Monday, June 19, 2006

OMG OMG OMG

im never gonna finish my work. pffffft

all the things left that i have to do:

1. zhouji
2. yue du bao gao
3. jian bao
4. read chinese book
5. heymath reading assignment
6. heymath online assignment 2
7. sa paper 1
8. sa paper 2
9. art
10. change sheets
11. musical props

ok, the change sheets is really irrelevant but my mum's gonna kill me if i dont change by the june hols and its gonna like take up half my day. i lost my sa papers and my zuo wen question. i dunno where my books are and omg, i am so dead. siiiiiiigh. ive only finished 3 assignments. i am seriously so dead.

on a lighter note, salad has revived the sec2pb blog! yayness to that. its really really nice. ((:

and i found something really funny too. HOMEWORK IS FUN!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

heh heh.

i got my hair cut! heeeeeee

ahha nah kelly layered it for me. and its super difficult to tie lah. and the ponytail is this small, thin thing thats almost non existant. hahah. oh well.

nothing much

I AM NOT A GNOME.

edit/PB pictures!<3

Saturday, June 17, 2006

MGPB June Camp 2006
Strike Back
Ignite the Passion Within

13 - 15 June

Day 1! reached school at 730, had registration, got camp booklet, camp shirt and everything, and then we settled down and had icebreakers! haha we all had to do the limbo. haha it was so fun. and we did it by level. and i think by now, the sec 2s are pretty bonded. its quite cool. like we're all just having fun with each other. after icebreakers was worship and this year, our theme song is consuming fire! haha. its quite cool. yepp. then pam and jia gave camp introduction. our theme was passion. then mrs yap gave opening speech. she asked us one question: from a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest, how would we rate our passion for the prefectorial board? and she said to ask ourselves that same question at the end of the camp.

i felt i was around 6 to 7. cos i mean, i really love being a prefect, but sometimes the duties are really boring and the prefects themselves as well. but anyway. after that we had training by lifeskills enrichment. and we got into our groups. methane!





















haha. cant really see it but its the one in the middle on the right hand side. it reads:

METHANE
Charmaine Phang (Leader)
Wong Yuxiang (Assistant Leader)
Wong Wan Pin
Yvonne Li
Shernise Khor
Cai Jiahui
Rebekah Heng
Magdalene Ho
Andrea Fang
Maisie Koh
Kathleen Kwan

haha yeah. the other 5 groups were matchstick, lighter, charcoal, firewood and candle. haha. yeah. haha yepp. its a really fun group. our first task was to list down all the similarities between our group members. our first one was WE ALL HAVE MOLES ON OUR FACES. haha which is true. and then our most unique one was WE ALL PRODUCE METHANE. ahhahahahha. it was quite funny. yeah and we had like training and stuff lah. we had ice breakers for training. the first game was the blob! someone was the blob and the blob had to catch people and then the person caught would be part of the blob and go catch more people. ahaha. and then in the midst, the blob broke and became 2 big blobs. haha. for the second game methane and charcoal merged. it was some nuclear thing. we had to get the whole group over a waist-high string without touching it. and our group's one worked! haha we were the first group over. then we had training all the way until around 4.30 where we had games. and the first one was the balloon game. we had to blow balloons and line up with the balloons between us and the groups had to try and burst each other's balloons. it was so scary. wan pin was so super scared she kept screaming. it was quite funny. and mag and i were so scared also! but i know i was terrified. like seriously. then we had this weird game where we had our hands tied behind our backs and we had to hop to a plate of skittles in flour and take out 2 skittles and then run to the game masters where we'd get our strings cut and then run to the umbrellas and turn 5 rounds, run to a small bean bag and throw it into the hula hoop. it was so funny. and it was quite fun. we all had like flour on our faces and stuff. haha. yepp. then we went to our station games.

methane's first station was against charcoal. we had to throw wet sponges to our team mates to fill a bucket whil the other team would intercept. i think for that one it was a draw. yepp. then our second game was against lighter. we had to play jacob's ladder and then run to this pail of lemon juice and we had to do whatever the station master told us to do. yvonne couldnt eat her lemon so andree went to help her. hhaha. shes so cute. then i helped wan pin eat her lemon and 3 of us finished drinking the lemon juice. hahah. the bucket ahha. it was quite fun. then the last game was against candle. all of us had to stand on chairs and answer questions about either the pb or the school. if we answered it wrongly, one random chair would be taken away from our group. if we answered correctly, one random chair would be taken away from the other group. if anyone fell off the chairs, they'd have to roll on a misture of flour and water. and so did the losing team, actually. i think methane won. but no one really cared. haha yeah then in the midst, we had like really little chairs and then i was like squatting and i was almost gonna lose my balance and fall and i was on becky's foot. it was so bad. haha. then char and jia fell. but yvonne rolled for jia and i rolled for char cos i think they didnt want to. haha it was quite funny. then after the whole game, wan pin wanted methane to roll, so we did and candle didnt! haha but it was fun. yeah then we had dinner. and after that was night games.

oh my gosh, night games were the scariest things on earth lah. like, the story was that mg was set on fire and our job was to find out who set it on fire. there were 3 options: the gangsters, the ghost, or the mbs. methodist boy's school. appears that mbs was angry cos they lost to mg for arm wrestling and the ghost was really an mg girl that fell to her death, and the gangsters were just. gangsters. yeah. then methane's first station was the gangsters and the gangsters were wen si, crystal, kelly and jo. and gosh it was so disgusting. cos we had like chicken, rice and egg for lunch. then what they did was the chicken bones and unconsumed food, they mixed it together with water and they wanted all of us to reach in and take out a chicken bone. it was so disgusting. like really. it smelled like puke. but anyhow. our second stop was the ghost. oh my gosh. andree and i were so so so super scared. like seriously. it was in the hall and it was all dark and creepy. and wan pin and jean were so scary. and kyra was the ghost. like andree and i cried lah. i was seriously so scared. but it was a good experience. then after that we went to the pavillion and we had this question and answer session. we lost, so we went later. it was the toilet and it was all dark and i got super scared again. but anyway yeah. when we came out we were given candles and then we went to sports complex and kelly and crystal debriefed us and then we said the prefect's pledge. yeah then we lit our candles and we put it into MGPB 06. it was really really nice. and we sang our theme song and it was so touching.

yeah then after that we went to bathe and we had like, training on crowd control. then we had worship, evaluation and then we went to sleep.

Day 2!woke up at 7, had 5bx. wheelbarrow game. haha it was quite funny but it hurt. as in, my hands. yeah then we had breakfast, worship and training again! this time, we were split into our levels and our trainer was Mr Joshua Ng. yeah. then part of our training was to build airplanes and we had to do dominos! it was really very nice. and it was super fun. and mr ng showed us pearl harbour also! josh harnett is the hottest thing everr. haha. after watching like bits of it, all of us were like, LETS GO WATCH TOGETHER! hahaha. yeah. it was fun. then after that we had games. it was so fun! charcoal and methane combined and for the first game we had leaning tower of pisa. all of us had to use our feet and mak the highest tower possible. and ours was like 2 meters something! hahahaha. then for the second game, each group had to get 3 candles to the middle of the netball court while the other teams tried to blow the candles out with water bombs. ting thought of a really good strategy for the game and we won! haha not really. but we were the only successful group. hahaha. then the pts came in, and we had games. our group had um, 5 pts. cherilyn, benavon, ren jean, anna belle and chloe. they're ok, but i hardly got to talk to them. then we had icebreakers. blow wind blow! haha yeah then our first station game was some water thing. we had to play scissors paper stone, the winner gets to splash water on the loser and the loser has to open up the umbrella and shield herself. kinda weird, but in the end, me and becky got dunked. so embarrassing.

then after that was human foosball. ahha it was so funny. we had like all our hands tied up and we scored quite a number of goals. yeah. then the other one was twister. then the mass game was we had to dress up someone from our group and they had to catwalk. and the winning groups were judged by their cheering. methane and matchstick won! yeah then we played the blob! andree was the blob. haha. i managed to not get blobbed. hahah. yeah then we had dinner. oh my gosh. there was so much food for dinner. haha. thn we went to bathe and then andree and i went downstairs cos there was ice cream. and the was so so so so much ice cream. it was like impossible to finish. then we had our committee meetings and during bonding time, we talked and sandra told us something bout her level and i thought bout it. and i started getting paranoid. sigh. anyway. after that was worship, evaluation, reflections and we were supposed to go sleep but cos a few of us had to put up some dance so we practised all the way until 1. 15 then we went to sleep. but even so, i couldnt sleep. i think i slept at 2. yeah. and i was aching like crap.

Day 3!external camp. we were supposed to get up at 645 but i woke up at 650 then cheryl told me we had to meet at 7 to practise for worship. wow. ahha but we managed to practise a bit then we went to lt 1. we had worship and then breakfast and then we cleaned up and got ready for external camp. then cos me and char were hosts for acs barker, i couldnt really help to clean up. then we gave them a tour and gosh. barker guys ah. so jia lat. haha. they kept misbehaving and stuff. but after that, we went to lt and then we were split into external groups. fireworks! i was group leader. chow was assistant. the other group members were andree, rachel, char, teri, weilin, annabelle, chuck! ahha and claire. for external we had wei kee from plmgs, adrian from cat high i think and kenneth from barker. they were ok. then we had ice breakers and stuff. then we had symposium. it was quite cool, cos we got to know how the pb works in other schools. then we had lunch and i got really worried cos fireworks wasnt cooperating. but it was okay after that. we had group time and our item really sucked. hahah. we just sat around doing nothing. but we came up with something. so retarded. but yeah. then we had games! it was really fun.

our first game was FREE RUBBER DUCKY! ahaha we had to get wet, do 5 jumping jacks, run and jump over hurdles and the squeeze water out of our clothes and try and free rubber ducky in a bucket. ahha the other team won. fireworks seemed to lose everything. haha but methane like won almost everything. haha. but anyway. yeah then our second game was spider web. we had to go through this thing and find combinations to release the lock. the other team won (again) but it was quite fun. ahaha and everytime someone touched the web, we had to eat chilli crontos in wasabi. after that was this soap game. we had to slide across a mat with soapy water, grab food in our mouth and go back, and give it to our eater. hahah. we lost (AGAIN!) but it was fun. and we just played around. ahha then our last game was dodgeball. i didnt really play. and after a while, we just played with the waterbombs. and andree and i dunked yvonne. ahha yeah. then we took a group picture! it was nice. then went to clean up and then we met back for the concert and fireworks completely screwed up. it was quite bad. ahha. but at least we did something. then we had our dance. and then we took photos and we sent the schools out. then we cleared up and we went to west 7 to have dinner. then we went back to school, met in the lt, and the sec 4s had a dance for us. it was really so sad. after the dance, a lot of us just cried and stuff cos it was the sec 4s last camp. ill really miss them cos they're such a fun bunch. then a few of us left and the remaining people went to the canteen and we celebrated the june babies' birthdays. it was quite sad. and the yvonne cried again. and i thought bout mrs yap's question on the first. and i felt i was around 8-9. cos during the camp i got to know many of the sec 4s better and they're much nicer than i thought. as for the duties, ill try and do them and look on the positive side while doing them. haha. i guess? haha. yeah then we cleared up and we left.

yeah thats bout all for pb camp. camp had taught me so much. i got to know andree a whole lot better cos we were in the same group for both internal and external. i got to know maisie also and we made fun of andree together and the sec fours also. got to know mag and becky and jia and wan pin. and for the pts, i got to know ren jean, claire, anna belle, chuck! ahha. yeah. and its just really fun. i hope pb 07 will be good. like really. cos right now, i dont know the pts yet so yeah. but im hoping they're nice.

hm. really long post. ill upload pictures another day! and ill update bout chairs kids camp another day also.

edit/HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN, JIA, TING, GINA AND LYN!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN, JIA, TING, GINA!(:

so sorry i missed your birthday coconut! ): i was at camp. i owe you. (:

ahs! back from pb camp. and im trying to multi-task by unpacking and blogging at the same time but failing miserably cos right now im just focused on blogging. ok and im trying to converse on msn. ok i need to unpack first. heck i cant be bothered. ANYWAY.

yeah as i said earlier, just came back from june camp. omg, camp was seriously so so so fun. uh i think im seriously too tired to blog bout it now. but i think the camp really bonded us and im so happy i got to know some of the pts. man. but really tiring. and i still got charis kids camp tmr. hm. kap at 745. siiiiiiigh

i'll blog tmr! and bout the camp as well. uh.. both camps. haha

Sunday, June 11, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH NAIR!((:

haha. ahh... had church today. lesson was quite fun lah. then i officially started on holiday homework! finally! ive hardly had anytime at all. so i shall make use of today, saturday and the WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK to try and finish all my junk. im halfway through lit, im not sure of what to do for chinese, and i shall start on heymath REALLY SOON! mmhmm! (:

yeah got camp group! CHARMAINE PHANG. hahahahahah. okok. haha. ill have to try and finish up all my homework as much as possible cos tmr im (likely to) go to vanesa's house and then 13th - 15th got pb camp and then 16th got ccmc kids camp. so another week gone for camps. wa seh this hols have been crazy lah. 3 weeks gone just like that. humph.

char says: i havent started on holiday homework leh
char says: haha
kat an afflicted memory says: eh me neither!
char says: haha no time
char says: some holiday this is
kat an afflicted memory says: haha me too! stupid rehearsals lah
kat an afflicted memory says: ahha
kat an afflicted memory says: yeah. so crappy
char says: hahaa
char says: they should just name the hols something like no school but homework continues
char says: hahahaha
kat an afflicted memory says: hahahha what.
kat an afflicted memory says: hahah

later!-//

Saturday, June 10, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

eh eh eh! pb camp is next tuesday to thursday, sorry ian! ill sms you when i get back from camp ok! then on friday ive got charis kids camp. hm.. which leaves me the last week of holidays to finish up my homework. oh dear. ):

hm buck up kat!

and speaking of which, i like my new skin! especially the one on the bottom left corner. hahahaha.

hm i dont have enough pe shorts.

ooh i hope my granddad is all right. i heard he had a fall. ):

on a side note, lipin sleeps too much. i mean, who sleeps 12 hours?

eh my mum just scared me with this top cat except that it really looks like a real cat. -.-''

Friday, June 09, 2006

[edit at the bottom, everyone, very important, please go read!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIAM!



















you see that picture thiam? yeah thats you. haha. KIDDING. really glad i got to know you. and whaddya know, youre 2 days younger than me! haha. nah its been great knowing you and stuff and thanks for listening to my junk no matter how annoying i may be. youre a really fun person and your determination, or should i say stubborness, is really admirable. stay the way you and dont change cos youre really great and so fun to be with and joke with. thanks for being ever-understanding and although i dont know you like really well, its really easy to just talk to you. thanks jambu! ((:

OMG THE JAPANESE ARE EITHER TOO FREE OR THEY'RE JUST NUTS

eh. blogger is screwing up again. so temporarily, i cannot upload pictures. but i will soon! someone remind me.

today went to town with lesley and shern. i was super late cos i woke up late, but i met them and they gave me kiki! haha its really a stuff toy cat with an oversized head. ahha. but yes. its very cute. then we went to swensens and they treated me to ice cream cake and for the fourth time, i celebrated my birthday again. haha but thanks guys! ahha so sweet. then on the way to taking neos, we met amy! haha she grew out her hair. haha said she was meeting her friend and we just caught up with each other. been a long time. haha. well, not that long. saw her at drama night. haha. but anyway. yeah. then after that, we went to take neos and then shern had to go back to school then i went over to michelle's. and we slacked super a lot. haha i feel so bad now. and we watched over the hedge! hahaha its so funny. yeah then i came back! (: yeah nothing much really happened today lah.

edit/ i watched teen titans! dunno when but i did!

bb: this, love, is britain's best
raven: would you please stop speaking like that
bb: you're just jealous because i sound like a rockstar
raven: *sweatdrop*

HAHAHAHHAHA its still as funny as ever. ahahhahaha

edit// ANYONE INTERESTED IN HELPING OUT FOR SCHOOL MUSICAL! PLEASE DROP ME AN EMAIL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE POH [ :
thanks for all the years of friendship! though i never really knew you till like last year and then you thought it was very fun to ka ciao and bully me. haha but its been really great knowing you! thanks for being there when i needed a listening ear and for being patient with me when im trying to explain my problems. continue to grow in the likeness and goodness of God and continue to shine for Him. (: take care aiight! <3


i am one happy kid. this post is really really late but cos blogger didnt work on me yday so yeah. but anyway. yday went to school at bout 3 for meeting, meeting meeting meeting, then mrs lim and ms kek brought us (deb, val, jen, sze lin, me) to guthrie house, venezia and i was so super lost cos i didnt know what was going on. and then after that i found out from jie that i was supposed to go home but anyway. then mrs lim and ms kek treated us to very expensive venezia ice cream and jen and sze lin bought me very nice but very expensive hazelnut chocolate cake. thank you all!


yepp then jie mum and i went to watch X 3! ahhahahahahhaha warren love! hahahahh but i think jean's really ugly. i mean, seriously. and the whole plot is just kinda weird. like i dunno. left me with a lot of questions. ahha. but it was nice, it you dont look too much into it. the graphics were fantastic. seriously. and ian mckellen is really one of the best best best actors ive ever seen. power man. really. im still wondering how much money they spent on it.


seems to me wolverine can never die. but storms got funkaye hair in this one! its so much nicer than the long one. gives her more character, i think. so cool. and they introduced kitty! shes got cool powers. and jimmy as well! i think he's so cute. and angel. but i still like pyro. ahhahh so normal right. ahahha. rouge rogue (thank you ian it was a spelling error ok!) wasnt given much screen time. but i think she looked better when she was younger. yepp. bobby looks like a little boy. and my mum thinks mystique's got cool powers. haha. like ok...


haha then yeah after the movie, came back and stuff. and then i did musical admin stuff till like 5 and i slept at 5.15. and i woke up at 7.15 to go for camp worship prac. siiiiiiiiigh. then i went for prefects dance which is quite nice (thank you kyra!) and we also chereographed some moves by ourselves! so exciting. hahaha. yepp. then i went over to lesleys to practice until bout 3, went back to school, met esther on the way, went to watch a bit of juicy, came back home, slacked about and then slept for about an hour and then i dunno. i hardly did anything lah. siiiiiiiigh. im such a terrible slacker. ahaha.



oh i forgot to add. i was IMing lipin and....


kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
go bully your sister
kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
draw on her face
L I P I N. sunset represents the end of the day. [happy times dont last for a long time] says:
sleeping!
L I P I N. sunset represents the end of the day. [happy times dont last for a long time] says:
HAHAHHA
kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
haha


a year older, not any maturer. oh dear me. sigh.


hey iori whoever you are. hahahhahahah your joke is funny! ahhaha


thanks ding!


hey liz! hahaha yes i know liz gan right. ahhahaha thank you!


hey bimbo! hahahaha im NOT nice to smell. hahaha. youre so weird. hahahah but thanks!


hey san! thanks!


ahhaha nat! its all your fault! i wanna change the numbers! hahaha. but how can i murder a condom? ahha


hey meibin! ahha yes im one cool kat! hahaha. i know. ahahahha thanks so much yeah!

Thursday, June 08, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE PHANG. ((:


ahha thanks for being ever-understanding and optimistic (yeah right) ahha. really really glad i was given the chance to know you cos you're really a very nice person! thanks for always being there and encouraging me and being so crappy. your um, presence just really brightens up someones day. so once again, thanks so much and continue to grow and shine for God! enjoy your 15th birthday!<33


from nat(:


Pick the number of the month that you were born in
1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitched out
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a


Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a paperclip
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my psyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------my maid
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone


Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
white-----because i was high
black-----because i was drunk
pink--------because im a homosexual
red---------because the voices told me to
blue--------because i cant control myself
green------Because i hate myself
purple-----because Im naked
gray-------because thats how i roll
yellow-----because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
orange----because i hate my family
other------Because that's how i roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i want


ahhahahaha how appropriate. ahaha.


i murdered a condom because i was high. whaaaaaaaaat. hahahahahhha


anyway. i shall have a mahjong session (since meiyan wants one) one of these days when im free (which is terribly unlikely) but i promise to pick out 1 day! hopefully i got the time.


thank you all for your messages and meg for the picture! and church people for the combined surprise party as well as the slippers!! (: love y'all!<333


thanks cheryl!(:


edit/ I REMEMBER THE SONG! :D


In moments like these
I'll sing out a song
I'll sing out a love song to Jesus


In moments like these
I'll lift up my hands
I'll lift up my hands unto Him


Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You, Lord
I love You, Lord


i thought bout it during gdop and this song really affected me cos right now, in the midst of rehearsals and all that, we're all gonna get really stressed out and stuff but what i really need to focus on is still God. cos the reason why we're doing this musical, i think, is to glorify God's name. and we need to consecrate our hearts and be single minded. and no matter what happens during rehearsals, its all in God's plan. and in times when im stressed out and stuff, i need to remember to praise God for all that he has done for me and i need to learn to leave it to him. that he will provide a way and that everything will fall into place. i constantly forget that God is there waiting to relieve me of my burden. i really need to grow spiritually. and emotionally and mentally. siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh



In moments like these
I'll sing out a song
I'll sing out a love song to Jesus

Monday, June 05, 2006

couldnt post yesterday cos was out the whole day. hmm...


lesse


saturday night smsed lipin until siao, until like 2 +. then woke up sunday morning 7+ cranky like crazy. hahah. went to church and class was really good. pat taught us that when we read God's word, we must understand it. because if we dont, we wont be firmly rooted in God and we will be easily swayed. and when we are rooted in God, we have to read his word daily so that we can gain nourishment from him to stay strong. also talked bout our attitudes in receiving God's word. what type of hearts do we have? can God's word grow in our hearts? what kind of "land" is our hearts? do we not understand God's word, and the wicked one can come and snatch it away? are we the kind who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy, but does not understand it and is not rooted in the word, so the joy is short lived?or perhaps our hearts are like thorns, and when God's word falls upon our hearts, and the wordly items or worries surrounds us and we choke the word and become unfruitful.


or are we the kind who receives the word joyously with an open heart, understands the word, and continues to take nourishment from the word daily and our roots grow strong in God? our hearts are good ground and we are fruitful.


i think most of the time, im the third kind of heart. right now, what is on my mind is mainly the musical. ive been so worried about it, ive completely forgotten to trust in God. and yet, he's still there waiting for me to leave it all to him. siiiiiiigh. i shall need to meditate.


then i was doing musical stuff in the basement and then A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE SUDDENLY CAME STREAMING IN. ahha to celebrate felicia, char and my birthdays. how sweet. and they like got cake and presents and all that. then they gave presents. got baby sylvester bedroom slippers which im wearing right now. its so cute. hahah. thanks ian, yihui, cherie, adriel, san, david and everyone else! i cant quite remember who. but thanks anyhow! (:


after church we went to toa payoh to walk around and hang until gdop. finally got my school shoes. hahaha then went to library and read until i fell asleep. for a short while. hung round toa payoh quite long. then we went back to church and down to national stadium and then gdop was so good. it was seriously, i dunno how to say. but everyone just came together and united as one in Christ. it was really touching. and it was just a time of praising God and lifting his name on high. i even saw astrid there! haha. yeah. and the speakers/organisers shared quite a lot. and one song really affected me.


i dont quite remember it. but i will. (: eventually. then i shall post bout why and how it affected me.


yepp. and when it came to offerings, i put in all my money. and though i knew that id be broke the rest of the week, it still felt good. it made me feel. nice. haha. i dunno. just suddenly felt very happy. yeah. and the rest of the night was just really fun. and once in a while id look up at the moon. and think of camp. ahha. siigh. i still miss camp.


today. went to school, had meeting, assembled in audi, started rehearsal. first run wasnt too bad, but it was emotionless, second run was much much better. maybe cos of ms kon's presence or something. ahha. yeah. nothing much today lah. got emo AGAIN. man i need to buck up. siiiiiiigh. being so mood swingy lately.


i realised that i have a very bad habit of not replying to my tags. hm. i shall um. try to reply as much as possible! yes!


i shall start from meibin!


hello meibin! yeah i still miss camp. but its all right. the memories will live in us always! haha. yes, im hectic-er than you! haha no lah im ok lah. haha


thank you pomelo for being so supportive. ahhaha nah thanks loads for the slippers!


hello salad! hahahha yeah im surprised my group bonded so well. cos of me lah. ahahahhah nah just kidding. yeah i really hope prefects camp will be fun!(:


hello astrid! yeah had loads of fun at gdop. hope you had too! i still havent eaten my biscuit. haha


hey cheryl! yes my birthday is like. tomorrow. ahha. not really looking forward to it now though. sigh. its all right though! thanks!


i just realised that my people are actually using my gmail account to add me on msn. i didnt even know i activated my gmail on msn. and no joan, i didnt tell anyone i had gmail. i merely sent them a email. plus, gmail is only for work.


pffft. accidentally deleted a contact.


hm. this year's birthday is really so exciting. and i was SO looking forward to it. everyone's leaving on that date, it's at least 4 other peoples' birthdays as well, youve got bloody rehearsals, if not, meetings on that day and its absolutely no rest and you just cant get your mind off stuff. brilliant isnt it.


like shit. what a happy 14th.


hope nic's all right.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i just checked my email today and just got an email from bettina:


A minister passing through his church
in the middle of the day,
decided to pause by the altar
and see who had come to pray.


Just then the back door opened,
a man came down the aisle.
The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.


His shirt was kinda shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
Then rose and walked away.


In the days that followed,
each noon time came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
a lunch pail in his lap.


Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"


The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time,
For finding strength and power,


"I stay only moments,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kind a what I say:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.


DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO JESUS, THIS IS JIM
CHECKING IN TODAY."


The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome
To come and pray just anytime.


Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks."
He hurried to the door.
The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.


His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.


DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO JESUS, THIS IS ME
CHECKING IN TODAY."


Past noon one day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.


At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried,
But he'd given them a thrill.


The week that Jim was with them,
Brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.


The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
Not a visitor he had.


The minister stayed by his bed,
He voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.


Looking surprised, old Jim spoke
up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while


everyday at noon He's here,
a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
Leans over and says to me:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.


ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."


i think God works in really cool ways.the past few days have just been an absolute killer. everyone's so stressed out over the musical and all and there's just no time to relax at all. we're not even confident its gonna work out. i mean, i know i shouldnt think this way, but the way the directors work is really so difficult. i mean, it's just tough. we're students after all, we're newbies. they demand so much from us. they make it difficult, they expect us to know everything and they dont give clear instructions and they're just so many things to do. plus, we're short of manpower. its really difficult and now i understand why a few of the cast members wanna pull out. its a whole lot of commitment. and im not so sure im up to it. well, too late to back up now.


but today was sorta bad and well i wont post it here, but generally, it was bad. but when i read that email, i was really encouraged for some reason. i mean, ive read it before but this time it really affected me. God's always there even if we dont see him. he's always there no matter what. sometimes we dont feel his presence whatnot, we feel alone, we feel that there is simply no one you can trust, he's always there. it doesnt matter when, where, why, he's just there, waiting for you to go to him, to seek refuge in him.


i guess i just gotta trust him. that he will provide and that "everything will fall into place" eventually. "it just takes time." "a lot of time."


well, maybe im just inexperienced. i need to be able to cope with stress. seriously cant work under stress. im still wondering how we're gonna pull through. the responsibility is sometimes too big. the whole production is just huge. and its difficult. but i think imma leave it to God. its in his hands, he's got a plan.


hm. tough. but hopefully our efforts will pay off.


afterall, last night was fruitful. at least.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

for the sake of those who still do not know (and very much for Fusioned as well thoguh there are hardly any of our pictures cos of our biased teachers),


CAMP PHOTOS!


i shall need a remembrall. i keep forgetting what imma do/say next. oh dear.


and just in time, my birthday's coming up!


if you still dont get it, youre just slow. slower than me.

