Monday, May 29, 2006

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


sigh. stress stress stress.


sometimes i wished i wasnt involved in the musical. it would give me so much more free time. but anyhow


today was kinda bad. gis and melin didnt turn up for mary mags and so i had to stand in. the props were missing and all that. but i guess the worst was juicy. jon got so super pissed and i was so worried. kiat seemed to be mocking us somehow. was really frustrating. but we still got through and they're still having rehearsals right now. im just hoping that our efforts for the musical will really pay off cos its really so much work and we're working with like professionals. but sometimes they're just too demanding and i dunno. they expect too much from us. i mean. we're students man.


siiiiiiiiiigh. oh well. i shall persevere and not give up! ooh my calender has a quote!!


"You must remain focused on your journey to greatness."
-Les Brown


how inspiring! yes, i shall remain focused and persevere till the very end! and be positive and dont think of the bad things that might happen but how im gonna make the musical good. mmhmm!(:


whenever i have negative thoughts, i shall think bout the camp and all the good things that have happened and all the obstacles and elements. if i managed to get through all that, ill manage to get through this production. i just think the way i did when faced by the obstacles - keep a positive attitude and believe in yourself. its all psychological after all. if you keep telling yourself you can do it, you will be able to do it.


well, at least im sure ive got God with me. He'll carve out a path. eventually. everything will work out fine. i got the faith.(:

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i want to cry


everyone's just missing camp so much and like reading everyone's posts about camp makes me wanna cry. i miss the whole camp. the campsite, the trainers, the food, the canteen, the cats, the washing up, the bunks, the dorms, the toilets, the taps outside, the brushing teeth on my bunk, everything. it's just this camp has affected everyone so much. i really wanna cry. the trainers have been great, the activities have been great and now tv is kinda boring me. i'd give ANYTHING to go back to camp and have it all over again. it's just difficult leaving and putting everything behind. i still can remember the very first time we stepped into camp and looked around. i still can remember the trainers introduction. i still can remember the activities we went through as groups and how we bonded. i dont want it to end. i still can remember the meals. i wanna lie back downa t the camp fire site and just gaze up at the stars again. i want to relive camp.


it's just so difficult to leave. it sucks. ive cried so much over camp. i love fusioned so so so much. you guys have made a huge difference in my life. all of you. abby, melody, lam, lauren, shu, cheryl yeo, su-lyn, vicky, grace, yeong, kelly, carmen, meibin, nerd, jasmine and jong. thank you all so so so much for making the camp such a great one cos if there were any changes, it wouldnt be the same at all.


thank you abigail for being ever optimistic and positive. seeing a smile on your face 24/7 really brightens up everyone's day. its great that you're never unhappy and continue to stay that way!


you've been great melody, to work with and you're so easy to get along with. although you' re a little quiet, thanks anyhow for your cooperation and partnership during the camp. really enjoyed it!


thank you lam for being so happy all the time and for having the never give up attitude. it's been great joking around with you and being bullied by you. you're a funky person and don't ever change!


lauren and your super sonic KICK! haha thanks for being helpful and positive during the camp. had a great time laughing with you and all. you're a fun person so dont let anyone or anything change that in you!


thanks shu for being so positive and well, nice. thanks for your contributions during the camp and for always believing in yourself that you can do anything. its been fun working with you!


yeo! my pee treasurer! thanks for being the sense of humour in fusioned. its been really fun in camp with you and thanks for coming up with such crazy and briliant ideas to keep everyone's mood up!


always our first volunteer, su-lyn! thanks for alway volunteering yourself to go on any obstacle first because believe it or not, you encourage others that way. thanks for your confidence in yourself and for being so much fun!


its been great with you at camp, vicky and im really glad you took up the courage and overcame your fear of heights! many times in fact, if you count all the obstacles and the trekking. its been great! keep perservering!


thanks grace for conributing during the camp and though you're a little quiet, you're still a lot of fun. keep perservering and never give up. thanks for being courageous and trying to stand on the jacob's ladder!


thanks yeong for being so positive and fun during the camp and also or your weird sense of humour. thanks for encouraging vicky and grace when i didnt know how to. it's been fun hanging around you!


