show me Your heart

it was a good morning, then a not so good day, then a very good evening.

went back to ac to settle payment for the void deck, and sat in for aa3's gp lesson and met up with sa6 as well. really miss these kids, they (surprisingly) bring so much joy to my life. for the first time in a few days, my mind was taken off other things, and i could really laugh.

then went down to mg for rehearsal. the musical is somewhat coming along, still a bit worried about the standard and quality though and not much time left to rehearse with the kids, but they still aren't taking it seriously. and of course my personal spiritual struggle wrt conflict between the uppers. won't post here, for safety and security reasons, but God, please grant me the wisdom to handle the situation and patience to handle the people. sometimes, it really isn't funny.

then lmg thanksgiving dinner! it was okay, but i think cos there were so many empty spaces of time in between, i got a bit distracted and upset again. idk why this is lasting for so long. idk what the underlying lesson God is trying to teach me. i want to get over it. i want to rest. but im still feeling so burdened - but idk with what. and its a terrible struggle.

but in any case, the sharing and worship sessions were good. just hearing how God talks to each and every one of us so differently really encourages me. and knowing that he remains faithful throughout different circumstances.

You are on Your throne, You are God alone

ok, getting tired and i have other postings to do. but im slowly making up for the omega long hiatus, right!((: