Thursday, June 29, 2006

MOE should ban CIP

AHHHHHH

shit i am one confused kid. like half the time i dont know what im doing. im just following blindly. im so easily influenced. i wish i was more original. pfsh. its getting to me and its annoying me.

today was all right. pretty slack. for some reason, school seems slack. like, we're not given tons of homework or anything. well, at least not 2h. started off with english, luckily we didnt have enough time to present dracula so we're doing it next week. phew. barely started on it. after english was double chinese. it was okay, lao shi got quite pissed at a few moments. but it was all right. then it was recess, stayed in class to finish up math and to work out drama sec 4 farewell stuff. then there was math, mrs chen was in a good mood again (well reasonably good anyway), and then physics which i think is fun and i think we're lucky to have gotten mr lim because he is really an okay teacher and he recognizes nic and me cos he suddenly started talking bout the musical and dunno what, and then geog where lyddie and i think mrs chong really likes mr lim but that aside, and where vicky's group presented (and ruth and su-lyn and almost everyone else got really annoying) and then lit which was slack as usual and then SCHOOLS OUT.

im so glad we dont have like 2 hours 15 minutes of flim. ahhhhh.

after school lydia and i went to have lunch and then went up for cip and found out that we only started at 3 so in order to complete our 2 hours we had to stay till 5 and it was really unfair because they made it 1/2 hour laterrrr. pfffffft. cip sucked lah. me and lydia took charge and slacked sooooo much. hahahahah. it was really very slack. but OH WELL. i hate cip. pffffffffffft.

teenage angst ):

i wish people would stop saying something and doing another. no, i mean saying they're gonna do something but dont do it. i wanna see someone who does it. maybe that'd inspire me more.

so now nat has 926 views and i still have 16. mmhmm.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

SO.

nat has 891 profile views for her friendster profile.

i have 15.

15 views is my most.

nat's most is 1000+++.

i have 74 friends.

nat has 380 friends.

i have 7576 second degree friends.

nat has 33000 second degree friends.

i have 36 testimonials (i thought i had 27).

nat has 11701 testimonials.

HUMPH.

PFFFFT

PFSH

RAWR

BLEARGH

ARGH

UGH

NAWMPH

but i think my profile is cooler.

okay the 12 "KAT IS KOOOL :)" testimonials by nat dont count and the 16th profile view (by nat also) doesnt count either.

edit/ i think its such a waste to just post that. haha. so! i shall update!

well, school hasnt been too bad so far. a whole lot better than i expected, honestly. the pts are in, though im really not talking to them cos its just weird to, schools been okay, mr ong left for sports school (wth) and mrs ong left for i dunno where. we havent gotten any new teachers 'cept for pw, some ms tay person who seems okay, and mrs chen has been awfully nice and patient with us its scary. well, lets hope she keeps that up.

havent had rehearsals 'cept on monday and wont be having till next tuesday SO ITS A VERY LONG BREAK YAY(: yes yes i shall not be missing anything at all. nope. been aching and losing my voice over the past few days; i think im dying. haha. still need to do catching up with math, got recording on friday (yuck) and i had a very very weird dream but i shall not mention it lest im thought weird. haha. OH WELL. : D

hm hm what else. not much. OH! my cat almost broke a bowl last night! but the bowl is a very good bowl because it dropped from about a metre onto the marble floor and it didnt break! plus, its a GLASSSSSS bowl. hmm.... amazing eh. but anyway, it contained like sweets and all the sweets fell out and attracted ants. and my mum got really pissed and scolded my cat junnow when he miaowed for food. oh well.

mmhmm. really not much lah. im very very tired though and i do not know why! oh dear.

my foot feet is are peeling rotting. ew. i think they got too much water in them man. and its all coming out and peeling rotting my foot feet. hyuck.

i shall hum.

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
Maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sunday, June 25, 2006

EH

i shall be in school in 12 hours time. pfsh

holidays seriously sucked. everyone else had fun. what did i do? go school, stay home, get sick. oh crap it all. and everyones gonna watch high school musical ON DISNEY CHANNEL WHERE IT IS CLEAR AND WHERE DO I WATCH IT? ON THE STUPID COMPUTER WHERE THE RESOLUTION SUCKS.

no offence joan.

ugggggh. seriously. why cant i have cable?! psh. piss off.

okay, so i was supposed to go over to char's but i doubt mum will allow.

ARGH.

well, 'tleast i watched it already. zac efron love!

okay. im still pissed off. argh. i hate school. i hate math. im gonna fail math. someone tutor me!

eh back to geog.

For You are holy
For You are holy
For You are holy, Lord

Saturday, June 24, 2006

UGH.

man. schools gonna start in less than 48 hours. im looking forward to it. siiiiiiiiigh.

honestly. everyone's talking bout how this year's hols have passed so fast. i dont disagree and well, i say it too but. i dunno. its kinda getting boring. i have no idea what im talking bout. never mind.

im in my sick mode. my nose is absoutely killing me. i seriously dont wanna fall sick at this point of time man. ugh. sinus sucks. ahhhh

oh well. im feeling so nostalgic now. after blog hopping. which means i should blog hop less. ):

ahh. high school musical! haha its really not bad. haha the music is really simple though its nice. but, its disney, so yeah. oh well. zac efron! ahhaha

oh oh! and young americans! :DDDDDDDDD rodney scott! hotness. ahha. its a really nice serial. haha. lke seriously. ian somerhalder! ahhh. oh and kate bosworth is acting as lois lane in superman returns i think. shes ugly now. or so i think.

shes the man! haha james kirk! channing tatum! oh maaaaan. i got my fangirl fantasies again. haha. well, it helps me destress, not that im under a lot of stress right now though.

a whole bunch of others but they'd just bore you.

ahh the weather is killing me. sheesh.

