Saturday, December 31, 2005

oh pfft. i'm not the only one sick yay! so mabel and nat are also sick. (: i mean, not to curse you guys or anything, but now i dont feel so left out anymore. haha. ok, mabel wants me to book the squash courts and i completely forgot about it =/ what if we cant play oh no! and its tmr! i have no idea if i still can book them. but i have no idea if i can even play in the first place. sigh.

i have been sleeping so much. like, i'm physically tired, but mentally awake, so its rough. school's reopening next week, and i havent finished my zhoujis and havent finished reading. i think i shall try and finish reading by today and hopefully be able to do one, if not both zhoujis. or else, i'll wait for tmr when mabel comes over and she can help me! provided we cant play squash. hm. maybe she could come earlier in the day! then she can help me. actually, for that matter, can ANYONE help me? haha.

ok, so kelly is away at a sleepover and not coming home till late late late at night, i have no idea where karen is and mum is finishing work at about 12. i think. hm. ok.

hi thiam! i got a christmas present? (:

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You Are The One - Lincoln Brewster

You're the One Who made the Heavens
You're the One Who shaped the Earth
You're the One Who formed my heart
Long before my birth
I believe You'll always lead me
All my days have been ordained
All Your thoughts toward me are holy
Full of love and grace

You are the One You are holy
You are the One You are worthy
You are the One
You are the One everlasting
Lord You are the One

You are the One You are holy
You are the One You are worthy
You are the One
You are the One everlasting
You are the One I will worship
You are the One I will serve all my days
You are the One
You are the One everlasting
Lord You are the One

Jesus You're the One

thank you so much, uncle jones! for burning the many many cds for me and introducing me to many more great christian artists! (:

ok i really should ban myself from blogging. i've seriously been blogging too much. heh.

oh oh! and for anyone's who's interested, fop is 4 - 6 august 2006 (:

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Friday, December 30, 2005

huh. ok. i didnt exactly plan on posting but since crystal wong had something for me to do cos kelly isnt home, i decided to blog anyway. hm.

ok, yvonne, sarah, crystal, gina and fiona came over to play mahjong. goodness, dont ever play with them again man. ahha. yeah then i started feeling even sicker than before so jie took over my place and then i fell asleep. wa and i'm still so tired. i cant stop coughing and i cant breathe properly. so i have to pant or have to take deep breaths but when i take deep breaths, my chest will hurt. but when i sort of pant, i get very tired. so i dunno what to do. i think sleeping is the best cos you cant feel anything. it really sucks being sick.

i'm missing law and order svu now. hm. but nevermind. my brain cant seem to proccess what they're saying so i dont understand a thing. i'm feeling really tired, my chest hurts, my nose is being annoying but i cant sleep. and i'm wheezing due to my asthma. man, what is wrong with me. apparently i'm immune to colds and i've never been caught in a rain so heavy before on tuesday so i guess it must be cos of the rain. but no one else is sick! i dont get it. jie, yvonne, rona, yuxiang. they're all not sick! i'm the only one. shit, i'm weak. sigh.

i really dont think i'm in the best of moods. so if i snap at anyone or i'm unable to talk to you or sms you, i'm really sorry. im just not in the mood to do anything. and i havent eaten or drank since like 1230 - 1? and i dunno, i'm feeling very weird and sick and weak. i hope i'll be fine by saturday, really cos mabel's coming over and she wants to play squash with me. no, more like teach me squash. yeah and i kinda wanna learn. but if i'm still feeling this way on saturday, i dont see myself doing anything.

ok hm. mum wants me to rest. hm. yeah i shall be going soon but before that, THANK YOU MA'AM!

AMINAH IS ON SICK LEAVE UNTIL MONDAY YAY!

no one bother me please. even on sunday. i'm really sorry everyone! =/

hello supervisor. did i phrase it wrongly? oops. haha.

haha hi char! its ok, i cant spell either.

pomelo, stop being mean to char. ): but i still love you!
ok. wow. about 12 hours after i last posted. hm.

ok so after posting, i stayed up until about 5.15 then fell asleep and woke up at 6.45 around there then went back to sleep and finally woke at 7.15. ahha. ok. so yeah. i got ready to get to school and all and luckily i was just in time man! haha. yepp so we had worship and i couldnt sing cos of my nose and my shortness of breath and my sore throat. my chest really hurts now. its painful. yuck. ok so after worship we had some briefing (ok, now i also have cracked lips) by ms bong followed by the comm heads and a video! it was quite cute lah.

so yeah. after that went for traffic duty example and then had tea break. then returned to have comm meetings and thank you for the very nicely baked cookies, yvonne! (: and the lollies from the cc! ahah. yeah then in the midst we also took individual photos. heh so retarded. then we went for a tour around the school and we all visited sir patrick! (: he wasnt lonely! haha.

yeah then we had like debrief and all that then megan, bernice, ivfen, astrid, xiaohui, maisie and myself went to btp kfc to eat lunch! then we hung around there being retarded and stuff. but it was good bonding! (: really glad we could all go together! yeah then after that i walked with xiaohui to the bus stop and i feel really good because something happened at the bus stop and i'm really happy.

after xiaohui left on her bus, there was this old lady who needed to take 173 and so she asked me and stuff so i decided to wait with her. then after a while, this lady came with her baby and also waited with the old lady. but she had to leave so i decided to wait with the old lady even if 970 came first. and the old lady was so cute! every bus she saw she asked if it was 173. ahha. so i had to keep shaking my head and saying "no" in chinese. she spoke some dialect thing. lucky i knew how to listen or i would have died lah. ahah. yepp. then she kept playing with her plaster on her thumb and i was like "dont touch it" in chinese. like. bu yao dong ta. yeah. haha. my hanyu pinyin sucks lah. ahah.

so after waiting for like ultra ultra long for 173, i prayed that God would send 173 and see the old lady home as soon as possible cos she looked really really pale and weak! and like, you know, you see already then heartbreak la. haha dunno how to express. then after that God immediately answered my prayer! the next bus was 173 and the old lady was like so happy and she kept saying "kum sia" which means thank you. in hokkien or something lah. haha. she was like "thank you thank you thank you" all the way up the bus. ahah so cute!

then immediately after that 970 came! (: whee. i guess its really God's plan and i feel really good now! (: i helped someone today! and like, not my friends, but a total stranger, so i feel real happy. (: its a really rare experience for me, cos usually i dont get the chance to do that, and this is my first time helping someone all by myself! (: so yay. i remember there was this other time at kap when i was really young, like p1, i was with mum and then there was this old man who kept talking to me in dialect but i didnt understand a word he was saying so i went to my mum and my mum settled it. she gave him ten bucks. (: so i didnt really help in that one but, i saw the process lah!

i guess this is the way God works. He works bit by bit in our everyday lives and we may not notice it, we may. but its all God's doing and this is the way that he builds up our faith in him. sometimes, his power also works in like the masses. like during fop, so many hundreds of people were saved because they must have felt God's presence and yearned more for him. God really works wonders. i guess he showed me this today because i've really been backsliding. like, i dunno, my faith has just been going downhill and all, and like during grace's church thing, i kinda broke down and like yeah. so i prayed about it and well, God is really a great and patient God to like you know, sort of wait for me. um. yeah. like this year, i have backslided so many many times and again and again God just brought me back into his kingdom time and time again. like, honestly. i cried during christmas worship service cos like, i was so confused about my faith and all and today, God brought me back. and i really learnt something valuable: if you dont let go of His hand, He wont let go of yours. (:

to the someone special who also feels you've been backsliding: i've told you before what i said above and i will keep praying for you! God will definitely work his ways in your life and clear your eyes so you can reach out to him. you keep praying too, dont lose faith and hope and just remember no matter how much you feel God's not there, you cant feel his presence, he is really there. he will never lose sight of you. when you feel that way, pray and tell him you want to feel his presence and i'm sure he will be more than happy to welcome you back into his kingdom. (:

by request from felicia aka fatimah

One Way - Hillsongs United

I lay my life down at Your feet
Cause You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek
I put You first that's all I need
I humble all I am all to You

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

You are the Way the Truth and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You

hm i'm still sick and in a few moments, jie and friends are going to come over and play mahjong. heh. =/

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tessa koh i cannot find your blog! ):

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

its almost two in the morning and i see suyi and cherie online. i wonder what they're doing hm...

ok so i wake up feeling sick, with a hurting thoat and a blocked nose and cough. all through the day i was feeling this way (hey that rhymed!) until after dinner. i felt really gross and disgusted and the reason was cos i needed to throw up. i feel much much better now than compared to after dinner, but ive still got blocked nose, i'm coughing, my throat still hurts and i get occasional headaches. and my eczema and asthma are acting up again. i woke up cos i cant breathe so i had to use my inhaler and then i started itching so i had to apply calamine lotion. ITS NOT WORKING.

after throwing up for the second time, i fell asleep and missed antm. ): i woke up at about almost 1 for i dunno what. but what happened! who got eliminated, anyone update me! yuck. i hate being sick. its really not fun. especially when you need to puke. it sucks. but i refuse to see a doctor because school is restarting soon and i dont want mc. although i havent finished my homework, and if i do get mc, it would be a great time for me to do it. but i hate going to the doctors. everyone there is sick and they may even pass their sickness to you or you to them so everyone's going to be sicker. PLUS, the clinic is air-conditioned so its very dangerous.

and there's agm later in the day! how can i go to the doctor's and not to agm! and if i go to the doctor's, mum will have me sleeping at home on sunday and she'll have to pay the doc which is really very expensive. so i refuse to go to the doc!

everyone's telling me to like, stop scratching my arms and legs and stuff, but its really very itchy! why not you try having eczema and have everyone tell you to stop scratching. its annoying!

okok, i shant rant anymore.

oh joy. i can breathe. but i'm still itching. does anyone have a cure for it other than calamine lotion? do help!

ha.ha. still mocking me when i'm sick. good ah you mabel. haha. just kidding. you sicker than me?(:

hello meg! <33 missed ya. (: yeah i'm still sick but feeling a lot better after i threw up TWICE. ew. haha.

'sup suyi! (: you blog hopper. haha have you missed THEkatt-SAMA?! haha.
Now Is The Time - Delirious?

The winds are blowing through again,
So we must follow.
A people daring to believe
We can change tomorrow,
And be the miracle of light,
And we won't give up the fight.

Now is the time for us to shine,
Shine with the face of Christ divine.
No compromise, for all heaven cries,
Now is the time.

The river's running through again rejuvenating,
For everything you touch you change,
And we've all been changing.
We're a city shining on a hill,
Tell this world you're shining still,
Tell this world you always will.

Now is the time...

Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus, King of lights.
Jesus, Jesus, raise a church that's shining bright

I want to follow but what does it mean,
To live in this world and keep everything clean.
Nothing I own here is ever my own,
When I live in the mercy and blessing you've shown.
I lay down my rights; see the world through your eyes,
And fight for the hungry who pay for our lives,
I want to have you in all of my world.
So Jesus consume me, flow through me, cos now is the time...

Written by Delirious?/Matt Redman ©2005 Curious? Music UK


(: i love these lyrics
ITS THE TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN.

I'M SICK.

officially. yesterday i went to school at 11 to do up the heading for the announcements board (its looks really pretty!) and then we, as in yvonne, kelly, sharona, yuxiang and me, went to the market to eat lunch. wah. we took so long to eat haha. then we were heading back to school when it rained. it rained and we were all caught in it. sigh we the five of us were all drenched when we reached school. and when we reached school, it stopped raining. like what! ugh. so anyway. we met weilin, claire and sarah. and we did up the prefects board. wow! it really looked great. we were so proud of it! (: and we gave it a name! Sir Patrick Bethlehem. so it's like Sir PB hahaha. and his nickname is Clarence and he's crystal's boyfriend. hahaha. funny. okok. we ended at about 530? yeah thereabout. then jie and i left for deborah's place cos we were supposed to have a gathering lah. it actually started at 3 but oh well. we were late lah duh. so we got there and we ate dinner. and guess what. my nose started bleeding. like CRAP. so i stayed in the toilet for like what, 10 minutes waiting for it to stop bleeding. wa, so annoying lah. so anyway. yeah after dinner we went into the tv lounge and we played harry potter scene it. ahha its quite fun lah. but the questions are kinda hard. then jie and i lost! cos we were a team. ahha so loser.

after that, we played guess who. haha it game is super fun lah! you can play again and again and not get bored. haha. so after that, we (kelly, amanda, deborah and her sister and me) sat around and chatted until we felt it was time to go! so deborah saw us out and we went high cos deborah was being so auntie! haha. but it was super funny lah. yeah then 970 took so long to come lah! waited like siao. so when we reached home, i bathed and started calling people. haha. yeah. then i was supposed to stay up until 12 to call christel cos it was really urgent but i fell asleep. haha. yeah so heck. and now, i'm having a blocked nose and my throat hurts and my voice sounds funny. and i dunno. yuck. i hate being sick. and i'm seriously prone to colds man.

haha hi nat! cute layout? haha. i wanted a christian one and i also found this one so i decided to use this until i got sick of it. haha. (:

hello mabel! L is still for loser! haha. thanks for inviting me! i really enjoyed myself and your company too! (:

haha hi ma'am. you had to serve sophia? isnt sophia supposed to serve you? HAHA. anyway, you tell me that for what. haha.

haha are you sure it doesnt matter pomelo! is the scratch really bad? ):

haha hello supervisor! i specially chose that question for you! probably cos everyone would want to see you with a boyfriend lah! got crush anot? haha.

haha no i did not joan! it just. happened. haha. i really didnt purposely put you as number 5 lah! haha

hm.. i heard they're gonna be re-shuffling the classes. i really hope they re-shuffle my class! i dont like it. ): but oh well. i dont really have a say in that. so OH WELL.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

hm. wow. (: boxing day.

i'm sorry SUPERVISOR my computer hung this...very early morning whilst talking to you. haha. yepp so anyways. i woke up this morning (duh) and yeah. went to grandparents' place again. no la, just to pick up my granddad. yepp then we went for lunch and went back to grandparents' place. haha. yeah then mum vacuumed and auntie vicky mopped then we were so bored, we decided to play mahjong. haha on boxing day. we taught auntie vicky and she was so into it, she didnt want to stop. well, she was on a winning streak. but I won overall. (: $30! but no money lah. cos my mum didnt want to give me. haha. so yeah after that went to school for grace's church drama production which was really good! (: and they gave us roses and postcards. haha. the skit was really cool. (: they spent a lot of time and effort on it, i could tell. haha.

thank you vicky and grace for your photograph and card and messages! (: yepp.