Monday, May 29, 2006

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


sigh. stress stress stress.


sometimes i wished i wasnt involved in the musical. it would give me so much more free time. but anyhow


today was kinda bad. gis and melin didnt turn up for mary mags and so i had to stand in. the props were missing and all that. but i guess the worst was juicy. jon got so super pissed and i was so worried. kiat seemed to be mocking us somehow. was really frustrating. but we still got through and they're still having rehearsals right now. im just hoping that our efforts for the musical will really pay off cos its really so much work and we're working with like professionals. but sometimes they're just too demanding and i dunno. they expect too much from us. i mean. we're students man.


siiiiiiiiiigh. oh well. i shall persevere and not give up! ooh my calender has a quote!!


"You must remain focused on your journey to greatness."
-Les Brown


how inspiring! yes, i shall remain focused and persevere till the very end! and be positive and dont think of the bad things that might happen but how im gonna make the musical good. mmhmm!(:


whenever i have negative thoughts, i shall think bout the camp and all the good things that have happened and all the obstacles and elements. if i managed to get through all that, ill manage to get through this production. i just think the way i did when faced by the obstacles - keep a positive attitude and believe in yourself. its all psychological after all. if you keep telling yourself you can do it, you will be able to do it.


well, at least im sure ive got God with me. He'll carve out a path. eventually. everything will work out fine. i got the faith.(:

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i want to cry


everyone's just missing camp so much and like reading everyone's posts about camp makes me wanna cry. i miss the whole camp. the campsite, the trainers, the food, the canteen, the cats, the washing up, the bunks, the dorms, the toilets, the taps outside, the brushing teeth on my bunk, everything. it's just this camp has affected everyone so much. i really wanna cry. the trainers have been great, the activities have been great and now tv is kinda boring me. i'd give ANYTHING to go back to camp and have it all over again. it's just difficult leaving and putting everything behind. i still can remember the very first time we stepped into camp and looked around. i still can remember the trainers introduction. i still can remember the activities we went through as groups and how we bonded. i dont want it to end. i still can remember the meals. i wanna lie back downa t the camp fire site and just gaze up at the stars again. i want to relive camp.


it's just so difficult to leave. it sucks. ive cried so much over camp. i love fusioned so so so much. you guys have made a huge difference in my life. all of you. abby, melody, lam, lauren, shu, cheryl yeo, su-lyn, vicky, grace, yeong, kelly, carmen, meibin, nerd, jasmine and jong. thank you all so so so much for making the camp such a great one cos if there were any changes, it wouldnt be the same at all.


thank you abigail for being ever optimistic and positive. seeing a smile on your face 24/7 really brightens up everyone's day. its great that you're never unhappy and continue to stay that way!


you've been great melody, to work with and you're so easy to get along with. although you' re a little quiet, thanks anyhow for your cooperation and partnership during the camp. really enjoyed it!


thank you lam for being so happy all the time and for having the never give up attitude. it's been great joking around with you and being bullied by you. you're a funky person and don't ever change!


lauren and your super sonic KICK! haha thanks for being helpful and positive during the camp. had a great time laughing with you and all. you're a fun person so dont let anyone or anything change that in you!


thanks shu for being so positive and well, nice. thanks for your contributions during the camp and for always believing in yourself that you can do anything. its been fun working with you!


yeo! my pee treasurer! thanks for being the sense of humour in fusioned. its been really fun in camp with you and thanks for coming up with such crazy and briliant ideas to keep everyone's mood up!


always our first volunteer, su-lyn! thanks for alway volunteering yourself to go on any obstacle first because believe it or not, you encourage others that way. thanks for your confidence in yourself and for being so much fun!


its been great with you at camp, vicky and im really glad you took up the courage and overcame your fear of heights! many times in fact, if you count all the obstacles and the trekking. its been great! keep perservering!


thanks grace for conributing during the camp and though you're a little quiet, you're still a lot of fun. keep perservering and never give up. thanks for being courageous and trying to stand on the jacob's ladder!


thanks yeong for being so positive and fun during the camp and also or your weird sense of humour. thanks for encouraging vicky and grace when i didnt know how to. it's been fun hanging around you!


kelly! i was probably the closest to you at the start of the camp. thanks for being so smiley and positive during the camp. it's been really fun with you and i'm glad i got to know you better! stay happy always aight!


hey carmen! thanks for being so small, hyper, happy and cute during the camp. you really brighten everyone's day with your positive never say die attitude. keep that up and im really glad i got to know you!


meibin our dancer! really glad i got to know you during the night hike. thanks for warming up so quickly and have more confidence in yourself because you can achieve much more than you think you can. keep smilling!


nerd nerd nerd! ahha you're so quiet. got no food also so quiet. haha anyways, thanks for being ever ready to help out and for never saying you cannot. you're a form of encouragement to those around you!


hey jasmine! thanks for being so positive during the camp. you have never once said the word "cannot" when all the others have said it. thanks for your confidence and your contributions. really enjoyed our friendship!


AH JONG AH! ahha thanks for being my assistant leader! you've got a lot of potential and you're a great encourager. thanks for helping me and being so encouraging and cautious. it was really great knowing you!


yus, you've has been such a great trainer and although you're not gonna read this, thanks for being such a great trainer, motivater, encourager, supporter, friend and just thank you for being there to help fusioned bond as well. it's been really great with you around and fusioned definitely would not have accomplished anything with you. afterall, we'd be yus-less. thank you so so so so so so so much.


the whole camp has just been great. i really wanna go back. ive still got kaizen water in my bottle. and im not planning to drink it. i miss everything so much. the single log, swinging tyres, postman walk, the swamp, the waterfall, the houseflies and insects, the brushing and bathing with rainwater, the trekking, the getting sweaty and dirty, the sitting in the parade square, the stars, the interaction, everything. the fun times and all. 4 days and 3 nights is way too short.


ive really learnt so much about from the camp. like how to cook outdoors and you need timber, tinder and kinder to do so, how to build a raft, how to work in a team, so many things. so many MORE things that we can ever learn in a class room. i really really thank God for all these. for blessing upon the chance of going for the camp, the experience, the friendships and bonds made, for guiding and protecting all of us during the camp. its all just wonderful. everyone's really missing camp. well, maybe except for the trainers. but i guess thats how it all has to be. all good things will have to come to an end eventually.