kelly! i was probably the closest to you at the start of the camp. thanks for being so smiley and positive during the camp. it's been really fun with you and i'm glad i got to know you better! stay happy always aight!


hey carmen! thanks for being so small, hyper, happy and cute during the camp. you really brighten everyone's day with your positive never say die attitude. keep that up and im really glad i got to know you!


meibin our dancer! really glad i got to know you during the night hike. thanks for warming up so quickly and have more confidence in yourself because you can achieve much more than you think you can. keep smilling!


nerd nerd nerd! ahha you're so quiet. got no food also so quiet. haha anyways, thanks for being ever ready to help out and for never saying you cannot. you're a form of encouragement to those around you!


hey jasmine! thanks for being so positive during the camp. you have never once said the word "cannot" when all the others have said it. thanks for your confidence and your contributions. really enjoyed our friendship!


AH JONG AH! ahha thanks for being my assistant leader! you've got a lot of potential and you're a great encourager. thanks for helping me and being so encouraging and cautious. it was really great knowing you!


yus, you've has been such a great trainer and although you're not gonna read this, thanks for being such a great trainer, motivater, encourager, supporter, friend and just thank you for being there to help fusioned bond as well. it's been really great with you around and fusioned definitely would not have accomplished anything with you. afterall, we'd be yus-less. thank you so so so so so so so much.


the whole camp has just been great. i really wanna go back. ive still got kaizen water in my bottle. and im not planning to drink it. i miss everything so much. the single log, swinging tyres, postman walk, the swamp, the waterfall, the houseflies and insects, the brushing and bathing with rainwater, the trekking, the getting sweaty and dirty, the sitting in the parade square, the stars, the interaction, everything. the fun times and all. 4 days and 3 nights is way too short.


ive really learnt so much about from the camp. like how to cook outdoors and you need timber, tinder and kinder to do so, how to build a raft, how to work in a team, so many things. so many MORE things that we can ever learn in a class room. i really really thank God for all these. for blessing upon the chance of going for the camp, the experience, the friendships and bonds made, for guiding and protecting all of us during the camp. its all just wonderful. everyone's really missing camp. well, maybe except for the trainers. but i guess thats how it all has to be. all good things will have to come to an end eventually.







I want to linger
A little longer
A little longer here with you

Sunday, May 14, 2006

hm i havent blogged for almost a week. oh dear. ok. lets hope blogger can upload my pictures.

wednesday!

hm... wednesday. i cant really remember what happened on wednesday actually. oh wait. went for rehearsal, found a huge big ant, went to kap with nicole, went home and youtube-d all the wayyy.

thursday

had meeting (which we were 45 minutes late for) then i dont really remember anymore. oh wait! had sec 1 cross practice run. but it rained so it was cancelled. then i went over to lesley's and stayed for dinner. yepp. then went home.

friday.

vesak. hm. veggies came over to do geog project which we miraculously managed to finish. i broke a plate, everyone thinks the cheese bread is cheesecake, went to nes' house in the evening and stayed over. haha. nes got new dog! so cute. but he keeps trying to hump people. yuck. and joan trying to prove that suyi is booby and butty. haha. yes joan we get your point. haha. yeah nes showed me yakitate japan. quite funny lah. haha. full of crap. haha yeah then we were watching bleach halfway then i was falling asleep so she din wanna show me anymore. but anyway. haha. then i went into her room and watched malora till i fell asleep.

saturday

woke up at like 7 and watch almost 10 eps of malora. heee heee. yeah then nes got up at 10. then we had breakfast and i watched auntie train the two dogs. so cute lah. yepp. then i left at 12, rained like siao. went home, rushed up a lot of work, bathed, youtubed a bit, slacked a bit and left for granny's.