HAPPY BOXING DAY Y'ALL.

sorry ian did i really scratch the cd i'm so sorry!

from vicky yay! (:

In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1. yingen!
2. thiam
3. suyi
4. joycelyn
5. joan
6. megg
7. lipin
8. mrs nat lim
9. mrs maggie yeo
10. vicky
11. nat
12. grace
13. yanka
14. mariko
15. rachel tang

So what do you think of number 4?
um.she likes presents.

how would you feel if number 4 slapped you?
haha if she dares, i'll kill her

On a scale of one to ten, rate how good looking number 5 is.
joan HAHAHA. ok ok. honestly, 10. (: yeah she's pretty! without glasses.

Would you ever fall for number 11?
HAHA. no. i'm not les.

If number 8 got into a car accident, what would you do?
pray for her? i dunno. what am i SUPPOSED to do?

What sport would you play with number 12?
i wouldnt.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
HAHA. that would be owen. haha

Do you hate number 9?
why would i? ahha

How much do you like number 2?
thiam? i'm supposed to kill her one day.

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
HELL NO.

Will 14 one day kill you?
haha she wouldnt! i hope.

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
vicky's my "vicky love" and suyi's my "baka" so i dont know!

Monday, December 26, 2005

approximately 45 mins till christmas is over. oh man. this christmas passed too fast. ):

ok. lesse. on christmas eve. i went over to mabel's at around 530? yepp to go for bethesda community winter jam. it was pretty fun. (: yeah then we went back to her place and watched ocean's eleven followed by ocean's twelve. but i feel asleep. HEH. yeah. not a lot la haha. yepp. but winter jam was fun!

christmas day aka today! (:

woke up at 8 in the morning. haha and slept at 230 on christmas...morning. haha. yeah got all the christmas smses which kept me up but anyhow, THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU! <33 haha yeah then mabel and i went to church for christmas service. haha pastor evan. his message was a bit too directed at the kids lah, but anyhow. i still liked his powerpoint.HAHA. yepp then after service, mabel and i went down and we were being anti. haha so everyone just ignored us. haha. and i got promoted to nurse joy, but honestly, no thanks, supervisor. ahha. yepp so after that we went to grandparents place. haha TO DO SPRING CLEANING ON CHRISTMAS DAY. haha but honestly, it was quite fun! (: and old town's coffee is really nice! yepp then left at about 3-4 for cheryl jie's place to bathe and get ready to go for bethesda community's christmas service. we got so high cos we were trying to sing karaoke. haha. so funny lah. yeah then we left for expo and had the service. pastor benny ho gave sermon. he's a good speaker. (: he's got a sense of familiarity but i dont exactly know what! hm. so anyway. yeah it was real cool, the service. nothing like charis'. both services are very different but i enjoyed both. good exposure! (:

yeah then basically i guess thats all that happened la. then came back and had some miscommunication problem with the adults and all that HECK.

OK I BETTER TREASURE THE LAST 1/2 HOUR OF CHRISTMAS!

honestly, this christmas is really different. for one, i didnt celebrate it with my family and i wasnt thoroughly excited about going to church either and meeting everyone. i think i've backslided man. and i'm really sorry for not being enthu today in church. i was really tired. i think you guys had more fun without me anyway so whatever.

but still wanna thank the Lord for granting unto me this christmas. although it was different, it was different in a good way. i got to spend more time with mabel and family. (: so yeah. God really works wonders!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! (:

and to the tune of jingle bells...

ping pong balls, ping pong balls,
hanging on the wall
some big big, some small small,
orange ping pong balls,
HEY!

ping pong balls, ping pong balls,
hanging on the wall
some big big, some small small,
orange ping pong balls!

small one 50 cents, big one 50 cents
if you want a big big one, also 50 cents!
HEY!

ping pong balls, ping pong balls,
hanging on the wall
some big big, some small small,
orange ping pong balls,
HEY!

ping pong balls, ping pong balls,
hanging on the wall
some big big, some small small,
orange ping pong balls!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS ALL!<33

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`мυάςκѕ_зс; =[№ 25]= ying en ★ ☆ that SHINES for God ﺕ [ 2ho4eva ] -supervisOr says:
you know why boxing day is called boxing day!
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
um
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
cos you box people?
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
haha
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
cos christmas you have to be nice to them
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
HAHA
katt-SAMA!!squee!![mac]katsonthekatster/-/its long, but i'm still trying to forget/-/ says:
AMINAH'S LOGIC OF BOXING DAY

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

hello hello! i believe this is very exciting news especially for supervisor! haha. i wasnt intending to blog today but cos something just happened and i must do blog! but i shall tell you my life story first haha

ok today had sec 1 registration again. was paired up with mrs lim and mrs yeo HEH. so anys. there was this really annoying woman who kept asking for the advantages for the different programmes offered. like HELLO. in life there are disadvantages too y' know. heh. so anyway. yeah after the registration, jie, crystal, gina and myself went to eat at the market. and then i came home. and went on the comp and packed my bed at the same time. i'm good huh! ahah. so yeah. and i kept coming back to check the comp see if theres anything new for me but there never was. ): no surprise lah, since i'm like ignored. haha.yeah. then i was talking to lyn and she called me katty watty so i called her lyn bin and this is what she typed:

there is a girl called kat. she looked like a cat. her best friend is nat. she loves to crap. her boyfriend is latt. she likes to look at bats. she looks at bats with latt.

what the heck. ahha. so i retorted (duh)

firstly, i dont look like a cat. secondly, my best friend is not nat. thirdly, i dont love to crap. fourthly, i dont have a boyfriend. fifthly, even if i did, he wouldnt be called latt. sixthly, i dont like looking at bats and lastly, even if i did i wouldnt look at them with my boyfriend, provided i had one.

THERE! ha lyn. i kick butt, you suck ass!

ok. hm. yeah. so i was doing some research just now and i discovered something very very interesting, supervisor!

THE VIDEO HAS FINALLY UPLOADED!!! :DDDDD

HAW.HAW.wow. after waiting for like what, 3 days. haha. yeah but its finally up! oh and i found very interesting things too like google has a video blog. O.O haha. they use blogger too. haha. i find that very amusing.

the video taken in church last week is up! yay! haha. i'm so proud of myself! :D HOWEVER.the last part no sound. ahah.dunno why lah but its always been liddat so nevermind. ahha. resolution isnt the greatest though. ):



reply to tags!

haha yes yingen is white right ian see i told you yingen!

haha hello ma'am. i wanted to post about seeing you in school today again and feeing very sian of you but i'm too tired. haha.

haha yes marcus not like yours, so...dark. ahah.cannot read properly also!

haha. yay. wow. i'm tired.

later!

