omg piss off bloody computer. stupid ass. totally deleted

my very very long drama night post. SHIT!

BLOGGER YOU ASSHOLE

trash. stupid shithead blogger. go to hell man. anys. i gotta repost it. hell. ok. anyways. havent blogged for exactly one week. had drama rehearsals like shit lah. every bloody day. to hell with everything. im pissed cos of BLOODY STINKING EFFING BLOGGER NOW. TO HELL WITH YOU BLOGGER SHITS.

im seriously in no mood to blog shit. but i have to. imma be emo at the end.


DRAMA NITE 2006 -

FLOWERS IN THE

DESERT

anys. had drama night rehearsals everyday. monday had lots wife with dancers, got home 8+, tuesday had juicy meeting, got home 9+, wed had golgotha night rehearsal with choir, got home 10+, thurs got home early cos no extra rehearsals, yday drama night, waited in school the whole day for meiyan. then went for drama night. great job alpha crew considering the amount of time we had. plus bad publicity and all that shit dance night was taking up. and the sucky timing the stupid teachers gave us. it was pretty good last night and tonight. anys, yepp. today woke up at 730 (slept at 1230+ last night) went for b div interhouse, watched cheer, jackson came in first followed by olson, lee and blackmore. saa so many casualties occured lah. it was quite bad and alot of people were emo. siiiiiigh. and kellys tooth filling came out, nat thery sprained her ankle, eunice sprained her wrist. tsk tsk. then later went for drama night rehearsal, had one full run then went for lunch and then had one last run adn we went to get ready. ahha so cool man i got to use a walkie talkie! hahahah. yeah then had drama night. everything ran pretty smoothly. it was good. so well done bravo cast! yepp.

so sad lah. many memories and friendships were made and nurtured throughout this productions. sigh. SORRY TO YOU LOSERRS SO MISSED A PROFESSIONAL SHOW/PRODUCTION. PFFFFFFT. TOO BAD.

whatever. special thanks!

MEIYAN! thanks for being the ever-supportive husband and coming for drama night even if it meant you had to come alone. thank you so so so much yeah. and your short and brainless smses that didnt even make sense and are so difficult to reply and the miscommunications we had. really really lightened my mood so thanks so much pops. (: thanks for the encouragement and support youve given me not just for drama night but even for normal days when you know im stressed. thanks for being so supportive and sensitive and caring! love ya!

ANDREE! thank you so so so so so much for your words of encouragements. really really appreciate them. really boosted my spirit and inspired me to serve to the best of my abilities. haha. thanks for being so supportive and yeah. its really great. thanks andree!(:

SMELLY! haha. hope you enjoyed the show tonight really. im so happy you could go and thanks for being so enthusiastic bout drama night. you're my first ticket buyer!(: haha be hounoured! thanks so just being there for me when i needed a listening ear and its just been really great yeah. so thanks again!

LYDDIE! hey lyddie. its tough sitting next to me eh. haha with my mood swings and tantrums and weird tempers and all. but thanks so much for being so patient and sensitive during the past week. im so happy im sitting next to you cos i think if i were at my old seat, id just die. haha but anyway, thanks again for being so caring and encouraging. sorry for making you go through all my weird tempers and emo mood swings! haha.

DEB! diao/auntie! fellow crew asm. haha. man its been fun working with you for the past bout 2 or so months? haha really got to know you so much better and you making things complicated for yourself and for everyone else too for that matter. but its been fun and youve just been so cheerful and positive that it spreads. so maintain that its its been seriously a lot of fun working with you. what with our written sign in sheets and all that crap. hahah. its really great. (:

PANG! haha emmaaaaaaa. thank you so much for your constant encouragement before the show. it really really helped. ill be very relaxed after tuesday dont worry! ahha i really enjoyed studying with you during rehersals! ahha its just been fun and im really so happy i got to know you yeah! (:

WATCH OUT FOR DRAMA NIGHT NEXT YEAR COS

KATT'S GONNA ACT. (or so i think. hm)

maybe i can pull in more audience that way.(: but then again, maybe not. hm.....

ahh. so happy its over, but at the same time, im kinda sad too. well, next thing is just exams. FOCUS KAT FOCUS. oh and i found out theres this other kat in drama. BUT IM LIKE THE ORIGINAL ONE HAHAHA. so it dont matter!

aiyar ian my life is boring enough lah ok. dont need to rub it in you know.

shuddup larh grace. help you look for your bottle ok. next time im not EVER going to do anything for you EVER again.

haaaaaaaaaa. man. ok. emo time.

stupid stupid stupid people keep getting emo and being so bloody fake. like seriously. stop faking it and pretending that youre ok and all when youre actually not. its bloody irritating ok. you get people worrying over you for nothing. and it hurts people when they worry for you and you just keep pushing them away because they care for you and they want to help.

well, have it your way. maybe i just wont care again. its so tiring. and no one appreciates my help anyway. no one acknowledges what i do. heck. im not gonna care bout anyone else anymore. DONT COME TO ME EVER AGAIN. im tired of waiting already. you tell me you got a problem and then you change your mind and go nevermind. im sick of that. if you wanna say it, just spill. if you finally decide you dont wanna say it, then just shut the hell up and dont say anything at all. you say you tell me later, fine, ill wait. but sometimes, one cant wait too long you know. its tough. and sometimes...

sometimes people get tired of caring

-sam, flowers in the desert

it doesnt matter anymore. nothing matters anymore because no matter what i do, no one is going to know he difference and no ones going to appreciate it. shows just how significant i am huh. well, thanks a lot, you know guys. thanks a lot.

whatever.