today

woke up at 530, got ready, left at 615, met up with relatives, got onto coach and left for kukup, malaysia!(: haha we went through pekananas! which is where our sec 2 camp site is at. ahha so cool. haha. yeah then we went for breakfast, had roti prata. yum. haha then we went to some huge temple. haha. it was pretty cool. yepp. then we went somewhere i cant remember then we went for lunch. we had lunch like really early. like 1130 - 12? but before that we went for a boat ride to the floating fish market. it was quite cool. (: it was like really unstable and they caught stuff like jellyfish, stingray, lobster and all those kinda fish. haha. the jellyfish was white! it was so cool. i should have taken a picture. pffft. but anyway. yeah lunch was tremendous. haha we had sooooo much food lah. like crab, bamboo clams, fish, veggie, tofu and stuff. yepp then after that we went to some place where they sold really cool stuff. they had like honey melon tea, honey lime tea, black coffee that tasted really sweet, bak kut teh soup and some detox drink. oh and this other weird tea and the auntie kept insisting i try until i got so irritated i walked off. then i wanted to get assorted biscuits but it was too expensive. so in the end, i didnt spend the 20 ringgit that my granddad gave me. oh well. haha. yeah then we went to some plantation called kukup durian. haha. it was really cool! they had loads of jambu trees, they had rambutan trees, longan trees, pepper plants, mangosteen trees, durian trees! um dragonfruit trees and cherry trees. a lot a lot. haha. yeah. it was quite cool. then we ate the fruits fresh from the trees. we just plucked and ate. haha. then we went to giant to but stuff. and i didnt get to spend my money again! pffft. yeahh then we went for dinner (which was also very early) and dinner was again so filling! we had the oat prawns, kang kong, fish (again), chilli cockles, tofu (again), deer, chicken and soup. like omg. soooo much food. then we had an extra can of coke so we brought it back. haha. yeah. then in the coach karen and i kept cam-whoring. haha it was quite funny. yeah then there was this little girl who was so cute lah! i think her name is ines. haha. she kept wanting hugs and kisses. haha. and she was very interested in monkeys. haha. yeah. then when going through the second link the jam was so bad that we had to walk. but it was ok lah. ahha. yeahh...

this trip has taught me a lot of things. like how biased my auntie is against me and how much she favours karen just cos she can draw and they share the same birthday. and for instance how my granddad can find fault with me for every little thing. like why i didnt buy jambus at the plantation and why i didnt get a plastic bag when he asked me to. haha. wth man. but i still love him.(: cant say the same for my aunt though. and how much my grandma loves me until she cant bear to scold me.(: haha yepp. oh well.

has anyone ever seen an orange soon kueh? well i have!(:

note: all these photos were taken by phone. so if it turns out bad, i cant do anything bout it. i hope this doesnt burst my bill. =x
















hahah big durian model!(:
















plantation. the big durian model is on top, by the way.


SOME OF THE FRUITS IN THE PLANTATION
















very un-sweet cherry. i took a bite and threw the rest on the ground. oh well.
















dragonfruit! it looks cool here. and the way it grows is cool too! it doesnt grow on a tree you know! it's sort of. i dunno how to explain. go research lah.
















jambu! it was really really sweet. tasted like apple. dunno why thiam say its bland. haha i bet she never eat before. haha.
















ANG MAO TAN! haha rambutan. unripe one. my phone resolution not bad eh?! can see the pokey stuff some more.
















pepper plant! quite cool eh. when it turns ripe, it becomes black then it can be used to cook stuff and all that.
















longan! haha unripe, as usual. haha but it was so small! i never knew. ahha.
















karen and aunt at the longan tree. ahhaha. what. x)

END OF PLANTATION TRIP. i didnt manage to take pictures of the mulberry plant and the durian tree. oh did you know mulberry could be used to cure the eyes or something? so cool eh. haha.


















karen with grandma on the boat ride, they look so happy. hahha.
















me and karen cam-whoring. haha i like this picture.
















my hair looks screwed up. haha. but whatever.
















haha i have no idea what we're doing. my mouth looks weird. ahha.
















ORANGE SOON KUEH! we think they look like AHEMS. hahaha.
















NO SOON KUEHS says karen. ahah whatever. those are like MY fingers.
















