hm short post before blogger dies.

ill post pics up some other time. i seem to suddenly have taken a lot of pictures. gramma's birthday, netties, granddad's birthday/nd. hahaha okay okay pictures for netties and nd/granddy's birthday another time lah.

i know this is quite a late post lah but i was just thinking bout it.

quite some time ago, meiyan told me she got accepted into nj. for some reason i got quite emo bout it? i dunno. i just did lah. cos like i dunno. but anyway. i asked her if she was gonna go then she was like dunno, but most probably yes cos she prayed and said that if God has a plan for her in nj, God would let her go through. i guess the decision ultimately is up to her.

then after that nat told me on friday (the one on fop) that she was gonna go for interview on saturday. then i was like. i dunno. i was sort of pissed lah. though i know im really not in a position to be. cos its really their choice and stuff. but anyway. i smsed her on saturday and she said the interview went well so i think shes got a pretty high chance of getting in and she probably is going to ip.

then like during the musical stef told me she's going to london to study. that one is confirmed. and she's leaving in bout 3 weeks. but she said she'll be back quite often.

siiiiiiiiiiigh. i really dunno what got me so upset. i really dont want them to go. i mean, its not like im gonna see them everyday anyway or anything, but its just i dunno. i just dont want them to go. like for meiyan. i only got to know her last year during like swim meet but we're quite close and stuff and she's just been there for me so much. i dont want her to go. i dunno lahh. i just dont.

then nat. im not say super super close to nat but we talk and when we talk, we talk quite a lot and its just i dunno. itll be different without her i guess. and argh its just so irritating lah. so many people have already walked out of my life lah. i know its not as though im not gonna ever see them again or anything or not talk to them, but we'll definitely drift right! and like. itll just be like awkward. argghhhhhh.

then stef. london. all the way to uk. hm. abandoning all her friends behind. i know we dont like meet up as much but we talk a lot on msn especially at night and its like once she gets to london, the time there will be different then we wont get to talk as much anymore and ahhh. i dunno lah.

so many people have left/are leaving me)))): i know im being super selfish and spoilt but i really dont want them to go lah. and suyi is also leaving. she says she may leave next year cos she doesnt wanna take chinese. i dont think its a good enough reason to leave right. and once everyone leaves i wont get to see them as often anymore. ))))))):

AHHHHH.

maybe I should be the one leaving huh. no one would realise anyway.

koped from ian

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

yay i love you mr. potatohead. hahah since youll be the one missing me. hahahah

pffffft. so even my obituary hates me. anyway. it says:

"Evilly sulking around the neighbourhood, kathleen kwan died a hilarious death.

kathleen kwan will be terribly missed by Mr. Potatohead."

hmph.