I want to linger
A little longer
A little longer here with you

Sunday, May 14, 2006

hm i havent blogged for almost a week. oh dear. ok. lets hope blogger can upload my pictures.

wednesday!

hm... wednesday. i cant really remember what happened on wednesday actually. oh wait. went for rehearsal, found a huge big ant, went to kap with nicole, went home and youtube-d all the wayyy.

thursday

had meeting (which we were 45 minutes late for) then i dont really remember anymore. oh wait! had sec 1 cross practice run. but it rained so it was cancelled. then i went over to lesley's and stayed for dinner. yepp. then went home.

friday.

vesak. hm. veggies came over to do geog project which we miraculously managed to finish. i broke a plate, everyone thinks the cheese bread is cheesecake, went to nes' house in the evening and stayed over. haha. nes got new dog! so cute. but he keeps trying to hump people. yuck. and joan trying to prove that suyi is booby and butty. haha. yes joan we get your point. haha. yeah nes showed me yakitate japan. quite funny lah. haha. full of crap. haha yeah then we were watching bleach halfway then i was falling asleep so she din wanna show me anymore. but anyway. haha. then i went into her room and watched malora till i fell asleep.

saturday

woke up at like 7 and watch almost 10 eps of malora. heee heee. yeah then nes got up at 10. then we had breakfast and i watched auntie train the two dogs. so cute lah. yepp. then i left at 12, rained like siao. went home, rushed up a lot of work, bathed, youtubed a bit, slacked a bit and left for granny's.

today

woke up at 530, got ready, left at 615, met up with relatives, got onto coach and left for kukup, malaysia!(: haha we went through pekananas! which is where our sec 2 camp site is at. ahha so cool. haha. yeah then we went for breakfast, had roti prata. yum. haha then we went to some huge temple. haha. it was pretty cool. yepp. then we went somewhere i cant remember then we went for lunch. we had lunch like really early. like 1130 - 12? but before that we went for a boat ride to the floating fish market. it was quite cool. (: it was like really unstable and they caught stuff like jellyfish, stingray, lobster and all those kinda fish. haha. the jellyfish was white! it was so cool. i should have taken a picture. pffft. but anyway. yeah lunch was tremendous. haha we had sooooo much food lah. like crab, bamboo clams, fish, veggie, tofu and stuff. yepp then after that we went to some place where they sold really cool stuff. they had like honey melon tea, honey lime tea, black coffee that tasted really sweet, bak kut teh soup and some detox drink. oh and this other weird tea and the auntie kept insisting i try until i got so irritated i walked off. then i wanted to get assorted biscuits but it was too expensive. so in the end, i didnt spend the 20 ringgit that my granddad gave me. oh well. haha. yeah then we went to some plantation called kukup durian. haha. it was really cool! they had loads of jambu trees, they had rambutan trees, longan trees, pepper plants, mangosteen trees, durian trees! um dragonfruit trees and cherry trees. a lot a lot. haha. yeah. it was quite cool. then we ate the fruits fresh from the trees. we just plucked and ate. haha. then we went to giant to but stuff. and i didnt get to spend my money again! pffft. yeahh then we went for dinner (which was also very early) and dinner was again so filling! we had the oat prawns, kang kong, fish (again), chilli cockles, tofu (again), deer, chicken and soup. like omg. soooo much food. then we had an extra can of coke so we brought it back. haha. yeah. then in the coach karen and i kept cam-whoring. haha it was quite funny. yeah then there was this little girl who was so cute lah! i think her name is ines. haha. she kept wanting hugs and kisses. haha. and she was very interested in monkeys. haha. yeah. then when going through the second link the jam was so bad that we had to walk. but it was ok lah. ahha. yeahh...

this trip has taught me a lot of things. like how biased my auntie is against me and how much she favours karen just cos she can draw and they share the same birthday. and for instance how my granddad can find fault with me for every little thing. like why i didnt buy jambus at the plantation and why i didnt get a plastic bag when he asked me to. haha. wth man. but i still love him.(: cant say the same for my aunt though. and how much my grandma loves me until she cant bear to scold me.(: haha yepp. oh well.

has anyone ever seen an orange soon kueh? well i have!(:

note: all these photos were taken by phone. so if it turns out bad, i cant do anything bout it. i hope this doesnt burst my bill. =x
















hahah big durian model!(:
















plantation. the big durian model is on top, by the way.


SOME OF THE FRUITS IN THE PLANTATION
















very un-sweet cherry. i took a bite and threw the rest on the ground. oh well.
















dragonfruit! it looks cool here. and the way it grows is cool too! it doesnt grow on a tree you know! it's sort of. i dunno how to explain. go research lah.
















jambu! it was really really sweet. tasted like apple. dunno why thiam say its bland. haha i bet she never eat before. haha.
















ANG MAO TAN! haha rambutan. unripe one. my phone resolution not bad eh?! can see the pokey stuff some more.
















pepper plant! quite cool eh. when it turns ripe, it becomes black then it can be used to cook stuff and all that.
















longan! haha unripe, as usual. haha but it was so small! i never knew. ahha.
















karen and aunt at the longan tree. ahhaha. what. x)

END OF PLANTATION TRIP. i didnt manage to take pictures of the mulberry plant and the durian tree. oh did you know mulberry could be used to cure the eyes or something? so cool eh. haha.


















karen with grandma on the boat ride, they look so happy. hahha.
















me and karen cam-whoring. haha i like this picture.
















my hair looks screwed up. haha. but whatever.
















haha i have no idea what we're doing. my mouth looks weird. ahha.
















ORANGE SOON KUEH! we think they look like AHEMS. hahaha.
















NO SOON KUEHS says karen. ahah whatever. those are like MY fingers.
















INES! omg she's the cutest thing on earth. haha.


yeppo. eh my phone resolution not bad right! haha yay i dont need a bluetooth now! whoohoo! unless gotta pay. ok i shall not upload anymore pictures till i find out if i need to pay or not. whoops. x)

p.s. there was mickey and minnie at the entrance of the plantation! mickey was holding a durian and minnie was drinking a coconut. but my phone ran out of memory. pfffft.

p.p.s. I WANNA LEARN DRUMS AND BASS. CAN ANYONE TEACH ME!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

according to yanka's blog, june babies are supposed to be kinky.


hyuck.


anys. ew the raspberry ripple ice cream my mum bought tastes like shit. actually no. its quite nice. AHH NOOO IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EATING ICE CREAM! cham lah... aiyar heck. anys. today!


hm.had lit, eng we went into comp lab where i FINALLY handed in my very long ago due unseen prose and we managed to finish our spca crap! hahahah. yay. and then we had comp, where i junked the whole video. it was so boring, so crap, my title screwed up, my credits were too short BUT WTH! who cares man. ahhahaa.at least i managed to finish it. yepp then recess finished up the sculpture cept for the poem/lyrics. hm. i think mr ong's gonna seriously fail me. but aiyar. art. haha. yeahh ok then we had math. i think mrs chen is so weird. we're having a test on graphs on thursday and she started on direct and inverse proportion today. wa she how weird la. anys. then mrs chong wasnt in school for geog so we had free period and we re-chose our mortals. heh heh. man i think my geog presentation is seriously going to die lah. we're like. craaaaap. and the veggies are seriously not cooperating. pffft. but anyway. then life science just sucked. i hardly paid attention at all. was replying joan's letter. haha. oh well. then later after school me vicky and suyi just talked a bit and vicky went to try on my tie. and well, so did suyi. haha. yehh then we caught up and stuff. man i havent spoken to vicky and suyi for like. AGES. haha. yeah then later we went down to the hall for chem and bio answers. yepp then sarah gave me popcorn! ahha and then i came home.


oh man. so disgusting. there was like a cockroach in our class. like squashed. ewww. and i found out i cant scream! seriously man. and i cant sing either. i was trying to sing the national anthem then cannot cos i cant go high. ahha. then go low i sound so funny. so in the end i just mouthed it. ahha. oh well...


cheer up vicky! _ _ _ is really not worth you emo-ing over, as joan would say! (: haha. seriously. just ignore her k. and if you really need to talk, come look for me! i very free one. ahhaa. just chill k. and take care yehh!<33

[edit]jaime was sleeping when mrs lee was going through answers. im amazed.