INES! omg she's the cutest thing on earth. haha.


yeppo. eh my phone resolution not bad right! haha yay i dont need a bluetooth now! whoohoo! unless gotta pay. ok i shall not upload anymore pictures till i find out if i need to pay or not. whoops. x)

p.s. there was mickey and minnie at the entrance of the plantation! mickey was holding a durian and minnie was drinking a coconut. but my phone ran out of memory. pfffft.

p.p.s. I WANNA LEARN DRUMS AND BASS. CAN ANYONE TEACH ME!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

according to yanka's blog, june babies are supposed to be kinky.


hyuck.


anys. ew the raspberry ripple ice cream my mum bought tastes like shit. actually no. its quite nice. AHH NOOO IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EATING ICE CREAM! cham lah... aiyar heck. anys. today!


hm.had lit, eng we went into comp lab where i FINALLY handed in my very long ago due unseen prose and we managed to finish our spca crap! hahahah. yay. and then we had comp, where i junked the whole video. it was so boring, so crap, my title screwed up, my credits were too short BUT WTH! who cares man. ahhahaa.at least i managed to finish it. yepp then recess finished up the sculpture cept for the poem/lyrics. hm. i think mr ong's gonna seriously fail me. but aiyar. art. haha. yeahh ok then we had math. i think mrs chen is so weird. we're having a test on graphs on thursday and she started on direct and inverse proportion today. wa she how weird la. anys. then mrs chong wasnt in school for geog so we had free period and we re-chose our mortals. heh heh. man i think my geog presentation is seriously going to die lah. we're like. craaaaap. and the veggies are seriously not cooperating. pffft. but anyway. then life science just sucked. i hardly paid attention at all. was replying joan's letter. haha. oh well. then later after school me vicky and suyi just talked a bit and vicky went to try on my tie. and well, so did suyi. haha. yehh then we caught up and stuff. man i havent spoken to vicky and suyi for like. AGES. haha. yeah then later we went down to the hall for chem and bio answers. yepp then sarah gave me popcorn! ahha and then i came home.


oh man. so disgusting. there was like a cockroach in our class. like squashed. ewww. and i found out i cant scream! seriously man. and i cant sing either. i was trying to sing the national anthem then cannot cos i cant go high. ahha. then go low i sound so funny. so in the end i just mouthed it. ahha. oh well...


cheer up vicky! _ _ _ is really not worth you emo-ing over, as joan would say! (: haha. seriously. just ignore her k. and if you really need to talk, come look for me! i very free one. ahhaa. just chill k. and take care yehh!<33

[edit]jaime was sleeping when mrs lee was going through answers. im amazed.

Monday, May 08, 2006

ok. im sick. everyone please pray for me!(: ahha. seriously man. it sucks. cough man.
haha anys. im soooo slow. to mache and paint a stupid hand took me like 2 hours lah. like sheeeeeeet.
anys ive still got reflections, chinese worksheet, unseen prose, art and other stuff to do and i really shouldnt be blogging. but i cant resist the temptation man. hahahh. okok short post. my tagboard not working! pffft.




did you fall for a shooting star?
one without a permanent scar and
did you miss me while you were
looking for yourself out there.
ok. im officially falling sick. blocked/running nose, sore eyes, sore throat, cough [hahaaha coughcoughcough] anys. im tired. had audition on friday. and i still remember the lines! i think.

marie: I'm sure they didn't mean it.

jude: of course they did! do you know what everybody says when they think im not listening?

marie: that you worry too much?

jude: that im a busybody whos always making a mess of things!

marie: youd better something about it then.

jude: you're supposed to disagree with me and make me feel better!

marie: i did. i said you worry too much.

jude: (hesistantly) really?

marie: Jude, everybody's just stressed. they dont mean what they say. and we've got work to do. so you shouldnt waste time moping around.

jude: let's take a day off and go to the sanddunes. we dont have to tell anyone.

marie: are you even listening to me? you cant just do that! everyone will get worried!

jude: let them worry a bit. itll be good for them.

marie: grow up jude. this is not about you. its not about them. its bigger than any of us. its about saving the world, saving history!

jude: i dont want any part of saving history! i just want to be jude, i just want to be myself!

marie: well if being yourself means running away from your responsibilities, then i suggest you be someone else.


