Friday, June 22, 2007

it's gonna take a miracle

im not supposed to be doing this but its really important.





I LOVE YOUUU KELLY KWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!(((((((((:

omgg i am soooo proud of you and so happy for you! congrats congrats congrats okay for making it for council pres!!! i havent given you your big big hug but soooon!((:

hhaha oh man i am sooo happy for my sister. ahha. and my dad says our family is politically powerful. haha. and last night, char poh came over and she was like,"aiyar why i hang around with yall still never get anything." haha maybe you shouldnt hang around with us. hahahah.

ahhhh im really really really happy. and of course,


CONGRATULATIONS CRYSTAL WONG! on making it for vice pres! omg you two are leaving behind a legacy. but i know yall will do really really well together! you two are so funny. hahah.

yepp. thats the really important thing! haha.

ohh man yesterday had night walk with the kids. so fun! ahha the kids are so funny. but i was really tired and stuff cos i ran in the morning, then had drama and then night walk. and i fell asleep during drama again! so terrible!): but yeah. drama night is coming to something. hopefully.

yepp. then when i got home i urh. did stuff. and omg! i felt like a total idiot.

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
eh which part of hillview dyou stay

abigail
tomorroowww. what time?

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
dunno eh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
wait which part dyou stay?

abigail
hillview ave

abigail
hahah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
YAR I KNOW THAT TOOOO.

abigail
hhahhha

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
weeeeeellll?

abigail
hillview ave?

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
omg youre so annoying

abigail
yup

abigail
shits

abigail
hahahah

abigail
138

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
huh?

abigail
138 hillview ave!

abigail
hahah if thats what you wanna know

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
ohh ahhaha whaaaaaat. haha okay. uhm. give me landmarks!

abigail
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

abigail
opposite lam soon building

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
opposite?

abigail
yeahhh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
oh shit!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
omggg i used to stay damn near you lah!

abigail
i know....

abigail
the hillview green clubhouse

abigail
please use the other entrace

abigail
hahahah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahahah

abigail
or something like tha

abigail
that

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
yeah omgggggggg. ahha you never bus home right

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
thats why i never saw you

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
you stupid shit! hahahaha omgggggg.

abigail
i took school bus =\

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
go home lah

abigail
yeah

abigail
i take school bus home =\

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
whaaaaaat

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
GUAI KIA!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahahhah

abigail
NOOOOOOOOOOO

abigail
hahahhahaha!!!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
huh then dyou stop before or after lam soon?

abigail
i drop at

abigail
i think before

abigail
its the one before the hillbrooks

abigail
hahah it thinkkkk

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
ohhh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahah WHOO i can go crash your house nowww

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
im super familiar with that place

abigail
hahhHAHAHA =\

abigail
wah stalker

abigail
=))))))))

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahaha really ah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
if i go stalk you then you die

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
follow you home everyday

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
EVERYDAY

abigail
hahahahhah

abigail
EVERYDAY


I CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i dont believe it! so frikking near lah. abigail lee you suck. take school bus for what! pffffffffffft.

anyway. then i had emo talk with char!): but im not posting it. cos its emo. haha no lah. its just personal stuff. but charphang i love alot alot alot alot alot alot okayyyy so please cheer up! and you are in NO way inferior to [insertnamehere] so please dont think so lowly of yourself! i love youuuuuuuu.(:

HELLO GRACE WELCOME BACK I MISSED YOU(: hahaha ahhhh im so happy youre back! ahahhaha yayyyy. ill call you really really soon!:D!

TANYONGEN AND BOBYANG! goooo for lovemggggggg. then you'll lovemg! hahahahah omg okay that sucked. but yongen! you go with me and bob then wont feel left out okayyyy.(:

FOP 3RD-5TH AUGUST! sec 3 charisians we must go together as a class/cell okayyy. sunday would be a good idea cos then we can hang around after class then go down together but yall must tell me sooon cos i got other arrangements aight!

haha okay i really need to ban myself from the computer and get my work done.

laterrrrrrrrrr<3

edit/ a short extract that i read off somewhere! hahah random but yes.(: and i feel its really applicable to me!):

Tears welled up in her eyes and flowed down to join the small droplet that was already threatening to drip off her chin. She didn't know why she was crying, but she knew she was hurting down deep inside.

So take me as you find me, all my fears and failures.

Memories and flashbacks played in her mind. Wishing, regretting, wanting to change the past were some of the things coming into her mind. Maybe if something hadn't happened or she hadn't gotten to know someone. Or perhaps, happened in a different way. It would have been better.

I surrender.

Is that saying thet God's plan is not perfect? Maybe.

Let mercy fall on me.

She's got to learn to build up her faith in Christ. She's been through so much, been tested so harshly, yet her faith wavers and remains weak.

Forever, Author of Salvation.

She's at a loss for what to do. She has no idea, no goal, no direction. She is burdened and helpless, silently crying for someone to come to her rescue. But she doesnt dare to part those lips to cry for help because she knows that it won't make any difference. She doesnt want to face disappointment again.

My God is Mighty to Save.

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