One Last Breath

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe

Friday, June 23, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GISSY! :D
so glad i got to know you. you're such a nice person! haha. yeah no thanks for all the "kat you're such a bimbo!" though. haha. nah, its been really fun knowing you. keep your faith in God strong and continue to shine for Him! bimbo partner!((:

friendster bulletins are fun. haha. :D

10 fears...
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[x] hell
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[ ] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep


CONFESSIONS(:
Mark your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence.
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I'm afraid of the dark.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[ ] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[x] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I've stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam....
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I want a better job
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am not comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[ ] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ]Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] been to New York
[x] Been married (haha)
[x] Gotten divorced (hahaha)
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Continued to care for someone sooo much even though you know you can't have them
[ ] taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/friendster..
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[ ]been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up
[x] liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached toyour hand/hip
[ ] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with.


How mean are you?
[x] i think im gonna have a high score on this
[ ] i hate/dont talk to my parents
[ ] girls tell me all the time that they hate me
[x] i have cursed/said horrible things to someone
[x] i give people disgusting looks a lot
total: 3

[x] i took heads off dolls when i was little
[x] i have destroyed something valuable on purpose
[x] i insult people, at times
[x] most people suck
[x] i have thrown total tantrums
total: 5

[x] im known to have an attitude
[x] i get mad easily...sort of..
[x] i order people around
[ ] im known around my neighborhood as the kid everyone else doesnt want their kids hanging out with
[x]i've argued with a teacher
total: 4

[x] i can care less about school
[x] i love messing with other people's stuff
[ ] people tell me im conceited/stuck-up/self-centered
[x] i lie constantly
[ ] i yell daily...for fun
total: 3

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight with my friends
[ ] i would never risk my life for anyone
[x] i dont like smiling
[x] i know at least 3 people i would like to/havebeaten up..
[x] i love pranking people
total: 3

add up all the x's and multiply by 4. then you get your mean percentage.

OMG IM 72% MEAN. thats horrible. pfft. cannot! i must be nicer! >)


What are you?
[VOQUE]
Spend a half hour doing your hair? []
Go tanning? [ ]
Watch The OC/Laguna Beach? [ ]
Own something designer? [ ]
Go to the mall alot? [ ]
Like Paris Hilton? [ ]
Cell phone with fake/real diamonds? [ ]
Own an ipod/MP3 player? [ ]
Love Starbucks? [x]
Love flip flops? [x]
Total x's= 2

[GOTH]
Black=fave color? [x]
Ever thought about death? [x]
Wear chains? [ ]
Like heavy metal? [x]
Love Hot Topic? [ ]
wear black lipstick? [ ]
Are you pale? [ ]
Your hair is black? [ ]
Hate preps? [x]
Athiest/Satanic? [ ]
Blue, purple,red, green hair? [x]
Total x's=5

[PUNK/SKATERBOARDER]
Skateboard? [ ]
Wear plaid? [ ]
Love converse? [x]
Think you're different? [ ]
Hate MTV [ ]
Like to mosh? [ ]
Blue, purple,red, green hair? [x]
Love skater boys/girls? [ ]
Hate pink? [ ]
Hate rich kids? [ ]
Total x's=2

[NERD/LOSER]
Love computers? [x]
Like Star Trek? [ ]
Wear glasses? [x]
Get straight A's? [ ]
Never had a boy/girlfriend? [x]
Love reading? [x]
Have a curfew? [x]
Always do your homework? [ ]
Never cut school? [x]
Never drank? [ ]
Total x's= 6

[EMO]
Are you depressed? [x]
Have black rimmed glasses? [ ]
Like Dashboard Confessional? [ ]
Comb your hair in front of your face? [ ]
Cry a lot? [x]
Write sad poems? [ ]
Hate being called emo? [x]
Keep a journal? [x]
Ever wrote your own sad song? [ ]
Have a sad layout on myspace? [ ]
Total x's= 4

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
Like rap? [ ]
Tag? [ ]
Say "nigga?" [ ]
Drink...? [x]
Wear rubberbands in your pants? [ ]
Swear a lot? [ ]
Have freestyle contests? [ ]
Ever said "fo shizzle?" [ ]
Been called a playa? [ ]
Wear converse with the tongue flipped out? [ ]
Total x's= 1

[JOCK]
play a sport?[ ]
wear a team uniform/jacket, etc once a month? [ ]
mention a team on your profile? [ ]
doing something active 4/7 days a week?[ ]
like to run? [ ]
run everyday? [ ]
watch soccer games on tv?[ ]
if you could, would you play your sport right now?[x]
Total x's =1

OMG I'M A NERD/LOSER. WTH?!


What does your name mean?

K- You like to try new things
A- Damn good in bed
T- You are the best in bed.
H- You have very good personality and looks.
L- You are so damn sexy *HAWT!!*
E- You're Super cool.
E- You're Super cool.
N- You have a BIG warm Heart

what the...

