kat is back

hahahha have yall missed meeeeeeee!(:

hahaha im so sorry i havent been blogging! but ive been a lot busier lately and the computer has been going missing mysteriously as well. but I FOUND IT and i finally can take some time off to blog so here i am!

hahahaha. yayy arent yall happy!(: ahhaha anyway. i have been told that i should reply my tags, so i will.

ANGELA helloooooooo chooooooooo.

hello salaaaaad.(: hahahah oh my phone. hahaha its okay lah. i cant do anything bout it. hahah.

hahahah jaime liew! no lah its not considered wasting money can. love you tooo!(:

estherrrrrr! ahahaha yes we shall both get into the third row next year! hahaha yes yes ill take care!

stef!hahaha yes i know right now i have to live uncontactable, but we will catch up real soon okayy! aaaaaaand i aint emo already okayyyy! hahaha. love you tooo!<3
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ive told mum and dad bout my phone. they took it quite okay, although i had a tiff with dad. mum barely said anything. which is surprising. but a few thank yous are in order!

to char! thank yooo alot alot for always listening to my crap and helping me solve my problems and giving me lotsa good advice. i love you my HAHAGANG mate!<33

belicia! thank you soooo much for sitting with me on thursday. and trying to cheer me up and stuff. i really appreciate it!

thanks bev for giving me examples on how i should tell my parents. and for being so willing to just sit there with me. and hey, it didnt turn out so bad.

kim for alllll the huggggggs.

psychobananas for being so psycho.

and the many others (i.e. vanesa, vicky, grace) for just being there. yes. (:
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haha okay so i was camwhoring again. but with keewee! cept for the last few cos he ran away. so i took by myself. hahah.

"i'll let the pictures do the talking."















































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a few announcements:

Mrs Noah's Arc!

19th - 21st July, MGS ME Lau Hall, 7:30pm nightly, FOH 6:00pm.

FOP(:

3rd - 5th august, singapore indoor stadium, 7:30pm nightly.
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this week's gonna be crazy nuts man. imma be soooo busy! lets see.

monday rehearsal till 8.
tuesday physics test and rehearsal.
wednesday drama and full dress.
thursday show till bout 10.
friday ss test and show till bout 10.
sat post mortem and then show till bout 10. cannot go for COS rehearsal again!):
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FROM JIAP.(: my talk-about-interesting-rubbish buddy!<3!


you dont seem that important anymore.

I.AM.CHAMP.

indeed.

okayyy. im really sorry yall for the previous post! i dunno what came over me, but yeah. but im really okay now! really!(:

thank you so much meiyan for staying with me yesterday evening. im really sorry i was being really rude and unwilling to talk and stuff, but i really wanna say thank you for being so patient with me. i love you hubbs!

thank you kim for the hug today.(: it really really helped okay.(: i love you too!<3

thank you lipin for the message! but no im not going to die, neither am i planning to. and yes i still owe you your youth day present.(:

today was really a whole lot better than yesterday. i dont know why. but everything's just a bit happier today.

i still need to lose bout 7.8kg before i become trim and fit!:D wish me luck! my aim is by the end of october.(((: GO KAT!

i got faced with another pretty big problem today. but i think it should be okay. honestly, i dont even know why im getting myself involved in it. hahah. because im nice. i know.(:

not much today lah. ms or didnt come today, so double free. got chem and history tmr which i am hoping will be okay. chem was pretty okay. ms yang was kinda. happy. hahah.

after school was seriously the best. hahaha i spent quality time again! hahaha tooo much quality time. but its quality-quality time. not unquality-quality time. nevermind. my point is, it was good.

hahaha and YES JAIME LIEW OMG I HAVENT GONE HOME WITH YOU FOR SO LONG IM SO SORRY!): peanut sesame ball soon!(:

ahhh i wish id be able to face my fears. and stop running away. i feel like a damned coward. but i really cannot cannot cannot handle it. it'll really be too much and too overwhelming and i think i might just break down.): please dont pressurise me.

oh yes. i cant post bout rg symposium (super overdue!), prefects camp and YEAH! yet cos there are seriously wayyyy too many pictures and i wanna get em over and done with in a few posts. ill be posting rg symposium with YEAH! and other random stuff and pb camp separately. sooon i promise! ill get em up soooooon! and it'll be pictures galoreeeeee.