Friday, December 23, 2005

hm. 22 dec 2005. sec 1 registration day. (:

hm wow. ok today was sec 1 registration day. seemed like yesterday was mine. a year has gone so fast and too fast. hm. ok. so i was supposed to be in school by 1030 and i woke up at 10. haha. then i started panicking and getting frantic cos i couldnt find my pt badge haha so i used jies pit badge instead.HEH.she laughed at me!

i'm not scared of ma'am anymore thanks to supervisor!

cough. i mean. um. nevermind.

yeah. hm. i dont really remember what happened lah. haha. i was just ... ON THE COMPUTER YES?! yes. haha.

shut up vicky. i. was. ASLEEP. and you had to wake me up by sitting on my butt right. stupid girl. >(

[2ho4eva] yingen, and stop insisting that i'll ruin 2h's reputation ok. just cos i'm a maid. at least i'm THEbestmaid right! oh yeah, gotta write that down. ahha. and yes you're white. thats final! :D

hello pomelo! how very sweet of you thank you. but why your ...butterfly garden? ahha. but thanks anyway! miss you already! (:

ok so now, my butt is comfortable to sit on, i ruin 2h's reputation and i rock ian's butterfly garden. hm.. interesting.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

hm ok. so i changed skin. i was getting kinda bored looking at the old one, no matter how nicely it was done up. haha. my eyes started to hurt so i decided to go for a (much) brighter, happier, cheerful layout. (: and i ended up with this. haha. its quite funny and nice right. and yeah i got a counter! though it doesnt really fit in. anyone who can recommend me counters please do! thank you very much!

truth be told i dont really think this skin fits me. like. haha. i dunno. which part of the skin do you see "katt"? but nevermind. in any case, i'll give it a try. (:

hm yeah. i've been blogging too much. i've been addicted to my blog and now i'm kinda bored with it cos no one visits it and everyone ignores me. so yeah. oh well. haha.
hm. school's restarting real soon, i havent finished packing my room and havent gotten all my books yet. and i'm still lacking a school bag. anyone wanna donate to "HELP THE KATT" fund? i'd thoroughly appreciate it thanks!

and for a moment i spelt "appreciate" wrongly. sigh i really need to get back to school. all my maths and chinese have been returned. they should ban long holidays. holidays make us stupider. HEH. >(

listening to DAI! <33 hm love their music. but why did they have to disband! ):

ok this post was for the sake of uploading sophia's video taken in church (it arrived finally!) and hopefully it can upload. haha. i'm still waiting. and whilst waiting, i shall post about something else.

i'm really quite upset, disturbed and disappointed. firstly because i missed pastor erick's LAST and FINAL sermon he's giving in church. for Christmas, pastor evan is gonna preach. man. i had to go for class and i missed it. pastor erick's a really good pastor. i didnt really like him when he first came cos like i was unfamiliar and all that but after the church camp, when he was preaching and sharing and all that, i found out that he's a really great pastor, he can communicate not only with adults but also youths and children. God has really blessed charis by bringing him into our church, even if it was only for one year.

i can understand his sermons (i usually dont -.-'') and he can really relate to everyone. very rare and very good. :) as for his whole family as well! auntie shanti is really great and spontaneous and her teachings are really good and fully applicable as well. i actually think i talked more with auntie shanti than with pastor erick cos of taking care of spencer and eleanor. speaking of their children, spencer is really funny and cute. though he doesnt seem to care much about his sister, i'm sure he loves her a lot. during the sunday school camp, he broke the bun into half and gave it to eleanor! how cute is that. he's really funny and can like fit into any group although there may be some people who dont find favour with him. eleanor is really a lot easier to get along with, i must admit. it may be due to the fact that i can communicate with her better, but its easier for me to spend time with her. eleanor is really cute and can tell she loves her brother lots as well. spent time with her during church camp during worship where i taught her actions and during the water games when she kept insisting she wanted to get wet and coudnt find her slippers. haha. so we went down barefooted in the end. haha. as for sean, i didnt really get to know him la. haha.

ok, halfway uploaded.

really really wish they didnt have to move to nepal. but its all part of God's plan for them. :) i hope that they will be able to settle quickly and the children will be able to find a school soon. hope that God will protect them from any sickness or diseases and keep them healthy. pray that God will also help pastor erick in his ministry because its all in the name of the Lord. :)

hm yepp. i'm still upset i missed his last sermon though. sigh. but at least class was good lah.

secondly, i'm angry at mediacorp. they put an end to everything without telling their viewers! like teen titans and the batman! they ended it on monday and they didnt even bother to tell their viewers. stupid people. and like channel 5, they replaced whose line is it anyway with lost and we were all waiting to watch whose line is it anyway! dammit. so annoying. no more teen titans and what the hell did they replace teen titans and the batman with? batman of the future 2 and superman the animated series. what rubbish lah! they probably didnt think anyone would watch stuff like that but they're WRONG. and channel 8 and U, they put dual sound on the screen but they dont offer it! so its dubbed like shit. what rubbish! and they dont put subs for saiyuki. how the hell are we supposed to understand! pfft. and currently saiyuki and dnangel are only in one language - DUBBED. heck. i'm really angry still. so forgive me for all the coarse language.

cough. sigh. man. hm lets try uploading the video now.

hm ok it didnt work again. but i'm getting there supervisor! soon! :)

yepp. so my mission of uploading the video failed again but nevermind! i will keep trying until my mission given by supervisor is completed! haha. yepp. i guess thats about it.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

from ma'am cherie heh

JOAN ROCKSsorry this was not from ma'am

IF YOU'VE BEEN SINGLED OUT: Rules: Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been Singled Out

YOU GET ONE WISH OF ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU ASK FOR?
um... i'm not sure i guess that people would listen and try to comprehend the gospel and accept Christ and the path He has planned for them :)

WISH FOR 6 MORE WISHES.
1. to learn jap! ):
2. discipline
3. happiness for everyone a.k.a world peace
4. friendship for life
5. may my faith in God strengthen
6. that everyone would stop ignoring me sigh

WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE?
either a cat or a duck

SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE:
i wanna help people receive salvation and obviously a lot of other things as well :)

ONE SONG YOU COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
hmm i barely listen to songs but i suppose time goes on by L'Arc

COKE OR PEPSI?
coke

SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY DESIRE:
be more disciplined in my walk with God and also that i may grow closer to Him

ONE GOOD DEED YOU'VE DONE LATELY:
did the heading for announcement board xD

A FUNNY MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE:
well everytime i went/go high basically. many other times too but i cant really remember!

