really fun with you around. thanks so much for everything.

that aside, i need to rant.

omg i really cant believe how annoying you are. i mean, why cant you just be there for me for at least once? just once. thats all im asking. ONCE. but no, you NEVER are. youre always coming up with some stupid excuse to not listen to me. when im trying to talk to you. so much for all that ill be there for you shit. i really wish sometimes i wasnt so patient. especially with you. when you deserve it the least. why am i always the one listening and you the one talking? why cant you just shut up for once and listen to me? you dont even let me tell you advice. its really annoying. you dont know what ive done for you and you dont appreciate it. and when i finally try to talk to you, you come up with some stupid excuse to not listen to me. i dont need a friend like you. i think im better off without a friend like you, in fact. then i wont have to worry and think so much and get emo over nothing. i really wish youd just go away. i wish i didnt know you. i wish you didnt come into my life. leave me alone. just go away. youre caring so much more bout popularity than you treasure your friendship. whats the point of carrying on this friendship then. id rather not.

go figure.

no, its two completely different people. the first one has been there for me for as long as ive known her, the second one hasnt. pffffffft. i hope you find out who you are.

no joan, btw, its not you.

oh pfsh. go and die. whoever you are.

eh if i sleep later than 1130 tonight, i wouldnt have rested slept for 24 hours.

omg omg omg. i hate flim. i mean, she tells us after chapel today that we're doing next week. thanks a whole lot, you know. omg how are we supposed to get ready! omg lahh. but anyway, congrats to 2m for a successful chapel! it was good, praise the Lord!(:

hm this is what i have left to do by tonight:
1. key skills in compre prac paper 8
2. home ec
3. chinese ying yong wen
4. chinese worksheet
5. research for art.

reasonably okay, im just really glad i finished geog and lit. though lit was not exactly the best, but yeah. got back physics today. 18.5. average lah. omg and i got so irritated today lah omg. ms yeo is awful. she refused to let us go for recess! like omg, just to finish her practical. and she even ate into physics! how mean. and we were all like starving and everything. pfffffffft.

okay, maybe not all. i wasnt. but its my class. so yes. but flim let us go for 1/2 hr. the nicest thing shes ever done. hahaha. man im mean. but anyway. yes. omg omg omg i have to complain about math. like omg, you know they deleted the heymath set language and notation lessons! like omg i havent seen them lah! so now meiyan has to tutor me. pfsh. i feel so stupid. but thank you popssssssssss. :D yay i love you.

JOAN I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY IM HERE IF YOU NEED TO TALK OKAY PLEASE CHEER UP COS I LOVE YOU!

heh. now im pissed off at a few people. eeerreeeeeeeeetateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng. pfshbeyewrkniflamsdohesfoerkrt. bleargh.

eh kayaking tmr<3! ahhah im excited. (: photo-taking on wednesday and drama elections (hopefully) on wednesday tooo. chinese test on friday and physics test in about 2-3 weeks time. ahha. oh well.

i wish people's internets/wireless would work properly cos it really getting quite annoying seeing the pop ups. i see one like every 5 seconds and if im lucky, 6 seconds. haha okay so im exaggerating, but really! ahha. oh well.

STDLC OMG OMG OMG. mwehehhehehhe desmond hotness. haha.

ooh fop this weekend! dree wants me to go with her church but i dunno. may feel kinda weird and if i go, then id be missing meiyan's church for like 4 weeks. *gasp* ahhhh howwww. and i kinda wanna go on friday too cos its the first night but got no one to go with then sunday may be going with stef and gis but omg, i dont even know if i can go omgggggggg. die larhhhh. hahah oh well. its time to leave it to God. (:

its come down to this. its finally ending. no more stress, no more late nights, no more cues whatsoever. this week is THE week.

ahhaha. no lah. so drama. its just the musical. well, all the rehearsals and time and effort put into doing everything will pay off hopefully. (: this whole experience has just been so exciting. like really lah. i dont think anything else can give me the same memories. haha the whole musical has just been like. awesome. like wow. haha.