DUM DUM DUM! hahahahah. anys. for those of you whom ive told what the audition is about. shhhhh. hahha. yeah then went to have dinner and then went home.

saturday. hm. had family lunch (which i got very pissed off at) and basically just slacked the rest of the day. haha. not much lah. yepp. my life sucks.

then today had church, i forgot bout communion. oops. then had lunch and came home. yepp. and feeling super sick lah. siiiiiiigh.

haha hello pomelo! thanks loads yeah.((:

haha you cheer up too ding! i aint emo no more. you stay happy too k!(: wet elmos hahahah
hello russell. ahhaa. you are so random. ahha.

hey vicky dear. ive replied your letter.(: yeah im cool yeah.

Thank you Jesus, for Your love to me
Thank you Jesus, for Your grace so free
I'll lift my voice to praise Your name
Praise You again and again
You are everything, You are my God.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!
[insert picture here cos blogger int working]

this is how stupid my husband is.

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
AH GOOOD LUCK THEN MOPS!

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
isnt it MOMS

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
yeah but its sounds cooler like mops

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ewww

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
thats like. the thing to clean the floor

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
heheh!

Loong; {I DO COKE} says:
huh?

kat paulo the penguin(: says:
HAHAHHAHA SLOWWW

BUT I STILL LOVE HER!(:

hahaha gosh ive been talking to joan for super long. haahha. before i post my convos i think i should reply tags before i forget.

rae: hello rae! ahha yeah i pretty much figured. but i thought it was an indonesian salad. =X ahha oh well. aiyar home ec lah. haha. yeah im fine. thanks.(:

joan: no you stupid its not you. ELMOISTS

ahh okok. hahhaha the long conversation between joan and kat.


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah you got emo cos you missed me
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
things are so friggin screwed lar
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
i wanna go back to primary school
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
YEAH ME TOO
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
where we didnt have any seniors
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
pri was so slack
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
or ANYTHING LIKE THIS
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
and we were like WE'RE THE COOLIOS MAN
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
and no one dared oppose us
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
YEAH!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
omg i miss those days
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah


hahaha i had to add in the first part. i just had to. hhahah

introduction of how hip/pigs originated


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
AND OUR PIG FAMILY TOO
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha yeah
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HIPpig
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
nah it bacame hippig last year
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
p6 was pig
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
fineeee
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
YOU KNOW IT ALL STARTED WITH US IN P5!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
it was like,
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
me, you, belicia and dunno who
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
was it joanna lam
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
eh i've been your sister for like... 4 years!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
this year's the 4th!


introduction of the many groups of kat and the DAOIST


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ay lets start a group! with only both of us in it
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HAHA
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
FINE
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THE DAOIST
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
HAAHAH OK!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh man
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
funny
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ive got cement club with suyi and vats with vicky
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
vats?!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah yeah. like kat + vicky
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
-.-""""""
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahhah she thought of it!


but we didnt really like the name so...


druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
EH WE CAN BE THE EMO KIDS!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
NO MORE DAOIST
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoista!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
we're the emo kids
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
no
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
-.-"
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists*
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista?!?!?!?
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
haahha not [emois]ta!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
[emois]ts
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
HAHHAHA!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
whoops
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
omgggg
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahahahhaahahhaa
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahhhah omg im such an idiot
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
im laughing like shit cos of your typo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah i know im laughing too
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haahhaha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoista
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
oh man
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahaha
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
EMOISTS
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
EMOISTA!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
but no one will geddit!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahaha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
yeah lar
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
you came up with it what
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
hahahahhahaha
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
it was a typo error!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
but it was a FUNNNNYYYY typo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah fine
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
EMOISTA
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
NOOO!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
aha THEN!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THEN DOESNT SOUND EMO ANYMORE!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emokids
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
THE emokids
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
noooo!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yesssssssss
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emokids nicer!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
emoists!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
emoists sounds like elmo!
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
it just reminds me of elmo
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahah we can be um
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ELMOISTS
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
ELMOIST?!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
yeah! haahahah but we're ACTUALLY emoists
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
fine
druken fights, into the void # drop dead gorgeous says:
ELMOISTS!


but see, we didnt really like it either, so...