5 people to be Singled Out: joan, thiam, vicky, nat and evan! sigh i really cant think of anyone else.

i didnt blog yesterday oh dear! first a few shoutouts!:

thank you coconut pomelo for do the A side! its brill. :D

sorry supervisor i'll try my best to upload the video asap ok!

thank you ma'am for FINALLY changing my name in your links ahha and singling me out! yes i go visit ma'am at her office! ahha

haha ok end of shoutouts.

um. yeah SUYI's got orange braces. ew. she really looks..um not like suyi anymore. yeah. humph. but shes changing her braces soon to um. black and pink. or so she says though i doubt so. ahha.

ok hm since THIAM wants to be mentioned in this post haha. she's currently using my phone to call her mum and before that she and suyi were playing ps2. ha. see thiam i mentioned you and no you still dont get a new fruit.

hm i couldnt blog yday cos i was at suyi's sleepover. oh no i wasnt. um. ok, lets hear my lifestory.

yday i woke up at about 7 and yeah got ready to leave for school and chatted with vicky before leaving for school. then we did the announcement board heading and met ma'am at her office which is really the school bookshop. haha. yepp. doing up the heading took a lot longer than i expected. i expected to finish at about 1030-11 or so. we were supposed to put up the board but we didnt have a board to but up so yeah. haha.

we finished at about 1+ yeah then me and yvonne waited for kelly and crystal to buy us lunch and lunch took so long to come. haha. so anys. yeah while waiting, suyi joan thiam and nat came to school and suyi taupoked me and after that thiam taupoked me. and yvonne was watching and not helping. haha. so yeah.

then lunch came and we ate and then i left for vanesa's to meet vicky there (vanesa was wearing a shirt that said "STIMPY AND HIS MAGIC NOSE GOBLINS"). yeah we watched meteor garden last episode and just chatted la. left at about 6, went down to kjelt's to collect books and INTENDED to leave for suyi's but then vicky found out she didnt bring her wallet AND her ezlink card so we had absolutely no transport except for taxi but i refused to. so we walked for mount sinai to ngee ann poly. oh yeah met crystal along the way haha. we walked for like 1 hour 14 minutes and finally decided to take cab cos we would have taken too long to get to suyi's. yepp. so we took a cab down and they (suyi, thiam, joan mainly) just had to wet us. and i was poured over with swimming pool water which was really really cold and got dunked. HEH. i'll get back at 'cha! (joan rocks)

yepp. nat and za were also there and we swam and ate and talked la. then we bathed and watched project runway. cant believe wendy didnt get eliminated. ): yeah. so after that joan and i watched a bit of las vegas while vicky suyi and thiam were outside drinking and eating pineapple. haha. then i went out and thiam went totally high. like she couldnt stop laughing for some sort of odd reason. then joan also came out after that and we played some stupid game. haha. but it was quite funny lah. haha. yepp then later thiam and suyi kept going in and out cos they were watching scrubs or something like that. then we all went ion and watched a bit of lost and decided it was too boring so we watched shrek 2 and i fell asleep. but vicky sat on my butt or something like that. haha.

this morning woke up and everything was a blur lah. haha. took quite long for all of us to get up. but anyways. yeah. then we watched tv. run of the house! it was so funny. and life with bonnie and 8 simple rules. haha.then we switched to kids central, watched sabrina and totally spies and then i made a horrible discovery.

TEEN TITANS HAS ENDED.

i was on the verge of tears. ): it was batman of the future instead. at some point of time the netties left so vicky and i were watching and i was attacking her with the pillow. haha. and during the wang wang commercials i was mimicking the stupid voice. super funny la. haha. yeah then it was superman so we left and here i am blogging la. haha. yepp. hm wow long long long post. ahha.

Monday, December 19, 2005

ok! mum and dad are off to batam for disciple class retreat so its left the three of us (oh my goodness) and kelly is at my cousins place so i'm stuck with karen.gosh man am i pissed at her. but nevermind. i shant mention it here.

so anyways. went church today and went for service first. gosh they sang one way and it was so dead la! but we still had fun. (: yepp. then after that went for class with yongen. wa today's sec two class only had 4 of us: andrea, ray, yongen and me. seh, i'm the only girl cos rosie's parents didnt want to come and lucy in malaysia and eunice was upstairs in service. so yeah. anyways, the junior sunday school was having a party i think so the 4 of us went to the other room to gatecrash. haha. but we were welcomed la. yeah. so we ate for a while and then went down to the social hall where i saw sann and kjelt and then i had to do calculations for like school textbooks and all that la. ya so halfway while calculating, felicia very smartly pulled me off to the party room to eat. and no one allowed me to leave the room even when i was like "i'm halfway counting! my calculator is downstairs!" and they just said "dont worry, no one will steal it." but later i managed to drag felicia down again and sir told me off for leaving my phone on the table and it wasnt even my fault la! all fatimah's fault ok. ): sir you scold wrong person!

haha. ok. then later we were in the social hall just talking and being stupid la. haha. oh pictures courtesy of yingen cherie eh which one!


hahaha charrrrrrrr aka mariann!
mariann and aminah aka char and me feeling tired and blur
HAWHAW.david
haha.sophia aka jie and kvells' "oh-so-sweetness"
fang ren and the devil in him
supervisor and maria aka yingen and yihui! dunno what ss is doing haha.
SIR SHAWN SHEEP aka ian and the love of his life, his camera.
justin and his braces <3!


ahha. they're stuck to each other haha


haha my mum was fighting with fang ren xD


the blurness of sophia is expected because of her supervisor ahah her own stupidity


haha. yepp. but because i said i would credit supervisor and her efforts for putting the pictures into bigger ones, i shall post them all over again! ahaha. yepp.

the first four you see above


and the next four you see!


behold! the last 3 pictures all have sophia in it! haha


[edit] ok so i admit, the last 3 grouped pictures are a whole lot easier to see than separate ones. ): fine you go, supervisor haha.[/edit]

thank you very much supervisor is there enough credit already? haha

there was actually a video taken but it didnt manage to um... arrive safely. haha.

wow this is the first time i've ever had so many pictures on my blog. haha. thanks again ss!

yepp. when i came home i tried to read the chinese book we're supposed to read but fell asleep. end of story.

hm i'm still deciding whether or not to go to thiam's/suyi's/joan's sleepover tomorrow. how how how!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

OH I FORGOT TO ADD!

as of 17 december 2005, Mr Ian Lim Wei shall be known as SIR SHAWN SHEEP!

i shall spread the love! word!
eh. wow. really beat.

ok. so yesterday i went for the christmas party in church with jie and char. it was the same kids who went for the watermelon party. haha and some of them remember me! so honoured haha. so yepp. we were late la, by like one hour cos someone (guess who) couldnt wake up and said she will after wiping the floor >.<

we reached church while the other leaders were having some briefing thingy and then after that, we had rehearsals for the skits (i was the innkeeper!) and then after that, we had lunch and they gave us duck rice la! unfair. humph. but at least there was food cos i skipped breakfast. hm. and in the midst of our having lunch, the kids started arriving! they made so much noise la. haha.

but anys. i know some of the kids remember me la! so cute. haha. and now i know some of them liao. ahha. but this time, i changed group. i got brilliant banana! ahhhaa and they're really brilliant. so proud of them la! they won overall. haha. but no prize. haha. so anyways. yeah, they were really guai and stuff. and we sang arise, every move i make and here i am to worship to which i did the actions for all the songs! :D yay. it was really good.

yepp. the skit was cool too. overall, it was very fun and tiring, but it was very very fruitful la. and i made friends too! so i felt it was really a blessing unto me la. yepp. after the kids left, we had debrief and prayer. then jie and i went to grandparents' place to have dinner. then i watched tv and fell asleep. haha. i missed 3 shows that i really wanted to watch. ): teen titans, survivor reunion special and rainbow connection last episode. can anyone fill me in on survivor guatemala reunion special please! i'll <3 you forever! haha

yepp. then went home and woke up at about 830 this morning. slacked a bit, lazed around xD and then went for secretariat meeting. ahah. so short today's meeting. we didnt digress surprisingly. haha. lated less than an hour! world record! ahha. and then i just watched hihi puffy amiyumi! ahah. super lame la. haha.