A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- You are wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;p
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L-You are so damn sexy *HAWT!!*
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- You're very talkative
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters/rockers alive
Z- You're lovable


Angel Test
Get 30 points and below and you're considered an angel!

smoked before [ ]
drink alcohol before [x]
slept with someone of the opposite sex[x]
slept with someone of the same sex [x]
gotten into fights [x]
kissed someone of the opposite sex before[ ]
kissed someone of the same sex before [x]
had someone of the opposite sex in your room [x]
scold vulgarities [x]
bought porn [ ]
TOTAL: 7

taken drugs before [ ]
hate going to the doctors [ ]
lied to your parents [x]
lied to a friend [x]
snuck out of the house [x]
done something illegal [ ]
cut yourself [x]
hurt someone [x]
wished someone to die [x]
seen someone die [ ]
TOTAL: 6

missed curfew [x]
stayed out all night [ ]
eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [ ]
been to a therapist [ ]
been to rehab [ ]
dyed your hair [x ]
received a ticket [ ]
been in a wreck [ ]
been to a club [ ]
been to a bar [ ]
TOTAL: 2

been to a wild party [ ]
seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
had a fight [x]
had a spring break in Florida [ ]
sniffed anything [ ]
wore black nail polish before [ ]
wore wrist bands [x]
wore t-shirts with band names [ ]
wore black eyeliner [x]
own a 50 cent CD [ ]
TOTAL: 3

hugged someone of the opposite sex[x]
hugged someone of the same sex [x]
gone out with someone of the opposite sex [x]
gone out with someone of the same sex [x]
stole something [x]
been too drunk to remember anything [ ]
blacked out [ ]
fainted [ ]
had a crush on your neighbour [ ]
had someone else sneak into your room [ ]
TOTAL: 5

snuck into someone else's room [x]
had a crush on someone of the same sex [x]
had gone and watched movies with friends [x]
dry humped someone [ ]
been called a sl*t [ ]
called someone a sl*t [x]
installed speakers in your car [ ]
broke a mirror [ ]
showered at someone of the opposites sex's house []
brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush[ ]
TOTAL: 4

consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fabyour favorite rapper [ ]
seen an R rated movie in theaters [ ]
going out with friends to the mall [x]
skipped school [ ]
had an eating disorder [x]
had hurt yourself before [x]
gone to court [ ]
walked out of a restaurant without paying[ ]
caught something on fire [x]
lied about your age [x]
TOTAL: 5

owned an apartment [ ]
cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ]
cheated with someone [ ]
got in trouble with the police [ ]
talked to a stranger [x]
hugged a stranger [ ]
kissed a stranger [ ]
rode in the car with a stranger [ ]
been sexually harassed [ ]
been verbally harassed [ ]
TOTAL: 1

met face to face with someone you met online [x]
stayed online for 12 hours straight [x]
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[ ]
watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]
been to a fair [x]
been called a bad influence [x]
been cursed [x]
prank called someone [x]
laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [x]
cheated on a test(small test) [x]
TOTAL: 8

cheated on homework [x]
held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]
wants to be dead [x]
cut yourself before [x]
hate yourself [x]
had a crush on someone 10 years older than you[ ]
had a crush on someone younger than you[x]
worn eyeliner [x]
skinny dipped [ ]
laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [ ]
TOTAL: 6

TOTAL SCORE: 47

whoa. i am SO not an angel. pfsh. >)

ahh. i'm bad kid. haha. oh well.

YES YES MY CONFESSIONS ARE ALL OUT.(:

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

AHHHH

1. zhouji
2. yue du bao gao
3. jian bao
4. read chinese book
5. heymath reading assignment 2
6. heymath online assignment 2
7. sa paper 1
8. sa paper 2
9. art
10. change sheets
11. musical props

PLUS!
12. home ec
13. pw

sheeeeeeeeeeet. well, at least i mangaed to finish a few. lesse. what do i have left.

1. yue du bao gao (which i have no idea whatsoever what we're supposed to do)
2. chinese book
3. sa paper 1
4. sa paper 2
5. art
6. musical props
7. home ec
8. pw

WOW! great improvement! good kat! =^^=

haha. yeah. gotta finish everything by this week man. shit, the hols suck. i shall try and upload the video another time. its really funny.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

oh maaaaaaaaaaaan

i got migraine. poots. having such a bad bad bad headache. dunno why. argh, so annoying. and i feel so unaccomplished! i hardly managed to do any work today! got no motivation. =x

anyway. got pictures from stef! hahahah jen the talking box.

























the one i photoshopped

























hahaha. the rest look kinda the same. so video now! ahahhah


okay youtube not working on me, for now i cannot upload video, im having a terrible terrible headache (more like migraine i think) and im feeling really lousy. ahhhh
EH.

MY NEW HAIR!



















see heymath on the computer there! proves im working! :D


UP CLOSE!



















so uber messy.

my hair sucks. its so super difficult to handle lah. pshhhh. anyway. grace woke me up with a message today at around 745 to complain to me that she had to bunk with her two cousins who were always squabbling. and to tell me she was going for holiday. haha kuaaaaaaaaaantaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. i wanna go to. >( and where was the only other place ive gone this holiday? TO SCHOOL. buff it all. some holiday.

ahh. but anyway. yeah went to school, then wasted a lot a lot of time and well, while we were like clearing stuff, jen became the talking box. haha if i can get pictures from stef, ill post them. ahha and she took a video also i think. ahhaha it was so funny. and then sze lin went to call ms kek and told her there was an emergency cos there was a talking box. hahaha. and sze lin wanted to dhl jen off to somewhere and she'd reach there at 10 the next day. then jen was like "okay, ill tell you how long it takes." hahaha. so retarded. im a bit worried, honestly. haha.

yeah then after that, the seniors left then deb and i cleared up and ms kek brought us out for lunch. whoa lunch was so good. ahha. yeah that i was gonna go home but i forgot that i had to get books, so i went back to school then i found char in the comp lab and she was like working on the symposium video and shes been like working on it forever. then she had to leave for dental so i helped her then i did until the com lab closed and then i went to kap to get stuff. yes and then i came back. what an interesting day, wont you agree. i think most of the time was like spent in the com lab.

well so much for changing my sheets today. shoooooooooooooooooooooots. blah. i shall resume heymath and do jian bao after this.

SHE'S THE MAN is so so so funny. omg, its the bomb man! if you havent watched it yet, GO WATCH IT. its so funny. hahaha.