Monday, May 08, 2006

ok. im sick. everyone please pray for me!(: ahha. seriously man. it sucks. cough man.
haha anys. im soooo slow. to mache and paint a stupid hand took me like 2 hours lah. like sheeeeeeet.
anys ive still got reflections, chinese worksheet, unseen prose, art and other stuff to do and i really shouldnt be blogging. but i cant resist the temptation man. hahahh. okok short post. my tagboard not working! pffft.




did you fall for a shooting star?
one without a permanent scar and
did you miss me while you were
looking for yourself out there.
ok. im officially falling sick. blocked/running nose, sore eyes, sore throat, cough [hahaaha coughcoughcough] anys. im tired. had audition on friday. and i still remember the lines! i think.

marie: I'm sure they didn't mean it.

jude: of course they did! do you know what everybody says when they think im not listening?

marie: that you worry too much?

jude: that im a busybody whos always making a mess of things!

marie: youd better something about it then.

jude: you're supposed to disagree with me and make me feel better!

marie: i did. i said you worry too much.

jude: (hesistantly) really?

marie: Jude, everybody's just stressed. they dont mean what they say. and we've got work to do. so you shouldnt waste time moping around.

jude: let's take a day off and go to the sanddunes. we dont have to tell anyone.

marie: are you even listening to me? you cant just do that! everyone will get worried!

jude: let them worry a bit. itll be good for them.

marie: grow up jude. this is not about you. its not about them. its bigger than any of us. its about saving the world, saving history!

jude: i dont want any part of saving history! i just want to be jude, i just want to be myself!

marie: well if being yourself means running away from your responsibilities, then i suggest you be someone else.


DUM DUM DUM! hahahahah. anys. for those of you whom ive told what the audition is about. shhhhh. hahha. yeah then went to have dinner and then went home.

saturday. hm. had family lunch (which i got very pissed off at) and basically just slacked the rest of the day. haha. not much lah. yepp. my life sucks.

then today had church, i forgot bout communion. oops. then had lunch and came home. yepp. and feeling super sick lah. siiiiiiigh.

haha hello pomelo! thanks loads yeah.((:

haha you cheer up too ding! i aint emo no more. you stay happy too k!(: wet elmos hahahah
hello russell. ahhaa. you are so random. ahha.

hey vicky dear. ive replied your letter.(: yeah im cool yeah.

Thank you Jesus, for Your love to me
Thank you Jesus, for Your grace so free
I'll lift my voice to praise Your name
Praise You again and again
You are everything, You are my God.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!
[insert picture here cos blogger int working]

this is how stupid my husband is.

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
AH GOOOD LUCK THEN MOPS!

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
isnt it MOMS

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
yeah but its sounds cooler like mops

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ewww

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
thats like. the thing to clean the floor

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
heheh!

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
huh?

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
HAHAHHAHA SLOWWW

BUT I STILL LOVE HER!(:

hahaha gosh ive been talking to joan for super long. haahha. before i post my convos i think i should reply tags before i forget.

rae: hello rae! ahha yeah i pretty much figured. but i thought it was an indonesian salad. =X ahha oh well. aiyar home ec lah. haha. yeah im fine. thanks.(:

joan: no you stupid its not you. ELMOISTS

ahh okok. hahhaha the long conversation between joan and kat.


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah you got emo cos you missed me
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
things are so friggin screwed lar
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
i wanna go back to primary school
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
YEAH ME TOO
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
where we didnt have any seniors
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
pri was so slack
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
or ANYTHING LIKE THIS
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
and we were like WE'RE THE COOLIOS MAN
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
and no one dared oppose us
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
YEAH!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
omg i miss those days
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah


hahaha i had to add in the first part. i just had to. hhahah

introduction of how hip/pigs originated


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
AND OUR PIG FAMILY TOO
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha yeah
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HIPpig
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
nah it bacame hippig last year
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
p6 was pig
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
fineeee
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
YOU KNOW IT ALL STARTED WITH US IN P5!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
it was like,
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
me, you, belicia and dunno who
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
was it joanna lam
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
eh i've been your sister for like... 4 years!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
this year's the 4th!


introduction of the many groups of kat and the DAOIST


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ay lets start a group! with only both of us in it
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HAHA
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
FINE
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THE DAOIST
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
HAAHAH OK!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh man
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
funny
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ive got cement club with suyi and vats with vicky
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
vats?!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah yeah. like kat + vicky
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
-.-""""""
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahhah she thought of it!


but we didnt really like the name so...


druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
EH WE CAN BE THE EMO KIDS!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
NO MORE DAOIST
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoista!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
we're the emo kids
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
no
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
-.-"
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists*
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista?!?!?!?
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haahha not [emois]ta!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
[emois]ts
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HAHHAHA!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
whoops
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
omgggg
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahahahhaahahhaa
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahhhah omg im such an idiot
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
im laughing like shit cos of your typo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah i know im laughing too
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haahhaha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh man
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahaha
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
EMOISTS
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
EMOISTA!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
but no one will geddit!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahaha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
yeah lar
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
you came up with it what
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahahahhahaha
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
it was a typo error!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
but it was a FUNNNNYYYY typo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah fine
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
EMOISTA
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
NOOO!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
aha THEN!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THEN DOESNT SOUND EMO ANYMORE!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emokids
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THE emokids
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
noooo!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yesssssssss
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emokids nicer!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoists sounds like elmo!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
it just reminds me of elmo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahah we can be um
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ELMOISTS
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
ELMOIST?!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah! haahahah but we're ACTUALLY emoists
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
fine
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
ELMOISTS!


but see, we didnt really like it either, so...


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
nvm
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
tempo name
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
hahaha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
fine
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
until the genius comes up with more names
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
which genius?
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
OH WE CAN BE CALLED THE GENIUSES!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO KAT
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NOOOO!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
WHY!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ITS FUN!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
then i can start calling you GENIUS! and you can call me GENIUS! too!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahahha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
I GENIUS-ER THAN YOU LAR!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ok then you can be genius sr and ill be genius jr? hahahahhaa so retarded
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
hhahaa
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
but technically, you're my JIE
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
YEAH SO I SHOULD BE SENIOR!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NOOO
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
HAHA
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
FINE
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
JUNIOR SMARTER THAN SENIOR


haha but whatever. then we were talking bout chinese marks and how low we got.