yepp. yesterday was really fun and a great experience but i cant really remember every detail. that always happens la, so stupid. but anyways, there gonna be a sports event next year in june! i hope i can make it. hope prefects camp wont clash with it. :)

hi jambu! no you dont get a new fruit. haha. jambu is fine.

thank you auntie percy, char, jie, ian, eunice, nathan, samuel, gerald, lindy, thomson, jon, adeline, grace and kelly (i forgot someone) for making the christmas party such a memorable one. it was great and loads of fun and honestly, when i reached church and saw the unfamiliar faces, i even kinda regretted going and felt it would turn out really bad, but it didnt because of everyone's spontaneous-ness and gungho-ness. it was really great knowing all of you, though not personally, and all of you have made the party a memorable event, even for the children, i'm sure.

boo baa to you ian! for being such a terrible coconut. ):

hm God has really blessed me by bringing me to church to help out. i feel i've really been blessed and been a blessing unto the children by helping out for 2 times! and i really do wanna help out more, cos when you're involved, its reallu just so different from just hearing about the experience, ya know? its a really different point of view when you're there personally. though being laughed at for doing actions and having the boys hate me for making them do actions was really quite bad, it was still fun. i dont think i should care whether i'm being laughed at or not because i'm doing the actions for GOD. and not for the children. theres really nothing to be embarrassed now that i think of it. :)

kudos to ms charmaine 'know it all' poh, mr samuel 'dont know alot' teo, mr jonathan 'remember it well' tang and mr ian 'shawn sheep' lim for the great "who wants to talk to gerald" show! you guys were great and really funny. :)

hm. yepp. and to all who did really well for the second skit. :) i think all of us were great. :) mmhmm!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Friday, December 16, 2005

hm thanks san. you've just forced me to post. heh.

"Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself. then at the end of the list ,5 names that are in line to do this . Dont forget to leave a comment 'youve been tagged' in their blog to read yours."

hm. i cant really do this you know... since i'm absolutely normal. sigh. fine fine, i shall do it for my beloved. xD

#1: i like mushrooms! <33 and ducks and rolly weaver, the batman, raven from teen titans, and i have a cow cushion on my lap.

#2: i cry when i laugh a lot. hahahhah.

#3: i have been eating pancakes a lot lately ( A LOT) like for breakfast 3 consecutive days and lunch once. wow.

#4: i get very very very high on chocolate and it takes very long for me to stop laughing.

#5: i am always ignored. ):

hey they're all facts really.

now the 5 people i intend to sabo. heh heh heh

hm i cant think of anyone cos i'm so ignored

sigh. nevermind. i shall do my best.

1. JONO!!!! punishment for calling me squeeno
2. JAMBUUUU!!! punishment for calling me katto
3. meiyan
4. megg since she's done it
4. cherie (hm i couldnt think of no one else since ian didnt wanna do it)hm now cherie's also done it
4. yihui la! if you've done it too, wa seh, imma kill myself and give up liao. heck. so many people do alr.
5. evan (thiam suggested it i'm sorry!)

oh i've got a joke to tell everyone! haha. i think its quite old but heck la.

the seven dwarves were sitting in the bathtub feeling happy.

then happy got out.

...

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. FUNNY RIGHT!

oh nevermind. see i'm ignored again.

now no one can say i'm matured cos i like teen titans!

thank you mellow for making me addicted to it!

T-E-E-N T-I-T-A-N-S
TEEN TI-TANS, LET'S GO!!
T-E-E-N T-I-T-A-N-S
TEEN TI-TANS, LET'S GO!!

XDDDDDDDD

HAW.HAW. teen titans ending theme. yay.

haha hello meg. yes chilled wmelons definitely taste better. :D

hm yes i think thats all. haha.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

wow wow wow. havent updated for so super long. sorry all, comp was down. lesse...

first off: reply to tags!

thiam and joan: oh wow, how amusing netties cant tell differences between plasters and tissue paper. haha. but you guys realise i have no idea what you're talking about. ahah. what, i gave you sticker and tissue so you could stick it down, the sticker too small cannot stick HUH?! like hello!!! haah. but anyways. why quarrel over my cbox. haha. strangeness of netties. XD

ma'am and supervisor: ahhaa. finally ma'am remembers eh. supervisor, i disowned sophia liao.haha. so the name your gave me not valid no more! :DDD ahah. and if lucy is supervisor's sister, then why last time we call her ma'am sister? and ma'am give your brother a name la! haha

hello meg!!! haha. the watermelon party wasnt that bad. i mean they had to eat watermelons but the watermelons were chilled and sweet. it was quite yummy really. i had some after the party. haha. :D

hey nat! haha. the party was quite fun la, just that i got bullied by two boys. so stupid la, p5 still so immature. ahha. but anyways, yeah. overall was pretty ok. :)

after friday was saturday. what happened on saturday? oh~~~! i went to work! yepp! with mariko at east point mall. charisse was supposed to work as well, but she didnt go in the end. haha. we blew balloons and asked people to do survey. wa seh, kanna rejected so many times. but at least i managed to finish more surveys than rosie. :D so in total, $10 for 3 hours. damn cheap. but at least got cash now. hhaa. oh yeah, also supervisor's birthday.

sunday. hm. went to church, class was good. now i feel my class is a lot better, like we talk more, so it makes the class funner. of course there are the quieter ones la, but ok la. :D then after class went down and waited and waited and waited. in the end sec 4s din have class and kelly baked um... muffins-cum-cookies-cum-cake and i ate one in the morning! so anys. she baked them for supervisor. so everyone ate it and scraped off the burnt pieces that stuck to the tray. ahah. and ma'am got cut (i'm sorry ma'am!) but everyone was quite happy scraping off. sophia then became famous sophia courtesy of ma'am and then while everyone was happily scraping, i resumed my AMINAH SWEEP THE FLOOR! job. sigh. so i swept and cleaned and mopped. and when i said fatimah (i think) didnt work and i complained to ma'am and maria (i only said the facts), supervisor said ma'am is gonna send me back. everyone forever send me back one lah. stoopidness. dont care liao! :( ok so anyways, after church, went for lunch with char and jie and when we went to the M1 shop

*cut short due to lack of time and too much to say*

so anyway. ahem. worked la. then got paid again! so in total earned $20! :D very cheap, but hey, i'm still underage. should be thankful someone is willing to actually pay me yeah! ahhahahahaha

monday. went out with vicky and grace. wa grace super pig la! the pope is supposed to be very punctual you know! haha. so anys. we walked and walked and walked and took neos (i told you two not to!) and walked and talked more until grace had to go training. so then later, vicky and i met up with nat outside topshop and then she lost her phone. sigh. so anys. went to the office tower (stupid wisma atria woman.) and i found a cut on my foot cos of the damned slipper. so yeah. i had to limp and vicky and nat were like laughing at me la! not funny k. very painful lor. haha. so then we went to mos burger and ate and we went to cine to take neos (again sigh, i'm sorry grace!) and then we went home. when i got home, i put plaster on my foot and it didnt stay so i put masking tape over it haha. so now i have a masking-taped-plastered-foot. i changed it lah duh when it started getting rotten and when i bathe. yepp. monday was basically out the whole day la.

yesterday and today stayed home the whole day, really not much to do. oh yday night mum came home and made me tear off price tags off 30 pairs of socks. i got $3 for that. :) so in total earned $23! :D not bad eh! haah. yeah. hm i guess thats all.

long enough thiam! xD

CHEER UP NAT YOU'LL FIND YOUR PHONE K!<33

THANK YOU VICKY LOVE THE SLIPPERS!<33

i forgot to mention. vicky bought me a nice pair of paul frank slippers which i wear once my foot heals yay. for now i shall have to wear sandals and shoes. :D anyone wanna buy me new shoes! haha.

yay. i think this is long enough.

