AHHHHH

photos from way back im so sorry!

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE(:

nice eh.









the back of the cake.






the very nice box! excuse the table mat. its embarrassing albeit cute. haha.










it opens up like a flower! really pretty.


happy birthday!(:


candle hole!


ahhh! ahhaa the very-cute-and-very-heavy cake they baked for me!:D i call it KAT.


KAT and supercat!


supercat!




UNGLAM SHOT! stupid belicia. haha.


KAT and kat!










ANOTHERLOTOFUNGLAMSHOTS

omg you can see my sock tan and a bit of my knee tan. ahhhh!):







okok the rest in th earlier post.

i wont be updating yet cos i really have no time. but just enjoy the pictures okayyy(:

HELLO JAIME LIEW. YOURE STILL MY PEANUT I DONT CARE(: wow you tagged so much. hahah.

yingen! haha F2 won xs challenge! whoo! beat TripC eh. but i still love you(:

ahhh okay i promise ill do a really good update with a whole lot of pictures once i settle all the upcoming stuff which are:

1)finish holiday homework
2)yeah!
3)stomp
4)srq2
5)nov camp
6)school rules proposal

i seem to have a lot of other things to do but i cant rmb. nevermind. i really really really promise to do a superb update! the best ever. like. once in 10 years. haha means for the next 7+ years there'll be no more good posts. hahah no lah. all my posts suck anyway.

AIYAR WHY THE PICTURES TAKE SO LONG TO LOAD ONE.

pfffft. oh and trivia: i took 396 pictures in 3 days for prefects camp. beat that chris! you took 416 in 5 days. hahah. damn proud of myself! :DDDDD

haha okayyyyy. i shall need to go now. update soooon!((:

love yall!

"i havent had a good and truthful entry for really long and that sucks. feel like im lying to myself."

"but there seems to be this barrier between us and i really cannot get through to her."

"i lack the courage to confront her."

"i dont know how to get it across to her in such a way that i wont hurt her."

"is it biasedness on my part?"

"thanks senior!..."

"i really do and i regret my insensitivity."

"but maybe it isnt insensitivity on her part. maybe its what she really feels - that we're going to remain at that superficial standard always. and that is a very possible thing, because i dont seem to be able to talk to her."

"i get this feeling that she doesnt trust me."

"do you really see me just as a senior?"

"it hurt me a lot."

omggg its like only 9 now and im so tired already. how unlike me.

anyway. im really really sorry for not updating and stuff but i really dont wanna do a proper update until blogger works on me and stop throwing tantrums and get my pictures up.

in any case, im leaving for camp tomorrow! and coming back on friday. and then at night ill be going for xs challenge. how exciting. but ive still got a workload so i actually have to bring holiday homework to prefects camp. how crap is that. i really hope ill be able to finish at least a bit lahh.

anyway yeah. im really so sorry! once i come back, ill do an update on symposium, love triangle outing, church as well as peanut's really superbly nice present(s)! awesome. and prefects camp and xs challenge too of course. i hope ill be able to take pictures. expect either a long post or a lot of posts. hahaha. crap ill take super long to blog lahh.

oh yeah!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARHLINGSSSS! JAIME LIEW, IAN LIM, CAI JIAHUI, CELINE TEO AND JOYCELYN YEO! I LOVE YALLLLLL.

okay okay. i shall evaporate nowwww. ill see yall really sooooon!((:

p/s: all go visit abby's NEW xanga!

my husband forgot my birthday

WHOOOOOO!!!

ahha whoo. it feels like i havent blogged in ages. now i dont know where to begin.

ahha. okok first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHAR, KELVIN GOR, NORMAN NG AND MEEEEE(((: I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL.

hahah yes yes ive got pictures, so my post wont be that boring.

okok lets see. mum woke me up this morning and said she had something really important to tell me. so i got up, went out of the room and TADA! mum and dad sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAT and hugged meeee(: ahhaa and the cake is really nice! i still havent touched it and i cant bear to. but maybe i'll take a small bite some time soon. ahha. yes. its really nice! and the box is nice too. ahha.

so then after that, i went back to bed. as in, i didnt sleep, but i just lazed around. then i decided to get up and check my email for ltc stuff. then i was doing stuff on the computer, etc, when i got bored and decided i shall watch tv! so i left my computer running (i was uploading pictures) and i was watching tv halfway when i hear a KNOCK KNOCK.