i dunno what to say. its just mixed feelings inside. im happy cos its finally going to be over and there wont be anything to worry bout. but im nostalgic at the same time cos i dont want it to end. i will definitely miss rehearsals and everything, the fun times and all. its just all been really great.

we had trial audiences yesterday. thought it was pretty good. haha hope the audience enjoyed it lah. and omg i almost cried yday lah after the voice warm ups. cos i just realised how close we were to the end and how soon everything is ending and how near the show is. memories just kind of came flooding back and stuff. ahhh.

oh well. all good things must come to an end. but im very very thankful for being able to be part of the production. its a rare opportunity. (:

stef is leaving really soon also. in like, a month. siiiiigh. i need to do my letters soon. maybe wednesday.

today was very very slack. completely no lessons at all. we had like this concert thingie after chapel, which was held in the quadrangle. and omg jukebox played! :D and i was thinking if they will play a lonely september and i was like probably not and i was walking back to class then omgomgomg they really played it! i was so super happy. like really. cos right now plain white t's is still quite underground (i think) so it was cool that they played it. and even knew the song, in fact. then meg nic and i went to kaciao them and omg the bass seems quite difficult to play hm. yeah. and of course, they performed far away. ahah. yeah then it was slack all the way after that. then i spoke a lot to nyam lah. mmhmm. not much.

I LOVE MY ANGEL(:

www.xanga.com/STDLC

eh. okay. im so tired. im really really tired. like ive never been so tired before. but im so happy. i dunno why. im just. happy. haha.

yday had rehearsal for open day. it was okay. i think soi did quite bad lah but nevermind. yeah then after as i was walking down the hill to the bus stop right, sackman's arm fell off okay! and i didnt realise till like much later! so i couldnt find his arm. =x so he has one arm less. pffffffft. oh then yday me and suyi were denting the stupid buckets for woman at the well. dent until i got blister lah. but yday's dinner was gooood. ahha kfc. yepp. got home at bout 9+.

then today! hm. lesse. racial harmony commemoration. it was okay lahh. just that i didnt really like the people who planned/organised it. mmhmm. but that aside. mrs chen was super super nice again today. and i fell lah! omg. im so dumb. like math was the only lesson we had cos mrs pandian didnt come and laoshi didnt come either. so yeah.

then after school, i had to dent the buckets more and had to scrub them with tea leaves. it didnt really work lah. it turned out quite strange i think. but anyway. yeah then me and deborah did ropes for like 2 whole hours. omg. it sucked lah. yeah then i had to set up props and everything. then had evaluation at bout 5.30. hm... i shall not talk bout it lah. but yeah.

then run! we did 2 runs today. i feel very accomplished! :D haha i dunno why. i was just quite happy during today's rehearsal lah. ahha yepps. and during golgotha my blister broke! it was so gross and painful lah. then like my skin is like sticking out now. haha. im very very tired. got home at like 12+. but ive seriously never felt happier. not say happy. more like uhm. joyful. yes. haha. but i really thank God for granting upon me the experience and everything. cos its really great. like. i dunno how to say lah. the whole thing is just different. the whole feeling. and i think ill cry during curtain call. haha. cos so much time and effort has been put into this production by everyone and although everyones like complaining, but i know they want rehearsals lah. ahha

todays golgotha was good also. im really really very happy. like this whole entire week has just been so great. there werent any majorly bad events. like even if wednesday's rehearsal wasnt the best. its still not that bad. so im very happy. im just so glad its like the end of the week. im so tired. tmr gotta go back for open day. then sunday got rehearsal again. monday and tuesday are like... sort of my rest days lah. yeah then wednesday - saturday will be rehearsal and finally, the show. im really excited. and scared. and worried. and in a way, relieved i guess.

this musical has been so great lah. ive gotten to know so many people and everything. its just been fantastic. i got to work with professionals (though they're not the nicest people) i learnt like "stage tricks" (haha) and yeah. so many things. the memories and good times and bad. ahha. mmhmm. must treasure the rehearsals man. (:

okay okay i better stop here or id get really emo.