WELCOME HOME SUSIE AND SIR!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

hokay!

today was a very tiring day. went for child care center watermelon party. my station was so terrifyingly stupid i shant even mention it. and we were lacking food for lunch! ): so anys after lunch mariko and charisse went off (hohoho, naughty girls!) and had me walk them to the bus stop. ch. then we watched BEAN. ahhahahah. rubbish la. so later we had the group cheer thingies. omg. i admire charmaine. i took over her group.majestic mangoes. honestly, they are nothing but majestic. how she dealed with them, i seriously have no idea. so anyways. had prize presentation. guesswhat! my group, mm, came in 2nd! 2nd last. stupid la... so anys. later are prize presentation we had to clear up and that stupid ben was such an idiot. then walked with ray to eunos and finally i'm back! hahahahah. going to work tmr and sunday. who wants to go eat lunch on sunday and see me get high again!hahahaahah.

note to ma'am: (you'd better read all of this, every single word!)
ma'am you very forgetful old lady! i went to your house, ok not your house, but your condo last year in 2004. 6.2 and 6.3 were having a party and mrs tan kim choo, who is also my laoshi, organised it and therefore had it held at her place. when the party came was coming to an end, you came down to the function room (i think)where we held the party and you were i dunno doing what!poking your nose around haha. so anys. it was definitely you cos i asked someone who was that and she was like "oh, charisse's sister" who is also my current ma'am who is also you. then, when laoshi was about to send us to the mrt station , i was in the car, you were outside and i talked to you. geddit now! heck, i spoke to you even before i went into the car! man, you're really really forgetful. maybe one day you'll even forget to send me back to indonesia. haahahahahhahaha. and i demand my name spelt correctly! K-A-T-H-L-E-E-N. not K-A-T-L-Y-E-E-N. what the heck!haha.

thank you maria for telling her about it! but she doesnt remember anyway. haha.

i have a big long scar on my left arm courtesy of my cat. anyone want him!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

ha.ok. first off

au revoir ian and san! a bit late la but comp was down. :( so anyways.journey mercies and take care. have a great time there k!

so i'm talking to grace now. she thinks she's the future pope. ahhaha. GRACE IS THE POPE or so she says.

haha. went for meeting at kap yday.pb meeting. guess what?! met maria nad ma'am there! ahaha. so we talked abit then went for meeting. at about 5 left for dinner. then i had to go home to get stuff and kanna scolded by mum. and there was this whole miscommunication thingie and we wereall like. sigh. then anyway. dinner started off quite bad. but it ended ok la. we had karaoke then meryl jie and i went high! ahhahahahahhaha. we had wine lah...see. so yeah. but oh well.

yday wasnt much la really. it was a long day but boring. so oh well.

this is a very short post i know.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZARA JIE

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

ok ok! new additions! :D

lucy aka ma'am sister - charisse
mariann aka sir's vietnamese bride - char
andre aka technician - i have no idea adriel (ok so i still dunno who he is)

so now marcus ahmad is still the janitor has been promoted to plumber. i think i prefer him as janitor haha. sad la no mroe janitor

ma'am ah! you hire from usa ah! expensive you know! i bet your hiring and importing him is more than mine and maria's pay right! ): i, as the best maid, demand a raise! or i go on strike. ahha.
hahaha. ok. went for esther and meng jet's wedding dinner last night at sentosa. quite a view, really. :)

anys. just had lunch so i'm too full to pack so i shall blog! haha.i shall tell everyone something kelly gave to me.

'If you're not involved in
any service or ministry, what excuse
have you been using?
Abraham was old,
Jacob was insecure,
Leah was unattractive,
Joseph was abused,
Moses stuttered,
Gideon was poor,
Samson was codependent,
Rahab was immoral,
David had an affair and
all kinds of family problem,
Elijah was suical,
Jeremiah was depressed,
Jonah was reluctant,
Naomi was a widow,
John the Baptist was eccentric
to say the least,
Peter was impulsive and
hot-tempered,
Martha worried a lot,
the Samaritan woman had
several failed marriages,
Zacchaeus was unpopular,
Thomas had doubts,
Paul had poor health,
and Timothy was timid.
That is quite a variety of misfits, but
God used each of them in his service.
He will use you, too, if
you stop making excuses.
-Rick Warren, The Purpose-Driven Life,
"You Were Shaped for Serving God."'
oh dear. i think some self-reflection is in need. :(

Sunday, December 04, 2005

and the best maid award goes to....

sophia's long lost sister, AMINAH! thats me. haha.

wow. God really blessed this day. :D

it started off kinda bad cos i was all cranky and i couldnt find the pair of jeans i wanted to wear. actually they were wet la. haha. so anyway. i was pretty grumpy during breakfast la haha. so yeah. but then later in church i went for service with mariko and charisse. andrea was sposed to sit with us but in the end still sat with supervisor and yongen. haha. then mariko and charisse kept talking la. so anyway. then went for class. there were like 6 of us and we had the sec 1s of next year join us cos sec 1s lack of tchers for dec. so yeah. then san, ahmad and fang yi joined us also cos they didnt wanna go for sermon. haha. so anyway. the class was super funny la. haha. what with marcus getting "circumcised" and "castrated" mixed up. heh. then after that we had the prize presentation. :) haha. i was laughing so hard. then they gave me 3 cheers. :D and sophia i din steal your award. you belong to the cia.

after that we went for lunch. at parkway. haha. at bk. met si en there and gosh i was laughing so hard during lunch la. everytime someone said "laugh" i'll start laughing all over again, haha. then when someone talked i laughed again. laugh until stomachache la. oh and i choked on coke. and it came out of my nose like ice cream soda did a few years ago. i think joan rmbs. haha. then we took mrt home and dawh gave me a cookie. :D subway cookie. i think the ones kelly bake are somewhat nicer. haha. yeah. going for sentosa wedding dinner later. mariko's going too so at least got company! :D oh and mariko is our latest addition to the maid subculture! rosie!

so now, because i won the best maid award, it doesnt matter if they send me home. haha. but also because i won the best maid award that sir and ma'am cant send me home! so either way, i profit. ! all my hard, tough, gruelling work paid off. :D

oh! i havent made my speech!

i would like to thank sir and ma'am, maria, fatimah, supervisor, suzie, rosie, ma'am sister! no love for sophia for accusing me of stealing her award. haha.