AHHHHHH OH MY GOSH I LOST MY PHONE AGAIN.

twice in less than 6 months!

mums gonna kill me.

i really need to cry!): i really really do.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I AM SO GONNA JUMP.

ive had my fair share of joy today.

drained

im so tired.

i dont know why. nothing seems right.

is it that time of the year again?

no one seems to care bout me.

i wanna cry. i really do. but the tears wont come out.

i need to cry.

i need to die.

no one cares.

i dont know why im sacrificing so much. for what? for whom?

i never thought id say this, but i considered giving up being a christian.

im not gonna say i didnt think of it, cos id be lying to myself.

someone pray for me?

please?

im tired. ive been tried. i need something more. but i dont know what.

everythings so aimless.

im trying to maintain my friendships, but no one gives a shit.

maybe i should give up then.

why should i be the only one giving?

its not even appreciated.

no one cares.

why am i trying so hard?

why am i the only one who seems to care about my friendships?

am i really that insignificant that it wouldnt matter whether i was their friend or not?

maybe i didnt make a difference in their lives.

why am i the only one who notices people?

does no one notice me?

do i not matter to anyone?

i guess not.

But I fear you aren't listening
Because there are no words

I will sing of Your mercy
That leads me through valleys of sorrow
To rivers of joy

there is no justice in this world

hahahaha keewee with lizzie! hahaha keewee is a terrible host! hahahah.


omg seriously damn pissed off.

some things brought us closer, yet others are making me want to stray from you. seriously, can you just spare a thought for others for a minute. you crave for so much attention but you cannot have everything your way. and for once, just once, can you please listen to me. just trust me. im really quite tired of you. i feel like just giving up and leaving everything behind. you ask for my opinion, but you dont heed my advice. why ask then.

no i dont suppose you know who you are. how bout a few clues: you're a netballer (that cuts down a whole lotta people), you're rather tall, you play at extreme ends of the court. i think thats really quite enough clues dont you think? oh well. i dont care and i dont wanna care.

ahhaha the best dinner yet: classic fruit muesli breakfast bars!



ohh yeah! THANK YOU SANN FOR THE AWESOME ARK CD<3! its lovely; thank you so much!(((:

yesterday! played out - reality bites@trinity! sooo awesome!(: i re-rededicated my life again cos i really felt God's presence. and it was awesome.

and my dearest! im really glad we had you-and-me time! you have lotsa fun at obs okayyyy and take care of yourself!

trinity@pl!


thursday shizz. hahaha random stuff.







today! was crazy. had cc breakfast with ms bong and ms ho. ms bong treated! i had prata. then went to school for assembly practise. ahahha im really quite nervous. then had YEAH! meeting. okay lah. i was confused a lot of times. but now i think im quite okay. then we had pizza for lunch! mrs chen treated us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE GOH!<3

and then more work. we had tree decor:


and banner making:



haha no actually thats just sam. but she was drawing. so yes.

hahaha and im super proud of myself! cos after sam left, then i took over the drawing and I MANAGED TO DO THE WHOLE THING BY MYSELF! and that is a huuuuge achievement, seeing as i cannot draw for peanuts.

hahahah yes. and we managed to finish the whole banner! so im really happy. but im dead beat. and tonight = no sleep cos i still have tons of homework and andree said history was due tmr when i thought it was supposed to be written on the spot!): but ahhh. nvm. go kat! you can do it!

i had a very long talk with megan about nothing and hhaha i feel so stupid:
/.kat &.this is for my glory
aye sheeet im eating my dinner only now
/.kat &.this is for my glory
and im eating a muesli barrrr
megan
From obs?
/.kat &.this is for my glory
hahaha no lah!
megan
Oh
megan
Okay
/.kat &.this is for my glory
those are like. wayyy expired
/.kat &.this is for my glory
ahha
megan
Really?
/.kat &.this is for my glory
mmhmmm
megan
I gave it away
/.kat &.this is for my glory
hahaha my group finished ours
/.kat &.this is for my glory
then i got more from other groups
megan
I was in your group you idiot
/.kat &.this is for my glory
then i finished them too AHHAHAHHAHA OH RIGHT
/.kat &.this is for my glory
ahhahahaah

hahahah oh man how embarrassing. and megan stop praising yourself lah.
/.kat &.this is for my glory
hahahahah OMG MY MUM JUST CALLED YOU CUTE
/.kat &.this is for my glory
ahhahaha
megan
I am
/.kat &.this is for my glory
she was like oh thats megan ah\
megan
Hahahahaah
/.kat &.this is for my glory
then i was like dyou recognise her
/.kat &.this is for my glory
then she was like yeah thats the cute girl
/.kat &.this is for my glory
ahahha
megan
Hahah
megan
You see
megan
You have such a cute friend
megan
Got babyface somemore

hahahahaha she was talking bout our YEAH! comm and shhh megg!
megan
Y'all do what
megan
We never hear y'all make noise lehh
megan
My comm do things always make noise one
/.kat &.this is for my glory
why must make noise?
megan
Talk whattt
/.kat &.this is for my glory
hahaha cos got a lot of sbc [so a bit quieter]
/.kat &.this is for my glory
and no guys
megan
Y'all medidate issit
/.kat &.this is for my glory
LIKE *censored*
megan
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

ahhaha ohh dear. hahaha. oh and abbie lee im sooo proud of your post on the school song!(: hahaha. good on you!