Monday, June 19, 2006

OMG OMG OMG

im never gonna finish my work. pffffft

all the things left that i have to do:

1. zhouji
2. yue du bao gao
3. jian bao
4. read chinese book
5. heymath reading assignment
6. heymath online assignment 2
7. sa paper 1
8. sa paper 2
9. art
10. change sheets
11. musical props

ok, the change sheets is really irrelevant but my mum's gonna kill me if i dont change by the june hols and its gonna like take up half my day. i lost my sa papers and my zuo wen question. i dunno where my books are and omg, i am so dead. siiiiiiigh. ive only finished 3 assignments. i am seriously so dead.

on a lighter note, salad has revived the sec2pb blog! yayness to that. its really really nice. ((:

and i found something really funny too. HOMEWORK IS FUN!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

heh heh.

i got my hair cut! heeeeeee

ahha nah kelly layered it for me. and its super difficult to tie lah. and the ponytail is this small, thin thing thats almost non existant. hahah. oh well.

nothing much

I AM NOT A GNOME.

edit/PB pictures!<3

Saturday, June 17, 2006

MGPB June Camp 2006
Strike Back
Ignite the Passion Within

13 - 15 June

Day 1! reached school at 730, had registration, got camp booklet, camp shirt and everything, and then we settled down and had icebreakers! haha we all had to do the limbo. haha it was so fun. and we did it by level. and i think by now, the sec 2s are pretty bonded. its quite cool. like we're all just having fun with each other. after icebreakers was worship and this year, our theme song is consuming fire! haha. its quite cool. yepp. then pam and jia gave camp introduction. our theme was passion. then mrs yap gave opening speech. she asked us one question: from a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest, how would we rate our passion for the prefectorial board? and she said to ask ourselves that same question at the end of the camp.

i felt i was around 6 to 7. cos i mean, i really love being a prefect, but sometimes the duties are really boring and the prefects themselves as well. but anyway. after that we had training by lifeskills enrichment. and we got into our groups. methane!





















haha. cant really see it but its the one in the middle on the right hand side. it reads:

METHANE
Charmaine Phang (Leader)
Wong Yuxiang (Assistant Leader)
Wong Wan Pin
Yvonne Li
Shernise Khor
Cai Jiahui
Rebekah Heng
Magdalene Ho
Andrea Fang
Maisie Koh
Kathleen Kwan

haha yeah. the other 5 groups were matchstick, lighter, charcoal, firewood and candle. haha. yeah. haha yepp. its a really fun group. our first task was to list down all the similarities between our group members. our first one was WE ALL HAVE MOLES ON OUR FACES. haha which is true. and then our most unique one was WE ALL PRODUCE METHANE. ahhahahahha. it was quite funny. yeah and we had like training and stuff lah. we had ice breakers for training. the first game was the blob! someone was the blob and the blob had to catch people and then the person caught would be part of the blob and go catch more people. ahaha. and then in the midst, the blob broke and became 2 big blobs. haha. for the second game methane and charcoal merged. it was some nuclear thing. we had to get the whole group over a waist-high string without touching it. and our group's one worked! haha we were the first group over. then we had training all the way until around 4.30 where we had games. and the first one was the balloon game. we had to blow balloons and line up with the balloons between us and the groups had to try and burst each other's balloons. it was so scary. wan pin was so super scared she kept screaming. it was quite funny. and mag and i were so scared also! but i know i was terrified. like seriously. then we had this weird game where we had our hands tied behind our backs and we had to hop to a plate of skittles in flour and take out 2 skittles and then run to the game masters where we'd get our strings cut and then run to the umbrellas and turn 5 rounds, run to a small bean bag and throw it into the hula hoop. it was so funny. and it was quite fun. we all had like flour on our faces and stuff. haha. yepp. then we went to our station games.

methane's first station was against charcoal. we had to throw wet sponges to our team mates to fill a bucket whil the other team would intercept. i think for that one it was a draw. yepp. then our second game was against lighter. we had to play jacob's ladder and then run to this pail of lemon juice and we had to do whatever the station master told us to do. yvonne couldnt eat her lemon so andree went to help her. hhaha. shes so cute. then i helped wan pin eat her lemon and 3 of us finished drinking the lemon juice. hahah. the bucket ahha. it was quite fun. then the last game was against candle. all of us had to stand on chairs and answer questions about either the pb or the school. if we answered it wrongly, one random chair would be taken away from our group. if we answered correctly, one random chair would be taken away from the other group. if anyone fell off the chairs, they'd have to roll on a misture of flour and water. and so did the losing team, actually. i think methane won. but no one really cared. haha yeah then in the midst, we had like really little chairs and then i was like squatting and i was almost gonna lose my balance and fall and i was on becky's foot. it was so bad. haha. then char and jia fell. but yvonne rolled for jia and i rolled for char cos i think they didnt want to. haha it was quite funny. then after the whole game, wan pin wanted methane to roll, so we did and candle didnt! haha but it was fun. yeah then we had dinner. and after that was night games.

oh my gosh, night games were the scariest things on earth lah. like, the story was that mg was set on fire and our job was to find out who set it on fire. there were 3 options: the gangsters, the ghost, or the mbs. methodist boy's school. appears that mbs was angry cos they lost to mg for arm wrestling and the ghost was really an mg girl that fell to her death, and the gangsters were just. gangsters. yeah. then methane's first station was the gangsters and the gangsters were wen si, crystal, kelly and jo. and gosh it was so disgusting. cos we had like chicken, rice and egg for lunch. then what they did was the chicken bones and unconsumed food, they mixed it together with water and they wanted all of us to reach in and take out a chicken bone. it was so disgusting. like really. it smelled like puke. but anyhow. our second stop was the ghost. oh my gosh. andree and i were so so so super scared. like seriously. it was in the hall and it was all dark and creepy. and wan pin and jean were so scary. and kyra was the ghost. like andree and i cried lah. i was seriously so scared. but it was a good experience. then after that we went to the pavillion and we had this question and answer session. we lost, so we went later. it was the toilet and it was all dark and i got super scared again. but anyway yeah. when we came out we were given candles and then we went to sports complex and kelly and crystal debriefed us and then we said the prefect's pledge. yeah then we lit our candles and we put it into MGPB 06. it was really really nice. and we sang our theme song and it was so touching.

yeah then after that we went to bathe and we had like, training on crowd control. then we had worship, evaluation and then we went to sleep.