oh no! haha. so i proceed to open the door and KAAAAAAAAAAAT! ahhaha. many people (namely abby, yanka, kim, joan, suyi, vicky, belicia and nesss) standing outside! hahaha but i couldnt let them in yet because i was in my pjs that were pink and hideous so i had to change but i couldnt find proper clothes! but nevermind. so i threw on a panda shirt and a pair of black shorts and let the many people in. haha and everyone started asking why i was wearing a panda shirt. -.-

hahaha oh maaaaaaan. thall so sweet! ahah and they baked a cake for me! with a cat face on top. suyi's trademark. ahha. and abby sewed me this really ugly but super cute supercat! ahaha its really cute. and she wrote me a card too. ahha so sweet all of them! ahha yeah so they all got a peek into my hideout and saw my very messy house and made it even messier. hahah no lah. ahha.

supercat and abby's card!


contents of abby's card. for my eyes only. hahaha!


yeah then they made me cut the cake and took super a lot of unglam shots of me! and no one bothered to tell me at all. but anyway. we went for lunch then headed to vanesa's house (minus vicky and belicia cos they couldnt go) and we "jammed" there. ahahha. for a bit. then after that nes, suyi and me played mahjong with joan and kim joining us on the last round. kim my lucky charm! hahaha.

AWHOLELOTOFUNGLAMSHOTS


















yepp. then kim joan and suyi left at about 4.30 then at 5, nes, abby and me watched bai fen bai and yanka was there, trying to understand. hahah. yeah then we left at 6 and went i got back i had to go out again and char was at botak jones! thats like downstairs from where i stay and we had botak jones for lunch also. hahah. but i had to go down to orchard to meet mum and uncle ronnie for dinner. then we went to the ship. the service there is really so bad and it's 10% service charge. ridiculous. paying when we didnt receive service at all. pfffft. and the food wasnt all that great. and it was really quite expensive. the place is totally overated.

but! it was still fun. yepp. then we went shopping(?) and then we came back.

today was really fun lah. i really didnt expect anyone to crash lah. hahah but i really really appreciate everything okayyyy! right down to all the messages that everyone sent me!

and i appreciate yall so much, imma manually type out every single birthday message.((:

in order from the earliest:

6th june 07, 11:09pm, charphang:
Kat my dearest head prefect! Happy birthday an hour early:) (happy birthday to you too!!)

6th june 07, 11:55pm, grace:
6 more minutes:)to add to your birthday messages collection 07,HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY:)xxOOXo.2 small kisses,2 big hugs,1BIG kiss,2 small hugs! (hahaha xoxox!)

6th june 07, 11:57pm, grace:
happy birthday kitty:) (thank you grace(:)

7th june 07, 12:00am, grace:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE KITTY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU:) (ahhahah you waste messages eh!)

7th june 07, 12:01am, vicky:
Kat!My fellow love triangle pal:)Happy birthday!this year's gonna be tough and so will next so keep trusting in God and know I'll always be here to help you,encourage you,or just simply be with you:)I LOVE YOU KAT!HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS MY LOVE![insert heart here cos i cant do or itll screw up] (i love you tooo vicky!!very very much!(:)

7th june 07, 12:01am, cheo:
Kat! Happy birthday!:-D (hahaha thanks cheoooo!!!(:)

7th june 07, 12:03am, marcus:
Hey!happy birthday..its been great having you as a friend!anyway enjoy your birthday and have a great day! (haha thanks marcus! 10th june coming up eh! hahah.)

7th june 07, 12:04am, denise:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!(: have a great 15th year! God bless! - denise (thank you den!! love you!)

7th june 07, 12:06am, thiam:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT! oh crap, this is like minutes late.heh. (hahaha its okayyy thiam. 9th june coming up also ah!)

7th june 07, 12:10am, lipin:
[censored] Oh wells. Happy birthday. :D (hahaha eh see i didnt leak out what we were talking bout kayy!!)

7th june 07, 12:18am, tingjie:
hey girl! happy bdae:) may all your dreams come true:) (hahaha thank you! but i got no dreams, only nightmares. haha okay not funny.)

7th june 07, 12:50am, joan
HAPPY BIRTHDA (haahha) KAT! [insert heart] im one hour late. Heh BUT ITS OKAY RIGHT COS I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME (: and i was the first to wish you the other day! I love you kat! (: (ahha yes joan i still love you!)

7th june 07, 1:05am, jemho:
Happy birthday kathleen Kwan! Jeremy ho here if you're wondering! (thanks much jem!:D)

7th june 07, 1:05am, charpoh:
Happy birthday my dear friend :-) its been wonderful growing up with you! (i love you tooo! and it's your birthday in about 7 minutes from the time im typing this!)