hahaha yayyyy cant wait for tmr!<3

why should i be blamed?

my toes look funny

it's 12:48am in the morning and i havent bathed. ew.

okayy i was supposed to blog yesterday but i could barely keep my eyes open. and i kinda slept the whole day today so im blogging nowwwwww.

aight! first week of school. i wasnt very pleased with monday, to be honest. cos they put chapel at the end of the day and that isnt very good. plus, "chapel" was not good at all because it was a musical-skit kinda thing, but there wasnt really a lesson behind it. at least i didnt learn anything. and id rather have normal chapel, even if no one is singing. but other than that, it was okay. all the tests that were supposed to be on monday all got postponed. hahah. and physics was good. esther and i suspect ms or is in love. :D

tuesday not much. well, at least i dont remember. but after school i went with esther to make her ic and then we went to eat pastamania! and ive accumulated oweing her $11 to date. ohh dear. haha. but yes. and the stupid al funghi pasta made me sick! i puked when i got home.

i didnt go to school on wednesday! which really kinda sucked cos we had amath + chem quiz as well as tingxie. to top it off, we got our history papers back and i failed. no surprise. abby also didnt go to school so jiap was kinda lonely. hahah. and people started thinking that we ponned together but noooooo. i have nothing to do with abby. hahaha.

thursday abby and i took chem quiz. it sucked. ahhaha im ready to bet i failed. i guessed like almost all the questions. haha. but yes. and i stayed back with plee to do work. and cheo you and your period lah! what if you have your period at the same time then youre best friends. hahaha. and plee really got it. and i got mine today. pfffft. but yes. and i started collecting cans for yeah and abby goes all "kat has financial difficulties" and "you can eat fish today!" IM SAVING THE ENVIRONMENT YOU DOOFUS.

last day of the first week of the third term of my 9th year in mg! hahahaha. yarrrr. had tingxie and amath. amath really sucked. out of 2 questions, i could only do 1. ahhaha. man. but after that had assembly duty thing which lasted 5 minutes for me. then i stayed with plee, and MY DARLING MEIYAN CAME BACK!<3 and then megan came, various people came, andree and carisser came with dinner, abbie came with a pe shirt over her hot von dutch top which she refused to show anyone, PRIS AND YONGEN CAMEEEE, and we all went for lovemg!

okay right now i have to do a lot of apologies!

number 1: IM SO SORRY MY HUSBAAAAAND. we were supposed to go together and all but we didnt in the end. but you would have rather sat with xianwen and all right! but i was really happy to see you again! we'll spend sunday together!

number 2: IM SORRY PRIS AND YONGEN! i know im a terrible host, inviting you and not entertaining you, but i figured you'd rather sit with mariko then with my friends (that was before i knew her friends were coming) and then i figured that you guys would be really irritated if i asked you to move seats (that was when i saw her friends coming) but all in all, IM SORRY.

number 3: IM SORRY ABIGAIL LEE for making so much fun of you and your "illegality" (i really think you were illegal eh) and i feel very baaaaad okayyy. but i still love you!<3

yepp. but i still love yaalllll.

lovemg was great. i cried quite a lot, andree cried quite a lot. but it was good lah. ps jeremy was good too! he spoke on chairs. and it set me thinking quite a bit. which is good. hahah. and i saw a lot of seniors!

i find it so ironic that like probably 1/2 of the people at lovemg arent even from mg. a lot are ex mg girls. and like mg girls themselves dont even go for lovemg. how dumb. and they cant even sing the school song in the morning. i mean, seriously, what is wrong with singing the school song? arent you proud to be in mg? if not, then get lost. like honestly. its dumb.

but anyway. yes. rededicated myself yesterday. i think it really helped to keep me on track. so thats good.(:

ive been doing quite a lot of thinking. why are some people so dumb? and shallowing. and unmaturing. i mean. aiyar. its not good to say. so ill leave it at that.

live earth! im surprised that it should be happening on 7th july and like. bout global warming and environmental crises etc. cos yeah is also on 7th and like. same thing. coincidence? :O

IM REALLY PROUD OF YOU ABIGAIL LEEEEEE(: good job on friday. now you know how to handle similar situations. and youre lucky rachel was in class or you would have dieeeed. hahaha actually no lah, you wouldnt. but im still glad you took the initiative and did the right thing. sandra will be really proud of you!((: keep it up aye! and no, jiap and i are NOT getting you a plant but you'll have to wait 2 years anyway.