Day 2!woke up at 7, had 5bx. wheelbarrow game. haha it was quite funny but it hurt. as in, my hands. yeah then we had breakfast, worship and training again! this time, we were split into our levels and our trainer was Mr Joshua Ng. yeah. then part of our training was to build airplanes and we had to do dominos! it was really very nice. and it was super fun. and mr ng showed us pearl harbour also! josh harnett is the hottest thing everr. haha. after watching like bits of it, all of us were like, LETS GO WATCH TOGETHER! hahaha. yeah. it was fun. then after that we had games. it was so fun! charcoal and methane combined and for the first game we had leaning tower of pisa. all of us had to use our feet and mak the highest tower possible. and ours was like 2 meters something! hahahaha. then for the second game, each group had to get 3 candles to the middle of the netball court while the other teams tried to blow the candles out with water bombs. ting thought of a really good strategy for the game and we won! haha not really. but we were the only successful group. hahaha. then the pts came in, and we had games. our group had um, 5 pts. cherilyn, benavon, ren jean, anna belle and chloe. they're ok, but i hardly got to talk to them. then we had icebreakers. blow wind blow! haha yeah then our first station game was some water thing. we had to play scissors paper stone, the winner gets to splash water on the loser and the loser has to open up the umbrella and shield herself. kinda weird, but in the end, me and becky got dunked. so embarrassing.

then after that was human foosball. ahha it was so funny. we had like all our hands tied up and we scored quite a number of goals. yeah. then the other one was twister. then the mass game was we had to dress up someone from our group and they had to catwalk. and the winning groups were judged by their cheering. methane and matchstick won! yeah then we played the blob! andree was the blob. haha. i managed to not get blobbed. hahah. yeah then we had dinner. oh my gosh. there was so much food for dinner. haha. thn we went to bathe and then andree and i went downstairs cos there was ice cream. and the was so so so so much ice cream. it was like impossible to finish. then we had our committee meetings and during bonding time, we talked and sandra told us something bout her level and i thought bout it. and i started getting paranoid. sigh. anyway. after that was worship, evaluation, reflections and we were supposed to go sleep but cos a few of us had to put up some dance so we practised all the way until 1. 15 then we went to sleep. but even so, i couldnt sleep. i think i slept at 2. yeah. and i was aching like crap.

Day 3!external camp. we were supposed to get up at 645 but i woke up at 650 then cheryl told me we had to meet at 7 to practise for worship. wow. ahha but we managed to practise a bit then we went to lt 1. we had worship and then breakfast and then we cleaned up and got ready for external camp. then cos me and char were hosts for acs barker, i couldnt really help to clean up. then we gave them a tour and gosh. barker guys ah. so jia lat. haha. they kept misbehaving and stuff. but after that, we went to lt and then we were split into external groups. fireworks! i was group leader. chow was assistant. the other group members were andree, rachel, char, teri, weilin, annabelle, chuck! ahha and claire. for external we had wei kee from plmgs, adrian from cat high i think and kenneth from barker. they were ok. then we had ice breakers and stuff. then we had symposium. it was quite cool, cos we got to know how the pb works in other schools. then we had lunch and i got really worried cos fireworks wasnt cooperating. but it was okay after that. we had group time and our item really sucked. hahah. we just sat around doing nothing. but we came up with something. so retarded. but yeah. then we had games! it was really fun.

our first game was FREE RUBBER DUCKY! ahaha we had to get wet, do 5 jumping jacks, run and jump over hurdles and the squeeze water out of our clothes and try and free rubber ducky in a bucket. ahha the other team won. fireworks seemed to lose everything. haha but methane like won almost everything. haha. but anyway. yeah then our second game was spider web. we had to go through this thing and find combinations to release the lock. the other team won (again) but it was quite fun. ahaha and everytime someone touched the web, we had to eat chilli crontos in wasabi. after that was this soap game. we had to slide across a mat with soapy water, grab food in our mouth and go back, and give it to our eater. hahah. we lost (AGAIN!) but it was fun. and we just played around. ahha then our last game was dodgeball. i didnt really play. and after a while, we just played with the waterbombs. and andree and i dunked yvonne. ahha yeah. then we took a group picture! it was nice. then went to clean up and then we met back for the concert and fireworks completely screwed up. it was quite bad. ahha. but at least we did something. then we had our dance. and then we took photos and we sent the schools out. then we cleared up and we went to west 7 to have dinner. then we went back to school, met in the lt, and the sec 4s had a dance for us. it was really so sad. after the dance, a lot of us just cried and stuff cos it was the sec 4s last camp. ill really miss them cos they're such a fun bunch. then a few of us left and the remaining people went to the canteen and we celebrated the june babies' birthdays. it was quite sad. and the yvonne cried again. and i thought bout mrs yap's question on the first. and i felt i was around 8-9. cos during the camp i got to know many of the sec 4s better and they're much nicer than i thought. as for the duties, ill try and do them and look on the positive side while doing them. haha. i guess? haha. yeah then we cleared up and we left.

