Thursday, October 12, 2006

WHOOOOOO.

back to blogging. :DDDDDDDD

IVE MISSED YOU BLOG! <333

i know i was supposed to blog yesterday but i was kinda tired after class party and all so... oh well, more about that later.

hahah well anyway. yes. exams are over, though i cant say ive done the best i couldve, but nevermind. i shall get my punishment. u_u

i cant even spell properly anymore. pffft.

anyway. exams period has been great. had lotsa study groups with cheo and kim, many things happened, i found out a whole lot of secrets, but nones coming out here. well, nowhere actually. its been loadsa fun hanging out in cheo's study room and all our cans of coke. haha. really great. though we're not the most productive of sorts, but oh well.

exams were okay i suppose. im surprised i rather enjoyed art for some reason. and my compos seem very melodramatic somehow. heh i have no idea. but nevermind. we'll see if the teachers like it or not.

hopefully they do?

:D

anyway. i shant go into detail about how exams went, just that everyone has been very supportive of everyone else so thats good. good job, 2h! special thanks go out to bat, vicky and kri who were exceptionally supportive of me and hil for being my convo partner. heh. not much really, just that before we step into the classroom its really quite nerve wrecking and i discovered i dont actually have a lot of time for exams hm. i must do something bout it.

well in any case, i dont quite remember all the major things that actually happened between my hiatus and until now but anyway. after home ec paper, vicky, yanka, joan, suyi, kim, claire, abi, dan and becky decided to go to al almeen and i got dragged there and i must say it wasnt the most pleasant of experiences cos all my plans were ruined and everything had to be postponed till two days later, which is today. but nevermind. it was a fun encounter, nevertheless troublesome.

thank you vanesa for lending me my lovely samsoon and fushigi yuugi (2 boxes!!). im having lots of fun watching them :D kudos to you for getting me hooked onto ouran as well! ive been youtubing it ever since. :D

what else. hm.

see i dont remember. my short term condition is worsening. sigh. okay enough bout all that. i shall talk bout more recent things. like how we all thought my cat got lost.

AGAIN.

i will skip the going up and down the lift and stairs 3 times and running around the whole neighbourhood only to find him sleeping under my mum's bed between the luggage. such a comfortable spot eh.

what a waste of time, really.

that was the most recent event, other than the class party. oh, and syf audition. but yet again, more bout syf later.

oh i forgot to add. ALL my notes are unfinished, all done halfway. but nevermind!! at least i made an effort... right?

okay, so that was an attempt to make myself feel better, but anyway. on to the class party!

so after the last paper, which was art, we went down to the alumni room and waited for the entire class to arrive. then we went in and it was nicely (somewhat) decorated. ahha. well the party was a blast, but its seriously wayy too much to blog about, so if anyone wants, do request one then ill do it specially about the class party. i dont think anyone wants though. so oh well. i shall assume i dont have to do an update bout it.

but anyway. just a brief overview. we went there, chilled out and stuff and oh my, there so much food and drink. like seriously man. it was just all THERE. like wow. youve never seen so many snacks together in one place before. haha it was quite amusing really. and the prizes were really good too!

okay so we started off our first game called mystery madness. we had to play pass the parcel except that you dont get to rip the parcel when you get it. instead, you gotta dig into a trash bag full of clothes and wear whatever you take out. then after a certain number of people have been dressed up, the people who got costumes have to catwalk down and the basically, the best wins lah. yeah. michelle cheung got it. she was supportive. ahha she got the top half of a bikini. she was very brave. hahah.

mmhmm then after that i dont quite remember the order of games in which we played, but we played charades. and the even numbers won! whoo! and ive still got the prize so people, please come and claim aight! yepp then we played pass the parcel, cept differently. like everyone had to roll a die and only those who get 6 will get to open the parcel, but with gloves. it was fun; marisa won it. then we played musical chairs. haha it was super funny. they had to dance around the chairs. then the last two contestants - nic and lyddie - had to put the correct titles on the right postcard pictures. in the end they tied and they din know what to do, so i suggested they roll the die and the one with the bigger number wins. nic won 1st, lyddie following closely (she lost by 2 dots; what a waste) and hil came in 3rd. quite cool the games we played.