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
I WAS CRUSHED!):
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
i flatten and broken in the bin already larh
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
uh. im. uh. crushed like a.
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
paperball?
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
damn
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
no
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
i broken lar
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
like
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
im fragile
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
A GLASS BOTTLE!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
im made of glass
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
HAHAH
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
OMG!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
WE THINK ALIKE
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahahahah
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
we cool man
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
we the ELMOISTS
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
elmoists = cool


hahahah. yeah ok. haha then we were thinking bout our name.


druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
you know
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
the elmoist
kat ELMOist#1 says:
yehh
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
looks like
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
elmo is moist
kat ELMOist#1 says:
HAHAH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
moist elmo
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
omg
kat ELMOist#1 says:
that sounds wrong
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
ahhaha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
i know!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
ELMO'S WET
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhahah omg! ew
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
hahahah!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
wet elmos
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahahha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
omg you horny person
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ow my ass hurts
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhaha


hahah the ass part was so random, but it did hurt! but anyway.

talking bout ms cheah. and mr ong.


kat ELMOist#1 says:
OH YOU KNOW WHAT
kat ELMOist#1 says:
tmr is ms cheah's last day you know
kat ELMOist#1 says:
shes leaving mg lah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HOW COME!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
OMG!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WHY!?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
dunno
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so crap lah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
oh man
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so sad lah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
pffffft
kat ELMOist#1 says:
they take all the good teachers away
kat ELMOist#1 says:
bleargh
bass # ELMOist2 says:
yeah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
oh man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WRITE PETITION!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
EH MAYBE WHEN MR ONG LEAVE END OF THE YEAR
kat ELMOist#1 says:
YEHH WE SHOULD EH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
wa piang eh
kat ELMOist#1 says:
no way man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
THEN THEY BOTH GO SAME SCHOOL AND TEACH!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
HAHAAHA
kat ELMOist#1 says:
mr ong was from vs you know
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHA!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
VS?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
victoria sth i thin
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhaha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHAHAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HE GAY LAR HE
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahah but hes super funny
bass # ELMOist2 says:
hahaha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
he gave me 0 for my frida
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahah serious man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
cos i said all i saw was 2 men in dresses
kat ELMOist#1 says:
2 men?! they not guys la
bass # ELMOist2 says:
haha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WHOOPS LAR
bass # ELMOist2 says:
but really look like men eh


hahaha joan and her men look-a-like fridas. ahhha

haha this part is really random but its super funny. hahaha


kat ELMOist#1 says:
wait im chopping off stuff
kat ELMOist#1 says:
YOU KNOW WHAT WE SHOULD DO
bass # ELMOist2 says:
what
bass # ELMOist2 says:
DONT CHOP OFF YOUR HAND ARH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahah THE CONVO LAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
OHHHh!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHAHHAHHAAHAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
CHEH


hahahah my hand. haha thats quite funny. hahah. anys. more ideas next!


kat ELMOist#1 says:
we should have like. a talkshow
bass # ELMOist2 says:
-.-"
kat ELMOist#1 says:
like THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW
kat ELMOist#1 says:
and this will be episode 1
bass # ELMOist2 says:
-.-"
kat ELMOist#1 says:
whaaaaat
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
hahaa
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
talkshow you head lar
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
talk what talk!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
whaaaaat
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so mean!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
haha fine
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
the talkshow IS great idea kat
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
im so proud of you
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haahha WELL YOU SHOULD BE!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
im such a GREAT jie right!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
ego.....
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
haha
kat ELMOist#1 says:
man. boost my ego lah
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
yeahyeah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
i need it
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
KATT'S THE BEST JIE
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
AND SHE SHOULD NOT BE
kat ELMOist#1 says:
heehee
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
EMO
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
BECAUSE OF *_______*
kat ELMOist#1 says:
pffft
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
COS SHE'S NOT WORTH EMO-ING OVER?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
im not
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
IOK I DUNNO
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
OK*

hahha im such an ass. BUT I GOT GREAT IDEAS SEE! HAHAHAH. like having the talkshow and many great ideas for names as well! so cool eh. hahha

so, ladies and gentlemen, thank you for tuning in to THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW. please stay tuned next week for more of THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW!

haha yay. audition tmr. haha im scared. haha. i hate blogger man. well, i think blogger hates me too. i cant seem to upload any pictures. and i made a ELMOIST picture! but i can seem to upload it. maybe joan will do it. if i ask her to. (: haha.

YES PEOPLE IM NOT EMO ANYMORE. dont worry yeah.<33 size="5">CHEER UP PIN!<3

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

why cant i just stay angry at you? why do you always have to make things seem so easy? why is it that you can cheer me up so easily but i never can? why is it that you always make promises you cant keep? why is it that im always there for you but youre never there for me? why is it that when im pissed at you, you can just give me a smile and its all over? why does it seem so easy for you but so difficult for me? it really gets on my nerves you know. but when you say hi to me, it just vanishes. i just cant stay mad at you. why? why must you tell others what i tell you? i dont tell others what you tell me. why must you do that to me. can i really trust you? but youd get pissed and say i dont wanna befriend you anymore eh. piss off. just piss off. you cant keep secrets. and you claim you can. you're such a liar.

i dont care anymore. nothing matters anymore. i hope you know who you are. but you probably dont and wont.

anyway. had first f&n home ec lesson today. made popcorn and banana smoothie. the smoothie was too sweet, i think we had too much sugar, and the casserole for my popcorn broke. and the popcorn flew all over

the microwave oven and I had to clean up. so fair eh.

heck. the popcorn sucked anyway. there was like no taste. pffft. and we're supposed to prepare gado gado next week. and im like wth is that. and google is giving all sorts of different pictures so i really dont know. ah hope smelly will find something.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

its amazing how sometimes life can be so beautiful and yet so ugly. oh well. got an email from carol, saying this girl wrote a poem and she's dying soon and all. and the poem's really beautiful.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's
Erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun
Into the fading night?

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child
"We'll do it tomorrow"?
And in your haste
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

man sometimes we just take life for granted. and we dont realise how much it really means to us. we're so stupid. sigh.

anyway. i like horlicks chocolate malt.(: haha anyway. today had bio chem and home ec. home ec was such a killer. everyone thought it would be easy but omg it was soooooo tough. and when i told char and zai they were like HOME EC? WHO CARES BOUT HOME EC?! SO EASY.but noooo, they dont know how tough it really was. whatever. then bio was okay okay. passable i think. i hope. then chem was pretty ok. i learnt a new electron today! as--- something. i forgot. but heck. hahaha. whatever. haha. eh then had juicy rehearsal. haha it was so funny. haha. and imma nevermind. i shall not say. haha. BUT! this friday, 5th of may, 5 pm. yay.(: tras street. haha. im excited. (((((: but id have to miss rehearsal then. oh well. bleeding woman and woman in the well. heck lah. boring scenes. ahha. oops. haha.

eh ok. i gotta finish up overdue work now. pffffft.

later!