yeah thats bout all for pb camp. camp had taught me so much. i got to know andree a whole lot better cos we were in the same group for both internal and external. i got to know maisie also and we made fun of andree together and the sec fours also. got to know mag and becky and jia and wan pin. and for the pts, i got to know ren jean, claire, anna belle, chuck! ahha. yeah. and its just really fun. i hope pb 07 will be good. like really. cos right now, i dont know the pts yet so yeah. but im hoping they're nice.

hm. really long post. ill upload pictures another day! and ill update bout chairs kids camp another day also.

edit/HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN, JIA, TING, GINA AND LYN!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN, JIA, TING, GINA!(:

so sorry i missed your birthday coconut! ): i was at camp. i owe you. (:

ahs! back from pb camp. and im trying to multi-task by unpacking and blogging at the same time but failing miserably cos right now im just focused on blogging. ok and im trying to converse on msn. ok i need to unpack first. heck i cant be bothered. ANYWAY.

yeah as i said earlier, just came back from june camp. omg, camp was seriously so so so fun. uh i think im seriously too tired to blog bout it now. but i think the camp really bonded us and im so happy i got to know some of the pts. man. but really tiring. and i still got charis kids camp tmr. hm. kap at 745. siiiiiiigh

i'll blog tmr! and bout the camp as well. uh.. both camps. haha

Sunday, June 11, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH NAIR!((:

haha. ahh... had church today. lesson was quite fun lah. then i officially started on holiday homework! finally! ive hardly had anytime at all. so i shall make use of today, saturday and the WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK to try and finish all my junk. im halfway through lit, im not sure of what to do for chinese, and i shall start on heymath REALLY SOON! mmhmm! (:

yeah got camp group! CHARMAINE PHANG. hahahahahah. okok. haha. ill have to try and finish up all my homework as much as possible cos tmr im (likely to) go to vanesa's house and then 13th - 15th got pb camp and then 16th got ccmc kids camp. so another week gone for camps. wa seh this hols have been crazy lah. 3 weeks gone just like that. humph.

char says: i havent started on holiday homework leh
char says: haha
kat an afflicted memory says: eh me neither!
char says: haha no time
char says: some holiday this is
kat an afflicted memory says: haha me too! stupid rehearsals lah
kat an afflicted memory says: ahha
kat an afflicted memory says: yeah. so crappy
char says: hahaa
char says: they should just name the hols something like no school but homework continues
char says: hahahaha
kat an afflicted memory says: hahahha what.
kat an afflicted memory says: hahah

later!-//

Saturday, June 10, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

eh eh eh! pb camp is next tuesday to thursday, sorry ian! ill sms you when i get back from camp ok! then on friday ive got charis kids camp. hm.. which leaves me the last week of holidays to finish up my homework. oh dear. ):

hm buck up kat!

and speaking of which, i like my new skin! especially the one on the bottom left corner. hahahaha.

hm i dont have enough pe shorts.

ooh i hope my granddad is all right. i heard he had a fall. ):

on a side note, lipin sleeps too much. i mean, who sleeps 12 hours?

eh my mum just scared me with this top cat except that it really looks like a real cat. -.-''

Friday, June 09, 2006

[edit at the bottom, everyone, very important, please go read!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIAM!



















you see that picture thiam? yeah thats you. haha. KIDDING. really glad i got to know you. and whaddya know, youre 2 days younger than me! haha. nah its been great knowing you and stuff and thanks for listening to my junk no matter how annoying i may be. youre a really fun person and your determination, or should i say stubborness, is really admirable. stay the way you and dont change cos youre really great and so fun to be with and joke with. thanks for being ever-understanding and although i dont know you like really well, its really easy to just talk to you. thanks jambu! ((:

OMG THE JAPANESE ARE EITHER TOO FREE OR THEY'RE JUST NUTS

eh. blogger is screwing up again. so temporarily, i cannot upload pictures. but i will soon! someone remind me.

today went to town with lesley and shern. i was super late cos i woke up late, but i met them and they gave me kiki! haha its really a stuff toy cat with an oversized head. ahha. but yes. its very cute. then we went to swensens and they treated me to ice cream cake and for the fourth time, i celebrated my birthday again. haha but thanks guys! ahha so sweet. then on the way to taking neos, we met amy! haha she grew out her hair. haha said she was meeting her friend and we just caught up with each other. been a long time. haha. well, not that long. saw her at drama night. haha. but anyway. yeah. then after that, we went to take neos and then shern had to go back to school then i went over to michelle's. and we slacked super a lot. haha i feel so bad now. and we watched over the hedge! hahaha its so funny. yeah then i came back! (: yeah nothing much really happened today lah.

edit/ i watched teen titans! dunno when but i did!

bb: this, love, is britain's best
raven: would you please stop speaking like that
bb: you're just jealous because i sound like a rockstar
raven: *sweatdrop*

HAHAHAHHAHA its still as funny as ever. ahahhahaha

edit// ANYONE INTERESTED IN HELPING OUT FOR SCHOOL MUSICAL! PLEASE DROP ME AN EMAIL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE POH [ :
thanks for all the years of friendship! though i never really knew you till like last year and then you thought it was very fun to ka ciao and bully me. haha but its been really great knowing you! thanks for being there when i needed a listening ear and for being patient with me when im trying to explain my problems. continue to grow in the likeness and goodness of God and continue to shine for Him. (: take care aiight! <3


i am one happy kid. this post is really really late but cos blogger didnt work on me yday so yeah. but anyway. yday went to school at bout 3 for meeting, meeting meeting meeting, then mrs lim and ms kek brought us (deb, val, jen, sze lin, me) to guthrie house, venezia and i was so super lost cos i didnt know what was going on. and then after that i found out from jie that i was supposed to go home but anyway. then mrs lim and ms kek treated us to very expensive venezia ice cream and jen and sze lin bought me very nice but very expensive hazelnut chocolate cake. thank you all!