7th june 07, 4:38am, yingen:
kat! why you so liddat! i give you kit kat, you never give me back! hahaha have a fantab bday kat!:) (ahhaha yingen your poem cmi lah.but thank you alot alot!)

7th june 07, 6:07am, ian:
Hello coconut happy birthday! May fifteen years of existence bring you even more happiness and joy! (thank you coconut! love you!)

7th june 07, 6:58am, sanchua:
Happy birthday kat! :) sandra loves you! (kat loves you tooo! dont stress!)

7th june 07, 7:39am, grace:
hello kitty:)guess who!its your favourite adding to your happy bday messages collection.haha.HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU KITTY!:)byebye, take care k? (hahaha thank you grace i love you!)

7th june 07, 9:10am, nette:
Hey girl! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you have a great birthday today! [insert heart]! (thanks nette! and thanks for sending out the arabian yahoogroups message! really appreciate it!(:)

7th june 07, 9:11am, SHAKTI:
Hey kat,shakti here.just wanted to wish you a very happy birthday :) have a great year ahead! (haha thanks shakti!(:)

7th june 07, 10:23am, vanesa:
Happy birthday! Wanted to sms you at 12 but was watching naruto till like 1. Haha. (at this point of time, she was downstairs at the void deck waiting for the rest to come to crash)

7th june 07, 10:42am, jotay:
Hey kat! Happy birthday! Have a great day celebrating =) (thanks jo! take care of your throat aight!)

7th june 07, 12:53pm, deborah:
Happy birthday kat! Study hard and lets go crazy! :D (ahhaha yeah! go crazy! hahaha thanks!)

7th june 07, 2:06pm, enqi:
Happy birthday kat! (thanks en! :D)

7th june 07, 4:45pm, gina:
Hey kat! Gina here! Still remember me? Anyway its your birthday today yeah. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! Enjoy the rest of the day! God bless! And i'm missing you! :) (missing you too gina! when you coming back to mg!)

7th june 07, 5:35pm, faith:
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy KATday! (hahaha thanks much faith!)

7th june 07, 5:43pm, jen:
happy birthday!! do you still remember me! meow! (yes jen of course i still remember you! i really didnt forget! really really!)

7th june 07, 6:52pm, kim:
You're welcome kat:) happy birthday! Again:) (ahhaha thank you kim! love you!)

7th june 07, 8:21pm, mark:
Aye! Happy birthday! (aye! thanks, cap'n!)

7th june 07, 8:50pm, esther:
Happy birthday kat!love you always!:) (love you too!)

7th june 07, 10:28pm, tian:
Pangsai! Ok, it's 11.59pm now, so happy birthday! I bet i'm the last person to wish you on your birthday itself. See, i'm special. Don't forget, it's 11.59 now! (hahaha tian my darhling! you champion lah!)

7th june 07, 11:20pm, peanut:
AHH i nearly forgot! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!! :D *squish* have a blessed fifteenth year! (hahah jaime liew! YOU FORGOT?!hahaha no lah! thanks much yeah! (:)

7th june 07, 11:51pm, smelly:
Happy b'dae. God bless. =) (haha thanks smelly!)

lotsa thanks also to jiap! who wished me online the night before, and to yihui, who is currently in australia (missing you!) and also to megg!! who is/was jealous of grace. haha. as well as to ruixin! thank you for your tag!!!(:

and especially to GRACE, my favourite, who stayed up (kept me up) with me for really long (bout an hour) on the 6th just so she could be the first to wish me on the 7th and to sing happy birthday to me. i really really appreciate it grace! and i love you alot alot alot alot alot okay! thank you so much for everything dearest!(((:and yes, youre the one who sent me the highest number of birthday messages. hahah thank you for everything aiiight. love youuuu.

alright. i am old. ahhaa. i'll be updating bout rg symposium really soon! got another whole lot of pictures to upload though.

hahah aiiiight. love yall!

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

100 Years; Five for Fighting

p/s stay tuned cos i have cam-whore pictures!!:D
p/p/s due to failure of blogger, i somehow cannot post upload my pictures. so i will upload the rest of them in my next post aiiight. im so sorry!

ive been feeling so left out lately.

i dont know why.

no one's telling me anything.

everyones locking me outside.

its digusting.

whats wrong with me.

i get pissed and offended so easily now.

even at the smallest things.

even if it was unintentional.

pfffft.

went back to hillview today.

damn nostalgic.

really felt so much like crying.

it was like...

reliving the past.

experiencing everything all over again.

it wasn't a bad feel.

but it wasn't a real feel either.

my skin is rotting.

i feel like dying.

nothing seems to be going on right.

i so feel like giving everything up.

it wouldnt matter even if i turned 15 tomorrow would it.