JUST FOR FUN
should this make you happy, meg:


Voice of Truth - Casting Crowns
Oh, what I would do
To have the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy, you never win
You'll never win."

But the voice of Truth
Tells me a different story
The voice of Truth
Says "do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth
Says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of Truth

Oh, what I would do
To have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
Of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you never win
You'll never win."

But the voice of Truth
Tells me a different story
The voice of Truth
Says "do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth
Says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
Trom on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When i stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

But the voice of Truth
Tells me a different story
The voice of Truth
Says "do not be afraid"
And the voice of Truth
Says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

I will listen and believe...

there are 2 kinds of people:

1) the kind where you may see each other so often, communicate every now and then, but when you are around each other (or sometimes not) yall just have so much to talk about. non-stop at all. even if its complete rubbish or total trash. there is just so much to say and its never ending. time has its fastest record.

2) the kind where you hardly see each other but when you do, the is simply nothing to talk about. the awkward silence is louder then your conversation. eerily louder. and you just sit and stare at each other for hours and hours and you feel youre wasting you life away and you wanna get outt there. time is lagging so much.

which are you?

i'll buy you for £100.

quick update. char is so retarded. hahaha.
will do a proper update tmr night!

/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
eh!
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
do i haha a lot?
char! says:
er hahah okay la
char! says:
i bet abbie said you haha alot
char! says:
we can all form the haha gang
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
hahaha!
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
what
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
no abbie didnt say anythign what
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
haha gang
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
hahaha thats quite funny
char! says:
hahaa yeah
char! says:
HAHA GANGGGGG
char! says:
quite cool la
char! says:
hha
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
hahaha okay set!
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
haha gang!
char! says:
HAHA GANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
char! says:
hahahahahah
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
hahahahahah
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
so! who're our members!
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
ahahah
char! says:
hahah okay stop hahaing
char! says:
ME YOU AND ABBIE
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
hahaha ok!
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
ahhha
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
oh man. damn retarded
char! says:
COOL RIGHT
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
haha
/.kat &.this is for my glory says:
yessss coool
char! says:
haha gang

u_u

IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS ABIGAIL GOH.

you may not show it, but i can tell youre hurting. but do cheer up okay. cos God's plan is perfect, and He has a reason for taking your cousin home. in any case, please please please, remember im always there (sitting next to you) and if you need to talk, please do okay.

my condolences to you and your entire family.

i love you!

i'd like to die. please?

aye

seriously man. there are less than 5 hours of freedom left. how awesome is that.

why is it that youre so accomodating to someone, and everything that someone says affects you a whole lot, and you go all out to change yourself but somehow, it doesnt make a difference?

ive been feeling emo lots. i dont know why. everything seems so near but ive been too friggin blind to see it and when its changed, then i realise. apparently, my time management sucks.

mum has been hinting that ive been rude to her a lot lately. i dunno. i mean everything as a joke. its really quite obvious.

suddenly im feeling so left out. i wonder if whatever thats happening to me is happening to someone else.

soooo many aspects of my life need improvement, but im totally focusing on the wrong things.

it hit me quite hard wayyy back when i felt as if i really had no close friends. and it hit me again recently. shot twice eh.

but. i dunno. i mean, ive been through really difficult times alone. and no one's bothered. of course friends have been there loadsa times, but there just isnt one person whom i feel comfortable telling anything and everything to.

i cant even tell myself.

once the newspaper man visits, freedom will say bye bye.

imma knock myself out this week and not think bout stupid things like that anymore. imma make myself soooooo busy that imma feel as though imma drop dead and die every moment.

"reckon that'll help?"

reckon it will.

spleak is stupid.

aye im totally scaring myself.

later.

newspaper's coming~!

it's gonna take a miracle

im not supposed to be doing this but its really important.





