Sunday, August 10, 2008

we write to say goodbye

i hate you for leaving

i hate you for not saying anything and for not having mentally prepared us

i hate you for making me cry

i hate you for making the class incomplete

and i hate you for so many other things

but i thank you

i thank you for the memories

i thank for the laughter and stress relief

i thank you for always being so willing to listen

i thank you for being my rantee

i thank you (or rather your grandfather) for changing your surname

i thank you for being you

i havent known you for the longest of times, right up till now, maybe 1 1/2 years? but its amazing how we have gotten so close and how i could talk to you bout anything and everything. the ikea trips were too fun to forget (we must go again soon okay!) and the ranting sessions on the bus as well. i'll miss having you seated in front of me and having someone to disturb during class. 4O will definitely be very different without your density. hahah.

it was really a blessing to have gotten to know you. please please please take care of yourself and dont get influenced yes! please stay as you, and remember to always return to God.

do come back to visit! and we can have crying session no.2.

i love you!

amanda tania wangongko


ohh dear i'm starting to tear again.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

maybe i'm asking for too much?

i can't find it!
the bond that i broke

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"But sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don't really know we are sad. So we say we aren't sad. But really we are."

feeling sad about something that isn't real and doesn't exist is stupid.