OKAY OKAY PLAY TIME'S OVER.

haha. ive been a real pirate recently. downloading lotsa stuff. highly illegal. but oh well. haha some of the albums ive downloaded so far:


















the ron ng's one is my proudest one yet! i cant believe i actually found him. and it was by accident. but im happy anyway. yes.

ahh campaign stickers by abby! may be a bit small. i chopped it up into three sections already though! click to expand okay.





ohh and ive just burnt my bleach downloads into my cds. haha i lost my eps 1-21 and cos i only have till 115, so im not burning the rest. but~! pretty good progress i would say. :D







OH YES. I DESPERATELY NEED A CAMERA. a blogger without a camera is an idiot. i dont wanna be an idiot. ):

NIKON COOLPIX! funkayye. or so i think.






aiyar nothing much lahh really. ill blog bout obs another time. im so sorry!

im not having any pictures for this post cos im being emo.

this post will be uninteresting unless you are emo.

im not updating bout OBS YET because im being emo.

IN SHORT, IM EMO):

i dunno whyyyy. ive been so upset recently!): like its so strange. i suddenly got to know a whole lot more people, but i dont feel any happier. isnt more friends supposed to mean more life or at least, happiness? ahhh whats wrong with me?):

im feeling so confused. ive been having very disturbing dreams where i keep crying. and i dont even know why or what im crying bout. im just. crying. argh its so annoying lah.

anyway. this part is dedicated to stef chua(:

STEF: hellooooo stefff. see lah youre so special lor. and your emoness from your blog is totally rubbing off me can! anyway. yes. elections are over. youve probably heard the results already lah. but i dont wanna say it. itll look super weird. IM STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO COME ONLINE SO I CAN HAVE A PROPER TALK WITH YOU. yes? yes. and when are you next coming back! miss you loads already. wow its almost been a year since you left. one more year and youll be back for good, right! it better be ah, dont pangseh me or very jialat hor. okok im feeling too upset to blog already. BUT I STILL LOVE YOUUUUU.

(:gnomey

yes im seriously too confused and too emo to blog and to say anything. imma watch corner with love all over again and attempt to cheer myself up.

ill blog again asap bout obs.

i still love yall (whoever who is still reading my blog):)

OMGGGG I HAVENT BLOGGED FOR ETERNITY.

im so sorry.

actually. not really cos i dont really think anyone reads. but if you do, then im really really sorry.

and i do have my reasons! other than being lazy. and this post gonna be quite short cos im tired.

okay. cos ive been campaigning the past week. i mean. now its over, i know results and everything. but campaignings been really keeping me busy and im really glad its over. im not revealing anything though.



not much. i know. you must be wondering like "WHAT?! NOT MUCH! SHE HASNT BLOGGED FOR SO LONG AND ALL SHE HAS TO SAY IS NOT MUCH?!" but yes, my friend. really. thats how boring my life is. as in, its really been all campaign campaign and campaign. okay, fine, i went for rj dance night. it was good. their syf pieces all got gold plus 2 with honours. so its good. went with yingen cos she had no one else to go with her (haha so kelian) but yes, it was fun. ahah.

had family dinner last night. it actually went quite well. alot better than i expected actually. it was actually fun. haaha. yeah. everyone was quite high. and jie asked 3 KI questions. quite cool. it really sets you thinking.

mmmm ive been onto love contract! hahaha quite awesome. but i definitely prefer corner with love.













its scary, joan and thiam are totally hooked onto bleach. and joans on to ouran as well. all turning into anime freaks. some more joan teased anime fans last time. HAH. see whats happening!

anyway. yeah. im damn cheena piang now lah. like really. super scary! its like a gradual thing. you dont really notice it. but before you know it, DUN DUN DUN!! aaha no lah. but really. haha.

ABIGAIL YOU STUPID GIRL GO SCRATCH MY HAND FOR WHAT. stupid badge on your bag for what. think you very cool ah.

obs next week! im kinda excited, and kinda not-so-excited? dunno lah. mixed feelings.

ESTHER!!! ARE YOU OKAYYY OR NOT. REALLY I COULD TRY CUTTING YOUR HAIR YOU KNOW! DONT STRESS OKAYYY.

and finally, danson tang(:



p/s will scan in abby's set of stickers together with rj dance night booklet asap.