I've never been so alone
And I've never been so alive

eh.. the recent days have been okay. hm my apple crumble is nice. hahah. yes anyway. nothing much has happened cept for a few highlights. (:

pirates 2! its really really good so if you have the chance, please do go watch it. its really funny. may be a tad bit too lengthy though, but overall, its goood. went with san, joan, suyi, za, lyn, jaime, evan and tian. yeah netties and me. so extraded. but anyway. yeah. i dont think i should watch movies with people cos id just annoy them, so ill go watch alone next time. ahha. but what the heck. yepp.

oooh and i got to know sackman! :D he's my new friend. must meet him soon yeah! hes really really cute. (:

then tuesday. well, nothing much happened. just that i got very emo. but it doesnt matter anymore. sackman was there for me. (:

then today. hms. well. after school, went to lesley's place, then went back to school for rehearsal, todays run was okay lah. quite average. as usual. but i think the standard is like dropping.

why i like rehearsals: cos it means i dont have to go home so early, but then cos of rehearsals i go home so late. plus, you get to do all the coolio things that other people dont. ahhahahah

why i dont like rehearsals: GOT NO TIME TO DO HOMEWORK. ALWAYS KANNA SCOLDED ONE. MORE WORK! RAWRRRR. ALWAYS SEE XXXXXXX XXXX XXXXXX SUCKING UP TO SENIORS EW MAKE HER GO AWAY.

I MISS YOU MELIN! COME BACCCK!

ooh did i mention that melin actually sent me all that we needed album by plain white t's? like the whoooooole album! 13 songs! :D im a happy kid THANK YOU MELIN I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOOOOOO ((((((((:

the songs are like nice and nice and nice. (:

mmhmm. many people have been very nice lately. well, except for me lah. ive been pretty dao these days i think. dunno whyyyy. hm. but its not smart to approach me when im like dao and stuff lah duh.

mrs chens been seriously so awfully nice it scares me sooooo bad. talk more to bimb now, shes actually very funny. ahaha. yeah and ive been talking quite a lot to hilary for some reason. im like starting more relationships but losing the others. ahhhh i suck.

head prefect elections! i shant mention who i voted for. though i think its quite predictable. im glad i voted for her in the end. results on thursday morning. yayyyyyy.

okay i really should be doing my work now, but heck. hahah okay okay just a bit more.

hm today during rehearsal i got pretty emo. i dunno why. but i just did. i thought a lot. like a lot. and i teared. but i dont think anyone saw. but when i teared the second time i was almost discovered. like i started tearing then i kept my head down then stef had to come and sit beside me and i was like OHHH CRAAAAAAAAP. and jo had to sit on the other side. i was like OMG NO. NO NO NO NO. then i miraculously stopped. ahhahaha. but yeah. okok id better stop.

later~

AHHHH FREEEEEEAAAAAAAAK

stupid camp video is too big and so i cannot burn it into a cd, cannot save into thumb drive and CANNOT EVEN UPLOAD TO YOUTUBE!

ahhhh like 918mb for 4 1/2 freaking minutes?! a bit big right! oh maaaaaaaaan. anyone got dvd! i think video got too many transitions liao. pfsh. anyway. its very nice. so thats all that matters. ahha.

granduncle just passed away. not very close to him though and barely remember him.

yeah its all just very vague. and i got very pissed at my aunt yday.

never mind. i cant be bothered to post it. but i learnt sth yday.

you think you really know someone.

but at the end of the day, you find out that you still dont know who they really are.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

blogger just deleted my post (again) out of its own accord, so i shall update another time. but meanwhile...

i have completely fallen in love with plain white t's. theyre such a fantastic band. like seriously. its haaaawt. a lonely september is my new favourite song! :D and there's hey there delilah. they're all really really nice. hahaha.




A Lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back
'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

okay i really shouldnt be doing this now, but i havent posted for 4 days. hm...

okay first off, happy birthday melin and tricia (7th), meryl jie (10th) and val (12th). and tmr is andree's birthday. oh dear. siiiiiigh. ok nevermind. we shall leave tmr's worries till tmr.

okay okay. had rehearsal on monday. wasnt the greatest, wasnt the worst. but i think we're doing downhill cos there were an awful lot of notes. hm. yes. then got home, bathed, unpacked, did work and slept at around 1+. then yday... yesterday. hm. had oac. we didnt do much lah, did more of admin stuff. we cleared up the board and came up with a new design for it and i think hopefully we're gonna get a oac shirt! :D im real excited. haha. cos that would mean oac is like, an actual cca, and we're not just going cos we HAVE to, but cos we CHOOSE to. yepp. then got home, bathed, unpacked, waited for karen kwan to finish using the computer at 930 so i could finally get started on my work and i barely had it for an hour when kelly needed it again. so i waited and waited and got it back at 11+. then finally i had peace. so i did lit, pw and eng. then i realised:

i didnt have pw the next day cos of swim finals.

)@$(#%(#%^($&^^&*^%O bleargh. and i spent so much time on it!

we didnt do the lit presentation, english is due on thursday.

im so disorganised oh dear. but anyway. yeah slept at 230.

then today!

went to school as per normal, had school as per normal, blah blah blah, then left at bout 1230 for swim finals. swim finals were pretty ok lah. it was really boring and hot and all at first, but after all that, it was really quite okay. saw mag, meixi, rachael, kaye, marcus and nicholas there. and some other people who look vaguely familiar, but then again, not really. but anyway. yeah. cheered like siao lah with yummy. ahah. results werent too bad. cdiv came in second for relay, bdiv came in fourth. jasmine came in 3rd for sth i cant rmb. but anyway. yeah. then went home and yes.

so what do i have to do by tonight. hm

1. study history
2. study chinese
3. ying yong wen!
4. research for art
5. and a lot of other homework which i cannot rmb and cannot be bothered to type.

i need to shit

what do i need to do tmr

1. camp video
2. transport dresses to drama store

ahh i dont rmb anything anymore oh dear.

never mind. i shall just forget bout it.

hm. today went for rehearsal. it was like okay, not very good, not very bad. we didnt have melin and gis and the seniors so we were seriously lacking in manpower. but we managed to pull through and we had an addition! jo! haha. ya. then after rehearsal went to mel's place and then met ruth then went down to trinity.

then we met meiyan and went in, and i must say, their church is amazing. the people there are like really friendly and nice and they all welcome you so you dont feel like an outsider. and the people there are really spontaneous too! i really enjoyed myself lah. then after ignyte service i joined them for fuel and the way they do it is really great cos they have like bible study on the different books of the bible. i had 1 timothy part 2. it was quite good, cos like they go into detail and they give us examples and its an interactive study. so it was fun. and the people there are just very friendly and welcoming. yepp. and they're so united and bonded.then i saw delise! mabel's friend. haha at first i didnt recognize her. i thought she looked familiar then i rmb i saw her at mabel's house and we played speeeeeeeeed. or was it bridge. oh well. but i saw her.

yeah then their lessons are so fun that 1 1/2 hours seemed so short. haha. yeah then after fuel i went for dinner with ruth at black canyon and she kept wanting to stab and kill her chicken. haha. it was very amusing. haha. yepp. then after that i came home. mmhmm.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay i am seriously gonna fail all my tests. history was so screwed up. i didnt know how to answer like, the first question. oh craaaaaaaap. ahhhh.

oh well. i shall have to mentally prepare myself over the weekend. theres rehearsal tmr, and then i may be going down to giselle/meiyan/xianwen's church after that. but im not too sure. yepps. just hope everything turns out okay.