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
nvm
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
tempo name
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
hahaha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
fine
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
until the genius comes up with more names
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
which genius?
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
OH WE CAN BE CALLED THE GENIUSES!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO KAT
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NOOOO!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
WHY!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ITS FUN!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
then i can start calling you GENIUS! and you can call me GENIUS! too!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ahahha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NO!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
I GENIUS-ER THAN YOU LAR!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
ok then you can be genius sr and ill be genius jr? hahahahhaa so retarded
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
hhahaa
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
but technically, you're my JIE
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
YEAH SO I SHOULD BE SENIOR!
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahah
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
NOOO
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
HAHA
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
FINE
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
JUNIOR SMARTER THAN SENIOR


haha but whatever. then we were talking bout chinese marks and how low we got.


kat paulo the penguin(: says:
I WAS CRUSHED!):
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
i flatten and broken in the bin already larh
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
uh. im. uh. crushed like a.
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
paperball?
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
damn
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
no
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
i broken lar
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
like
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
im fragile
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
A GLASS BOTTLE!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
im made of glass
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
HAHAH
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
OMG!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist says:
WE THINK ALIKE
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
hahahahah
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
we cool man
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
we the ELMOISTS
kat paulo the penguin(: says:
elmoists = cool


hahahah. yeah ok. haha then we were thinking bout our name.


druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
you know
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
the elmoist
kat ELMOist#1 says:
yehh
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
looks like
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
elmo is moist
kat ELMOist#1 says:
HAHAH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
moist elmo
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
omg
kat ELMOist#1 says:
that sounds wrong
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
ahhaha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
i know!
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
ELMO'S WET
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhahah omg! ew
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
hahahah!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
wet elmos
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahahha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
haha
druken fights, into the void # ELMOist2 says:
omg you horny person
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ow my ass hurts
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhaha


hahah the ass part was so random, but it did hurt! but anyway.

talking bout ms cheah. and mr ong.


kat ELMOist#1 says:
OH YOU KNOW WHAT
kat ELMOist#1 says:
tmr is ms cheah's last day you know
kat ELMOist#1 says:
shes leaving mg lah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HOW COME!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
OMG!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WHY!?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
dunno
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so crap lah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
oh man
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so sad lah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
pffffft
kat ELMOist#1 says:
they take all the good teachers away
kat ELMOist#1 says:
bleargh
bass # ELMOist2 says:
yeah
bass # ELMOist2 says:
oh man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WRITE PETITION!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
EH MAYBE WHEN MR ONG LEAVE END OF THE YEAR
kat ELMOist#1 says:
YEHH WE SHOULD EH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
wa piang eh
kat ELMOist#1 says:
no way man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
THEN THEY BOTH GO SAME SCHOOL AND TEACH!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
HAHAAHA
kat ELMOist#1 says:
mr ong was from vs you know
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHA!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
VS?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
victoria sth i thin
kat ELMOist#1 says:
ahhaha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHAHAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HE GAY LAR HE
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahah but hes super funny
bass # ELMOist2 says:
hahaha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
he gave me 0 for my frida
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahah serious man
bass # ELMOist2 says:
cos i said all i saw was 2 men in dresses
kat ELMOist#1 says:
2 men?! they not guys la
bass # ELMOist2 says:
haha
bass # ELMOist2 says:
WHOOPS LAR
bass # ELMOist2 says:
but really look like men eh


hahaha joan and her men look-a-like fridas. ahhha

haha this part is really random but its super funny. hahaha


kat ELMOist#1 says:
wait im chopping off stuff
kat ELMOist#1 says:
YOU KNOW WHAT WE SHOULD DO
bass # ELMOist2 says:
what
bass # ELMOist2 says:
DONT CHOP OFF YOUR HAND ARH
kat ELMOist#1 says:
hahahah THE CONVO LAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
OHHHh!
bass # ELMOist2 says:
HAHAHHAHHAAHAH
bass # ELMOist2 says:
CHEH


hahahah my hand. haha thats quite funny. hahah. anys. more ideas next!


