uh.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

summer snow

people need to know what they can and cannot do.

MIA!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

get out of my head.)):

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

i have purple all over me

check THIS out.

some awesome shiz aye.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

kill me now.

Friday, July 03, 2009

food safety; park restrictions

this guy reminds me of abby

hes called takagi, from the comedy duo ジョイマン (joyman)

watch him dance. can imagine abby doing it aye. abby is totally his descendant.
they even have the same hair! hahah.

I MISS YOU ABBY.)):

Thursday, June 25, 2009

for 2 weeks

well.

the past two weeks have been really tiring. making decisions, talking to many people, getting opinions, hearing from God, etc etc etc. and right until the final moment, there was so much relief.

if you dont already know, im referring to running for council exco. they opened up the application right after june camp, which was a thursday, and we had to submit it in a week's time. so i prayed lots bout it, spoke to various people bout it, and yeah, basically i had already made up my mind on tuesday. i decided that i was gonna run, and i was gonna go for president as well.

BUT! char, the brilliant soul, (whom i love very much), asked me to really think bout it and make sure i knew what i was getting myself into. and that, for some reason, made me lose faith, and i wavered like crazy. i started to doubt, i started to think if it was really what God had wanted for me, whether it was a right decision or not. and it took sooooo long for me to decide again. and right until like 8pm on the submission day, my form was still empty. and it was getting scary.

i had a lot of concerns, a lot of fears, a lot of worries. and even right now, i cant even say what they were about. because i dont know. there was just this bugging uncertainty and unpeace within me, about whether to go for it or not. but He spoke to me, and He showed me part of His will for me at that point in time. and i am really thankful. God told me that everything was in His hands, and to give Him a chance to show me what He could do in my life if i just let Him. and of course, He also revealed many other things, but they're a bit more personal, so yes. hahah i will stop here.

so i filled in my application form, submitted it, and really just felt so relieved. and imma post my feelings bout the elections today on my lj so my flist will feel a bit more included ahah. imma leave it open for a week, then its gonna be f-locked. well, if i remember it, that is.

anyway, very very thankful that andrew is pres, and very thankful for my position as vice pres. also very thankful for the rest of the exco, and i believe that God will move all of us to do things for Him.((:

love you allllllls.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

not excited for tmr

nope, not at all.

i know you're reading this, grace. ((:

Monday, June 22, 2009

overload

hahaha amusing.

i think 30% of the people i know are now attached. hahah. and i never knew bout it! ahahha.

the best was during ongko's party. found out that like. 40-50% of the people present are attached. hahaha and slowly, i keep getting more news and finding out more secrets from various people HAHHA DAMN EXCITING.

i bet pris is all like "whens it my turn" ahhahah.

i love yall. so sweet.((:

Saturday, June 20, 2009

brings back memories

for the last 6 months, ive lost my way countless times.

everything ive worked for, everything ive built up for the last two years in mg, i lost it all in ac within half a year.

its time to build everything up again. right from scratch. but at least i know im not alone. at least now, i have other people to build it up with.

thank you char phang! youve been an awesome source of support for me for the past week. im sorry i always irritate you and make you very impatient. but thank you very very much. i think ive said all i had to say in the email.((: love you charxxx.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

please

i dont know if ive taken the right action or not.

i dont know if this is what You want for me or not.

i dont know what to expect.

i dont know if i can.

all i know is that this is in Your perfect plan.

every step i take, i take in You.

show me Your face, O Lord
i want to know You more
i want to stay
right here with You
all of my days

uh.