yepp then jie mum and i went to watch X 3! ahhahahahahhaha warren love! hahahahh but i think jean's really ugly. i mean, seriously. and the whole plot is just kinda weird. like i dunno. left me with a lot of questions. ahha. but it was nice, it you dont look too much into it. the graphics were fantastic. seriously. and ian mckellen is really one of the best best best actors ive ever seen. power man. really. im still wondering how much money they spent on it.


seems to me wolverine can never die. but storms got funkaye hair in this one! its so much nicer than the long one. gives her more character, i think. so cool. and they introduced kitty! shes got cool powers. and jimmy as well! i think he's so cute. and angel. but i still like pyro. ahhahh so normal right. ahahha. rouge rogue (thank you ian it was a spelling error ok!) wasnt given much screen time. but i think she looked better when she was younger. yepp. bobby looks like a little boy. and my mum thinks mystique's got cool powers. haha. like ok...


haha then yeah after the movie, came back and stuff. and then i did musical admin stuff till like 5 and i slept at 5.15. and i woke up at 7.15 to go for camp worship prac. siiiiiiiiigh. then i went for prefects dance which is quite nice (thank you kyra!) and we also chereographed some moves by ourselves! so exciting. hahaha. yepp. then i went over to lesleys to practice until bout 3, went back to school, met esther on the way, went to watch a bit of juicy, came back home, slacked about and then slept for about an hour and then i dunno. i hardly did anything lah. siiiiiiiigh. im such a terrible slacker. ahaha.



oh i forgot to add. i was IMing lipin and....


kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
go bully your sister
kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
draw on her face
L I P I N. sunset represents the end of the day. [happy times dont last for a long time] says:
sleeping!
L I P I N. sunset represents the end of the day. [happy times dont last for a long time] says:
HAHAHHA
kat a bourne legacy of trust says:
haha


a year older, not any maturer. oh dear me. sigh.


hey iori whoever you are. hahahhahahah your joke is funny! ahhaha


thanks ding!


hey liz! hahaha yes i know liz gan right. ahhahaha thank you!


hey bimbo! hahahaha im NOT nice to smell. hahaha. youre so weird. hahahah but thanks!


hey san! thanks!


ahhaha nat! its all your fault! i wanna change the numbers! hahaha. but how can i murder a condom? ahha


hey meibin! ahha yes im one cool kat! hahaha. i know. ahahahha thanks so much yeah!

Thursday, June 08, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE PHANG. ((:


ahha thanks for being ever-understanding and optimistic (yeah right) ahha. really really glad i was given the chance to know you cos you're really a very nice person! thanks for always being there and encouraging me and being so crappy. your um, presence just really brightens up someones day. so once again, thanks so much and continue to grow and shine for God! enjoy your 15th birthday!<33


from nat(:


Pick the number of the month that you were born in
1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitched out
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a


Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a paperclip
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my psyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------my maid
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone


Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
white-----because i was high
black-----because i was drunk
pink--------because im a homosexual
red---------because the voices told me to
blue--------because i cant control myself
green------Because i hate myself
purple-----because Im naked
gray-------because thats how i roll
yellow-----because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
orange----because i hate my family
other------Because that's how i roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i want


ahhahahaha how appropriate. ahaha.


i murdered a condom because i was high. whaaaaaaaaat. hahahahahhha


anyway. i shall have a mahjong session (since meiyan wants one) one of these days when im free (which is terribly unlikely) but i promise to pick out 1 day! hopefully i got the time.


thank you all for your messages and meg for the picture! and church people for the combined surprise party as well as the slippers!! (: love y'all!<333


thanks cheryl!(:


edit/ I REMEMBER THE SONG! :D


In moments like these
I'll sing out a song
I'll sing out a love song to Jesus


In moments like these
I'll lift up my hands
I'll lift up my hands unto Him


Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You, Lord
I love You, Lord


i thought bout it during gdop and this song really affected me cos right now, in the midst of rehearsals and all that, we're all gonna get really stressed out and stuff but what i really need to focus on is still God. cos the reason why we're doing this musical, i think, is to glorify God's name. and we need to consecrate our hearts and be single minded. and no matter what happens during rehearsals, its all in God's plan. and in times when im stressed out and stuff, i need to remember to praise God for all that he has done for me and i need to learn to leave it to him. that he will provide a way and that everything will fall into place. i constantly forget that God is there waiting to relieve me of my burden. i really need to grow spiritually. and emotionally and mentally. siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh



In moments like these
I'll sing out a song
I'll sing out a love song to Jesus

Monday, June 05, 2006

couldnt post yesterday cos was out the whole day. hmm...


lesse


saturday night smsed lipin until siao, until like 2 +. then woke up sunday morning 7+ cranky like crazy. hahah. went to church and class was really good. pat taught us that when we read God's word, we must understand it. because if we dont, we wont be firmly rooted in God and we will be easily swayed. and when we are rooted in God, we have to read his word daily so that we can gain nourishment from him to stay strong. also talked bout our attitudes in receiving God's word. what type of hearts do we have? can God's word grow in our hearts? what kind of "land" is our hearts? do we not understand God's word, and the wicked one can come and snatch it away? are we the kind who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy, but does not understand it and is not rooted in the word, so the joy is short lived?or perhaps our hearts are like thorns, and when God's word falls upon our hearts, and the wordly items or worries surrounds us and we choke the word and become unfruitful.


or are we the kind who receives the word joyously with an open heart, understands the word, and continues to take nourishment from the word daily and our roots grow strong in God? our hearts are good ground and we are fruitful.


i think most of the time, im the third kind of heart. right now, what is on my mind is mainly the musical. ive been so worried about it, ive completely forgotten to trust in God. and yet, he's still there waiting for me to leave it all to him. siiiiiiigh. i shall need to meditate.