hm. what happened today! after school, FINALLY handed in pw. or else ms tay sure kill us. then i went downstairs and kanna attacked by suyi, joan, somewhat thiam and san and they asked me to go out with them to east coast for melin's birthday thing. but i was already going out with cheo so oh well. yeah then we went out, but me and dani took cab, then we met the rest at kobayashi and had lunch. then after that we were supposed to go watch a movie, but decided against it and went to joy's house in the end. then we were like wondering what to do and stuff then we decided to watch horror movie so we watched the doll master. it was quite cool lah, not as freaky as i expected, maybe cos of the atmosphere also. but anyway. it was a pretty good show. ahahha. then we met sam, joy's friend. mmhmm. she's quite nice, studied in australia, but apparently she quit school. so much freedom. haha but shes nice lah. yeah then she showed me the other videos they had and then we watched white chicks. we were watching halfway then kim's mother came so me cheo kim and claire left. haha yeah then i came home. quite boring lah cos we didnt plan or anything. yepp.

oh well. i need to like go to school early tmr but i really dont wanna and i should work on pw now.

thanks rae! really appreciate it. (: like, honestly. thanks so much.

and thanks anonymous, whoever you are.(:

gosh. im feeling really bad. the past few days have just been like. bad. im really so glad that this week is a short week.

lets see what happened during the week. its been so hectic.

monday went for syf (read previous post) and like had quite a lot of things to do, so i had like 2 cups of coffee to keep me awake, but it was like wayyy too much. i only fell asleep at 5.15 and woke up at 6. it was kinda bad. so i was like really really tired and stuff.yeah.

tuesday. hm. had rehearsal. melin and nicole couldnt attend. so we covered for them. although judy said it was an okay run, i know we can do so much better that just...that. i mean, its a really good show, and we're really wasting it. luckily jon didnt go or we'll just all be in trouble. it was quite a fast run, ended at like 830, debriefed until bout 9 plus and then went to change, clear props blah blah blah. then went home, had to like finish homework and study history and all that, slept at around 2+. mmhmm. yepp. and like i was still very tired lah.

wednesday. history test postponed, i was so happy. cos that means i had more time to study. it was just this huge load off. then drama sec 4 farewell. it was so screwed up. we had like no food, no games, no nothing. like all the games were all impromptu, everyone was asking me where the food was cos they were hungry and stuff, it was just so bad. and i felt really bad cos we didnt plan it properly and it sucked lah. it was just. bad. i dunno. but i felt it was better than last year's. drama is like falling apart. yeah then we had like a lot of leftovers for ice cream, so xiang, krystle and i waited with ms tan for the netties to finish training then we gave them ice cream. then i went back, did work and i was supposed to study for life science and math but i fell asleep at like 11. yeah but then i woke up at bout 3.30 then i studied and then rested until my mum woke us up again. so i like had 4 half hours. not too bad, really.

thursday, aka, today. today was quite bad lah. life science test first period, i kinda screwed it up, seriously think i failed, then had math test, im mentally prepared already. but math was really like quite bad lah cos i didnt know how to do the second page and that would mean that half my marks would be emitted already. i really felt like crying. then i went to the comp lab during recess to ATTEMPT to work on the video for opening, and i found out that i was like blacklisted from the comp lab and i was banned. wth. i really didnt know what was going on. i was super confused lah. then physics pract wasnt very good, geog was just boring. then i was like falling asleep during grammar and i got really quite irritated. then after that i was pretty moody and now i feel so bad cos i was very uhm... in a way, strict with grace and i ignored her most of the time. i was quite dao lah, in general. but i was really tired and there was just this whole lot of things swirling around in my brain and i cant seem to work them out. and today, omg, after we completed the video, i was creating a video file, the stupid thing took forever to create and then the lab person said the lab was going to close so i didnt manage to create it. i was so pissed off. like seriously. and then ms kek told me she was gonna put jo in charge of bamboo courtyard for the musical but i already told stef she was in charge and now i think stef's like pissed at me. and im feeling really bad lah cos i was the one who said she was going to be in charge then now shes not. omg. i really feel so bad and i know how she feels lah. i dunno. im just really confused.