because cold storage din have enough time to invite all the teachers, so only mrs f lim, mr lim, mrs pandian, mrs chen and mr ong came. it was rather amusing really. ahhaha. the party was just really fun with a whole lot of food. and our class bonded more too so it was great. although we still are in cliques (it really is inevitable) at least we're more distinct (eh?) as a class than at the start of the year. so its awesome. (:

hm well we took alot of class pictures and yeah. then when the party ended, while we were clearing up, hil asked the organisers and they said we were actually the first people to have this sort of party cos it was the first competition they had. so its kinda cool. aiyar, its quite confusing lah, so nvm. mmhmm then all the extra food and drinks went to lyddie's for her to safekeep. ahha. thanks to hil, ruth and becky who stayed back to help out!

mmhmm then i went home carrying the huge hamper cos we forgot to distribute it. ahah. not much lah.

today i went to school for syf drama audition. we met karen and i must say shes really quite professional. during discussions, the questions she asks are very thought-provoking and its a whole new side i never would have seen. i think syf next year would be quite interesting. audition was fun; we each had to talk a bit bout any topic of our choice and we also had warm up-ish kinda things. and cos our script topic was abuse, we discussed it and there are really so many questions that can be extracted from just the term "abuse". its really amazing.

well, auditions were somewhat tiring, but still fun. then i came home, watched fy and then proceeded to wrap ALL my manga. :D so all my precious babies are wrapped now. but i still need a whole lot more to fill my box up. ahhah. yes. ooh and i managed to find weiss side b 1-4 so it was coolio. terribly expensive though; i cannot afford it. a whole lot of new manga have come out, pity i havent got the money to buy it.

ah wells. this is a very long post and i really dont feel like posting pictures cos it would take far too long. and ill probably fall asleep at the computer while the pictures are uploading anyway. somemore going out tmr to sentosa (you better appreciate it grace!) and then saturday to (temporarily) botanic gardens. siiiiiigh. i swear i dont get sleep at all man.

sigh. so many people have changed... but no, we shant dwell on that. not here anyway.

hm my blogging style has changed so much. sigh its only been bout what, 4 weeks?): i hope i revert back soon. i think i sound really strange. tsktsk. so different.

dont you talk to me in that disrespectful tone. afterall, i am still your senior and i dont give a shit about what you think of me. once you get everything back, its the end of our friendship. i dont wanna have anything to do with you anymore, dont contact me, dont talk to me, dont even think about anything. FOR ONCE, just learn to be independent okay and quit relying on people. of course you wouldnt realise you were actually doing it, but im telling you now to stop it because its getting on people's nerves so please, inject some sensitivity into your system. i know im super contradicting myself, but honestly, i dont care anymore. you know why? because you dont matter to me. you never did, never have and never will. im tired of you running to me crying about your problems and expecting me to solve them for you. well guess what. how you try solving your own things yourself and maybe GROW FROM THERE. just quit bothering me cos im sick and tired of you and i dont care whether its my fault or not. because nothing matters anymore. you dont bother me, i wont care bout you, we live our own lives. OKAY. argh.

pffffft. shit i sound super harsh. but wth am i supposed to do huh. crap i got too much hate man.

humph. forget it.

okay so looking back at my post, it really isnt that long but oh well. WAIT lemme justify my statement. so it is RATHER long, though not say VERY long. well gimme a break. IM TIRED. right now i dont seem to have the passion for blogging. crap whats happening to me? whats gonna happen to my aspiring to become a blogger?! (well, not really but...) OH WELL. leave me alone. i try to blog more tmr and pictures tmr prob? if not over the weekend then.

see y'all soon!! miss y'all.

-ciao

how i wished you were here with me

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