then i was doing musical stuff in the basement and then A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE SUDDENLY CAME STREAMING IN. ahha to celebrate felicia, char and my birthdays. how sweet. and they like got cake and presents and all that. then they gave presents. got baby sylvester bedroom slippers which im wearing right now. its so cute. hahah. thanks ian, yihui, cherie, adriel, san, david and everyone else! i cant quite remember who. but thanks anyhow! (:


after church we went to toa payoh to walk around and hang until gdop. finally got my school shoes. hahaha then went to library and read until i fell asleep. for a short while. hung round toa payoh quite long. then we went back to church and down to national stadium and then gdop was so good. it was seriously, i dunno how to say. but everyone just came together and united as one in Christ. it was really touching. and it was just a time of praising God and lifting his name on high. i even saw astrid there! haha. yeah. and the speakers/organisers shared quite a lot. and one song really affected me.


i dont quite remember it. but i will. (: eventually. then i shall post bout why and how it affected me.


yepp. and when it came to offerings, i put in all my money. and though i knew that id be broke the rest of the week, it still felt good. it made me feel. nice. haha. i dunno. just suddenly felt very happy. yeah. and the rest of the night was just really fun. and once in a while id look up at the moon. and think of camp. ahha. siigh. i still miss camp.


today. went to school, had meeting, assembled in audi, started rehearsal. first run wasnt too bad, but it was emotionless, second run was much much better. maybe cos of ms kon's presence or something. ahha. yeah. nothing much today lah. got emo AGAIN. man i need to buck up. siiiiiiigh. being so mood swingy lately.


i realised that i have a very bad habit of not replying to my tags. hm. i shall um. try to reply as much as possible! yes!


i shall start from meibin!


hello meibin! yeah i still miss camp. but its all right. the memories will live in us always! haha. yes, im hectic-er than you! haha no lah im ok lah. haha


thank you pomelo for being so supportive. ahhaha nah thanks loads for the slippers!


hello salad! hahahha yeah im surprised my group bonded so well. cos of me lah. ahahahhah nah just kidding. yeah i really hope prefects camp will be fun!(:


hello astrid! yeah had loads of fun at gdop. hope you had too! i still havent eaten my biscuit. haha


hey cheryl! yes my birthday is like. tomorrow. ahha. not really looking forward to it now though. sigh. its all right though! thanks!


i just realised that my people are actually using my gmail account to add me on msn. i didnt even know i activated my gmail on msn. and no joan, i didnt tell anyone i had gmail. i merely sent them a email. plus, gmail is only for work.


pffft. accidentally deleted a contact.


hm. this year's birthday is really so exciting. and i was SO looking forward to it. everyone's leaving on that date, it's at least 4 other peoples' birthdays as well, youve got bloody rehearsals, if not, meetings on that day and its absolutely no rest and you just cant get your mind off stuff. brilliant isnt it.


like shit. what a happy 14th.


hope nic's all right.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i just checked my email today and just got an email from bettina:


A minister passing through his church
in the middle of the day,
decided to pause by the altar
and see who had come to pray.


Just then the back door opened,
a man came down the aisle.
The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.


His shirt was kinda shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
Then rose and walked away.


In the days that followed,
each noon time came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
a lunch pail in his lap.


Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"


The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time,
For finding strength and power,


"I stay only moments,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kind a what I say:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.


DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO JESUS, THIS IS JIM
CHECKING IN TODAY."


The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome
To come and pray just anytime.


Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks."
He hurried to the door.
The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.


His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.


DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO JESUS, THIS IS ME
CHECKING IN TODAY."


Past noon one day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.


At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried,
But he'd given them a thrill.


The week that Jim was with them,
Brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.


The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
Not a visitor he had.


The minister stayed by his bed,
He voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.


Looking surprised, old Jim spoke
up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while


everyday at noon He's here,
a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
Leans over and says to me:


"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.


ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."


i think God works in really cool ways.the past few days have just been an absolute killer. everyone's so stressed out over the musical and all and there's just no time to relax at all. we're not even confident its gonna work out. i mean, i know i shouldnt think this way, but the way the directors work is really so difficult. i mean, it's just tough. we're students after all, we're newbies. they demand so much from us. they make it difficult, they expect us to know everything and they dont give clear instructions and they're just so many things to do. plus, we're short of manpower. its really difficult and now i understand why a few of the cast members wanna pull out. its a whole lot of commitment. and im not so sure im up to it. well, too late to back up now.


but today was sorta bad and well i wont post it here, but generally, it was bad. but when i read that email, i was really encouraged for some reason. i mean, ive read it before but this time it really affected me. God's always there even if we dont see him. he's always there no matter what. sometimes we dont feel his presence whatnot, we feel alone, we feel that there is simply no one you can trust, he's always there. it doesnt matter when, where, why, he's just there, waiting for you to go to him, to seek refuge in him.


i guess i just gotta trust him. that he will provide and that "everything will fall into place" eventually. "it just takes time." "a lot of time."


well, maybe im just inexperienced. i need to be able to cope with stress. seriously cant work under stress. im still wondering how we're gonna pull through. the responsibility is sometimes too big. the whole production is just huge. and its difficult. but i think imma leave it to God. its in his hands, he's got a plan.


hm. tough. but hopefully our efforts will pay off.


afterall, last night was fruitful. at least.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

for the sake of those who still do not know (and very much for Fusioned as well thoguh there are hardly any of our pictures cos of our biased teachers),


CAMP PHOTOS!


i shall need a remembrall. i keep forgetting what imma do/say next. oh dear.


and just in time, my birthday's coming up!


if you still dont get it, youre just slow. slower than me.