yes yes i think thats all. congratulate me! NOW!

on a sidenote: MA'AM SAID SORRY TO ME ON HER TAGBOARD!!
MIGHTY MIGHTY TRAFFIC LIGHT BLINK BLINK BLINK!

waha! hello hello all! have you missed me! i know meiyan has! haha. kidding. just returned from church camp. TRAFFIC LIGHT! haha. consisted of yihui, cherie, mariko, charisse, fang qi, charissa, somewhat spencer, elly and san and myself. and we came in last. oh well. church camp was pretty fun. had to be in chuch on thursday by 830 but most of the people were late. then we played like games and stuff. and i was thusly given the name AMINAH! and i hail from indonesia. so my sir (ian) and ma'am (cherie) are always threatening to send me back to indonesia and i have to turn to my fellow maid maria (yihui). we always seem to end up sweeping the floor. and we also have a sophia (kelly) who comes from the phillipines and she is my...long lost sister. yes. and her supervisor, called "supervisor" (yingen). oh oh! and my junior fatimah (felicia) and an ahmad(marcus)! well at least sir say he send me back on sia not budget. hhaha. i want first class one! and so began our maidship...

no one shall insult traffic lights ever again! although we lost. heh. the prizes werent exactly the most attractive really. but nevermind. at least we kinda bonded la. and i got to know fatimah. she comes from pakistan. :D

oh oh! we went to an animal resort and i got shat on by a bird. friggin animal. but the puppies were so cute and... whiny. oh and there was a mare. like woah. it was so huge la! but very pretty. blind on one eye though.
and the ducks! :DDD so cute! ahhahaaha. and we had water fight. haha. got drenched by harvey. and he was supposed to be nice to me la! and i was wearing jeans! ): stupid.

sardines is best played in the night. haha. church has actually quite a lot of places to hide i just realised, even if its just the ground floor. haha.

gosh i was so high last night. we had bread and 4 cups of milo (which san very nicely made for us) for san, yihui, ian and myself. and ian spilled his cup of milo and it got into sans phone. and man we were laughing so hard la. really really couldnt stop. then after that we felt so bad cos san didnt look the happiest of all people. i think that was kinda expected as well cos her phone got wet before that. and we went to the basement cos it was friggin cold outside and it started to pour so yeah.

i wish marcus would stop waking me up so early in the morning.

ANYWAYS. i cant remember much from what happened, just very vague details. sigh i've lost it. but it was really really very fun. that i know. :)

hi nat! haha yes we're talking about the same spirit. the horse show right! its not gay ok! you try and draw a horse la! but its really very good. go watch it and then see if you like it or not.

haha hello anon. you broke my record. you're my first anon, congratulations. :) do i know you? cos if i do then you can talk to me you know. like really. i wont eat you. haha. the wtf was typed out in a moment of rage. i'm sorry. i mean, my meimei [whom i am supposed to love very much] thinks i'm les. ): but nevermind. its over. i dont not like anons tagging because i've never had anons and i'm pretty much ok with it. but in the end unless the tag makes sense, i'll just ignore it. feel free to tag anyways. :)

HI SIR! AMINAH IS DOING HER JOB! SIR DONT SEND AMINAH BACK TO INDONESIA! why does everyone wanna send me back ah? i dont hear ma'am threatening to send maria or fatimah back what. why me! ): sir bully me i complain to ma'am!

ian is short now because he is his crazy gang pillow hahaha.

aminah can go back to indonesia now because aminah is smart already. dont need to work for sir and ma'am anymore.

and credit to ian for the very random name of traffic light. cherie will shall not listen to ian ever again.


LET GOD ARISE!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

JOAN TAY CHOR HUAN I AM NOT LES!

like wtf! shit you. if you say that one more time you're disowned. FOR GOOD. gosh.

its all your bloody fault suyi. ):

HUMPH.

now excuse me, i'm off to finish watching lion king.
haahhaha. the bliss of having a new line. : D

anyways. went to diane's yesterday and she gave me my christmas present. :) THANK YOU DIANE MUCH <33! omg. her kitten is like the cutest smallest thing. its so ultra cute! hahaaha. anyways. we ordered macs for lunch and suyi got a happy meal which is kerbie [from chicken little]! hhhaaha. diane ordered the teppanyaki burger and shaker fries. they suck. then we used the comp for a while, watching htf. oh gosh its the most morbid thing you can watch and i dont know why i watched it. heh. then anyways. we [as in suyi, diane and myself] went downstairs to play mahjong. i won like what. 2 games? ): i'm a terrible player yes. suyi won the most la. dumb people have dumb luck. haha. suyi=dumb. hahah. and then we came up with the suaku DJs! for short, its SKDJ which stands for suyi, katt, diane and jiaying which is also our pw group. why didnt we use SKDJ for our pw group name. ): anyways. then we went to 7eleven. haha. and bought food. oh oh! and there was an accident on the road. we were debating what happened to the victim cos she was lying on the road and she looked dead. haha. then at 7eleven, suyi bought...bowl noodles. haha. and i bought combo 1 which is mashed potato with a gulp and diane bought combo 5 or 6 which is the seafood chips with a gulp. :) yummilicious.

then we went back, played more mahjong and then left. suyi won overall haha and we cheated her of her chips. ahaa.

after i got home grace was over then i drank soup! bak kut teh! my mum cooked. : ) then kelly started baking shortbread cookies cos karen demanded for it. haha. and i was there to annoy everyone COS I WAS SO BORED AND NO ONE ENTERTAINED ME. so yeah. haha. and the cookies are gooooooooood. yes really. ahaha.

then apparently she made toast but i fell asleep (cos she's so boring) so i didnt watch the process and couldnt annoy her futher. ):

ok so! a very strange thing happened in the middle of the night but i'm not very sure what so i shall not digress. haha.

this morning. mum and dad woke me up to give me my new SIM card. so i have a line now hurray! and cheers for the extra 200 free smses when i produce my ez-link card to the shop. so altogether i have 700 free smses. and free incoming as well. oh and i have 3 M1 numbers which i can choose and everytime i call that number, i call it for free! ahahaha. so good right. but i dunno whose number i should put cos i hardly call. so haha. yes. and in case anyone is wondering, my very nice number is [ask me for it cos i'm not gonna post it]. haha. yes ego mode right now.

anyways! hi denise! haha. how did you find your way here? haha. anyways. nice to hear from you. sigh. i cant bully you anymore next year. but its ok. i shall pop by your class as much as possible! ahha

hello pomelo! i'm sorry i didnt reply your txy msg. haha. that time card no money. haha. yesyes. now you know how i live. and right now my auntie and uncle are quarrelling over msn. -.-''

hey enn! hope you're good! heard cantabile was really good. i wanted to go but no money. i'm so sorry yeah. how bout you perform another one for me. ;)

haha. yeah i think that should be all. HURRAY AGAIN FOR MY NEW LINE AND MY VERY NICE NUMBER AND MY EXTRA 200 FREE SMSES AND MY FREE INCOMING AND MY 3 FREE OUTGOING NUMBERS! haha. oh well. its not really anything to be excited about but c'mon. this is my first personal line! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

oh and suyi, you owe me and diane a movie. :D