kat ELMOist#1 says:
we should have like. a talkshow
bass # ELMOist2 says:
-.-"
kat ELMOist#1 says:
like THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW
kat ELMOist#1 says:
and this will be episode 1
bass # ELMOist2 says:
-.-"
kat ELMOist#1 says:
whaaaaat
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
hahaa
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
talkshow you head lar
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
talk what talk!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
whaaaaat
kat ELMOist#1 says:
so mean!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
haha fine
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
the talkshow IS great idea kat
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
im so proud of you
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haahha WELL YOU SHOULD BE!
kat ELMOist#1 says:
im such a GREAT jie right!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
ego.....
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha!
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
haha
kat ELMOist#1 says:
man. boost my ego lah
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
yeahyeah
kat ELMOist#1 says:
i need it
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
KATT'S THE BEST JIE
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
AND SHE SHOULD NOT BE
kat ELMOist#1 says:
heehee
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
EMO
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
BECAUSE OF *_______*
kat ELMOist#1 says:
pffft
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
COS SHE'S NOT WORTH EMO-ING OVER?
kat ELMOist#1 says:
im not
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
IOK I DUNNO
kat ELMOist#1 says:
haha
dropdead gorgeous # ELMOist2 says:
OK*

hahha im such an ass. BUT I GOT GREAT IDEAS SEE! HAHAHAH. like having the talkshow and many great ideas for names as well! so cool eh. hahha

so, ladies and gentlemen, thank you for tuning in to THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW. please stay tuned next week for more of THE ELMOIST TALKSHOW!

haha yay. audition tmr. haha im scared. haha. i hate blogger man. well, i think blogger hates me too. i cant seem to upload any pictures. and i made a ELMOIST picture! but i can seem to upload it. maybe joan will do it. if i ask her to. (: haha.

YES PEOPLE IM NOT EMO ANYMORE. dont worry yeah.<33 size="5">CHEER UP PIN!<3

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

why cant i just stay angry at you? why do you always have to make things seem so easy? why is it that you can cheer me up so easily but i never can? why is it that you always make promises you cant keep? why is it that im always there for you but youre never there for me? why is it that when im pissed at you, you can just give me a smile and its all over? why does it seem so easy for you but so difficult for me? it really gets on my nerves you know. but when you say hi to me, it just vanishes. i just cant stay mad at you. why? why must you tell others what i tell you? i dont tell others what you tell me. why must you do that to me. can i really trust you? but youd get pissed and say i dont wanna befriend you anymore eh. piss off. just piss off. you cant keep secrets. and you claim you can. you're such a liar.

i dont care anymore. nothing matters anymore. i hope you know who you are. but you probably dont and wont.

anyway. had first f&n home ec lesson today. made popcorn and banana smoothie. the smoothie was too sweet, i think we had too much sugar, and the casserole for my popcorn broke. and the popcorn flew all over

the microwave oven and I had to clean up. so fair eh.

heck. the popcorn sucked anyway. there was like no taste. pffft. and we're supposed to prepare gado gado next week. and im like wth is that. and google is giving all sorts of different pictures so i really dont know. ah hope smelly will find something.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

its amazing how sometimes life can be so beautiful and yet so ugly. oh well. got an email from carol, saying this girl wrote a poem and she's dying soon and all. and the poem's really beautiful.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's
Erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun
Into the fading night?

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child
"We'll do it tomorrow"?
And in your haste
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

man sometimes we just take life for granted. and we dont realise how much it really means to us. we're so stupid. sigh.

anyway. i like horlicks chocolate malt.(: haha anyway. today had bio chem and home ec. home ec was such a killer. everyone thought it would be easy but omg it was soooooo tough. and when i told char and zai they were like HOME EC? WHO CARES BOUT HOME EC?! SO EASY.but noooo, they dont know how tough it really was. whatever. then bio was okay okay. passable i think. i hope. then chem was pretty ok. i learnt a new electron today! as--- something. i forgot. but heck. hahaha. whatever. haha. eh then had juicy rehearsal. haha it was so funny. haha. and imma nevermind. i shall not say. haha. BUT! this friday, 5th of may, 5 pm. yay.(: tras street. haha. im excited. (((((: but id have to miss rehearsal then. oh well. bleeding woman and woman in the well. heck lah. boring scenes. ahha. oops. haha.

eh ok. i gotta finish up overdue work now. pffffft.

later!