tmr cheo wants to go out. i dont mind, i just really hope that i wont be too tired. then saturday there's rehearsal again.

im just really happy that a lot of things are over and i wont have to think bout them anymore. not for some time, at least. like, sec 4 farewell is done, no more rehearsals till saturday, the only remaining test for this week is history, tmr is half day, the video is completed, just need to convert it. im really so relieved. this week is just. man. its just so different. i dunno. but its a whole lot off my shoulders. i can breathe again. although of course there are things that are still bothering me, but its really a lot less and i really wanna thank God for bringing me through the week and being there for me. he's taken my glass of water from me this week. (: well, its a really small cup now. haha. i can finally laugh. although i feel like crying. im really just. so tired. i dont wanna think. hmm. my emotions are just like... mixed. i know what im supposed to do, but i havent got the motivation to do it ahhh.... okay okay.

i really need to cry. pfsh. i wish i wasnt so weak.

man i felt so insignificant and unwanted today. like an outcast. i didnt know why. maybe its cos i dont have anyone to go for recess with, maybe its because half the time im alone wondering what to do next. i dunno. but i was just. really quite down. like there's just no one i can pour out my feelings to, no one's there for me. like, it was as though it didnt matter if i existed or not. and i was just crying in class cos i was feeling so down. felt like i didnt matter to anyone. no one cared what happened to me.

the insignificance of me.

and take the musical, for example. it really wouldnt matter if i was there or not. jonathan can easily find someone to replace me if i wasnt there. someone else who was free could easily take over my duties and responsibilities. i dont do much anyway. no one bothered bout me. or so it felt.

i dunno man. im just feeling so insecure. like no one remembered me. no one would cry for me or anything. i mean, i know its really bad to think so negatively, but i cant help it. i just...feel that way.

everything i do isnt appreciated. no matter how much effort i put into doing something, its never appreciated.
if its not appreciated, then its wrong. and i get scolded. whats the point of getting me to do the job when you're going to scold me in the end. i think its ridiculous.

well, doesnt matter anyway. i wont ever be recognised.

i want to cry. shows how bloody weak i am, doesnt it.

argh. i hate myself.

POINTLESS LITTLE CREATURE.

OH GOSH!

i am sooooo tired. i spent like almost 4 hours working on the stupid dracula script (which really sucks but nevermind) ahhhhh

plus, my group sucks. arh heck.

okay i shall update bout yesterday.

syf. went to trinity christian centre for shout your fame. i initially didnt wanna go cos i thought id be all alone and stuff, but after thinking for a long time and praying, i decided to go and see. and im glad i went. (:

took bus down and met ruth and nat and omg the church is really big. like really big. but anyway. we found seats and then it started and the people who joined can really sing! they're really quite good lah. and it was enriching and stuff. then after the competition, pastor gary gave a sermon, and his sermon touched my heart and i rededicated my life to God. (: it was really good. and i dont regret going.

mmhmm. but like 3/4 of the time i was having a really bad headache. but i thoroughly enjoyed myself. so yepp. and im still wondering if i should go on saturday. if im not too tired i guess i will. mmhmm.

this week's gonna be crazy. like really. got like 4 tests, life science, history, math and physics. life science we're supposed to be tested till like mitosis and meiosis and we havent learnt it yet and so im not sure if we're gonna have the test. yepp then there's rehearsal till like 10 tmr and history on wednesday so im wondering how im gonna study. yepp then theres math and physics on thursday. well, there's math but im not sure bout physics. then friday is half day, we end at 12, but i still gotta stay for rehearsal anyway, so not much of a difference. mmhmm. ahhhh tired tired tired. guess thats all.

i know, my life sucks.