I LOVE YOUUU KELLY KWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!(((((((((:

omgg i am soooo proud of you and so happy for you! congrats congrats congrats okay for making it for council pres!!! i havent given you your big big hug but soooon!((:

hhaha oh man i am sooo happy for my sister. ahha. and my dad says our family is politically powerful. haha. and last night, char poh came over and she was like,"aiyar why i hang around with yall still never get anything." haha maybe you shouldnt hang around with us. hahahah.

ahhhh im really really really happy. and of course,


CONGRATULATIONS CRYSTAL WONG! on making it for vice pres! omg you two are leaving behind a legacy. but i know yall will do really really well together! you two are so funny. hahah.

yepp. thats the really important thing! haha.

ohh man yesterday had night walk with the kids. so fun! ahha the kids are so funny. but i was really tired and stuff cos i ran in the morning, then had drama and then night walk. and i fell asleep during drama again! so terrible!): but yeah. drama night is coming to something. hopefully.

yepp. then when i got home i urh. did stuff. and omg! i felt like a total idiot.

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
eh which part of hillview dyou stay

abigail
tomorroowww. what time?

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
dunno eh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
wait which part dyou stay?

abigail
hillview ave

abigail
hahah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
YAR I KNOW THAT TOOOO.

abigail
hhahhha

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
weeeeeellll?

abigail
hillview ave?

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
omg youre so annoying

abigail
yup

abigail
shits

abigail
hahahah

abigail
138

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
huh?

abigail
138 hillview ave!

abigail
hahah if thats what you wanna know

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
ohh ahhaha whaaaaaat. haha okay. uhm. give me landmarks!

abigail
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

abigail
opposite lam soon building

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
opposite?

abigail
yeahhh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
oh shit!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
omggg i used to stay damn near you lah!

abigail
i know....

abigail
the hillview green clubhouse

abigail
please use the other entrace

abigail
hahahah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahahah

abigail
or something like tha

abigail
that

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
yeah omgggggggg. ahha you never bus home right

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
thats why i never saw you

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
you stupid shit! hahahaha omgggggg.

abigail
i took school bus =\

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
go home lah

abigail
yeah

abigail
i take school bus home =\

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
whaaaaaat

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
GUAI KIA!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahahhah

abigail
NOOOOOOOOOOO

abigail
hahahhahaha!!!

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
huh then dyou stop before or after lam soon?

abigail
i drop at

abigail
i think before

abigail
its the one before the hillbrooks

abigail
hahah it thinkkkk

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
ohhh

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahahah WHOO i can go crash your house nowww

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
im super familiar with that place

abigail
hahhHAHAHA =\

abigail
wah stalker

abigail
=))))))))

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
hahaha really ah

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
if i go stalk you then you die

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
follow you home everyday

/.kat &.wanting to talk to you
EVERYDAY

abigail
hahahahhah

abigail
EVERYDAY

I CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i dont believe it! so frikking near lah. abigail lee you suck. take school bus for what! pffffffffffft.

anyway. then i had emo talk with char!): but im not posting it. cos its emo. haha no lah. its just personal stuff. but charphang i love alot alot alot alot alot alot okayyyy so please cheer up! and you are in NO way inferior to [insertnamehere] so please dont think so lowly of yourself! i love youuuuuuuu.(:

HELLO GRACE WELCOME BACK I MISSED YOU(: hahaha ahhhh im so happy youre back! ahahhaha yayyyy. ill call you really really soon!:D!

TANYONGEN AND BOBYANG! goooo for lovemggggggg. then you'll lovemg! hahahahah omg okay that sucked. but yongen! you go with me and bob then wont feel left out okayyyy.(:

FOP 3RD-5TH AUGUST! sec 3 charisians we must go together as a class/cell okayyy. sunday would be a good idea cos then we can hang around after class then go down together but yall must tell me sooon cos i got other arrangements aight!

haha okay i really need to ban myself from the computer and get my work done.

laterrrrrrrrrr<3

edit/ a short extract that i read off somewhere! hahah random but yes.(: and i feel its really applicable to me!):

Tears welled up in her eyes and flowed down to join the small droplet that was already threatening to drip off her chin. She didn't know why she was crying, but she knew she was hurting down deep inside.

So take me as you find me, all my fears and failures.

Memories and flashbacks played in her mind. Wishing, regretting, wanting to change the past were some of the things coming into her mind. Maybe if something hadn't happened or she hadn't gotten to know someone. Or perhaps, happened in a different way. It would have been better.

I surrender.

Is that saying thet God's plan is not perfect? Maybe.

Let mercy fall on me.

She's got to learn to build up her faith in Christ. She's been through so much, been tested so harshly, yet her faith wavers and remains weak.

Forever, Author of Salvation.

She's at a loss for what to do. She has no idea, no goal, no direction. She is burdened and helpless, silently crying for someone to come to her rescue. But she doesnt dare to part those lips to cry for help because she knows that it won't make any difference. She doesnt want to face disappointment again.

My God is Mighty to Save.